full recovery [future]
Chapter 87
It was not yet noon when Yan Shaoze left Fang Ru's place.
The hover car was flying aimlessly over the green island, it was all because the driver couldn't calm down.
The map of Green Island was opened next to it, and Yan Shaoze randomly pulled out green lines on the light screen, and the hover car drove automatically along these irregular lines.Yan Shaoze didn't stop swipe fingers until the alarm sounded that the energy value required for the preset route exceeded the safe value. Only then did he find the word "Jiang Tian" flashing on the screen, and a window popped up asking whether to confirm the route .
Yan Shaoze sat upright all of a sudden, shook his head and smiled, and chose "No".
After clearing the route he had scribbled before, Yan Shaoze drove the suspension vehicle back to the military academy.And the real owner of the suspended vehicle that he had forgotten, Shi Ge Rhodes, looked at the empty rooftop and gritted his teeth.
Yan Shaoze returned to the dormitory, turned on his personal optical computer, logged in to the external network, and searched for "Jiang Shi" directly. The relevant information immediately popped up on the screen. He glanced at it, re-entered a search keyword and time point, swiped the screen, and read one by one. Going down, he stopped suddenly, and clicked on the title of "The wife of Fang's executive officer unfortunately passed away yesterday".
"I just learned the latest news that Fang Yan's wife, Lan Lan, the manufacturer of the Federal Mecha, unfortunately passed away yesterday. According to reports, Lan Lan suffers from the 'habitual mutation of the BV874 gene'. There is no possibility of cure. The death of his wife is a great blow to him, and this giant federal businessman is still immersed in grief and cannot extricate himself."
"Death of illness..." Yan Shaoze muttered to himself, and he checked the date again. The year Lan Lan passed away was the year when Jiang Shi successfully experimented on himself.In other words, Jiang Shi obtained the ability at this time?However, as a high-ranking federal official, he probably wouldn't install a chip in his brain, Yan Shaoze smiled sarcastically.
If Lan Lan's death was Fang Ru's reason for taking revenge on Jiang Shi, then Lan Lan's death must have something to do with Jiang Shi.Yan Shaoze's sliding cursor landed on the words "Human Neurology Expert" in Lan Lan's profile.Is Lan Lan also one of the participants in this experiment?
If so, then that's fine too.I just don't know whether Lan Lan participated in the research and development of related chips, or the research and development of supernatural powers?
His acquisition of the ability must be related to the chip in his brain, but obviously, the control power of that chip on him has almost disappeared by now, but the ability has not disappeared but has become stronger and stronger.He speculated that the ability should not be an additional effect of the chip, it might just be an accident.
According to the data, the experiment that Jiang Tian participated in at the age of 20 did not implant the control chip. This may be due to technical reasons, because the second round of experiment was carried out seven years later, that is, the one he participated in.It's a pity that Fang Ru showed him only part of the information, and there was no list of all experimental subjects.But the description of "chip implantation" is enough for him to confirm that he is also one of the guinea pigs of the tragedy.
Perhaps, or one of the few mice that survived fortunately?
Jiang Shi must have another professional method to obtain the ability.While making Gears of War, they must have been trying to make Superman.Perhaps, he simply wanted to create a "supernatural person", and then use the chip to control this terrifying force.
"You want to rule the earth... oh no, the whole universe?" Yan Shaoze said to himself, "Have you read too many novels?"
Since Jiang Shi presided over this research project, how could he not know himself?Recalling the first time they met, Jiang Shi asked about his situation like any father who cared about his son.And not long ago, he visited Jiang Tian and greeted himself without incident.Yan Shaoze suddenly felt a chill down his back, as if the little white mouse on the operating table suddenly understood the meaning of the scalpel.
Moreover, if the information given by Fang Ru is completely true, Jiang Tian's current situation can be said to be completely created by Jiang Shi!
The previous conversation with Fang Ru rang in my ears.
"Jiang Tian... when will he recover?"
"Recovery?" Fang Ru looked at him in surprise, "I don't know about this, but generally speaking, the sequelae of this kind of experiment are huge, and you can use your imagination as you like. But, having said that, I just discovered You seem to be very concerned about the Commander-in-Chief."
"Jiang Tian doesn't know his situation at all," he couldn't help frowning.
"Jiang Shi will definitely treat him as much as possible. After all, the colonial war has reached the point where Jiang Tian has to play." Fang Ru's words revealed casual indifference, "Jiang Shi trained a generation of generals like Jiang Tian, and destroyed him with one hand. But it definitely won’t be now, think about it, now, what will happen to the Federation without Jiang Tian?”
"You never seem to be worried." Yan Shaoze sighed.
"Why should I worry?" Fang Ru asked strangely, "Even if Green Island falls, I will be one of the first people to get on the lifeboat. Besides, it will be good for you. The outstanding performance in the counterattack before The performance must have attracted the attention of the Federation. You have also seen that their next training target is you. Believe me, once Jiang Tian's situation deteriorates, you will experience the rocket-like ascent speed. But, having said that, I am very curious, How could Jiang Tian acquiesce in all this? It is impossible for him not to have such political awareness. Jiang Tian can completely make you unable to stand up again when your foundation is not stable."
Thinking of this, Yan Shaoze's eyes softened.
"Jiang Shi won't stop like this." He said to himself.
A person like Jiang Shi is firm, fanatical, persistent... cold, and he will definitely try his best to achieve his goal.
Thinking of this, the entangled emotions before could not be the reason for his hesitation.Yan Shaoze rushed out and got into the hover car.He is going to see Jiang Tian now.
He appeared out of the ward with a little panting, and was about to go in.As soon as Shi Ge looked up and saw it, he quickly stopped him, "I'm in a meeting, you can go in later."
Yan Shaoze paused, turned a corner, walked to the edge of the seat and sat down.Shi Ge glanced at him and sent the materials in.
Jiang Tian wore the white casual clothes provided by the hospital, but his aura was not weakened at all.This was just a temporary meeting, and even senior generals including Moss Andrew and Long Sa did not sit down.Shi Ge sent the relevant materials, then turned and left.Before walking out of the room, I just heard Jiang Tian say, "Andrew, what do you think of the situation in the Eye of God colony?"
Moss Andrew watched Shi Ge's back disappear behind the door, wondering what he was thinking, and Jiang Tian didn't respond when he asked him.Long Sa lowered his head and coughed lightly.
Moss turned back as if awakened, "What, God's Eye? Oh, my lord, didn't we draw up tactics before? I believe that if you command in person, there will be a breakthrough in the battle situation."
Jiang Tian didn't respond to his sentence. He quickly browsed the latest information in his hand and asked, "What if you are in command?"
"Of course it will be a complete victory," Moss winked at Long Sa, making a joke in Moss style.
"Okay, since that's the case," Jiang Tian put the information in his hand on the table, and by the way, he supported the table to make himself stand firmer, "Major General Moss Andrew, I appoint you as the first commander of the Eye of God Colony , fully responsible for the colonial situation, and at the same time appointed Major General Long Sa as the deputy commander to assist Major General Moss Andrew. Retake the colony as soon as possible!"
Moss Andrew was stunned. He was just joking. Everyone knows that only the commander-in-chief can turn the situation around. Otherwise, Jiang Tian would not have decided to go to the front line in person at the previous command group meeting. !He stared at the other party helplessly, hoping that Jiang Tianxia would just say that this was just a joke.
But can Jiang Tian joke?At least not with him.
For a while, the room was unusually quiet, and the federal generals looked at each other.
Finally, Major General Allen Newman said, "Commander Jiang, why did you make this decision?"
After Shi Ge came out, he sat next to Yan Shaoze.
He stopped talking for a long time, and finally said cautiously, "How is Fang Ru?"
Yan Shaoze thought for a while before realizing what Shi Ge's question meant, but it wasn't because of this that he was in a complicated mood.Suddenly knowing so many secrets, he still needs to digest them carefully, especially these secrets are closely related to the person inside.
After waiting for a long time for an answer, Shi Ge bumped him with his elbow, "Huh?"
"Very good, very good, I can drive on the plane tomorrow." Yan Shaoze said.
"Is it okay, but Fang Ru is always more reliable than Song Xi." Shi Ge thought about it, and wanted to say something.I heard Yan Shaoze ask, "Now I know something that even he doesn't know, should I tell him?"
he?Shi Ge glanced at the door and pondered slightly, "What are you worried about?"
"Ok?"
"Do you think...Your Excellency, Commander-in-Chief, can't afford it?" Shi Ge pressed his shoulders, "Or, are you not going to face it with the other party?"
Yan Shaoze didn't speak, but Shi Ge hooked his neck rascally again, "What did Fang Ru tell you? Tell me."
At this time, the door of the ward opened, and many federal generals came out, most of them were colonels or even major generals.Yan Shaoze and Shi Ge immediately stood up and gave a military salute.
Moss slowed down and took a special look here before leaving.
"You won't go in?" Shi Ge pushed him.
Yan Shaoze sat down again. He admitted that he was indecisive now. While he desperately wanted to see the other party, he didn't know how to talk to the other party.
Is he going to say that--
My dear, the weather is really nice today, by the way, I almost forgot to tell you, there is someone who has experimented with you since you were born, and you are in a terrible situation now, and it’s all his fault, unfortunately, that person is your biological father .
Do you say that?Of course not.
Yan Shaoze lowered his head and called up Jiang Tian's body records on the light screen, as if to find an excuse for himself to delay time.
Shi Ge said that there is no need to worry that the other party will not be able to bear it, because the other party is Jiang Tian.
But just because the other party was Jiang Tian, he didn't know how to speak.
For a long time, his feelings towards this person were very contradictory, very.While repelling the other party instinctively, he was involuntarily attracted at the same time.Yes, Jiang Tian is very similar to him. They are both soldiers and military commanders. They have experienced countless battles. The difference is that Jiang Tian's resume is much more brilliant than his. A more turbulent era.They are all solitary animals, and he himself, even in the midst of the bustle, is still alone in his heart.
But at least he's still willing to pretend to be friendly, to draw himself closer to other people, like he's used to smiling.But Jiang Tian didn't care about these at all, and directly put himself in a position that everyone couldn't touch.So from the very beginning, Yan Shaoze felt that the other party was actually much more indifferent than him.
Yan Shaoze said to himself that he likes people like Shi Ge who really have sunshine in their hearts.No, maybe it wasn't Shi Ge either, Chu Yang from the previous life might be more suitable for his imagination.
But from the first time when he was locked in a cold room and almost suffocated due to lack of oxygen, Jiang Tian stretched out his hand to him.They seemed to be drawn together by an invisible thread.He had to admit that if the other party's character was removed, Jiang Tian really liked him too much.However, he was subconsciously rejecting the other party.It seems to be rebelling against the destiny in the dark.
Even if Jiang Tian took him home, he didn't think that the other party had any deep thoughts about him, not so much that he didn't think so, or rather that he didn't want to think about it.Now that I think about it, Jiang Tian is pursuing him, right?But his actions are too lacklustre.Yan Shaoze felt that if he had realized what Jiang Tian meant, he would have sighed with his hands on his forehead.
But now, he seems to have seen another side of Jiang Tian.When he stared at himself through the observation window for a moment.He suddenly softened into a mess.It may be that this is too inconsistent with Jiang Tian's previous image.Or maybe, he saw his own shadow from the other party's body?Yan Shaoze thought jokingly, maybe this is the so-called empathy effect?
Who knows?
However, the information he got from Fang Ru made him feel distressed.It turned out that Jiang Tian, who seemed to be famous, was even more lonely than ordinary people.
Especially...Jiang Shi unexpectedly!
Jiang Tian was actually used as an experimental subject by his biological father!
All kinds of mixed emotions surged up from the bottom of his heart, making him indescribable.
Yan Shaoze pressed his palm on the light screen, suddenly clenched into a fist, and slammed it down hard.
Due to the protection mechanism, the light screen trembled and disappeared into the air.
"What's wrong?" Shi Ge asked worriedly beside him.
Yan Shaoze didn't answer because he could no longer hear the outside world.Jiang Shi... These two words immediately pulled him into the memories of the past.
He felt that it was not unreasonable for him and Jiang Tian to resemble each other, they both became famous at a young age.It's just that Yan Shaoze's talent in mathematics was revealed early in his childhood.
In his previous life, Yan Shaoze's parents were both experts in the special research of the state's secret projects, so-called "agents".Of course, he didn't know this until a long time later. Before that, he always thought that his parents were just ordinary scientific researchers.
In his memory, there was a period of time when he was a child, and many uncles and aunts would come to the house every now and then.They would talk with their parents for a long time. At that time, he couldn't understand what the adults were saying, but he was sensitive to the fact that the attention of those uncles and aunts was often on him.
As he grew older, his talent in mathematics became more and more surprising, and his parents began to instill mathematics knowledge in him.This of course aroused his rebellious psychology, and he hated his parents very much for a while.When he grew up, he thought it was just a sign that his parents wanted their children to succeed.But until today, he has completely disappeared from that world, and he has not figured out why his parents are so obsessed with letting him embark on the path of scientific research?
Of course he did not give in, and soon, he followed his wish and applied for the military academy.One day, he suddenly received a call, someone told him that his parents passed away half a month ago.His parents are very busy at work, and it is common for him not to go home for ten days and a half months. He never imagined this at all.
He didn't believe the so-called saying that he died of overwork while working at a base station in the deep mountains.
After being shocked, he immediately set out to investigate the cause of his parents' death.At the beginning, some people tried to deceive him by forging reasons, but as his investigation deepened, warning letters were issued one after another.Claiming that his parents were both killed in the line of duty, he was asked to stop his behavior.Immediately afterwards, he felt the ubiquitous pressure.
He endured it, after all his strength was too weak.
Until he graduated and became an official soldier.For ten years, while developing his strength, he secretly investigated the truth of the year.But the final result made him unacceptable.
Died in line of duty, really died in line of duty!
Yan Shaoze wanted to laugh three times at that time.However, even if it is a smile, there are tears in the smile.
Yes, the last document he obtained showed that his parents voluntarily participated in the state secret scientific research project, as researchers, and also as subjects of one-time experiments.
Experimental body?
Yan Shaoze frowned in pain, not daring to read the description of the experiment in the investigation, he could completely imagine what the word represented.But he didn't take the so-called "voluntary" to heart. Is it voluntary? What can you tell from a piece of paper?Besides, how could they leave their biological son and their elderly parents behind and make such a choice at the same time?If it was a victim, he might believe it more...
But if it is really a victim, it seems that there is no need to leave this so-called voluntary letter?After all, there are countless ways to do it more secretly.And he also felt that since he joined the army, it can be said that it has been smooth sailing, which is unbelievable for a military school graduate with no background!Even his in-depth investigation back then touched the interests of many people, but in the end it was not nothing.
Could it be that it was all because of the sacrifice of his parents that he got some special care?
Then he is really not rare.
It was at that time that he had deep doubts about his life and mission.This suspicion quickly manifested itself in thought, and the political commissar of the instructor took turns talking to him.He also obediently learned to hide.
However, once the seeds of doubt have taken root, they are already poised to break out.
No matter how much of the parents' voluntary is true or false.No matter how much parents have contributed to the country and the people in the end.He couldn't even agree.
Yan Shaoze felt that he was probably a little crazy at that time.All of a sudden, the meaning of life, lofty ideals, and fearless dedication that I had pursued before all suddenly collapsed!
He desperately tried to find a reason that was convincing enough to explain all of this——
Hume said that human beings, as social animals, derive their happiness from the happiness of others, so they should take not only their own happiness, but also the happiness of others as the purpose of their actions.
Bentham said that utilitarianism does not consider the motivation and means of a person's behavior, but only considers the maximum benefit of the result of an behavior.
Kant said that it is actually impossible for us to recognize the true nature of things, we can only know the appearance of things.
No, no!
No matter how perfect the explanation is, it is impossible to deny the fact that his parents are dead, have disappeared, and no longer exist in this world...
He tried his best to suppress his confusion, and tried his best to hide the injustice in his heart.Because of this, the feelings are becoming more and more unable to release.While smiling like a spring breeze, he looks forward to being approached by others, but at the same time he is trapped in indifference and loneliness, unwilling to take a step forward.It almost becomes a kind of pathological paranoia.Because of this, Shi Ge suddenly appeared, and he was surprised and cherished the natural intimacy.Because of this, he couldn't help but repel him for his similarity with Jiang Tian, and at the same time, he had some sympathy that he didn't even realize.
But Fang Ru's information shocked him.Suddenly, he fully understood the reasons for Jiang Tian's indifference, ruthlessness, alienation, and jerky and clumsy emotions.
Pure rational practice?Why the fuck don't you just develop fully intelligent robots? !
No one understands Jiang Tian's situation better than him, no one!
Yan Shaoze felt very distressed!
Betrayed by her own father, she fell victim to a secret experiment behind the regime without knowing it.
Jiang Tian...
"Strict! Strict!" Shi Ge vigorously shook his friend's shoulder while trying to break his hand away.
Yan Shaoze suddenly came back to his senses, only to realize that he had clenched his hands unconsciously, and the blood vessels on the back of his hands were bulging due to excessive force, which could be clearly seen.He relaxed his strength and wanted to open it, but his fingers were already convulsed uncontrollably.
"What's going on?" Shi Ge's tone was stern, no longer friendly and casual as usual.
It took a few seconds for Yan Shaoze to react to the meaning of his question. Strong emotions pulled him out of the real world, and he didn't know what day and night it was.
"It's nothing." He closed his eyes, strongly suppressed his emotions, and smiled habitually.Unexpectedly, seeing his smile, Shi Ge's eyes turned cold, he shook his hands, turned and left.
Yan Shaoze watched the other party disappear, and his smile subsided unknowingly.
His eyes fell on the door, he was eager to see each other.
He was sure that no one knew this man better than himself.Because of this, he didn't know how to tell him all this.
Just because that person is Jiang Tian, he can bear what most people cannot bear.
However, if let him, His Excellency the Supreme Commander of the Federal Defense Council, the founder of the Star Alliance's undefeated record, the honor of the youngest general.Knowing that everything about him today is not due to his talent, but from the so-called "experiment" and "transformation", so, how?
The hover car was flying aimlessly over the green island, it was all because the driver couldn't calm down.
The map of Green Island was opened next to it, and Yan Shaoze randomly pulled out green lines on the light screen, and the hover car drove automatically along these irregular lines.Yan Shaoze didn't stop swipe fingers until the alarm sounded that the energy value required for the preset route exceeded the safe value. Only then did he find the word "Jiang Tian" flashing on the screen, and a window popped up asking whether to confirm the route .
Yan Shaoze sat upright all of a sudden, shook his head and smiled, and chose "No".
After clearing the route he had scribbled before, Yan Shaoze drove the suspension vehicle back to the military academy.And the real owner of the suspended vehicle that he had forgotten, Shi Ge Rhodes, looked at the empty rooftop and gritted his teeth.
Yan Shaoze returned to the dormitory, turned on his personal optical computer, logged in to the external network, and searched for "Jiang Shi" directly. The relevant information immediately popped up on the screen. He glanced at it, re-entered a search keyword and time point, swiped the screen, and read one by one. Going down, he stopped suddenly, and clicked on the title of "The wife of Fang's executive officer unfortunately passed away yesterday".
"I just learned the latest news that Fang Yan's wife, Lan Lan, the manufacturer of the Federal Mecha, unfortunately passed away yesterday. According to reports, Lan Lan suffers from the 'habitual mutation of the BV874 gene'. There is no possibility of cure. The death of his wife is a great blow to him, and this giant federal businessman is still immersed in grief and cannot extricate himself."
"Death of illness..." Yan Shaoze muttered to himself, and he checked the date again. The year Lan Lan passed away was the year when Jiang Shi successfully experimented on himself.In other words, Jiang Shi obtained the ability at this time?However, as a high-ranking federal official, he probably wouldn't install a chip in his brain, Yan Shaoze smiled sarcastically.
If Lan Lan's death was Fang Ru's reason for taking revenge on Jiang Shi, then Lan Lan's death must have something to do with Jiang Shi.Yan Shaoze's sliding cursor landed on the words "Human Neurology Expert" in Lan Lan's profile.Is Lan Lan also one of the participants in this experiment?
If so, then that's fine too.I just don't know whether Lan Lan participated in the research and development of related chips, or the research and development of supernatural powers?
His acquisition of the ability must be related to the chip in his brain, but obviously, the control power of that chip on him has almost disappeared by now, but the ability has not disappeared but has become stronger and stronger.He speculated that the ability should not be an additional effect of the chip, it might just be an accident.
According to the data, the experiment that Jiang Tian participated in at the age of 20 did not implant the control chip. This may be due to technical reasons, because the second round of experiment was carried out seven years later, that is, the one he participated in.It's a pity that Fang Ru showed him only part of the information, and there was no list of all experimental subjects.But the description of "chip implantation" is enough for him to confirm that he is also one of the guinea pigs of the tragedy.
Perhaps, or one of the few mice that survived fortunately?
Jiang Shi must have another professional method to obtain the ability.While making Gears of War, they must have been trying to make Superman.Perhaps, he simply wanted to create a "supernatural person", and then use the chip to control this terrifying force.
"You want to rule the earth... oh no, the whole universe?" Yan Shaoze said to himself, "Have you read too many novels?"
Since Jiang Shi presided over this research project, how could he not know himself?Recalling the first time they met, Jiang Shi asked about his situation like any father who cared about his son.And not long ago, he visited Jiang Tian and greeted himself without incident.Yan Shaoze suddenly felt a chill down his back, as if the little white mouse on the operating table suddenly understood the meaning of the scalpel.
Moreover, if the information given by Fang Ru is completely true, Jiang Tian's current situation can be said to be completely created by Jiang Shi!
The previous conversation with Fang Ru rang in my ears.
"Jiang Tian... when will he recover?"
"Recovery?" Fang Ru looked at him in surprise, "I don't know about this, but generally speaking, the sequelae of this kind of experiment are huge, and you can use your imagination as you like. But, having said that, I just discovered You seem to be very concerned about the Commander-in-Chief."
"Jiang Tian doesn't know his situation at all," he couldn't help frowning.
"Jiang Shi will definitely treat him as much as possible. After all, the colonial war has reached the point where Jiang Tian has to play." Fang Ru's words revealed casual indifference, "Jiang Shi trained a generation of generals like Jiang Tian, and destroyed him with one hand. But it definitely won’t be now, think about it, now, what will happen to the Federation without Jiang Tian?”
"You never seem to be worried." Yan Shaoze sighed.
"Why should I worry?" Fang Ru asked strangely, "Even if Green Island falls, I will be one of the first people to get on the lifeboat. Besides, it will be good for you. The outstanding performance in the counterattack before The performance must have attracted the attention of the Federation. You have also seen that their next training target is you. Believe me, once Jiang Tian's situation deteriorates, you will experience the rocket-like ascent speed. But, having said that, I am very curious, How could Jiang Tian acquiesce in all this? It is impossible for him not to have such political awareness. Jiang Tian can completely make you unable to stand up again when your foundation is not stable."
Thinking of this, Yan Shaoze's eyes softened.
"Jiang Shi won't stop like this." He said to himself.
A person like Jiang Shi is firm, fanatical, persistent... cold, and he will definitely try his best to achieve his goal.
Thinking of this, the entangled emotions before could not be the reason for his hesitation.Yan Shaoze rushed out and got into the hover car.He is going to see Jiang Tian now.
He appeared out of the ward with a little panting, and was about to go in.As soon as Shi Ge looked up and saw it, he quickly stopped him, "I'm in a meeting, you can go in later."
Yan Shaoze paused, turned a corner, walked to the edge of the seat and sat down.Shi Ge glanced at him and sent the materials in.
Jiang Tian wore the white casual clothes provided by the hospital, but his aura was not weakened at all.This was just a temporary meeting, and even senior generals including Moss Andrew and Long Sa did not sit down.Shi Ge sent the relevant materials, then turned and left.Before walking out of the room, I just heard Jiang Tian say, "Andrew, what do you think of the situation in the Eye of God colony?"
Moss Andrew watched Shi Ge's back disappear behind the door, wondering what he was thinking, and Jiang Tian didn't respond when he asked him.Long Sa lowered his head and coughed lightly.
Moss turned back as if awakened, "What, God's Eye? Oh, my lord, didn't we draw up tactics before? I believe that if you command in person, there will be a breakthrough in the battle situation."
Jiang Tian didn't respond to his sentence. He quickly browsed the latest information in his hand and asked, "What if you are in command?"
"Of course it will be a complete victory," Moss winked at Long Sa, making a joke in Moss style.
"Okay, since that's the case," Jiang Tian put the information in his hand on the table, and by the way, he supported the table to make himself stand firmer, "Major General Moss Andrew, I appoint you as the first commander of the Eye of God Colony , fully responsible for the colonial situation, and at the same time appointed Major General Long Sa as the deputy commander to assist Major General Moss Andrew. Retake the colony as soon as possible!"
Moss Andrew was stunned. He was just joking. Everyone knows that only the commander-in-chief can turn the situation around. Otherwise, Jiang Tian would not have decided to go to the front line in person at the previous command group meeting. !He stared at the other party helplessly, hoping that Jiang Tianxia would just say that this was just a joke.
But can Jiang Tian joke?At least not with him.
For a while, the room was unusually quiet, and the federal generals looked at each other.
Finally, Major General Allen Newman said, "Commander Jiang, why did you make this decision?"
After Shi Ge came out, he sat next to Yan Shaoze.
He stopped talking for a long time, and finally said cautiously, "How is Fang Ru?"
Yan Shaoze thought for a while before realizing what Shi Ge's question meant, but it wasn't because of this that he was in a complicated mood.Suddenly knowing so many secrets, he still needs to digest them carefully, especially these secrets are closely related to the person inside.
After waiting for a long time for an answer, Shi Ge bumped him with his elbow, "Huh?"
"Very good, very good, I can drive on the plane tomorrow." Yan Shaoze said.
"Is it okay, but Fang Ru is always more reliable than Song Xi." Shi Ge thought about it, and wanted to say something.I heard Yan Shaoze ask, "Now I know something that even he doesn't know, should I tell him?"
he?Shi Ge glanced at the door and pondered slightly, "What are you worried about?"
"Ok?"
"Do you think...Your Excellency, Commander-in-Chief, can't afford it?" Shi Ge pressed his shoulders, "Or, are you not going to face it with the other party?"
Yan Shaoze didn't speak, but Shi Ge hooked his neck rascally again, "What did Fang Ru tell you? Tell me."
At this time, the door of the ward opened, and many federal generals came out, most of them were colonels or even major generals.Yan Shaoze and Shi Ge immediately stood up and gave a military salute.
Moss slowed down and took a special look here before leaving.
"You won't go in?" Shi Ge pushed him.
Yan Shaoze sat down again. He admitted that he was indecisive now. While he desperately wanted to see the other party, he didn't know how to talk to the other party.
Is he going to say that--
My dear, the weather is really nice today, by the way, I almost forgot to tell you, there is someone who has experimented with you since you were born, and you are in a terrible situation now, and it’s all his fault, unfortunately, that person is your biological father .
Do you say that?Of course not.
Yan Shaoze lowered his head and called up Jiang Tian's body records on the light screen, as if to find an excuse for himself to delay time.
Shi Ge said that there is no need to worry that the other party will not be able to bear it, because the other party is Jiang Tian.
But just because the other party was Jiang Tian, he didn't know how to speak.
For a long time, his feelings towards this person were very contradictory, very.While repelling the other party instinctively, he was involuntarily attracted at the same time.Yes, Jiang Tian is very similar to him. They are both soldiers and military commanders. They have experienced countless battles. The difference is that Jiang Tian's resume is much more brilliant than his. A more turbulent era.They are all solitary animals, and he himself, even in the midst of the bustle, is still alone in his heart.
But at least he's still willing to pretend to be friendly, to draw himself closer to other people, like he's used to smiling.But Jiang Tian didn't care about these at all, and directly put himself in a position that everyone couldn't touch.So from the very beginning, Yan Shaoze felt that the other party was actually much more indifferent than him.
Yan Shaoze said to himself that he likes people like Shi Ge who really have sunshine in their hearts.No, maybe it wasn't Shi Ge either, Chu Yang from the previous life might be more suitable for his imagination.
But from the first time when he was locked in a cold room and almost suffocated due to lack of oxygen, Jiang Tian stretched out his hand to him.They seemed to be drawn together by an invisible thread.He had to admit that if the other party's character was removed, Jiang Tian really liked him too much.However, he was subconsciously rejecting the other party.It seems to be rebelling against the destiny in the dark.
Even if Jiang Tian took him home, he didn't think that the other party had any deep thoughts about him, not so much that he didn't think so, or rather that he didn't want to think about it.Now that I think about it, Jiang Tian is pursuing him, right?But his actions are too lacklustre.Yan Shaoze felt that if he had realized what Jiang Tian meant, he would have sighed with his hands on his forehead.
But now, he seems to have seen another side of Jiang Tian.When he stared at himself through the observation window for a moment.He suddenly softened into a mess.It may be that this is too inconsistent with Jiang Tian's previous image.Or maybe, he saw his own shadow from the other party's body?Yan Shaoze thought jokingly, maybe this is the so-called empathy effect?
Who knows?
However, the information he got from Fang Ru made him feel distressed.It turned out that Jiang Tian, who seemed to be famous, was even more lonely than ordinary people.
Especially...Jiang Shi unexpectedly!
Jiang Tian was actually used as an experimental subject by his biological father!
All kinds of mixed emotions surged up from the bottom of his heart, making him indescribable.
Yan Shaoze pressed his palm on the light screen, suddenly clenched into a fist, and slammed it down hard.
Due to the protection mechanism, the light screen trembled and disappeared into the air.
"What's wrong?" Shi Ge asked worriedly beside him.
Yan Shaoze didn't answer because he could no longer hear the outside world.Jiang Shi... These two words immediately pulled him into the memories of the past.
He felt that it was not unreasonable for him and Jiang Tian to resemble each other, they both became famous at a young age.It's just that Yan Shaoze's talent in mathematics was revealed early in his childhood.
In his previous life, Yan Shaoze's parents were both experts in the special research of the state's secret projects, so-called "agents".Of course, he didn't know this until a long time later. Before that, he always thought that his parents were just ordinary scientific researchers.
In his memory, there was a period of time when he was a child, and many uncles and aunts would come to the house every now and then.They would talk with their parents for a long time. At that time, he couldn't understand what the adults were saying, but he was sensitive to the fact that the attention of those uncles and aunts was often on him.
As he grew older, his talent in mathematics became more and more surprising, and his parents began to instill mathematics knowledge in him.This of course aroused his rebellious psychology, and he hated his parents very much for a while.When he grew up, he thought it was just a sign that his parents wanted their children to succeed.But until today, he has completely disappeared from that world, and he has not figured out why his parents are so obsessed with letting him embark on the path of scientific research?
Of course he did not give in, and soon, he followed his wish and applied for the military academy.One day, he suddenly received a call, someone told him that his parents passed away half a month ago.His parents are very busy at work, and it is common for him not to go home for ten days and a half months. He never imagined this at all.
He didn't believe the so-called saying that he died of overwork while working at a base station in the deep mountains.
After being shocked, he immediately set out to investigate the cause of his parents' death.At the beginning, some people tried to deceive him by forging reasons, but as his investigation deepened, warning letters were issued one after another.Claiming that his parents were both killed in the line of duty, he was asked to stop his behavior.Immediately afterwards, he felt the ubiquitous pressure.
He endured it, after all his strength was too weak.
Until he graduated and became an official soldier.For ten years, while developing his strength, he secretly investigated the truth of the year.But the final result made him unacceptable.
Died in line of duty, really died in line of duty!
Yan Shaoze wanted to laugh three times at that time.However, even if it is a smile, there are tears in the smile.
Yes, the last document he obtained showed that his parents voluntarily participated in the state secret scientific research project, as researchers, and also as subjects of one-time experiments.
Experimental body?
Yan Shaoze frowned in pain, not daring to read the description of the experiment in the investigation, he could completely imagine what the word represented.But he didn't take the so-called "voluntary" to heart. Is it voluntary? What can you tell from a piece of paper?Besides, how could they leave their biological son and their elderly parents behind and make such a choice at the same time?If it was a victim, he might believe it more...
But if it is really a victim, it seems that there is no need to leave this so-called voluntary letter?After all, there are countless ways to do it more secretly.And he also felt that since he joined the army, it can be said that it has been smooth sailing, which is unbelievable for a military school graduate with no background!Even his in-depth investigation back then touched the interests of many people, but in the end it was not nothing.
Could it be that it was all because of the sacrifice of his parents that he got some special care?
Then he is really not rare.
It was at that time that he had deep doubts about his life and mission.This suspicion quickly manifested itself in thought, and the political commissar of the instructor took turns talking to him.He also obediently learned to hide.
However, once the seeds of doubt have taken root, they are already poised to break out.
No matter how much of the parents' voluntary is true or false.No matter how much parents have contributed to the country and the people in the end.He couldn't even agree.
Yan Shaoze felt that he was probably a little crazy at that time.All of a sudden, the meaning of life, lofty ideals, and fearless dedication that I had pursued before all suddenly collapsed!
He desperately tried to find a reason that was convincing enough to explain all of this——
Hume said that human beings, as social animals, derive their happiness from the happiness of others, so they should take not only their own happiness, but also the happiness of others as the purpose of their actions.
Bentham said that utilitarianism does not consider the motivation and means of a person's behavior, but only considers the maximum benefit of the result of an behavior.
Kant said that it is actually impossible for us to recognize the true nature of things, we can only know the appearance of things.
No, no!
No matter how perfect the explanation is, it is impossible to deny the fact that his parents are dead, have disappeared, and no longer exist in this world...
He tried his best to suppress his confusion, and tried his best to hide the injustice in his heart.Because of this, the feelings are becoming more and more unable to release.While smiling like a spring breeze, he looks forward to being approached by others, but at the same time he is trapped in indifference and loneliness, unwilling to take a step forward.It almost becomes a kind of pathological paranoia.Because of this, Shi Ge suddenly appeared, and he was surprised and cherished the natural intimacy.Because of this, he couldn't help but repel him for his similarity with Jiang Tian, and at the same time, he had some sympathy that he didn't even realize.
But Fang Ru's information shocked him.Suddenly, he fully understood the reasons for Jiang Tian's indifference, ruthlessness, alienation, and jerky and clumsy emotions.
Pure rational practice?Why the fuck don't you just develop fully intelligent robots? !
No one understands Jiang Tian's situation better than him, no one!
Yan Shaoze felt very distressed!
Betrayed by her own father, she fell victim to a secret experiment behind the regime without knowing it.
Jiang Tian...
"Strict! Strict!" Shi Ge vigorously shook his friend's shoulder while trying to break his hand away.
Yan Shaoze suddenly came back to his senses, only to realize that he had clenched his hands unconsciously, and the blood vessels on the back of his hands were bulging due to excessive force, which could be clearly seen.He relaxed his strength and wanted to open it, but his fingers were already convulsed uncontrollably.
"What's going on?" Shi Ge's tone was stern, no longer friendly and casual as usual.
It took a few seconds for Yan Shaoze to react to the meaning of his question. Strong emotions pulled him out of the real world, and he didn't know what day and night it was.
"It's nothing." He closed his eyes, strongly suppressed his emotions, and smiled habitually.Unexpectedly, seeing his smile, Shi Ge's eyes turned cold, he shook his hands, turned and left.
Yan Shaoze watched the other party disappear, and his smile subsided unknowingly.
His eyes fell on the door, he was eager to see each other.
He was sure that no one knew this man better than himself.Because of this, he didn't know how to tell him all this.
Just because that person is Jiang Tian, he can bear what most people cannot bear.
However, if let him, His Excellency the Supreme Commander of the Federal Defense Council, the founder of the Star Alliance's undefeated record, the honor of the youngest general.Knowing that everything about him today is not due to his talent, but from the so-called "experiment" and "transformation", so, how?
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