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Thinking of the current situation, there is such a sentence: every year without blind eyes, you are either in sorrow or in illness.The afternoon sun was shining on me.I hugged my little thing and sat in the community park where I played swing with Shiyang last time, there was a slight breeze.It feels very quiet, as if you have arrived at a very quiet place.I just drank the medicine and felt a little dizzy.The feeling of being slightly ill without pain or itching is very relaxing.Sit there and doze for a while.In my mind, I was vaguely thinking about something far and near.It feels like this eleventh is coming too slowly.

After I woke up, Shiyang was gone.I have been asking for sick leave all the time, and within a few days it was combined with the National Day holiday.

I called Chenchen to ask where he was.He said he had bought a ticket and was going back.I said why don't you call me together.He said that he was afraid that Shiyang and I would go out to play together, and we would go back with Yang Yang.

I said, in this way, mom will be happy to see you bring back your girlfriend.Shiyang said that when the corn planted at home was harvested in autumn, I happened to go back and grow it with my parents.I thought, in fact, I should go back.I asked him when he was leaving, and he said seven o'clock at night.I'm going to go out and buy something for my parents and let him take it home.He said he had bought it himself and couldn't take it down.When I got back, I told my parents that the four of us bought it together.I said, then Shiyang and I will go see you off.He said no need, he will be back in a few days anyway, don't keep fussing.I nodded and said that you should slow down on the way. By the way, if I didn't call you this afternoon, wouldn't you call me to tell me that I was going home?He thought for a while and said, yes.I hung up without saying anything.In this rare and occasional moment of idleness, I wandered away for a while, then turned and ran away.

Shiyang came back and saw that I was not at home, so he called to ask.I said I was outside, and he said what are you doing outside when it is windy.I asked him where have you been.He said he was shopping, and there were many people on the street, so he came back.I carried the little thing and went back to the basement.Tell him that Chenchen and Yang Yang's train will go back at night.He asked me if I wanted to deliver it.I said Chenchen said there was no need to send it.He nodded.I said he went back to Harvest with my parents.He smiled and asked me if we were going back.I said wait to go back to Ningxia.I asked him if you have harvested autumn.He nodded.It's been a long time since I said it, and I almost forgot about it.

He asked me what was wrong.I said nothing.Just feel stuffy.He said you should wear more clothes, we will find Shun'er.I said that the big holiday doesn't know where he is and the mosquitoes are now.We'll find out by calling him and asking.I said I don't know if he is used to this kind of life now.I haven't called him for a long time since he started to get busy.Shiyang said that I was thinking too much.He took out a piece of clothing for me to put on and went out together.Take a car to Luoguxiang, which is where we lived before.I asked him if it's okay for us to go to Jinyu Alley, and he said it's up to you.Jinyu Hutong is a place where Shiyang lived after he came to Beijing. I heard from him that he moved to my place after not living for a long time.We were strolling in Jinyu Alley, and I told him, I think you will have a much more comfortable life before you met me than after you met me.He asked me why I said that.

I said you were at least on the ground before, but now you live underground with me.He said it didn't mean anything.When two people are together, it's good to be happy.I asked him if you regret coming to Beijing.He shook his head and told me, in fact, there is no such thing as regret or not, this is how life is, coming and going, at first for ideals, and slowly discovering the huge gap between ideals and reality, slowly being dragged by life, exhausted .Forget all the good things.Don't care about regrets or regrets.I just think that no matter how bad it is, I should wait quietly and confidently for someone to appear.

I told Shiyang that I felt very tired.He said I was sick.I said that the time we met was like a previous life. Now that I think about it, I feel that the sun was good at that time, but now I feel that I am getting old.He asked me: where did the pressure to run you come from.I always feel that there is something you can't digest.I nodded and didn't say why.It's like the indelible deep-rooted depression in Shiyang that I can always feel.He said that he would like to open some, if there is anything, we will share it together.I remember how brave you were when you stood by my side in front of Chen Chen.I stroked his hair and said Lian Po was old.

We went into a bookstore, went from the first floor to the second floor, and then sat on the stairs between the two floors, just took a book and sat there to read.I can't remember who I've been here with, so I asked Shiyang how long it was.He said what did you say?I said I forgot.He showed me the book he was holding. There was a pink mist in the illustration in the middle, and an unnamed white flower and branches gradually stretching back in the lower left corner.Behind the misty mist is a young man's face that cannot be seen clearly.I told him that I wanted to go far away for a while.He asked me if I wanted to go with you.I said I'll go by myself.He asked if I wanted to bring a packet of flower seeds.I nodded.

He smiled and said that I guess you don't want to come back.You are a sick patient now, you should take medicine well and get well soon.Don't think about it, those are useless.As he spoke, he got up and put the book back to the original place, pulled me up, and said that we should go find Shun'er.I asked him what you were trying to say just now.He said, I think your illness may be due to relying too much on Wu Xin and Chenchen, so that you lost yourself.You should have your own life.Although you have me now, you also need to be independent, at least don't depend on anyone emotionally, no one can accompany you for the rest of your life.real.When you put them all down, your illness will really be cured.

I didn't comment on what he said.Take the bus along the original road to East Cotton Alley.He said he was looking for Shun'er, but in fact he was just passing by, and if he met him, he would meet him, and if he didn't meet him, he would never meet him.Since we didn't meet Shun'er, we went to find a place to eat nearby.Shiyang said, sometimes I feel that our life is like a cartoon, full of colors on the paper, and the stories are all under the colors. We tore the paper, but we couldn't reach the color.He asked me, can you know what will happen in the future.I shook my head.Say I don't know where I'm going.Including you, including Chen Chen, Yang Yang, Xiao Gu, Fa Er, Shun Er, Mosquito, Cong Er.Do not know at all.We didn't know each other at first, but we got to know each other later. We don't see each other every day, but we are related to each other.In this turbulent life, I live day by day.Maybe one day, I'll be old.He said, really tired.

What I ate was dry mixed noodles. He kept yelling that it was not good.Just asked for more water.Going out, he said that he actually came here this time because he wanted to see Shun'er and Mosquito.I say often.He said that I want to see them today and tell them that I hope they are well.

I asked him what was wrong.He said, suddenly remembered the feeling.

At the corner of the alley, the song of Tamas Wells was playing. We didn't meet Shun'er, nor did we call them.Shiyang said, I blessed them, and I said I did too.It's just that I feel that they have all left me, and I can't tell if they are in the night's dream.Shiyang took my hand, looking for the nearest bus stop, preparing to go back aimlessly.

...I felt, at that moment, I was very close to him...

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