Yu Xin like congratulations

I went shopping with Shiyang on Sunday, he said he had a lot to wear, and I said I had an interview on Monday, so I should dress better.In fact, I don't know how to buy clothes, he picks them himself.I went out to buy clothes for him that day, and he chose some.I didn't know until I paid that one of my two pieces belonged to him.I said I'll buy it for you, but I won't go to the interview.He said they could be worn.I said you are fooling around.How can you wear it? You are so tall and so thin.He said forget it, don't you know my strength, and I'm not going to a beauty pageant.

I asked him, do you think I'm a bit rusty?He said no, I just want to dress you up as my man.My eyes felt sour.I said let's go to Jinyu Alley where you lived before.He said I wanted to go to church.

I asked him how he remembered to go to church.He said I want to be quiet.I said there is a church over there at Xuanwumen.He said Wangfujing has it.I oh.He was talking about Todo.

Outside the church, he asked me to find him a photo.Smile very happily.

Standing there with open arms for a long time, I took several pictures of him, I thought he liked the look.He closed his eyes afterwards, and I asked him what was the matter, if he felt unwell.He said that he suddenly felt as if there was an extra soul in his body, and he didn't know whose it belonged, and he felt a little dizzy.I said what's wrong.He helped him to sit on the bench next to him.He leaned on me and said: "I can't tell, it seems like it happened before that scene just now, and I can't remember when it happened, it's the same as in the previous life or when, it seems to be familiar. Either it's a premonition that never Some things after here, I don’t know whose soul will take me to do what.”

He didn't speak for a long time, so I patted him and asked him what's wrong.He said, I want to do a lot of things.Then stood up and said to me very seriously in front of me, I want to do many things, you believe me.I said I believe you.I support you in whatever you want.

I asked him if you were okay, and he said it was fine.

"I suddenly felt that I hated my stepmother and my father."

"Why do you think about it here?"

"Do you think that soul belongs to my mother or grandma?"

"Hehe, maybe the sun is too glaring. I heard that too glaring sun can easily make people dizzy. Let's go near the church."

"There seems to be a ceremony for believers inside, so don't go in."

If the church was heaven, would Shiyang and I just miss heaven?The moment I left the church, I looked back at the exquisite brick carvings in the East Hall.Think like this.At that time, I really wanted to take Shiyang to the church and go when I got back.I took his hand and he asked what I was doing.I said let's go back to church.He said what's wrong with you, I'm an angel and you don't know.I said angels should go to church.He said my wings were broken and I couldn't fly.I said I can carry you behind my back.He said, I have too much resentment to fly to the clouds.I said you just hope that the love and clouds will miss it.He smiled and said I should not be so superstitious.When I laughed, I saw tears in his eyes.I said don't cry.

Chen Chen called to ask us if we wanted to play during the National Day.I said no, you can ask Shiyang, and then give Shiyang the phone, Shiyang said it depends on the situation.If you want to go, you must call Lian Chen and Yang Yang to go together.It was autumn at that time, just like the autumn of that year, it seemed that I was going to age like a person in a blink of an eye.Shiyang said that when the work was settled, he and Yang Yang should have dinner together.After hanging up the phone, Shiyang asked me why I didn't want to go to the National Day.I said it's nothing and just said, why are we alone together.To be a light bulb.

He said what are you afraid of with your brother and daughter-in-law.At that time, I suggested changing the subject, because I felt that it was boring.I asked him where he was going at noon, and he asked me if we should go find Shun'er.I said I didn't want to go.He asked me if the two of us would feel bored but inseparable when we were old together.I say yes.He asked me, but are we getting old.Feeling dead lately.What's on your mind?I said no.Then why are you unhappy.I said no.Then he asked me to give him a smile.I don't laugh.He said okay, then let me give you a smile.Then he grinned and chased me like a fool to have fun.I laughed.He said I want to drink cold water.

I thought I heard it wrong, so I asked him: What did you say.He said me word for word.think.drink.cold.water.

I said, then you wait for me to buy it for you, how about an iced drink.He said I want to drink cold water.

I said cold water is good to drink.He said it was delicious.He took me to the KFC sink.I asked if the water was drinkable, and would there be chlorine in it?Then unscrew the water, gently scoop some up with your hands and taste it.It feels like nothing is wrong.Say you drink it.

I'll show you.He drank it, he was tall, the tap was short, and his posture was twisted.But happy to drink.Say you drink too.Looking in the mirror a lot of people are watching.Smiled and said you drink first, the faucet let them wash their hands.Then turn around and apologize to them.Shi Yang wiped her mouth.That's cool.

Do you drink?I say drink!Then he rolled up his sleeves and drank there, and he went all out.There are many children laughing.Also drink cold water.Shiyang said that children drinking cold water will make their stomachs bad, don't be like this bad uncle, he is disobedient, he needs a needle in his buttocks for stomachache.He was still making gestures behind him.After I finished drinking, I ran out quickly.He smiled and asked me what you were running for.I said I felt very embarrassed.We should find another place, such as Shun'er's courtyard, where no one cares about drinking for a whole day.I asked him if you had a good drink.He said no.

I said let's go to Shun'er's house in Donghuaian Hutong and have a drink.He waved his hand and said that I didn't know why when I just came.Drink raw water often.In fact, it's not good to drink, but it's the same way I drank it at home when I was a child.It's not a habit, it's just that drinking cold water can temporarily forget some things.You don't feel it.I said no. When I just graduated, I worked in a supermarket. I earned very little money and was reluctant to give up anything. I remember that the cold water had a chlorine smell and it was unpleasant to drink.Feeling nauseous after drinking too much.

We also drank raw water at home when we were young, and the water at that time was sweet, very sweet.The kind of sweetness that only cold water can feel.tastes good.

He asked me if I had suffered a lot at that time.I said it was fine.It's in the past.He smiled and said why we didn't know each other at that time.I said the opportunity did not come.He said, will you know me after a long time, and I don't know you anymore.

I said, what time is now? Is it a long, long time from now?He said that it will not be a long, long time, and you will know me after a long, long time.And I don't know you anymore.

I said I know you now, and you know me too.He said so I was wondering when it was.What time do you say it is now.I said I was dizzy.Never mind when, maybe sometimes, we will not meet that time.

He asked me if the Yu Xin flowers in our family were still in bloom.Said he liked that kind of flower very much.I asked him did you mean poppies.He asked me what is poppy, is it concubine yu.When I say that, it is called Poppy Poppy. This year, I heard from Chen Chen that it died not long after it opened in the spring.Strange isn't it.

Do you have seeds at home?I said yes.During the Chinese New Year, let’s go back together and bring you some, so that you can plant them next spring.He nodded.Ask me why all the flowers are dead, I said I don't know, to use a sentence my mother often said, people are still alive and alive, let alone nothing else.Shi Yang said it was wrong, that flower has two lives anyway, you didn't mean that the flower is in charge of blooming and seeding at the same time.Like a pair of twins.

I said I didn't think that much.Every household in our place grows it, a very common flower.

When I went back in the afternoon, he asked me to put on all the clothes I bought for him to see, and he praised me from time to time.I asked him if you were admiring me or the clothes.He said I was admiring my own vision.This one is yours.He nodded.I said I admire your ability to bargain.As he said, he folded the clothes, sat there and took off the ring he bought for me last time, looking at the patterns inside by the light.I say it's beautiful.Like another world.

He asked me do you like me.I said I like it.Then why do you like me.I said I don't know either.He said I was not good.I can't say I like it too.He said why doesn't he like me.I said I don't know, maybe he is not as lucky as me and not worthy of your love.He said he couldn't find the little thing, and he didn't know where he went, but he was still there just now, and when he found the little thing, I lay there and fell asleep quickly.He sat quietly beside me, not knowing what to do.As if I were dead.

He was talking there to himself, saying that maybe he likes it, but he likes it no matter whether it is good or bad.

As if speaking to a soul that has thrown away its body.

...I don't know, what's so good about me...

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