sin game

I don't know how I walked into the hotel, and I don't know how I ignored the complicated gaze of the boss.Yinshi only knew that at this moment his mind was full of the man in front of him.Missing him, even holding him can't feel real.Afraid to realize in the blink of an eye that this was just a dream after being drunk, so he subconsciously hugged him even tighter.

"Ayin, I'm going to take a bath first, I'm very dirty..." Hasegawa tried to pull away from Yinshi's tightly hugged body, but Yinshi clung to it like a baby who couldn't leave its mother's body He refused to let go.

Seeing such Gintoki, Hasegawa smiled helplessly, feeling warm and guilty in his heart.

Myself, maybe I never gave this guy a sense of security?It just seemed to keep flinching and pushing him away.

"I won't leave, Ayin..." Hasegawa hugged Yinshi again, rubbing his silver hair distressedly: "Then let's wash it together."

Hasegawa helped Yinshi take off his clothes one by one. His body was still exquisite and attractive, but he was obviously thinner than before.Hasegawa then unbuttoned the coat on his body. His shoulders and hands were still a little bruised, and some of the broken skin was already a little red and swollen.

Hasegawa took Yinshi and sat in the bathtub, then turned on the shower head.Yinshi didn't speak, his eyes sank, and he raised them again after a while.He silently moved forward to lean against Hasegawa, touched the small wound on his shoulder, and then put his arms around him.

"Hey, this injury doesn't hurt at all."

"..." Yinshi actually wanted to say that he knew it, but what about the scars in his heart, and tomorrow, those injuries that would sweep over like a storm?

Yinshi gently raised his hand to circle Hasegawa, he raised the corner of his mouth to kiss him, the kiss was delicate and lingering.He didn't know how to express his unspeakable distress at the moment. He admitted that he was not as brave as Hasegawa, he was headstrong, and he was afraid, but he couldn't accept letting go of this man.If only this night could never end, then there wouldn't be so many scars on each other.

The two of them dried themselves off and climbed onto the bed.

Gintoki thought Hasegawa would be eager to make the next move after being separated for so long, but the other party just kissed him gently and firmly, tracing his outline back and forth with his free hand, from the chin to the back of the ear , perched on his neck, his thumb slightly brushing the roots of his hair.

Gintoki felt Hasegawa's lips move away slowly, and it was still difficult to see his expression clearly under the dim light, but Gintoki was sure that for a moment, he saw something flashing in Hasegawa's eyes.

"Hasegawa?" He whispered, feeling that his voice was strangely hoarse.

"I love you." Hasegawa pursed his lips slightly, pulling out a beautiful arc, and then he added, "I love you, Gintoki."

The dim yellow light hit Hasegawa's face, making every inch of his skin warm and saturated.Hasegawa smiled naively, with a little shyness, and the sunglasses had already been taken off, revealing a pair of affectionate eyes.

Yinshi didn't respond, he closed his eyes tightly, the corners of his eyes trembling slightly, he felt that this moment could not be more satisfying.I finally heard it... that thumping, thumping, screaming heartbeat is so real and ghostly evidence.

"Aha……"

Yinshi's seductive low moan echoed in the corner of the room, and he felt that at this moment he couldn't control the moan that would make people blush and heartbeat.He really wanted to just fall into the wholehearted love of each other, which was really rare for the two of them.

Hasegawa stared at Yinshi cautiously, hugged and kissed, and didn't want to let go of his every expression, as if he was treating a fragile and perishable treasure.

"I'm sorry, Yin..."

"Hmm..." Yinshi's eyes were a little blurred, and his consciousness was still immersed in the pleasure of being pumped from his lower body, and he didn't come back to his senses.His face was still full of blush, his fluffy hair was sticking to his forehead due to the wetness of sweat, and his lips were slightly swollen and dark red.

"Silver time..."

"Why do you keep calling me, ha..."

"I love you..." Hasegawa couldn't help but say it again.He found that the current self was annoyingly verbose, afraid that the other party would not understand his feelings, so afraid that he would rather repeat it all the time.I'm very disturbed, you know Ah Yin, how long will such days last?Will you get tired of me being so cowardly one day?Or, will you be hurt because of me?Will we... will always be like this...

"Hmm..." Yinshi mumbled a reply with a strong nasal voice.

"Ayin, do you love me? I know, you love me too." Hasegawa rubbed Yinshi's head into his arms, sniffing the pleasant fragrance of his hair.

"Who loves you? Hey, don't be too affectionate...um..."

I almost wanted to say that sentence.If he heard it, he would definitely show that unbearably satisfied smirk again, I don't want to see it, it's so ugly, hey!

After making love, Hasegawa gently helped the other party clean his body, and then he lay down holding Yinshi. He stroked Yinshi's cheeks and hair repeatedly, without saying a word, just looking at the other party quietly.He didn't dare to sleep, he was afraid that the night would be too short, and it would pass as soon as he closed his eyes.The world after waking up is too complicated, and there are still many things to face, at least let the present be longer.

"Ayin, go to sleep, are you tired?"

At this time, Yinshi sat up and looked at Hasegawa: "Hey, if you say, I never loved you, what would you think?"

Hasegawa was stunned for a moment, then thought about it seriously for a while, and then said half-jokingly: "Probably...will cry."

"...Hey, you didn't think about it seriously at all! Also, what kind of answer is this? Tears are really worthless, I say!"

"Because I don't know how to answer." Hasegawa turned his face and kissed Qin Yinshi's forehead, "I can't control your thoughts, but now I feel very happy, this is enough." Actually, I also I dare not think too deeply, because I am more afraid of that answer than anyone else.Hasegawa naturally didn't say the rest, he quietly grabbed Gintoki's hand and placed it by his side.

Yinshi didn't speak any more, he couldn't see his emotions clearly in his thin eyes, he silently put his arms around Hasegawa's neck, and kissed him tenderly, only hoping to blend some unspeakable and delicate feelings in his heart with his lips and tongue Slowly pass it on to the other side.

If only... we could have met sooner.Before her, at an age when we could all be desperate for love.

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