willing to accept

Feng Qingcheng looked at her phone, and there was the last text message Long Qingque sent her, which read: Trip to Tibet, I'm sorry, I can't take you with me.This was sent by Long Qingque after the quarrel that day.Feng Qingcheng wanted to go, especially when Long Qingque said that she wanted to keep it a secret, she always felt that something was wrong, but it is impossible for Long Qingque to agree to the current relationship between the two.

At night, Long Qingyi saw the fishing gear and asked a few words, but Long Qingque didn't hide anything.Long Qingyi pondered for a long time, but still reminded: "Once in a while is enough." Long Qingyi was afraid that the distance that had been opened with great difficulty would shrink again. At that time, it would be the two of them who would feel uncomfortable.

On Thursday night, Feng Qingcheng sent a message to Long Qingque: Longer, wear casual clothes tomorrow, especially shoes, and you will walk more tomorrow. Besides fishing, there is another place with particularly beautiful scenery. You go and see.Long Qingque was reading the text message, and suddenly felt that Feng Qingcheng seemed to have grown up a lot, and even her tone of voice had changed. She would talk to her like an adult telling a child.

Long Qingque can read concern from those words, but there is no taste of love... The once strong sense of existence is gone now, and Long Qingque knows that she should be happy, because she has succeeded in staying away from each other, Feng Qingcheng's There will be a turning point in fate, but the pain in my heart can't fool me.Long Qingque was still blaming himself for the slap that was slapped that day, but life was too much helpless and powerless.After making a choice, Long Qingque chose to keep Feng Qingcheng. Long Qingque always felt that he would not live long, 30 years old was enough, Feng Qingcheng was still young, and his life should be more brilliant.Now that he had agreed to Feng Qingcheng's appointment, Long Qingque didn't hesitate, and simply replied: "Okay."

On Friday morning, after the Feng family had breakfast, they dispersed to go to work. Feng Qingcheng also washed and changed, tidied up, and drove to pick up Long Qingque.

Seeing Long Qingque standing downstairs alone, Feng Qingcheng was inexplicably happy in his heart.Long Qingque really wore casual clothes and pants. Although they were not slim, the two long legs looked slender and eye-catching. The shoes were special hiking shoes.Long Qingque thought that Feng Qingcheng specifically mentioned the scenery, and also mentioned the shoes, probably for mountaineering.Feng Qingcheng got out of the car and packed up Long Qingque's fishing gear. Long Qingque sat directly behind. Feng Qingcheng didn't say anything, and there was always a faint smile on his face.Long Qingque looked at Feng Qingcheng and calmed down a little, but at a certain moment, there was something strange in his heart, that smile seemed like a world away.Since that rainy night, Feng Qingcheng's temper seems to have become much more docile, but his words have really decreased.Today, driving all the way out, Feng Qingcheng turned the music on, it was all ancient style light music, it sounded very comfortable, Feng Qingcheng didn't speak, and so did Long Qingque.

Feng Qingcheng didn't look sideways, and seemed to be concentrating on driving, while Long Qingque turned slightly sideways and looked out the window. In fact, from the corner of their eyes, they were all looking at each other, but their eyes never met.

This road, in addition to music, no other.Soon, the car drove out of the urban area. It was not until the end that the car couldn't drive and needed to walk, so Feng Qingcheng turned around and said, "Long Er, we have to walk next."

The two started to climb the mountain one after the other. Fortunately, the front was a bit steep at the back. Feng Qingcheng's speed dropped significantly. She would look back at Long Qingque's condition from time to time. Everything was fine. It seemed that Long Qingque's physical strength good.The back was getting steeper and steeper, approaching the top of the mountain, when Feng Qingcheng was about to climb up, Long Qingque suddenly said from behind: "Rest here for a while, I'm tired."

Feng Qingcheng was also tired, so he smiled and said yes, and sat on a rock.Long Qingque stood leaning against the stone wall, took a sip of the water, and passed it over to Feng Qingcheng to ask Feng Qingcheng if he wanted it. Feng Qingcheng frowned for a moment, then shook his head.

Ten minutes later, Long Qingque straightened his waist, looked at the mountain top in front of him, and said, "I'll come first, you will be behind." Long Qingque proposed to rest, but it was for Feng Qingcheng's consideration. She, a piece of cake.

Looking at Long Qingque in front of her, Feng Qingcheng suddenly understood that Long Qingque wanted her to rest for a while, her vision was a little blurred, she raised her hand to wipe it, but the corners of her mouth were still curved.Long Qingque called her from above, "Give me your hand." Feng Qingcheng wiped his hand on his clothes a few times, stretched it out, Long Qingque held her hand, it was so cold.Long Qingque felt that her hands were cold enough, and Feng Qingcheng was even worse. She should be very hot at this time, and when she was drawn to her eyes, there were fine beads of sweat on Feng Qingcheng's forehead.

"Thank you." Feng Qingcheng thanked her with a smile, Long Qingque quietly let go of her hand, turned around and looked at the scene in front of her.From the peaks of the mountains, in the distance, the beautiful scenery of the city can be seen at a glance. Nearby, the bamboo forest and green land are all refreshing. With the breeze, Long Qingque feels that everything around him has become nothingness.Long Qingque turned sideways and saw Feng Qingcheng with arms outstretched, head tilted slightly, eyes closed, as if he was feeling the cool wind blowing his face wholeheartedly.Curly eyelashes, high nose bridge, full lip line... Feng Qingcheng seems to be a handicraft carefully crafted by a skilled craftsman. It is too beautiful and too fragile. Long Qingque cares too much, and dare not even touch it. Can watch from afar.

Feng Qingcheng's eyelashes trembled a few times. Long Qingque knew that Feng Qingcheng was about to open her eyes, so she turned her gaze away and continued to look at the beautiful scenery below the mountain.Feng Qingcheng seemed to be very satisfied, and the words he said were full of emotion, "I like this place so much, Long Er, is it beautiful here?"

"Well, it should be more beautiful at night." Long Qingque said quietly, and Feng Qingcheng said with a smile: "Yes, this place is the most beautiful at night. I have been here to see it. At that time, it was the meteor shower in the millennium. I not only I saw the most beautiful shooting star, and I was lucky enough to meet a beautiful girl." Feng Qingcheng sat down, her legs were hanging on the cliff, her body was leaning back, her arms supported her body, and she seemed to be immersed in memories.Yes, this is the place where Feng Qingcheng met Long Qingque for the first time. She was watching the meteor shower on the top of the mountain, and God unexpectedly sent down a stunning beauty. A beauty fell down.Feng Qingcheng felt a little uncomfortable thinking, forced himself to stop, and continued to talk about the interesting part, "That girl is very beautiful, the most beautiful I have ever seen in my life, the words in the world are too bleak to describe her, that beautiful girl can't stand it Chili, I deliberately tricked her into saying that chili is delicious, and that pretty girl took it seriously..."

"Is it really that beautiful?" Long Qingque interjected casually as if bored, and Feng Qingcheng's memory stopped, and he said seriously: "Naturally, it's really beautiful."

Long Qingque snorted lightly, as if disdainful, Feng Qingcheng smiled, tilted her head and said, "As beautiful as you."

"..." Long Qingque didn't appreciate it, and said: "The scenery is over, let's go down the mountain." After speaking, the person had already walked in the opposite direction. From an angle she couldn't see, Feng Qingcheng's smile was full of bitterness, Long Qingque completely forgot everything.

After going down the mountain, Feng Qingcheng took out the food and drink she had made in advance. There was Long Qingque's favorite wife's cake, and Long Qingque unconsciously showed a little joy. She thought about the taste, but the ones in the supermarket tasted like The taste is always wrong.

Long Qingque picked up one piece and ate it very happily. When he went to eat the second piece, he noticed that Feng Qingcheng just looked at her quietly, holding his wife's cake in his hand and didn't eat it.Long Qingque raised his eyebrows, Feng Qingcheng turned around knowingly, took a small bite of a piece of wife cake, and then lay down on the steering wheel, very quiet.

"Eat some more." Seeing Feng Qingcheng, Long Qingque ate a piece. It was too little. Feng Qingcheng lay there and said slowly, "I'm not hungry yet. I'll eat when I'm hungry. Eat more." I couldn't hear anything, the wife cake in Long Qingque's mouth somehow changed its taste, it was a bit bitter.

The fishing place was really remote enough. When they came, there was no one there, and there were few people on the river bank.The river water is clear, but because it is very deep, it does not see the bottom. However, there are indeed fish swimming around, very comfortable.It is rare to see such a clear river now, probably because it is deep in the jungle and has not been discovered yet, and it is unknown where the river leads, and the water bends to an unknown distance.This place is full of wild flavors, very suitable for fishing, and there are unknown flowers and plants around, Long Qingque looked at it, and felt much more at ease.

Long Qingque and Feng Qingcheng were fiddling with fishing gear. Long Qingque moved quickly and finished everything. When he turned around, he found that the little girl was still fiddling with the fishing rod. Her movements were very unfamiliar, and her clumsy look was cute.Long Qingque went over to help Feng Qingcheng, while chatting: "How did you find this place?" The road was tortuous, and the two of them walked for a while.

Feng Qingcheng was so busy that he took off his coat, and half-jokingly said: "I dreamed about it." Long Qingque raised the corners of his lips, feeling a little relaxed in his heart, and didn't insist on asking the result. She likes Tong Feng. Qingcheng do something together.

After Long Qingque was finished, he raised his head suddenly, and what caught his eye was a white slim shirt, which made people look very white, and that slim shirt even outlined Feng Qingcheng's figure very charmingly.Long Qingque's eyes lit up, showing the first smile of the day, "The shirt is very beautiful."

"The shirt is beautiful, but the person is ugly, isn't it?" Feng Qingcheng asked with a smile, and Long Qingque reproached, "Unreasonable." The shirt is beautiful, and the person is also beautiful. The red string is hidden in the clothes.Long Qingque couldn't help but take another look before he swung the pole to fish. Feng Qingcheng took a few swings before he succeeded, but his movements were still clumsy. The corners of Long Qingque's mouth couldn't help but turn up. This silly girl...

The two sat quietly on the bank, at first their eyes were looking at the middle of the river, after an unknown period of time, Long Qingque heard Feng Qingcheng humming something in a low voice, the tune was very beautiful, but very strange, and the lyrics were very similar. Can't hear the words.Long Qingque endured it again and again, but still couldn't help but secretly glanced at Feng Qingcheng.Feng Qingcheng rested her chin in her hand, she couldn't see her expression, but could only hear her low singing.Long Qingque simply peeked boldly, but the tune became more and more sad and sad, and Long Qingque suddenly felt uncomfortable listening to it.

Long Qingque frowned inadvertently, looked back at the water, the more she didn't want to hear it, the more the desolate tune penetrated into her ears and even her heart.The more Long Qingque heard it, the more uncomfortable he became, so he coughed a few times, and the humming stopped, Feng Qingcheng still held his chin and asked, "Longer, is your throat uncomfortable?"

"No." Long Qingque replied coldly, the inexplicable song disturbed her heart, and the atmosphere that was finally harmonious became weird again.Feng Qingcheng groaned, reminding Long Qingque to drink water when her throat hurts. When Feng Qingcheng wanted to hum again, Long Qingque interrupted her directly, "Be quiet while fishing."

"Oh, hehe, okay." Feng Qingcheng lowered her eyes and responded meekly. She was humming the old-fashioned song that Long Qingque once sang in ktv. Although she thought it was a bit sad at first, it was nice, but later , the memory is restored, and the content expressed by this piece of music is also clear.Too much longing and lingering have been written in this song, but now it seems that it is in vain. Feng Qingcheng will not fail to see the obvious disgust of Long Qingque, and Feng Qingcheng has no hope. Smile , It was a bit difficult to pretend.

After another long silence, Feng Qingcheng suddenly murmured softly, "Long Er, tell me, the water here is not that deep."

"The river water is clear but bottomless. It must be very deep." Long Qingque was glad that Feng Qingcheng had started the conversation. In the past, she liked quiet things the most, but when she was with Feng Qingcheng, she hated it. He didn't dare to take the initiative to do anything, for fear that Feng Qingcheng would feel hopeful.

Feng Qingcheng nodded as if understanding, and said to himself: "I don't know if I will drown people."

The word "death" made Long Qingque hate it for no reason, especially when it came from Feng Qingcheng's mouth, he was really annoyed, and said: "It's fine, why don't you die." The words were very aggressive and fierce.Feng Qingcheng suddenly laughed out loud, shrugging his shoulders, seeing Long Qingque get angry, and simply stopped talking.

Feng Qingcheng stared blankly at the river again, but she didn't notice the fish taking the bait. When Long Qingque reminded her, it was already too late, and the fish ran away. Feng Qingcheng explained with a smile: "I want to learn how to fish like Mr. Jiang." , Those who wish to take the bait."

Long Qingque could see that Feng Qingcheng didn't like fishing at all, it was just an excuse.Long Qingque was a little sad. If this continues, it will be even more inseparable, right?She kept her reluctance in her heart, Feng Qingcheng seemed to try hard to keep it in her heart, but she was forced, and she took the initiative.Since it's going to be cold, let's be cold to the end, stop thinking... Thinking of this, even the slightest smile disappeared from the corner of Long Qingque's mouth.

"Long'er, can you swim?" Cheng Fengqing asked dumbly, and Long Qingque said angrily, "Didn't you ask?"

"Oh, yes, it's good to know how to swim, but I can't, I'm afraid of water." Feng Qingcheng seemed to be telling himself, because Long Qingque didn't answer when he heard it.The atmosphere has cooled down like this, the sun has begun to turn westward, Long Qingque's heart still can't calm down, thinking that her morality is still not deep, and she is not doing well, otherwise why would she be so uncomfortable, just thinking, Feng Qing Cheng's voice drifted over again, "Long Er, is it really impossible for us?" There was deep despair in the words, it seemed that he knew the answer but was still dying, Long Qingque remained calm and said softly: " Yes."

"Can I go to Tibet with you? I'll keep it a secret."

"No."

"You...do you really love Dragon Boat Festival so much?"

"..."

"You have no attachment to me?"

"..."

"A little bit, nothing at all?" Feng Qingcheng had already cried, and Long Qingque told himself that he couldn't turn his head, don't talk, silence is acquiescing, let Feng Qingcheng think so.

Long Qingque's silence made Feng Qingcheng completely desperate. She suddenly stood up slowly and said desolately: "You are the only reason for me to live in this world. Now it seems that my life is already superfluous." Feng Qingcheng looked at the rippling river surface with empty eyes, reflecting the beautiful sunset, but exuded a tragic breath of dying.The sun that rises every day is actually a new round of sunrise. It will experience a death rush every night. When the sun sets and the afterglow is put away, it is the time of the sun's death.Good point, the sun can be resurrected in just one night, man, can it?Will she come back to life after she dies?The answer is obvious, Feng Qingcheng knows that, as an ordinary person, if one dies, one cannot be resurrected.Feng Qingcheng's face full of sorrow floated a gleam of joy at being saved from a desperate situation. It's great, after she dies, she can't be resurrected. If she dies, she will be truly liberated, and everyone will be liberated by it.

Feng Qingcheng slowly walked a few steps towards the river bank. Long Qingque, who had been crying for a long time, could not bear to look at Feng Qingcheng, but at this moment, noticing her movement, Long Qingque still quietly wiped the corners of his eyes Tears shouted: "Don't go any further!"

Feng Qingcheng turned a deaf ear to it, only then did Long Qingque realize something was wrong, she stood up and was about to go over, when Feng Qingcheng woke up suddenly, and shouted: "You are not allowed to come over!"

"Okay, I won't go, and you don't want to go anymore." Long Qingque already had the intention of begging, Feng Qingcheng's breath of despair was too strong, Long Qingque could only appease him first.Feng Qingcheng stood there, the setting sun shone on her face, her face was as bright as blood, "Feng Er, come to me." Feng Qingcheng retreated again, that is, fell into the river, Long Qingque coaxed, Feng Qingcheng She frowned and smiled, shook her head and said, "No, if I pass by, you will push me away too."

"I won't, Feng'er, be good, come here." Long Qingque didn't expect that Feng Qingcheng would want to seek death. If she knew, she really wouldn't use words to break each other's backs. All she did was for To protect Feng Qingcheng's life.Feng Qingcheng laughed, tears fell while smiling, she cried and laughed and said: "I said I would stop pestering you, today is the last time I pester you, are you happy? "When the words reached the end, they had the meaning of muttering to themselves.

Long Qingque's heart was overwhelmed by great sadness in an instant, she was in so much pain that she could not speak, she knew that she would make Feng Qingcheng sad, she thought it would be long enough, but all this has never passed, the pain is still the same Mingming, Feng Qingcheng said with some annoyance: "As long as I live, I will pester you. You are the only reason I live, so I thought of a way to get the best of both worlds..." Feng Qingcheng giggled a few times, Tears fell even more, but they still said it with a smile, "As long as I die, I will be free, and you will be free too. This method is great, I came up with it recently, Longer..." Feng There was a strong sense of reluctance in Qingcheng's words, Long Qingque's heart hurt so badly, she could hardly stand still, a strong sense of familiarity came over her, Long Qingque remembered in a trance that she seemed to have always had a heartache.

"Long Er, you are well. When you marry Duan Wu, remember to burn some paper candies for me. I like the taste of milk. Remember, goodbye." After Feng Qingcheng finished speaking, she turned around resolutely, jumped up, and felt bitter. Dao: Longer, everyone in the world is good to gods, but they don’t know that there are sorrows in the sky, and sufferings in the earth. Even if the world suffers from all kinds of sufferings, when the day of death comes, mortals will finally be free. No one is better than us. Unfortunately, just be a human being, an ordinary person who is born, grows old, gets sick and dies.

The moment Feng Qingcheng jumped down, Long Qingque's heart constricted sharply and the pain was extreme, a sweet taste suddenly appeared in his throat, Long Qingque couldn't help coughing, and a mouthful of blood spattered out.

The author has something to say: I won’t say it, I made myself cry in this chapter, woo woo woo!Thank you to the supporters of the original girls!