When Jiang Yingwan heard this, the hand on Gu Yingzheng's shoulder couldn't help trembling slightly.

In fact, she has always hoped to go further with Gu Yingzheng, it has nothing to do with desire, she just wants to prove in this way that Gu Yingzheng is willing to accept her.

But as she said at the beginning, she hoped that it would be done with the consent of both of them. What she wanted was Gu Yingzheng's obedience. If it was done under her coercion, then there would be Or not, what's the difference?

"Kite..."

Gu Yingzheng sniffed, her eyelashes were still covered with fine teardrops, the end of her eyes were flushed from crying, and even her cheeks were wet.

"You know that's not what I want."

Gu Yingzheng wept silently, and it took a while to answer with a crying voice: "I don't know what you want?"

"What you said to me, how many promises are you making are true?"

Jiang Yingwan was speechless.

Her emotions gradually calmed down, and because of this, she suddenly felt a sense of embarrassment and exhaustion.

She once promised Gu Yingzheng that she would try her best to control her emotions, and she even talked about the future with Gu Yingzheng.

Jiang Yingwan was really happy when she received the roses that Gu Yingzheng gave her.

She didn't understand how things had suddenly come to this point.

She had tried her best to see a doctor, but when her emotions came up, she seemed to be controlled by evil thoughts, as if a devil lived in her body, and her words and deeds were beyond her control.

She really wanted Gu Yingzheng to believe her words, maybe looking at the other party's messy hair and clothes, she knew that her words were not convincing at all.

Jiang Yingwan sat blankly for a while, and reached out to help Gu Yingzheng close the clothes in front of her. When her fingertips touched Gu Yingzheng's skin, she obviously felt the other person's body tremble.

"Zhengzheng, don't be afraid."

Jiang Yingwan couldn't say anything else, she told Gu Yingzheng not to be afraid, but all of Gu Yingzheng's fears were brought about by her.

Gu Yingzheng wiped away the tears on his face indiscriminately, and the two of them regained their composure. What happened just now was like a farce, which had no effect other than leaving hurt in their hearts.

"At noon today, you asked me if I would like to go with you."

After a moment of silence, Gu Yingzheng suddenly took the initiative to bring up the matter at noon, perhaps because she had cried just now, her voice was still a little hoarse, with a strong nasal sound when she spoke.

Jiang Yingwan's hand on her thigh unconsciously clenched into a fist. Although her emotions had calmed down, she was still worried about what happened at noon.

The feeling of being abandoned still lingers in my chest.

"I rejected you."

Gu Yingzheng paused, "It's because your mother was holding my hand tightly."

Jiang Yingwan's expression was blank for a moment, her fingers relaxed a little bit, and then squeezed tighter, even her slightly pale lips were tightly pressed together, her whole face suddenly paled.

"Afterwards... your mother told me that she hoped that I would be obedient and sensible and not disturb your work."

She called Mrs. Jiang by your mother from the beginning to the end, and she didn't even want to get involved in the most basic relationship. Jiang Yingwan felt a sudden pain in her heart.

"I asked you just now, why didn't you explain?"

Gu Yingzheng closed her eyes tiredly, but the tears still flowed down from the corners of her eyes, her voice choked up:

"Tell your heart, Jiang Yingwan, although you are asking me on the surface, you have already convicted me in your heart, haven't you?"

Jiang Yingwan couldn't deny it.

"Even if you have a bit of respect for me and a little bit of trust in me, things won't develop like this."

Gu Yingzheng was extremely tired, her voice was very soft, as if she didn't even have the desire to explain.

"You always say you want to change, but you never realize where your problem is."

"Jiang Yingwan."

There was a sigh in Gu Yingzheng's voice, light and floating, as if it came from far away: "Why can't we let each other go?"

"no!"

Jiang Yingwan was still immersed in the panic of being denied by Gu Yingzheng, when she heard this sentence, she subconsciously rejected it.

She can change it slowly, even if she really can't change it, she can only continue to be so painfully entangled.

She would never allow Gu Yingzheng to leave her side.

Gu Yingzheng tilted her head, and pressed her forehead against the car window, her light-colored eyes were dim, and the eyelids drooped heavily.

"It's up to you."

"Zheng Zheng."

Jiang Yingwan felt in a trance that she seemed to have lost something, something very precious disappeared from her face, but she couldn't grasp it no matter what.

"You know I'm sick, I'm crazy, next time I'm sick, can you beat me?"

Jiang Yingwan was a little emotional, while talking, she suddenly covered her heart and coughed hard.

An abnormal blush appeared on that pale face, Jiang Yingwan's brows also frowned, and a dull pain spread in her heart.

While trying to suppress her coughing, she looked at Gu Yingzheng.

But the other party just raised his head slightly, looked at her silently and indifferently, watched her coughing and struggling in pain, as if looking at an outsider.

Jiang Yingwan finally panicked completely, her eyes were red, her fingers tightly clutched Gu Yingzheng's clothes, "Zhengzheng, my chest hurts so much."

Gu Yingzheng didn't pull back her sleeves, her eyes were cold and distant, the light outside the window split her face in two, Jiang Yingwan could no longer see a trace of a familiar smile on her face.

"I hurt..."

Jiang Yingwan looked at Gu Yingzheng stubbornly, hoping that the other party could comfort her softly and care about her like before, no matter how bad it was, it would be good to show her a smile.

After all, Gu Yingzheng stretched out her hand, and Jiang Yingwan's eyes flashed with surprise, but the next second, the other party gently pushed her hand away and retracted her sleeve.

"Jiang Yingwan, every time you hurt me, I hurt more than you do now."

Her fingertips moved up and slowly landed on Jiang Yingwan's heart, a cold smile slowly appeared on her face, and there was a subtle coldness in her eyes.

"I know you have a bad heart, but what does that have to do with me?"

"I also know that you are sick, but what does this have to do with me?"

"I am not the one who caused all your unhappiness, so why do you have to let me bear all the consequences?"

She moved closer, her lips were close to Jiang Yingwan's ears, she was clearly smiling, but what she said was like a sharp knife, piercing Jiang Yingwan's body fiercely.

"The people you should hate are your parents, not me. If it wasn't for their negligence in caring for you, causing you to never feel the warmth of a family when you were young, how could you have mental illness?"

"If it wasn't for them not teaching you well and giving you such great power, how could you become so paranoid and unreasonable, and you must get what you want?"

Gu Yingzheng smiled softly, "Look, I never hurt you, why do you blame me for all this?"

"It's not just you, but the whole Jiang family makes me feel sick. Your mother never reflects on her own mistakes, and only asks me to tolerate you and forgive you."

Gu Yingzheng watched Jiang Yingwan's heart fluctuate violently, and finally concluded: "So every time you want to get angry with me, you shouldn't blame me, you should punish yourself, your entire Jiang family. "

Jiang Yingwan's body trembled, and the severe pain in her heart spread to her limbs, as if she was gouging out soft flesh with a knife, and the cut was bloody.

She never knew that Gu Yingzheng hated her so much, not only her, but the whole Jiang family made Gu Yingzheng feel disgusted.

Jiang Yingwan did not have the ability to empathize, but at this moment, she suddenly felt a strong sense of disgust towards herself, and even towards Mrs. Jiang and Jiang's father.

She even felt that what Gu Yingzheng said was right. If Mrs. Jiang and Father Jiang didn't come home for a year or so when she was young, how could she be sick?

If she wasn't sick, wouldn't Zhengzheng like her?

The more Jiang Yingwan thought about it, the more she hated her. Her face was so pale that it was abnormal, and finally her body trembled suddenly, and she passed out.

When the two were struggling and arguing just now, Gu Yingzheng raised the baffle, her voice was not loud when she spoke, and the driver in front didn't hear anything.

It was only when Gu Yingzheng lowered the baffle again that he realized that Jiang Yingwan was unconscious.

Seeing that Ms. Gu's face seemed to be in a bad mood, and even her hair was a little messy, the driver subconsciously ruled out her responsibility. Maybe it was just such an unfortunate coincidence that Ms. had a heart attack.

Not long after she left Mrs. Jiang's place, Jiang Yingwan was taken to the hospital.

The man was sent to the emergency room. After Mrs. Jiang heard the news, the driver was also a little scared on the way here, but after all, his responsibility was not great, so he was still calm.

"Miss Gu, why don't I take you back first."

He looked at Gu Yingzheng's complexion was not very good, and he didn't wear much clothes, it would be bad if he stayed here and caught a cold.

Gu Yingzheng shook her head, "I'll just go back by myself."

If the driver hadn't been too anxious just now and brought her directly to the hospital, and Gu Yingzheng couldn't have asked to get off the car at that time, she wouldn't have followed.

This time, Gu Yingzheng completely broke with Jiang Yingwan. She didn't even wait for Mrs. Jiang to come, she walked downstairs alone with her bag, and quickly disappeared into the hospital.

[Will it stimulate people too hard? 】

Only now did the system start to worry, 【What if I get mad at her? 】

Or wait for the villain to wake up and think about what happened tonight, will he take revenge on the host?

Gu Yingzheng had a smile on her face, and she didn't feel nervous at all: "Don't irritate her, she really takes herself seriously."

"Don't worry, she won't retaliate against me."

Gu Yingzheng could be regarded as letting out a sigh of relief, but she didn't do it entirely to vent her anger.

Just like what she said to Jiang Yingwan in the car just now, because Jiang Yingwan has never felt the love of her parents since she was a child, she has a cold personality, lack of emotion, and cannot empathize with others.

And because of her family background, she never had anything she couldn't get since she was a child, that's why her character is so paranoid.

She has a strong possessive desire for the person she identifies, and once the other party resists her, her emotions will explode immediately.

Perhaps in her heart, as long as it is what she wants, it can only belong to her.

No matter whether it is a person or an item, once she has identified it, she will try her best to get it.

But how can humans compare with inanimate objects?

Human emotions are complicated, and they cannot be obtained by force and usurpation.

Gu Yingzheng wanted to let Jiang Yingwan understand that not everything she wants will definitely belong to her, and not everyone must obey her.

【Then where are you going now? 】

Gu Yingzheng stood at the entrance of the hospital, a car slowly stopped in front of her, the tall driver got out of the car, opened the door for Gu Yingzheng, and then stood beside her silently.

Behind her, there were still two bodyguards in the same clothes.

"Look, where can I go?"

Jiang Yingwan brought a few bodyguards with her whenever she went out, not only to protect her safety, but more importantly, to monitor Gu Yingzheng.

So in the car just now, even though Jiang Yingwan had a premonition that she was going to faint, she didn't look nervous.

Because she and Gu Yingzheng knew very well that Gu Yingzheng couldn't escape.

Of the five bodyguards, only two stayed at the door of the ward, and the other three were like shadows, following Gu Yingzheng at any time.

Where can she go?

"Okay, go back."

Gu Yingzheng said to the system: "I kind of want to eat strawberries."

【You seem to be very interested in Li Ying. 】

Gu Yingzheng lowered her eyes, "Of course, don't you think she looks familiar?"

system:? ? ?

I don't think so.

"To be honest, although her personality is completely different from the person I know, her ice blue eyes are somewhat similar."

"Could it be possible that this game of yours can be shared by several people with the same setting?"

Gu Yingzheng's voice was full of doubts, as if he was questioning how such a big game company could search so much.

[If the person you are talking about is not an important character, it is not impossible. 】

After all, it is an unimportant supporting role, and it is normal for them to be similar in setting.

Gu Yingzheng laughed, "She shouldn't be considered a supporting role."

【Who are you talking about? 】

Gu Yingzheng turned her head to look out of the window, her gaze gradually became distant, as if looking at someone through the scene in front of her.

"You should also know this person."

"Her name is Yan Ling."

"Identity... seems to be a dark elf."

system:? ? ! !

Isn't he. Mom one of the ultimate big bosses? ?

The author has something to say:

Zhengzheng: Yes, I remember Yan Ling being gentle and polite, completely different from Li Ying's LSP :)

Gong: It's not important.

Happy National Day my babies! !Why don’t you comment on me, I’m like a stand-alone codeword every day (hmph!)

感谢在2021-10-0109:13:02~2021-10-0118:15:25期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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