she is like a fox

The girl on the big screen walks around the city with a camera, and every move is recorded in the tracking shots of the camera and drone.

Sharing sweets with the children, standing in front of the window to watch the cake making, the crumbs of marshmallow sticking to the corners of the lips.

It is an unexpected encounter during the journey, and it is the beauty contained in life itself.

While waiting for the green light, she spread her hand, and a fallen leaf fluttered down safely.Surprise was in full bloom in the clear eyes. When he raised his head, the broken hair on his forehead was blown by the wind, and his facial features were fully revealed.

It was a very memorable face, with eyes full of gratitude for life, fresh and youthful, without embellishment.

On the big screen, every movement and expression was magnified, and this was the first time Cen Xin looked at herself in this way.It turned out that when she smiled, the end of her eyes would be the first to be touched.The height of the nose is just right when viewed from the side, which alleviates the sense of alienation for the slightly raised eyes.

Previously, Nan Xi would always compliment her beautifully without any notice, but now, Cen Xin began to feel that those words were not just casual encouragement.

The movie is advancing, and this is not just taking the camera directly for simple editing. Whether it is the soundtrack or special effects, it took a lot of effort to present it.

A film with a single protagonist is not boring in terms of the storyline, and the clear story line sets off the character a little bit. She is a girl who is just young, and she uses the camera to record the beauty, which is also the beauty in the eyes of others.

In the girl's dream, the Nile River flows quietly, rendering a solemn and mysterious scene.

Hidden dark lines, let the girl lose her mind inadvertently, and will be taken away from the world by the content of the dream.

When she put the fallen leaves in her pocket, time suddenly flowed back to the greenness and bravery of the past and present.

At the end of the film, she wakes up in the car, laughing at herself as a dream, but the look of loss can't be faked, maybe, does it really exist?

The ending song is Cen Xin's favorite singer, humming the exploration and shortcomings of youth.

The meaning is still unfinished, even if Cen Xin is a character in the play, she still has a strong sense of satisfaction waiting to be filled.

The lighting of the movie theater also ended Cen Xin's light and shadow covenant.

Maybe it was the light that caused the eyes to react in a stressful way. When she looked at Nanxi, mist rose up in front of her eyes, making her blurry.

"Cen Xin, you look really good when you smile."

Ms. Kua Kua Jing Nan went online, and was excited with Cen Xin's excitement.

She still remembered that on the day when the film came out, she was amazed by Cen Xin, it was uncut jade with the purest soft light.

"When you let go of the burden, it's like a different person. Seriously, you have the ability to bring people into the story."

When Cen Xin laughed several times, the corners of her lips curved differently, and different emotions bloomed in her eyes, each of which was deeply engraved in Chao Nanxi's mind.

The kitten looked at her with teary eyes, and stood there without saying a word. It was a child who had never received a gift, and was inevitably at a loss when faced with surprises.

"Cen Xin, when you smile, what are you thinking?"

In fact, what Chao Nanxi really wants to ask is: Who are you laughing for?

In front of Cen Xin's eyes, the names of the cast and crew were still rolling. This is a complete movie, and the editing and creativity are all from Nanxi.

In the moment she didn't pay attention, Nan Xi silently recorded the details, and she connected the unrelated fragments to give her a complete story.

When the names of two people appeared on the screen together, a certain idea became stronger.

"Thank you!"

Cen Xin was originally separated from Chao Nanxi by a few steps, she cried and threw herself into Nanxi's arms, her arms naturally passed through Nanxi's waist, and she hugged her tightly.

It turns out that the lens really has magic power, which can make the beauty even better.Cen Xin regards that day as Nanxi Day, she collected good things for Nanxi that day.

In fact, it was an ordinary day, but she never expected that Nan Xi would surprise this day, making her truly realize that the camera is not just hurting.

The unbearableness and pain of the past were healed at this moment, and she finally saw the brighter side of the moon.

Nan Xi never lied to her, nor was she joking, she made her witness and believe again and again that everything would be fine.

"Don't cry."

Involuntarily hugging back, Chao Nanxi was startled by the kitten's initiative, but felt that the way of thanking him was logical.She was soft in her arms, her hair itched against her chin.

Being attached to, trusting, and acting soft and cute is the best reward for her worrying about her progress every day.

"Sit down and wait for me."

Chao Nanxi kept a distance from the kitten, pushed her shoulders and sat down.Went out for a while and came back with a cake.

This cake is the one that Cen Xin stood in front of the window in the movie, white chocolate and red strawberries, classic and romantic.

"The gift has been delivered," Chao Nanxi pointed at the curtain, "I cut the cake, and I will celebrate your birthday early."

Cen Xin was confused, and Nan Xi stuffed the cake knife into her hand.

"You and I are both entering the group soon. I calculated the time. I probably can't help you celebrate your birthday, so I have to advance. Do you mind?"

Lighting candles towards the Nanxi River, the fireworks are bright, reflected in Cen Xin's eyes, a galaxy of stars.

"Why would you mind..."

Cen Xin shook her head vigorously, she didn't know how to use words to describe the emotion at this moment.

No one had prepared such a grand gift for her, and no one worried that she would mind when celebrating her birthday.

Nan Xi must not know how much special courtesy she has given him, unprecedented, with the light of hope and comforting tenderness, rushing towards her non-stop.

"Make a wish."

After the fireworks were extinguished, Chao Nanxi looked at Cen Xin with a smile.

The kitten's birthday ceremony is full of sense, and she obviously likes it, so she is naturally satisfied.

"it is good."

Cen Xin closed her eyes hesitantly, but she didn't make a wish silently in her heart.She never believed in God because her prayers were not answered and redeemed.

But at this moment, she knew that it was the person in front of her who made her believe in life and everything she was going through.

She opened her eyes, looked at Nanxi calmly, and tightened her hands behind her back a little bit.

"Nanxi, do you know why I'm afraid of the camera?"

Never brought it up, but she desperately wanted to tell this guy today.

Twelve o'clock is approaching, and she wants to seal everything up and step out of fear step by step.

"Because..." Chao Nanxi didn't continue, but shook his head.

In fact, when she learned that the kitten's mother is a famous stage actress, certain speculations arose one after another.

"My mother was once the most promising stage actress."

Cen Xin's expression became depressed following these words, the joy in her eyes was swallowed by the pain.

"She took revenge on me for the regret and injustice given by love."

It was a time of fear and oppression, with frenzied performances and forced admiration all quietly captured on camera.

That crazy woman used the excuse of being immersed in art to force Cen Xin to accompany her to appreciate the so-called beauty day and night.

The young children tried to resist in fear and worry, but what they met was violence and the process of violence recorded faithfully by the camera.

"When she hit me, the camera was still running, and what sounded in my ears was my own crying."

"I hate my own weakness and powerlessness, as well as the hurt from my biological mother."

That's not love, it's the madness of getting what you want, and what is recorded by the camera is not only the pain, but also the deep shame covering Cen Xin's heart.

The memory brought by the camera is crying and tears, repeated again and again, which made her repel, fear and even want to escape.

"do not talk……"

Chao Nanxi hugged the kitten tightly into her arms, she trembled with Cen Xin's trembling.

"Sorry, I didn't know that was going to be the case."

She self-righteously believes that as long as she overcomes the fear brought about by the camera, Cen Xin will become the most dazzling new star.But I didn't think carefully about where the root of everything came from.

"Don't say sorry, I want to tell you."

Cen Xin leaned against her side, slowly closed her eyes, the faint mint made her sober and calm.

She just wanted to let Nan Xi know that she was trying to give the wound a chance to scab while surrendering the unbearable situation.

She also wanted Nanxi to know her, the unbearable but real her.

On the way back, the carriage was quiet, Cen Xin had a lot to ask, but she kept the question in the moment she opened her mouth.

The days ahead are long, and she can't bear to break the beauty of this moment.

Chao Nanxi's phone vibrated non-stop, she replied many times, and it was not until the matter was over that Cen Xin was secretly looking at her.

"Actually, we were secretly filmed, starting from yesterday."

Sure enough, when Cen Xin heard the news, she immediately took out her phone.She searched on Weibo and searched on media platforms, but couldn't find any pictures.

"Worried?"

Talking to Nanxi, he brought out the pictures saved in his phone and showed them to Cen Xin.

"It's actually pretty good."

Cen Xin realized that they had been photographed from the time they bought shoes to the wedding in the morning.

No wonder they had to leave early, and she didn't know anything about it. It was Nanxi who quietly solved everything.

"It's all right now. It's deleted from the whole network. After all, it's false news. They are also afraid of being accused."

Nanxi has a super strong legal team, which is already very powerful.And use a large number to make a warning, and the marketing account without evidence can only be softened.

"Can I... take another look?"

Cen Xin looked at the photo, her heart beat out of rhythm, Nanxi squatted halfway to try on her shoes, that moment itself made her heart beat.

"Take it."

Chao Nanxi was a little tired, so she closed her eyes: "Breakfast is yours tomorrow."

"it is good."

Cen Xin quietly turned on the bluetooth, and sent pictures and news screenshots to her mobile phone.She secretly saved it and hid the folder.

Her face cannot be seen clearly in the picture, but she knows that these moments have really existed, it is like a secret between her and Nan Xi, quietly.

With a good night's dream in mind, Cen Xin woke up early. After cooking the porridge with preserved egg and lean meat, she made fried dumplings for Nanxi.

Vegetable salad is essential, and refreshing grapefruit is used as an after-dinner fruit. After preparing all these, Xue Ran rang the doorbell on time.

Looking back at Nanxi's bedroom, Cen Xin followed Xue Ran downstairs with her luggage.

"Have you got your ID?"

Xue Ran sent Cen Xin to the car, but didn't intend to follow. For Cen Xin's sake, it's better not to expose their relationship for now.

"It's all brought together."

Cen Xin checked again and again before going to bed, and even packed Nanxi's luggage together.

"Come on for the game, call me if you have anything to do, make arrangements for Nanxi, and I will see you."

Xue Ran thought about it all night, and didn't know what else to explain to Cen Xin besides these.Xue Ran didn't know her current strength, everything had to wait for the game to start.

"it is good."

Cen Xin nodded in response, got in the car, thought for a while and lowered the car window: "I have sorted out the details of Nanxi's life, and when the new assistant arrives, I can get started early."

"Okay, let's go."

Xue Ran watched Cen Xin leave, and suddenly found that the little girl who always huddled in the corner seemed different.

After successfully checking in and passing the security check, Cen Xin saw the beauty brand that Nanxi often used.She searched for a long time in front of the counter, and finally found that dazzling red.

Paying the bill without hesitation, Cen Xin unwrapped the package, and found that unrestrained red was the color that most resembled Nanxi.

The lipstick has rubbed over the moist lips, and the touch still remains.Cen Xin stood in front of the mirror, coloring her lips little by little.

I don't know if Nanxi will still use this color number today, but this small point is the same, to Cen Xin, it is like the comfort of Nanxi being beside her.

Chaonanxi didn't have an alarm clock to remind her, let alone Cen Xin's wake-up call, so she got up late as expected.When she got up, she saw breakfast on the table and a note of entrustment.

"Barley tea is in the thermos", "Pack your luggage and put it in the entrance", "Don't forget to bring an umbrella when it rains today"...

With the familiar handwriting and gentle tone, Chao Nanxi couldn't help sighing: the kitten has grown up and can leave home to earn a living for himself.

But at the same time, a sense of loss spread, and she seemed to be alone again.

Xue Ran opened the door and came in, seeing that Nanxi was eating very slowly: "Isn't it delicious?"

Chao Nanxi was a little absent-minded, "How could it be..."

She just felt that if she ate slowly, it would be closer to the next time the little assistant would cook her breakfast again.

However, the little assistant didn't answer her after all, because who smiled so brightly.No matter who it was, Chao Nanxi realized that she cared very much.

After Cen Xin got off the plane, she followed the program team into the recording hall, and after a few brief explanations, the recording preparations began.

Compared with other well-prepared contestants, Cen Xin is a little too simple and elegant, but the feeling shown in the camera is eye-catching.

Natural and fresh, it is easy to get closer to the audience.

The whole morning passed quickly, and Cen Xin and other contestants gathered in the backstage for lunch. In the afternoon, they were about to start the first round of pre-recording interviews.

Although this round of interviews will not result in elimination, it will affect the classification. Everyone hastily ate a few bites and waited for the director's arrival.

Cen Xin didn't have an assistant, and she didn't have a company. She sat at the end alone, and no one cared about her.

The participants come from all walks of life, of different age groups, and have different working experiences.

There are Internet celebrities familiar to Cen Xin, and uncles who are more vegan than Cen Xin, but in fact the main ones come from major performing schools.

In other words, in fact, this talent show under the banner of performing for the whole people already has people who want to support it.

The script decided to go, Cen Xin couldn't help but feel a little depressed when she thought of this, but she also believed that if some people appeared outside the plan, the original plan would be affected.

She's the one who breaks out of all routine and established outcomes.

Before the director came, Cen Xin saw an acquaintance.

One is a well-known performing artist. Although he is old, his manner and state are excellent.

The old man smiled warmly and greeted each contestant. Regardless of his achievements, he was just a kind old lady.

The other person was supporting the old man, and Cen Xin was no stranger to her, or in other words, knew her better than anyone present.

"Hi everyone, I'm Song Zhongxia."

Last night, Cen Xin dreamed of some episodes again, one of which was the scene of Song Zhongxia winning the championship.Changing the angle of view, Cen Xin even saw Nanxi.

She waited under the stage holding flowers, extremely happy for Song Zhongxia's success.

Cen Xin couldn't help picking up her phone, and sent a WeChat message to Nanxi: "I will definitely take the number one back."

No longer will you cheer for others.

The author has something to say:

Assistant work log:

This time, don't let others take your eyes

Chao Nanxi: So who is the little assistant laughing for?

Next, please enjoy, rub the false rival on the ground, see you tomorrow

(Recently, the update is not stable, because I am really too busy at the end of the year, and I am so busy crying, please bear with me, I will try my best to restore regular updates)