[Dae Jang Geum GL] Jang Young is long

Looking in the direction from where Sheng just came, although the path is winding, it can be seen at a glance. As far as the eye can see, Jang Geum did not see anyone on the path, let alone the person she was thinking of.

I don’t know where I offended Jinying, where I made Jinying angry, why Jinying came to visit her because of worry for the first time, but left early, why Jinying copied a pamphlet for her, but refused Come to see her, these things have been suffocated in Jang Geum's heart and can't be vented, so I can only wait for Jinying to calm down and ask her once when I come to visit her, but the news brought by Liansheng today is like this. In the long run, it is tantamount to a bolt from the blue.

"Liansheng..." Pushing the person in her arms out of her arms, wiping the tears from Liansheng's face, Chang Jin sighed, how could Liansheng let her rest assured.

"Don't worry, I will definitely be able to go back. After you return to the palace, you must prepare for the wife's exam wholeheartedly. I will definitely be able to return to the palace and the imperial kitchen before the wife's exam, and I will be able to pass the wife's exam smoothly. , become an insider."

With his firm confidence, he comforted Lian Sheng, who was full of anxiety, until he saw a smile on Lian Sheng's face, and Jang Geum was relieved.

"Then, you should go back earlier today. I'm fine here, so don't worry about me." Since Zheng Shanggong has issued an order not to allow Liansheng to visit her again, next time, he will send her a brochure Is it Jin Ying himself?

Jang Geum couldn't suppress her anticipation, nor could she suppress her fear of disappointment. She was afraid that what would happen if Jinying, because of the loss of Liansheng as the messenger, didn't care about her at all and let her go.

"I have been studying the pamphlets you sent me very seriously. When I go back, these things will definitely help me a lot."

"Yeah!" Lian Sheng nodded, and after thinking for a while, he added, "I must go back early today, and I can still see Jinying in the imperial dining kitchen before she finishes her work, and when she returns to Cui Shanggong Empress I don’t dare to go to see her anymore, and Madam Zheng Shanggong wants me to tell her that she doesn’t have to copy pamphlets anymore, and she has to devote herself to preparing for the wife’s exam.”

Liansheng's words almost didn't break Jang Geum. After Madam Zheng Shanggong spoke, she didn't even have to expect Jinying to deliver the brochures for her, because there would be no more brochures at all.

"Ah... yes, then you should go back quickly, Jinying her... Jinying her..." She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, "You and Jinying should work hard to prepare for the wife's exam. "Wait for me, I will definitely go back."

Nodding, Lian Sheng hugged Jang Jin for the last time, then walked slowly along the path towards the palace. Jang Jin stood quietly behind Lian Sheng, watching Lian Sheng go back to the palace, she is very envious now Liansheng, Liansheng can complain about the harshness of the ladies in the palace, the unkindness of Zheng Shanggong, the unkindness of Zheng Shanggong, the bullying of Linglu, the fear of Jinying and Cui Shanggong, but Jang Geum can't, she has already After leaving the imperial kitchen, Duo Zaixuan, who stayed on the edge of the palace, has no connection with the imperial kitchen. The only connection is Liansheng, Jinying...

Jin Ying...

Jang Jin watched Liansheng's back gradually blur, and tears slowly slid down the contours of his cheeks, crystal clear, the scene of a beauty crying is extremely beautiful, but it's a pity that there is no one who cherishes flowers by his side.

Slowly slid down, squatted on the ground, wrapped his arms around himself, Jang Geum lay on his knees and wept silently, what he couldn't ask for, people within reach, feelings far away, let Jang Geum feel Physically and mentally exhausted, the motivation that made her persevere and work hard to return to the palace was not only her mother's grievances, but also her love and longing for Jinying.

She longs to be able to stand beside Jinying, shoulder to shoulder with Jinying, embrace Jinying, communicate with Jinying, and stay with him for the rest of her life, but this is just her best dream. But that feeling was deeply imprinted in my heart, and the interrupted dream turned into pain and hid in my heart together.

"Oh? Jang Geum, what's wrong with you?" Slowly walking out of the small room, Zheng Zhubo saw Jang Geum who was supposed to be working crazily in the field squatting beside the field, although he didn't know what Jang Geum was doing. What, but the sad atmosphere around her made Zheng Zhubo feel very uncomfortable. The Xu Changjin he knew should be a strong woman who can't beat anything, and can't make her sad. The woman made him feel a little guilty.

"My lord." Hearing Zheng Zhubo's voice, Jang Geum called out, but did not make any other movements.

"Alas..." Sighing, Zheng Zhubo sat down on the floor, next to Jang Geum.

"If you have any troubles, you might as well talk about it, it will make you feel better." A big man like Zheng Zhubo is not good at comforting others. After holding back for a long time, Zheng Zhubo managed to hold back so much sentence.

Although there were only a few short words and they didn't have much comforting effect, they made Jang Geum feel very at ease, and his sad feelings gradually stopped.

"My lord, you said, if there is one thing that is destined not to be obtained, but you really want to get it, if you force it, you will lose another very important thing, then how should you choose at this time?" Zheng Zhu Although Bo is usually very carefree and inconspicuous, he is a person who can give people a sense of security. Jang Geum frowned slightly, and after turning the words in his heart a few times, he changed into this unrecognizable, half-understandable person. look.

Her feelings for Jinying are forbidden, and Jinying doesn't have such feelings for her. She is self-righteous and passionate about everything, but she can't let it go.

Can't ask for it, can't let it go.

I rushed to Jinying and told her clearly my heart. I hope that Jinying can be with her forever and ever. With this feeling, she is very likely to be listed as an enemy by Jinying.

And who would have such thoughts about friends of the same gender who grew up together?

"That's it...it's really troublesome." After hearing Jang Geum's words, Zheng Zhubo didn't ask what those two things were, but instead helped her analyze what Jang Geum said seriously. .

"Yeah, it's really troublesome." Shaking his head, Jang Geum couldn't help but laugh, the sadness just now had dissipated with the help of Zheng Zhubo.

"Has your lord ever been in such a dilemma?"

"..." Zheng Zhubo closed his eyes. Jang Geum's rhetorical question reminded him of the past. When he was still in the Tai Hospital, he watched the Tai Hospital go up and down, making the Tai Hospital a mess. How did you do it?

In order to stick to his beliefs, he abandoned his official position in the Tai Hospital and was dispatched to Duozaixuan to spend his whole life in a daze.

Maybe at that time, I regretted it a little. My talents were buried in the seeds that would never germinate like this. The hard work was buried in the soil along with the seeds. Knowing that the case rots and disappears.

Even if someone waters and fertilizes it again, there is no hope of germination.

So I can only spend my days in a daze in this multi-planted pavilion, waiting for death.

But everything changed after Jang Geum came to Dozaixuan. Although he still disagreed with Jang Geum's desperate behavior, he no longer scoffed at him like he did at the beginning, but thought more about himself.

If it happened again, he would still choose that way, stick to his beliefs, even if he was dispatched to Duozaixuan, he would not regret it.

"There is no perfect thing in the world. There are gains and losses. Before you make a choice, think carefully about what is more important to you, what you want to get or what you are about to lose." The things you get are more important, so don't worry about gains and losses, just go for it. If the things you will lose are more important, then don't be confused by things that don't belong to you.

Chang Geum originally didn't expect Zheng Zhubo to give her any advice, but he didn't expect Zheng Zhubo to be able to say such philosophical words. After carefully tasting it, it seems to be somewhat reasonable, but for her question, it is Not helpful at all.

In the face of feelings, who can rationally analyze the pros and cons of gains and losses?

失常

Carved railings and jade construction, everything in the palace shows delicacy and luxury. The imperial kitchen is the place where dishes are prepared for the royal family, and it is even more exquisite. Cui Shanggong sat neatly in front of her, waiting for her little maids to teach.

"Today, what I want to teach you is the allusion of Dongpo meat and steamed bun." Since Cui Shanggong is in charge of teaching the little palace ladies, he will work hard to do so without revealing his secret recipe. Cui Shanggong felt that she would also enjoy teaching the little maids about food.

Listening to the knowledge taught by Cui Shanggong, Jinying opened a new booklet and wrote the words "Dongpo Meat" and "Steamed Bread" on it.

"Ah! I forgot!" Seeing that Jinying was recording the pamphlet again, Liansheng couldn't help but let out a soft cry. Immediately after she realized her gaffe, she quickly covered her mouth and glanced at Cui Shanggong secretly. Lian Sheng was relieved to find that she didn't notice his gaffe.