fall in love with a little dumb

The door of memory is always opened inadvertently, and those laughter, tears and quarrels are staged one by one.The more reluctant to recall, the more deeply I remember, as if repeatedly tearing the wound is also a kind of pleasure.

"Mom, this is my roommate. Tang Yu, this is my mother and my...girlfriend." Chu Minghan came back from a business trip for more than a week, and enthusiastically introduced the room to Tang Yu who had just returned home from school. Two strange women in the house.

Tang Yu froze in place, the smiling face of the kind mother Chu, the reserved and shy smile of the young girl... He looked at Chu Minghan beside him begging for help, hoping that he was just making a not-so-funny joke.

"Hey, this baby is so handsome! How old is this year?" Mother Chu was full of smiles, as if she was overflowing with joy in her heart.

"Mom, Tang Yu, he can't speak. He is still studying, and he is three or four years younger than me." When Chu Minghan spoke, he never looked up at Tang Yu.

Tang Yu stood alone for a while, he suddenly realized that he was in an awkward position, he walked towards the bedroom stiffly and quietly.

Chu Minghan knew that he would habitually go back to the master bedroom of the two of them, packed up the side sleeper early in the morning, and put all his things in it.At this time, Tang Yu was standing in a space that was half missing, a space that was separated from Chu Minghan and had his traces.

When Chu Minghan opened the door and entered, Tang Yu stood behind the door with the easel on his back, maintaining the posture he had just entered the room.There was no light in the room.Chu Minghan took down the easel for him, pressed his shoulders to make him sit on the bed, and squatted down to look at him.

"Go out to eat?...I will move out in two days, and I have already paid the rent until next year's vacation." Chu Minghan said very calmly, just like the usual tone of saying that it will rain in the next few days .

Tang Yu tried his best not to be overwhelmed by emotions, he stared closely at his eyes and his expression, trying hard to understand the hidden meaning in his words.He thought he would give him an explanation after all.

Chu Minghan turned around and stood up, but was grabbed by Tang Yu.Tang Yu looked at him with tears in his eyes, and rewrote the word "interpretation" in his hand.Before he finished writing, Chu Minghan withdrew his hand.

"What do you want to say? Say it, say it!"

Tang Yu opened his mouth, and there was only the sound of "ah, ah" in his throat.

Chu Minghan sneered, "See, I can't even quarrel with you. I don't understand what you're thinking at all. When I ask you, I can only ask and answer myself. I'm fucking crazy. ,I'm done!"

"Shaking your head? Crying? Do you only know this way of expression?"

Tang Yu was thrown onto the bed by him, tears were cold.

"It's over between us."

The door was closed heavily, and there was another distant and terrifying laughter outside the door.

……

The night was dark, and a man wrapped in a black windbreaker leaned on the car door and looked up at a certain window on the upper floors, with a lit cigarette between his fingers.In the darkness, he was still wearing sunglasses, which set off his pale, nearly transparent face even more bloodless.

And behind that bright window, Chu Minghan was in front of the computer searching for information about renters around in the last three months.He believed that he could find Tang Yu before he appeared, and this time he could also take the initiative.

He thought of the mobile phone numbers he had seen on Wang Ming's mobile phone before. In this city and nearby, the mobile phone users who used that series of prefix numbers...

Thinking of this, the phone on the table just vibrated.He picked it up and took a look. To his shock, the first few digits of the calling number were exactly what he had in mind. After a short moment of surprise and confusion, he quickly decided to connect.

There is no sound from the other end of the phone, very quiet, very quiet.

Chu Minghan couldn't help but say, "...Hello?"

There was no reply. If it wasn't for the call on the screen, Chu Minghan almost thought he had pressed the hang up button just now.The other party can't speak... He suddenly asked: "Tang Yu? Is it you? Where are you?"

After a long time, there was a soft sigh, and then hung up.

Chu Minghan's mind was replaying that sigh repeatedly, was it Tang Yu's voice?Is it right?

If yes, what is the purpose of his call?If not... why not, how could it not be, how could it not be!Chu Minghan walked around the room violently, holding his mobile phone, as if there were still things related to Tang Yu left on it.

No, he had to figure it out, he couldn't just be here waiting for him to come to him, tease him, tease him, tease him!no.

He put on his coat, went to the underground garage and drove out.In the light of the headlights, a green Beetle on the side of the road glowed softly in the dark.Chu Minghan got out of the car and went closer to have a look.

It was dark in the car, and I couldn't see anything clearly. There were still a few cigarette butts beside the tires, and two sparks were still on.

He's nearby, he hasn't gone far!

Chu Minghan stood up and looked around. At the door of the bank, a slender man in a windbreaker caught his attention.He ran after it quickly.

As if sensing Chu Minghan's intentions, the man in the windbreaker also quickened his pace.This move strengthened Chu Minghan's confidence, he thought, it must be him, it must be.

Chu Minghan's physical fitness is not too strong, but it is obvious that the man in the trench coat is gradually slowing down, and his physical strength cannot keep up.Chu Minghan took advantage of the momentum and threw the man down, and the two fell on the grass in the community.

Chu Minghan firmly held him down, reached out and took off the sunglasses on his face and threw them away.

The two met their eyes, and there was a moment of silence between each other.

Three years have left traces on both of them, and also left a distance between them.He was still him, but he was no longer the him he knew, and he had changed more or less.

"Go down." Tang Yu said.

Chu Minghan also realized that he seemed too impulsive and rude.He stood up, and then his heart was shaken and moved again. He never thought of how natural it was for Tang Yu to speak.

"Tang Yu!" Seeing him standing up and leaving, Chu Minghan grabbed his hand anxiously.

"Let go." Tang Yu said without emotion.

Chu Minghan held his wrist, feeling his thinness, and the strong feeling of losing and regaining made him unwilling to let go no matter what.He knew that he might never see him again if he let go, and at the same time lost the last chance to see him.

"What do you want to say?" Tang Yu turned his back to him, as if knowing that he would not let go, and let him hold it in compromise.

Chu Minghan choked up, "...Are you okay?" He suddenly realized that he said the same words when he reunited with Tang Yu in his dream, and Tang Yu's face... the Tang Yu in reality now With Yu's back turned to him, what kind of expression would he have?

"What do you think?" Tang Yu turned around and smiled miserably at him.

Chu Minghan never expected that Tang Yu would smile at him, although this smile was more like crying.He was speechless for a long time, Tang Yu was blaming him, right?He still hates himself?

"I..." Before the words could be spoken, an unexpected hug greeted her.

Chu Minghan looked at Tang Yu who threw himself into his arms in disbelief.

Tang Yu blew into his ear and smiled, "The game is about to begin." As he spoke, he struggled, pushed Chu Minghan away, and quickly jumped into the car driving out behind him.

The author has something to say:

I feel that the ambiguity between the two people has not been written yet, no, it is not ambiguous, how should I put it...

Well, in short, love and kill each other is right!

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