I haven't been so relaxed and happy in a long time like this night.After He Shun'er and the others walked out of the small restaurant with the support of Mosquito and Shi Yang, it was almost twelve o'clock in the morning.There are not many cars on the road, so if you take a taxi, no matter how many people are on March 21 and [-], all the people squeeze into it.Shun'er and Mosquito sat in the front, and the rest of us squeezed in behind.First, I sent Rhubarb, Ling Ling, and Xiao Jixiang one by one, and they were a little more relaxed.Mosquitoes sometimes live at home, sometimes at Shun'er's side.It is their home in Donghuaian Hutong.After sending them off, Shun'er wanted to pay, but I told Shiyang not to let him, and the mosquito said, let him pay, he is now a wristman, and he can afford it, so why are you so polite.We will not speak.I said let's go home, Shiyang said he wanted to go shopping, I said it's been a while, where should I go shopping.He said go to Silver Street.It is on the side of Huangji Pavilion Hutong.When we arrived, the car left, and it was just the two of us, and the weather was chilly at night.The shops are basically closed.I put my arm around his shoulder and said that you brought me here to sober up.Think about how to go back later, or not go to work tomorrow.He ignored me and just said it was a good walk this way.I walked slowly behind him.I don't know if this was also the place where he and Kang Zheng often visited before the trouble.Maybe most of the time, when we drink alcohol, we will have a lot of impulses and infinite nostalgia for the past.For example, I am now also thinking that Wu Xin has become the exclusive property of another woman who is completely unfamiliar to me, and will have a child in the future.I don't know if his wedding is near or past.Shiyang told me which store he had bought in a long time, and which store had good items and which store had expensive items.As he talked, he talked about what happened at Xianfen's house that time.Said it was Kang Zheng's birthday, I remember he told me what he did.I told him not to do this again.

After shopping for about half an hour, he said he was tired, so I said let's go back.Then I took a taxi on the side of the road and waited for a long time.He said he knew there was a small hotel nearby, so he might as well stay there and go straight to work the next day.I thought about it, and went together.After the room was opened, it was on the second floor, and it was very clean.Common room with two single beds.I said I wanted to take a shower.He nodded.The water in the shower was a bit cold, so I rushed out of it.He asked me how so fast.I said the water was too cold.As soon as he heard the interest, he said that I would try it.I said you were looking for illness.He said to feel the feeling, just to sober up.He washed for a long time, and I called him twice in the middle.After he came out, he told me that the water heater was ready.I touched his arm, it was cold.

We undressed and threw ourselves on one bed and slept in the other.He said it would be nice if we could have such a strong place here too.I said take your time and everything will be fine.He said the pillow was really comfortable and soft.When I was hugging him, something cold touched my chest. He said it was the pendant he bought at Shitouji when he came back from my house last time.He reached out to my hand, touched the green jade ring, took it off and held it in his hand.I smiled and asked him, do you want to take it back.What he said he could never take back, was like love.Then put it on for me.I said that I lie in the same bed with you every day, and my daily life rhythm is the same as the stereotype. I get up every day, take the bus, go to work at work, come home from work, eat and sleep.Sometimes I can't even tell which day is which, and it's like many days are one day.He said me too.Sometimes I wonder, I have been here for so long, why on earth have I stayed here for so long.He asked me if I ever wanted to go to another city.I said yes, but let’s wait until Chenchen graduates.It's not far away now, so it's easy to take care of anything.He said that it is actually good that you have brothers and sisters.I said yes, Chenchen is the baby of our family, and has brought a lot of happiness and joy to my family.But now that he has grown up, he also suffers from the worries and troubles that adults only have. Fortunately, Yang Yang is by his side and can accompany him.Shiyang said with a smile, that time he texted me and asked me how you fell in love with Lianchen.I said it was the same as you falling in love with Yang Yang.Then he never replied.In fact, I know that he still wants us to separate.I said I don't want to think about that anymore, and you shouldn't overestimate Chenchen's thoughts, you don't live with Chenchen, you live with me, don't you?You have to live your own life, the way you have been striving for in the environment and years in your hometown, regardless of other people's opinions.Shiyang said but Chenchen is not someone else, he is your brother.I said that Chenchen will also start a family in the future.Everyone lives their own lives, that's all.

Shiyang suddenly smiled and said, the feeling of us having a room outside is like having an affair.When I registered my ID card just now, the waiter's eyes and expression said it all.I said I was aboveboard, but you were guilty of feeling uncomfortable.Then he asked me if I'd spent the night with someone else.I said no.He said it was a lie, you have been studying and working here for so long.I said that I am very cautious, and I usually mess around for fear of danger.He said what about Wu Xin.I said that doesn't count, we really like each other.He said it was with Xiao Gu.I said that I lived with Xiao Gu, and I also asked him to play, and once I went to his place to wash clothes. There is a washing machine where they live.

The lights are off.Light seeps in from outside.He said he was going to look out the window.I lay in bed and asked him what he saw.He said nothing, as if the wind was blowing.Then opened the window.A sudden cold hit, I quickly got up and put on the quilt and wrapped him tightly.Just like that behind him he hugged.The traffic lights in the distance flickered alone.He said that every day is like white water, are we getting old?I think he's a little bit drunk, or just really sick.His hair tickled my face as he turned his head.I asked him if you feel better now.He said that's it.I said that I feel that you are not happy tonight.He said that it might be because of drinking, and he remembered the past.I said let them go, let's have a good dream together.He said and closed the window.Very strict.All the noises outside are isolated in that world, as if they have nothing to do with us, except for the coldness that just ran into the house.

He said let's move.I nodded.He asked me if I was okay.I said yes, when will it stop.He said to move to the east, it's more convenient to take the subway, and it's also easy to go to Chenchen's place.I listen to you.He didn't know whether it was insomnia or excitement that night, and he talked about his plans and plans after moving without any sleepiness, like a child full of hope and longing for the future and life, as if the world was pure and flawless in his eyes, like the That moment of hope.

I just listened. On the night when I agreed to move as soon as possible, I really planned to spend time with Shiyang and find a place to live. It is not humid in summer and not cold in winter, so I can take the mallow back. Raising, imagining, all the harsh sunlight that will shine on our houses and our lives.We clean the windows, cook, clean the house, laugh at each other whenever we want, like two simple fools.Imagine, full of hope.That is the life everyone yearns for and should have.

I said but where the hell would that house be.

He said it would always be found.

...In the ideal we are looking for together, there is such a paradise...

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