God is facial paralysis

In the dark room, Shen Yan huddled in the corner and looked at the projector on the wall. He didn't know how many times he had watched the movie "Departure". On the screen, the loving eyes of the male protagonist played by Yan Jiangliu were projected on the female protagonist. , let Shen Yan's heart melt again.

"Departure" is a relatively unpopular film among all Yan Jiangliu's films. He was nominated for Best Actor that year but failed to become emperor in the end.But this movie is Shen Yan's favorite. He loves Pei Yan, the gentle and infatuated hero Su, to the extreme. The character Pei Yan was created according to Shen Yan's taste, and until now it has been his best fantasy object.

It has always been Shen Yan's regret that Pei Yan did not make Yan Jiangliu the emperor. He felt that Pei Yan was the most natural in all the roles played by Yan Jiangliu. He always thought it was his most authentic performance. Shen Yan has always regarded Yan Jiangliu as Pei Yan, but the cruel facts tell him that a perfect boyfriend like Pei Yan only exists in fantasy movies, in the world of Mary Su.

At the end of the movie, Pei Yan's side face was fixed. He looked at the green lawn outside the car window and started his dream journey. In the picture, he was dressed in a simple plaid shirt, light blue jeans, and neat short hair. He was 20 years old at the time He is full of youth, and Pei Yan's small and fresh appearance deeply touched his heart. If the former Yan Jiangliu was only fascinated by his beauty, Pei Yan's Yan Jiangliu made him yearn for such a man who loved him deeply. Treat yourself well.

He took a picture of this scene and uploaded it to Weibo, with a sad and bright text: "Pei Yan's dream has set off, but where is my dream?"

In the play, Pei Yan is a wandering painter. He traveled from city to city, and finally met the heroine in a small town. The two met and fell in love. The heroine likes a stable life, but Pei Yan yearns for a brighter future. Afterwards, Pei Yan still went out to wander, but after he had a home, he would come back once a month. Wherever he went, he would draw the most beautiful local scenery and show it to the heroine.Later, when the hostess fell ill, Pei Yan gave up the journey and went back to take care of the hostess. The hostess said that she was not a carefree person, and she always hoped that Pei Yan could stay by her side instead of every Yue can only get along for a few days, and the days with Pei Yan are very happy, and she hopes that this kind of happiness can happen every day.In the last few years, Pei Yan accompanied the heroine every day until she died of illness.In the past few years, Pei Yan has not picked up a paintbrush for a day. He is afraid that once he holds it, he will no longer be able to suppress the desire in his heart, so he flies away with his wings.His obsession with dreams is what touches Shen Yan the most. He is so casual and free, but in the end he is willing to give up his dreams for his lover. His life alone.

Pei Yan's love for painting is so pure, so pure that Shen Yan is envious, how happy it is for a person to do what he likes as he pleases.At that time, he didn't have a dream yet, and he didn't know what he loved to do most. It was a later thing to want to be an actor and like to be an actor. Back then, he was simply envious of a person with a dream.

As soon as this Weibo was posted, the fans exploded in an instant. It is no secret that Shen Yan is a die-hard fan of Yan Jiangliu. This also eased the relationship between the fans of the two parties. , there will be some old fans of peace and affairs who will jump out and say that Yan Tianwang is Xiao Shenyan's most admired idol and a member of Yan fans. What are you pinching?

Among the fans of both parties, Shen Yan's fans are younger and more extreme, and more brain-dead. As long as they don't mess around, Yan Tianwang's fans don't bother to pinch them.As long as Shen Yan's fans are appeased, Yan Tianwang's fans will also be at peace.

Speaking of which, with Yan Jiangliu and Shen Yan's awkward relationship status in the circle, many people would not believe that Shen Yan is Yan Jiangliu's number one fan. After that, many people began to believe it.

Every comment of Yan Jiangliu will have his reply. Shen Yan didn't repost his own comment, but just replied in a low-key way, submerged in the comments of many fans, and it didn't look like he was putting on a show.

And once this Weibo post was posted, more people believed it——in the middle of the night, I watched Yan Tianwang's unpopular works silently. If this is not love, what else can be called love?

Because it was late, there were not as many comments from fans during the day, and Shen Yan happened to be lonely and cold, so he rarely interacted with fans. He told fans that he liked "Departure" and Pei Yan the most, and he watched it many times every year. Believe in love all over again.He can recite the lines in it fluently, and the role of Pei Yan entrusts his dream.

At this time, Xie Chuling happened to be checking Weibo. He originally went up to count, but when he saw Shen Yan's latest Weibo post, and saw Shen Yan's reply that fans would watch "Departure" several times a year, he felt that there was no truth in his mouth. He hasn't seen him once in half a year.

Ye Zite was also brushing, and he said with emotion: "The young master likes Pei Yan very much. Sometimes I think his liking for Yan Jiangliu is just for love, because he likes Pei Yan, and Yan Jiangliu just played the role of Pei Yan. But if it wasn't for Yan Jiangliu Pei Yan, will the young master still like Pei Yan so much?"

Xie Chuling bowed his head and said nothing. Seeing that he didn't respond, Ye Zitui had no choice but to say: "This is a good movie, I recommend you to watch it."

Xie Chuling: "..."

Ye Zite: "If you know Pei Yan well, maybe you can understand why the young master is so obsessed with Yan Jiangliu."

Xie Chuling said lightly, "So what."

Ye Zi was choked, what is that, so what, haven't you always said this to the young master? !

Ye Zite has always felt that Xie Chuling has a little thought for Shen Yan, but he doesn't know what he likes about the young master, he just thinks he has a weird taste. In the past, when the young master hated him, he would sympathize with Xie Chuling. Now the young master seems to have changed his mind about Xie Chuling, so he wants to Pushing them is like pushing the boat with the water. After all, he has a better impression of Xie Chuling than Yan Jiangliu, and thinks that he is more worthy of the young master's love.As a result, Xie Chuling's calm words almost made him think that he had misunderstood, and he didn't care much about the young master at all.

Ye Zite whispered: "I thought you were interested in the young master, so I misunderstood?"

Xie Chuling looked at him inexplicably, shook his head, and didn't bother to explain: "Thank you for your recommendation."

He walked to Shen Yan's room, knocked on the door, and it took Shen Yan a while to respond: "Come in."

He guessed it would be Xie Chuling, because Ye Zite would definitely make a sound when he knocked on the door, and it was Xie Chuling who kept silent.

He raised his eyebrows: "You have something to do with me?"

Xie Chuling glanced at the projection lamp, and the picture was still frozen at the last scene: "I want to watch this movie."

Shen Yan told him that watching more movies and observing how other actors act can improve his acting skills. Unfortunately, Xie Chuling was born with no interest in these electronic products. He only watched a few movies with Shen Yan during their relationship. Every time I saw half of it, I fell asleep, which made Shen Yan very depressed.

When he said this, Shen Yan said bluntly: "You will fall asleep watching it."

"Departure" is a relatively dull film, and Xie Chuling will definitely fall asleep watching it.

Xie Chuling walked to him with a dull head, and sat down next to the edge of the bed, just like many days and nights, he and Shen Yan sat side by side on the soft carpet, leaning on the edge of the bed and watching movies, at that moment Shen Yan almost passed through, thinking that Still in the play, he almost subconsciously hit his head against his shoulder.Fortunately, he woke up in time, silently replayed the movie, and then buried himself in Weibo.

Xie Chuling was very absorbed in watching it, but Shen Yan was absent-minded and helpless. He turned off Weibo and watched it together. No matter how many times he watched it, he would never get bored. Every look and every expression of Yan Jiangliu in the play is worth pondering. It is said that In this play, Yan Jiangliu has no makeup, what is a natural beauty, that's it.

The 90-minute movie passed in silence between the two of them. After the end, Shen Yan tilted his head and looked at Xie Chuling. He still had a very devoted expression on his face, and he didn't even fall asleep.

He was quite proud, as if his persistence was an affirmation of his own taste: "Not bad, isn't Pei Yan... handsome?"

Xie Chuling remained silent, with a dignified expression.

What's happening here?

Shen Yan is quite willing to exchange ideas with him, but Xie Chuling's language skills are extremely poor, he is not good at communicating with him, so he can guess what he thinks by feeling his mind, and ask him to give you an "ahhmm" response.

Xie Chuling's eyes fluctuated. Shen Yan rarely saw him have such obvious mood swings. He said straightly: "This film touched you so deeply? In fact, I am the same, and it resonates very much. I like Pei Yan very much, but unfortunately I don't I like Chen Yu so much."

Chen Yu is the heroine in "Departure".

"I think she is very hypocritical. If it were me, I would definitely accompany Pei Yan to wander around the world, unlike her who would stay in a small town until her death. She is still very selfish. She knows Pei Yan's dream, but wants him to be in her own life." At the end of life, I will accompany me every step of the way. If I know that my life is not long, I won’t let my lover accompany me to waste time. I will die quietly by myself..."

Fans have a lot of analysis about Chen Yu's behavior, but Shen Yan just doesn't agree with her view of love, maybe he rejects the perfect Pei Yan from the bottom of his heart to find such a mediocre woman.

Xie Chuling said: "She just doesn't want Pei Yan to regret it."

Shen Yan said with a sneer: "Most movie fans think that Chen Yu tied Pei Yan because they don't want Pei Yan to only regret and blame herself when she recalls her in the future, regret not being with her in the end, and blame herself for not accompanying her to the end. But how long is a person's life? Who can guarantee that Pei Yan will remember Chen Yu a few years later? Even a few years later, decades later? Who can remember a person for decades or even a lifetime?"

As soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly realized something, raised his eyes to look at Xie Chuling, and suddenly understood why he was touched.A person remembers another person for decades, isn't this the one in front of him?

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