that bastard i love

Wen Gulin walked home slowly and opened the door. There was no light in the house, and it was pitch black at a glance.

It seems that Zhang Min didn't come out to look for him, nor did he come back home to wait for him.

That's good, save effort.

Wen Gulin turned on the headlight in the living room, went upstairs, dragged out a suitcase from under the bed, and stuffed his own clothes in the closet into the suitcase one by one with no expression on his face.

What is he still looking forward to?

Nothing to look forward to now.

Wen Gulin smiled, zipped up the suitcase, and quickly walked downstairs with the suitcase.

"Mr. Wen is going on a trip?" The little security guard at the door saw Wen Gulin pulling the suitcase and asked with a smile.

Wen Gulin said, "Well, let's go."

"Okay, Mr. Wen, Happy New Year!" The little security guard rubbed his red hands with cold, and waved to Wen Gulin with a smile.

"Happy New Year."

Wen Gulin hailed a taxi on the side of the road and got in with a suitcase.

"Where are you going brother?" the driver asked.

"Go to the old alley over Dongjiaomin Lane."

Sitting in the car, Wen Gulin felt the car start before he gently took off his scarf, lowered his head, and looked at the beating messages on his phone.

All the groups are celebrating the New Year, if it was in the past, he would definitely join in without hesitation to chat and grab red envelopes, and then pull everyone to brag.

But now, he didn't have that mood at all.

This time, he finally made up his mind to leave.

Leaving the home where he lived for three years.

Leave that, the person he loves deeply.

"Brother, here it is, 43 yuan."

"Oh, good."

After Wen Gulin paid the money, he got out of the car with the suitcase.

Looking at the gray old alley in front of me, I was deeply moved.

He used to think that he would never come back in his life.

Here is the house he bought with all his savings when he first came to Beijing.

At that time, he felt that even though he came to Beijing with Zhang Min, it was still not good to eat and live in other people's homes, so he paid for it himself and bought a rather old second-hand house.

It's a pity that not long after buying it, he was tricked and coaxed by Zhang Min to move there.

The world is impermanent, and he did not expect that a dilapidated second-hand house he bought before would become his only shelter now.

But I heard that this old alley will be demolished in a few years.

Wen Gulin put on a scarf, carried a suitcase, and approached the alley, remembering to look for the small house that he only lived in once or twice three years ago.

He remembered that there was a row of broken street lamps in front of that small house, and he had used this street lamp to play tricks on Zhang Min at that time.

At that time, the street lamp was really old, and it often flashed back and forth. You had to pat it with your hands to light it up. Sometimes it was scary at night.

At that time when Zhang Min sent him back to this small house, he played a game with Zhang Min. He remembered that game very deeply. He told Zhang Min at that time that his love for Zhang Min could light up a broken street lamp. .

Zhang Min didn't believe it at the time, and then he pretended to stand under the street lamp and shouted: Zhang Min, I love you.

The street lights were on, but in fact, he secretly patted the broken street lights with his hands, so they turned on.

But Zhang Min didn't notice it at the time, and said why it was so evil, and then imitated him and shouted: "Wen Gulin, I love you."

But the street lights were not on.

At that time, he smiled and told Zhang Min that Zhang Min's love for him was not deep enough, so the street lights would not turn on.

What did Zhang Min say at that time?

Zhang Min said at the time that he would work hard and love Wen Gulin more every day.

At that time, hearing this, my heart was full of sweetness.

But now, standing under the streetlight that was full of beautiful memories between them, but the sweetness at the beginning is no longer there, only strong bitterness.

"Zhang Min, I love you." Wen Gulin raised his head, looked at the extinguished street lights, his eyes were red, and there was a hint of sob in his voice.

The street lights were not on.

"Zhang Min, I love you!" Wen Gulin yelled again, feeling a little out of control, patting the dilapidated street lamp with his hands.

The street lights still didn't come on.

The streetlights would not work, and years of weather and frost had completely destroyed his circuits.

It won't light up anymore, it's completely broken.

The trick of love should also come to an end.

A magician will always be a magician and will never become a magician, and a fake trick will never become a miracle.

Eileen Chang said: I thought that love could fill the regrets in life, however, it is love that creates more regrets.

Then, is he a trace of regret in Zhang Min's life?

If he can become the regret in Zhang Min's life, he will feel very honored.

At least in the past three years, he has not been busy in vain.

Goodbye, Zhang Min.

The boring story between them also came to a successful conclusion today.

Those love tricks that seem like love but not love should also come to an end.