fall in love with a little dumb

Between the vast sky and the earth, there is a vast mist, and the fiery red sun rises and falls in the clouds.The golden sand curtain is swept by the wind, and the blue-gray earth is winding under the feet. Walking alone, I occasionally look back at the sky.

Chu Minghan opened his eyes, the dream was still as clear as before.

He was always worried or waiting, that one day Tang Yu would disappear without a trace.I will never fall in love with anyone again, and in the end I can only be alone, walking alone in this vast world.

He bent down and embraced the sleeping Tang Yu in his arms, as if he was afraid of losing his only treasure.

There are so many people coming and going in this city every day, every joys and sorrows, every face of youth and youth.From being a stranger to getting acquainted and then turning around and leaving, in fact, only a few reasons are needed to start, but many, many reasons are needed to maintain and operate. Flowering always bears fruit and always withers...

Chu Minghan stood in the crowded subway car, the bright lights reflected his face and hands in the glass.The expressions seemed to be the same, the expressions of other people rushing to the next one on the subway.Maybe only a little light from the eyes is different, which can reflect the inner color a little bit.

Tall buildings, crowds of people like ants, it seems that there are many things more important than feelings.

"After resigning, come back and see us more often!" Jason was wearing a snow-white shirt, holding a Starbucks coffee in his hand.

After not seeing each other for many days, the company and colleagues became strange and distant.Chu Minghan let out a long breath and knocked on the door of the director's office...

"Xiao Chu, may I ask why you are absent from work for so many days?"

Chu Minghan smiled and shook his head.

After leaving the company building where he had worked for three years, the cardboard boxes were stuffed into the trash can, he turned around and took a last look, and then strode forward.

He is a fish swimming upstream in the rush hour crowd.Just like his love, even if he was hurt and hurt again and again, he would not let go, unwilling to compromise.Even if in the end, the whole body is covered with bruises and both sides suffer, so what?

Sitting in the tea restaurant, suddenly the liquid in the eyes fell into the bowl in large pieces.He calmly watched himself sobbing in public like this, the tears blurred his vision, his fingers trembled, and the sourness flowed from his heart to his face.

After crying like a lunatic, Chu Minghan took out a tissue, wiped away his tears, got up and left.

"Minghan, shall we go out?" Tang Yu stood behind the door, as if she had been waiting for him for a long time.

Chu Minghan raised the corner of his mouth, showed his teeth and smiled, stroked his hair, and said, "Okay."

It is obviously the same tree and road, but because there is one more person by my side and different purposes, it becomes a different scenery.Tang Yu was riding a bicycle in the wind, with the corners of his clothes flying, just like a boy three years ago.

"Chu Minghan, do you still remember this?" His smile was dazzling and beautiful under the sun.

It was a wall full of roses and flying branches swaying in the light and shadow.The boy stood under the wall, so bright and beautiful that it was almost like a dream.The images from three years ago overlapped together, and the younger Chu Minghan was awkwardly held by Tang Yu's arm, snuggling against the wall covered with fallen flowers.

"We have many, many memories..." Tang Yu smiled, with sentimentality in his eyes.

However, Chu Minghan quickly caught something unusual from this sweet atmosphere.

"Tang Yu, what trick are you trying to play? What are you hiding from me?" He shook his hand violently.

The joyful look on Tang Yu's face also disappeared. He looked into his eyes and said softly, "You never believed me..."

"I believe you? How do you want me to believe you? What do I want to believe? Believe that you are going to die?!" Chu Minghan's hand also increased a bit.

"Minghan...Chu Minghan!" Tang Yu yelled at him for the first time.

At this moment, his reason seemed to recover a little, Chu Minghan let go of his hand, and swayed back.

"You never believed that I loved you."

Yes, I don't believe it.Chu Minghan said in his heart.

"you……"

Chu Minghan raised his hand to stop what he was going to say, and shook his head.

He bowed his head and walked step by step, all the voices lost their color, until a strong and painful impact hit... He fell on the rough asphalt road, and the love of his life rushed towards him, how happy, at least at the moment he is love him.

Chu Minghan was sent to the emergency room with a brain hemorrhage and a slight concussion.

"Wang Ming, don't let others know." Lying on the hospital bed, he still remembered not to bother others.

Wang Ming nodded. He was the first to receive a call after the accident.

"Where's Tang Yu?" He thought that the first thing he saw when he woke up was Tang Yu's anxious and concerned face.

Wang Ming obviously hesitated for a long time before saying, "His stomach is bleeding..."

"He's really afraid of your death."

"I want...to see him." The stiff corner of my heart seemed to be softening a little bit.

Wang Ming sighed, went out and closed the door behind him.

There was dark red coagulated blood in the toilet, and Tang Yu, who was kneeling on the cold white tiles, was panting and coughing violently, his thin body was shaken as if it might fall apart at any time.

"He wants to see you." Wang Ming couldn't bear to watch him say this.

Tang Yu closed her eyes, leaned against the plastic panel in the cubicle, looked at the ceiling, and breathed smoothly.It was a kind of withering visible to the naked eye, beautiful and cruel.

The door opened, and only Wang Ming came in.

"Tang..." Chu Minghan propped himself up, why didn't Tang Yu come, is he seriously ill?

The thin figure came to the door, Tang Yu turned his head to look at him, and walked away indifferently.

That look was neither cold nor warm.Chu Minghan was just relieved that he was fine in the end, but he also felt a sense of loss that his hopes had been lost.Even at such times, he was stingy with showing his concern, and refused to forgive him for a short time.

"Huh? I can meet you everywhere, handsome guy!" Lu Yuxue walked in in a nurse's uniform in surprise.

Chu Minghan was not in the mood to talk to her.

"Hey...have a headache? Be careful when you walk and drive in the future. It's not a trivial matter to be sent to the hospital. Come, let me take your temperature." She didn't mind Chu Minghan's indifference, but could understand him very well. situation.

"Thank you." Chu Minghan mumbled inarticulately.

"Yo, thank you so much! Rest well, your head hurts, talk less, get angry less, and laugh less." She smiled, "It's a good thing you didn't lose your appearance."

Chu Minghan blinked, not crying or laughing?

"Oh, you don't know how pale that handsome guy was when he sent you here, and he spit out blood all over his mouth in the ward... Sigh!" Lu Yuxue shook her head as she spoke.

Chu Minghan, however, seemed to have been pressed the pause button, and the look Tang Yu looked at him at the door of the ward just now kept flashing in his mind.

Why not say it?

Why pretend in front of him and deliberately conceal it?

Could it be... the fact is what he said?

"Are you okay?" Lu Yuxue waved her hand in front of his eyes.

"I love him." Chu Minghan said to himself.

"What?" Lu Yuxue raised her voice an octave, she must have thought she heard it wrong.

"I love him, I love Tang Yu." He said it again.

Lu Yuxue was silent for a while.

"...Isn't that obvious? You clearly love each other deeply!" Lu Yuxue said as a matter of course.

Chu Minghan looked at her in surprise.

But Lu Yuxue smiled, waved her hand and said, "Don't look at me like that. Actually, the first time I saw you two talking together, I guessed it. Later, after seeing more, I will be sure! It's nothing strange, I'm also very open."

... It is easy but not easy to get someone's understanding.

It turned out that the relationship between him and Tang Yu seemed so obvious, but they had been deceiving themselves and others.

"Thank you for understanding this way." He raised his head and said sincerely.

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