fall in love with a little dumb

For a moment, he felt that he was frozen in place, unable to move anymore, but the familiar long-lost voice still made him turn around.He saw him almost blurred, and it took at least a minute or five minutes before he believed that he saw him and saw him clearly.

Tang Yu...his name hovered in his chest, but he was still unable to say it.

"What, went out to fight someone?" He was wearing a loose brown sweater with rolled denim shorts and a pair of flip flops.He casually stuffed a paper tube in his hand behind the pillow on the sofa.

Chu Minghan didn't expect that the first sentence after they met would be like this, as if they were still together yesterday or they just had a small conflict a few days ago.He knew that his face and body were still wounded, and he was a little embarrassed for a moment. He never thought that their reunion would be when he was in such a mess.

He didn't know where to put his hands for a moment, "You, are you okay?"

After saying this sentence, the air seemed to condense. Tang Yu sat with a blank expression, as if this sentence was such a big offense.Chu Minghan also froze when he stood there. He looked at Tang Yu and felt cold for no reason.He felt that he had changed, not the facial features, but the kind of change that could be seen from the face.

In a very short time, Tang Yu suddenly smiled, breaking the silence just like breaking ice in winter.

"Do you want a drink of water?" Tang Yu jumped up briskly and poured himself a large glass of water, and poured another glass after drinking, showing no tendency to give it to Chu Minghan at all.It seems that they cannot see each other.

Chu Minghan felt that the air in the whole room was depressing him, and he felt that he should leave here quickly, but he couldn't, he was not reconciled.It was so hard to find Tang Yu, how could... He thought of this, and said to himself repeatedly in his heart, "This is Tang Yu, the Tang Yu I miss so much, do I have to give up like this?"

"Tang Yu." He felt that he had the courage and reason to do the next thing when he called his name.

Tang Yu put down the water glass, heard his name, and sneered.

Chu Minghan opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say, saying "You and I go back?" or "Let's start again?", No, he has no right to ask him or beg him like this, even he himself is doubting them Should we still be together?At this moment, he was standing in front of him, but he couldn't feel the slightest bit of love.All his thoughts and expectations seem to be for another person, a Tang Yu who looks exactly like him, the Tang Yu three years ago.

The desire to escape in his heart became more and more intense, he almost felt that he was having a nightmare, a strange and emotionless Tang Yu!Dodging his eyes in a panic, he said, "I'll go first."

Crisp, the sound of glass falling to the ground and shattering.

The door was not opened, it was closed tightly, but Chu Minghan felt a gust of cold wind coming in from the door, making his limbs cold.He was becoming more and more certain that he was having a nightmare, one from which he could not easily wake up.

"Chu Minghan, long time no see."

Tang Yu clamped his chin, a small beam of flame was burning and jumping in his cold eyes.

"Do you think I'm different?"

The door clicked, Chu Minghan turned his head and saw another Tang Yu... His heart beat violently, and his intuition told him that this was the real Tang Yu!Yes, one of them must be fake.He must take the real Tang Yu away from here, stay away from this fake Tang Yu, the gloomy Tang Yu who has no emotion, he must take him away...

When he opened his eyes again, he was in the hospital again.

He looked at his hands, and there was a voice in his heart that kept saying: "Is it a dream? Or a dream? A dream? Why..." He couldn't cry a single tear. He felt that he had suffered enough.He wasn't even sure if he still loved Tang Yu, maybe he just wanted Tang Yu back as a kind of obsession.

"Minghan, how are you? I've finished fetching water, I think you want to sleep for a while?" Wang Ming took a box of lunch and sat down on the chair next to him.

Chu Minghan held his head, he thought why he is here?His head hurt from thinking about it, and finally recalled that he passed out on the way to escape from the bar.But why did he faint?

He suddenly looked at Wang Ming soberly, "Why am I here?"

Wang Ming avoided his gaze, swallowed, "I'm just hurt, you're already at this point, are you hungry? How about I go downstairs and buy you some porridge?" He kept looking at his watch.

In normal times, Chu Minghan would have already lost his temper, but he had no strength at all.He also felt that Wang Ming was trying to hide it from him.So what is it?

He closed his eyes, faced the pillow, and breathed evenly, but his ears were catching tiny flaws.Wang Ming went out.

Is it Tang Yu?It must be related to Tang Yu.The thought lingered, but it also occurred to him that maybe he just paid too much attention to this matter, so that everything had something to do with him.What exactly is it?

When the door opened again, Wang Ming found that Chu Minghan on the bed had disappeared. He paced back and forth in the ward, and finally took out his mobile phone to make a call.

"he's gone."

Just as he was about to speak over there, a figure flashed out of the darkness and rushed towards Wang Ming to grab the phone.

The phone screen was still on, and Chu Minghan only had time to see the first eight digits of the string of numbers before he was thrown out of the window by Wang Ming.

There was only a sound, and the light from the opposite building shone on the faces of the two people, and they were speechless for a while.

"Who is it?" Chu Minghan already had the answer in his heart, and the name was ready to come out.

"You don't know me." Wang Ming remained expressionless.

"Who is it!" Chu Minghan rushed to his nose and shouted.

"It's him, right? Is it him!" Chu Minghan thought desperately, they were all lying to him, and even Wang Ming was helping that person to lie to him.

Wang Ming turned his head and let out a long breath, "Chu Minghan, calm down."

"Tang Yu, Tang Yu...Where are you Tang Yu? Come out, ah!" He threw himself on the window sill, tore a whole curtain and smashed it down. Behind the cupboard, the desk lamp fell to the ground and was broken in half.Finally, he slipped and fell on the floor, thumping the wall desperately, and screaming hysterically.

Wang Ming kept watching, until Chu Minghan's crying became more and more subdued and turned into a sobbing cry, then he called someone to clean it up.

The tears dried up, the wound was bandaged and could not be seen, Chu Minghan was lying in his own room, on his own bed.There is still soft music playing in the room, and the sound of news reports on the TV in the living room. Everything is as usual, except for the smell of medicine from the wound.

He thought, maybe he was just having a dream, and the person he met Tang Yu in the past four years was also a dream.He was still walking aimlessly on the playground in his elementary school uniform, and he looked at his strange but familiar classroom.

Why do some people come to life but always have to leave?

Cool liquid with a little temperature overflowed from the corners of his eyes, and he was rarely aware that he was crying so clearly.Tears slid down the hair into the pillow, he innocently and aggrievedly questioned the impermanence of this world like a child.

Deeply, he just fell asleep like this.

And the people watching everything in the room also put down the coke cans in their hands at this time, and the corners of their mouths slightly raised.Get up and turn off the monitor.

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