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Adult Li Du and adult Jiang Yuzhou still had to do something in the end, because Jiang Yuzhou stopped at the last moment and said that there was nothing at home.

Li Du didn't even say I'm not afraid of pain, Jiang Yuzhou left him righteously and went to the bathroom, but he was indeed tired, Jiang Yuzhou fell asleep before taking a cold shower.

When Li Du woke up the next morning, Jiang Yuzhou was already up. He heard the movement outside, and Jiang Yuzhou seemed to be busy in the kitchen.

He had a headache, and Jiang Yuzhou was still limping, so he started running around.

Li Du lifted the quilt and sat up, and was about to call Jiang Yuzhou when Jiang Yuzhou came in.

"Are you awake?" He stretched out his arms around Li Du and kissed him. Jiang Yuzhou's kiss was not as hard as his own, but very gentle, with the smell of mint toothpaste.

The curtains in the bedroom are very blackout. It is sunny outside, but the light inside is dim and unclear.

They separated slightly in a breath, staring at each other in the dim room, and the unhappiness disappeared long ago when the gun went off last night.

Jiang Yuzhou reached out from the cool coat pocket and took out the things he just bought in the morning, and said with a low smile, "You're not so lucky today."

Then he kissed Li Du again, the gentle and restrained kiss became a little irritable and messy.

Li Du grabbed Jiang Yuzhou's clothes indiscriminately, and made trouble on his hard abdominal muscles.Jiang Yuzhou moved his hand up Li Du's arm, and landed on his shoulder, gently rubbing it.

The two parties met lustfully and met each other frankly. Li Du didn't even think about what he once said that he wanted to transform Jiang Yuzhou into a milky and cute baby, so he lay down willingly.

Afterwards, Li Du was a little bit exhausted. He leaned on Jiang Yuzhou's shoulder to calm his breath, and it took a long time before he said in a hoarse voice, "Brother really hurts people."

Jiang Yuzhou really hurts people, he endured so much so he made Li Du comfortable first

Jiang Yuzhou squeezed Li Du's hand and asked him "Do you want to eat?"

Li Du hadn't recovered from the fact that he and Jiang Yuzhou had just finished making love, he nodded subconsciously when he heard Jiang Yuzhou speak.

It wasn't until he sat down at the table that Li Du couldn't help but giggle as if he had just realized it.

Jiang Yuzhou had been keeping an eye on Li Du's movements, and seeing that he was holding a bowl and not drinking, he slightly raised his eyebrows, "What are you thinking? Don't drink cold anymore."

Li Du didn't know how the word shy was written. He moved his body so that he could face Jiang Yuzhou completely, "Who knows, I can't see enough."

Jiang Yuzhou was slightly taken aback, he opened his mouth but didn't speak, Li Du waited for a long time before Jiang Yuzhou answered, then lowered his head and continued to drink soy milk.

When he finished his bowl of soy milk and was about to refill it, he heard Jiang Yuzhou say awkwardly, "I can't see enough of you."

Jiang Yuzhou seems to be particularly bad at talking about love. After he finished speaking, his eyes seemed embarrassed and moved away, looking very clumsy.

Li Du blinked, his heart beating fast. He has never been in a relationship, so I don't know if it's always like this. In short, his heart is in a mess now.

"Brother, tell the truth."

Jiang Yuzhou put down the bowl and reached across the table to rub his hair, "Really, I can't get enough of it." Then he added seriously, "You look good."

Two people compare and say that you look better, childishness is the patent of children, and it is also the privilege of mature adults in love.

Li Du looked at Jiang Yuzhou's smiling face, and suddenly thought of what Jiang Yuzhou had said to him in the ward.

At that time, Jiang Yuzhou said that he wanted to be with him, but he made a lot of useless and sincere foreshadowing.

"Li Du, I need to tell you something in advance." Jiang Yuzhou said seriously.

Jiang Yuzhou said, "My parents are both soldiers. I haven't been able to meet them since I was a child, and I am currently holding a relatively high-secret position, so my attitude towards family and love has always been respectful, but..."

"I think I love you very much." Jiang Yuzhou said, "I can't pretend to turn a blind eye to your feelings, and I can't help being moved."

Jiang Yuzhou gently held Li Du's hand, and when he raised his eyes again, his expression became more serious and flustered, "As you can see, my job will be very dangerous. We have to write a suicide note before leaving the mission..."

Li Du opened his mouth to speak, but was interrupted by Jiang Yuzhou gently pinching his fingers.

"I'm telling you this in the hope that you can understand the worst-case scenario and rationally judge whether to make the same decision without external interference."

After Jiang Yuzhou finished speaking, he stopped looking up at Li Du. He unconsciously pinched Li Du's fingertips, and the two emotions of guilt and expectation were particularly obvious.

Li Du didn't speak, he just felt that such Jiang Yuzhou made him feel distressed.

When Jiang Yuzhou expressed his love, he didn't say that I would treat you well, but put the worst result of being with him bloody in front of him, and let him choose by himself.

The long silence in the ward was broken by Li Du's half-truth and half-false question, "Brother, should the suicide note be written to the family?"

Jiang Yuzhou didn't know what Li Du meant, so he nodded and hummed.

"Then you can write to me from now on." Li Du said.

Jiang Yuzhou blushed and said sorry softly.

"My honor." Li Du said.