My brother became a playboy

When we held hands like this, we seemed very close, but unfortunately, my heart was as calm as a pool of stagnant water. Holding his hand was like holding my own. I really didn’t feel anything. It's similar, like holding your closest brother and comrade-in-arms, except that it's not like holding your lover.

Zhao Xing asked me: "Go home?"

I thought for a while and said, "I'll find a promise."

"Promise?"

Zhao Xing repeated it, and I realized that I kept telling Zhao Xing that Xu Nuo was the 40-year-old brother, but I never mentioned his name.

"Just the 40-year-old brother."

"The name is easy to remember." Zhao Xing paused and let go of my hand. "I like him very much?"

"I like it, I have a desire to conquer him."

When I was in front of Zhao Xing, most of the time I had something to say, promising this person was much more interesting than my past lovers, he was not greedy for money, he didn’t act or make trouble, and he didn’t try to please me, because Work is very important, so I can choose to deal with it first, and because I am thinking about me, I rush back after work-although I haven’t met him, I like his independent appearance very much, his life does not revolve around I turn, this is a quality that I appreciate.

Zhao Xing laughed when he heard my words, and said, "You like this kind of independent young people?"

I shook my head and said, "It's just that I haven't encountered it before, but now I feel fresh."

"Then when will your freshness pass?" Zhao Xing asked warmly.

"I don't know, maybe a month, maybe a year?" I told the truth.

"You still want to divorce me."

In this sentence, Zhao Xing used an affirmative sentence.

"Yes." I also gave an affirmative answer.

Zhao Xing didn't say any more words of prayer, he seemed very tired, and said directly: "When we can get a divorce, let's get a divorce."

"Okay," I finally got the answer I wanted, and to be honest, I didn't feel too happy, "I won't marry anyone else in the future."

Zhao Xing raised the corners of his mouth and showed a very standard smile. He said, "In this case, you are not breaking your promise."

We all remember that we promised each other that we would be the only legal partners in this life.When I made the promise at the time, I did go with the idea of ​​being a couple for the rest of my life, but it's a pity that people's emotions are out of control, they come and go quickly.

"I want to find someone and get married casually," Zhao Xing didn't seem to be saying angry words, "I really want to erase every trace of you from my life bit by bit, it's best to let me suddenly lose my memory, Forget about being such a bastard."

"After divorce, you are free, you can marry whoever you want," I have always been very reasonable, I will not play the set of only allowing state officials to set fires and not allow people to light lamps, nor my own set The standard is imposed on others, and Zhao Xing is required not to marry, "If you can forget it, then forget me."

Zhao Xing took a deep look at me and said, "It's impossible in this life."

I don't know what he means by impossibility, does he mean marrying someone at random, or forgetting me, or maybe both?

But I know, I won Zhao Xing again, he will never be able to hurt me.

I stretched out my hand to him, he hesitated for a few seconds, then took my hand again, we held hands, but the state of mind was quite different from before.

He said, "I don't want to send you to Xu Nuo."

"Then don't send it off, I'll take a taxi by myself later."

"I want to take you home, I've already cooked the soup."

"At most, you have bought the ingredients, and you have to go to the express cabinet to get them."

"What's so good about him?"

"It's nothing better than a finger of yours."

"I don't want a divorce."

"You just said yes."

"I regret it."

"..."

I was a little speechless, and wanted to withdraw my hand, but he held it tightly, and he said: "A poor wife will not go to court, don't be so cruel to me."

"If you keep procrastinating like this, and the relationship between us is wiped out bit by bit, that's called cruelty," my voice was very cold, without any extra emotion, "It's better to end decently than to be hysterical one day It's a good time. Zhao Xing, you can't stand someone I really like."

"Since you know..."

Zhao Xing squeezed my fingers tightly, but soon let go, I guess he was afraid of hurting me.

"From the time you first proposed an open relationship, you should have anticipated the current situation," I don't like my brain sometimes, it always allows me to predict the outcome of events in advance, "I taught you , Make a decision and be responsible for it, Zhao Xing."

"That's not my unilateral decision, it's our decision." Zhao Xing tried his best to restrain his tone, but his chest couldn't help heaving up and down, obviously he was very angry with me.

But I didn't have the slightest thought of backing down, and refuted him: "My decision at the time was 'I want to break up with you', and you gave us a new choice."

"Cui Minglang, you really are an asshole."

"Everyone, Zhao Xingxing, you have played with more people than me in the past few years."

Zhao Xing turned his head away, his neck was flushed with anger, and he said, "Can we not quarrel."

"There's no quarrel, isn't this a debate? Anyway, I couldn't convince you, and you persuaded me."

Zhao Xing took a few deep breaths, suppressed the fire, and said, "Give me an address."

"what?"

"Give me your lover's address, and I'll call you a car."

"You can email me the electronic invoice for taxi rides, and I'll find someone to reimburse you." I said this on purpose, trying to make Zhao Xing angry.

Zhao Xing was really fooled, his face turned red this time, and he said, "You fucking..."

I raised my hand, squeezed his face, leaned over, and kissed his lips, but he didn't hide and let me kiss him.

"He's just a toy."

"Who is not your plaything?"

I didn't speak.

"I know you really loved me, but I've been thinking recently, is that Cui Minglang who loves me just my illusion? I can't remember what he looks like."