Jin Jiaxuan 2: Poem of Silence

The gang from the Criminal Investigation Bureau has to stay here tonight, waiting for the news from the colleagues dispatched below and the further investigation results of the police in various places.

It was nearly twelve o'clock, Jin Xu asked Shang Yang to go back to rest, and tomorrow the research institute had to go to work as usual.

"Xiao Jin, don't just move your mouth, I'll send you off to Director Shang." The other police officers said one after another.

"No need to send it away." Shang Yang said.

"Use." Jin Xu got up and said, "Let's go."

Shang Yang: "..."

When Jin Xu escorted him out, the two of them looked at each other with helpless faces. It was not once or twice, not even three or four times that the criminal police saw.

"Hey." Shang Yang sighed in resignation, and said, "Go back and get down to business, what to send, our home is less than 1000 meters away from the unit, and we will be home soon."

Jin Xu said: "Don't think too much, I'll just send you downstairs."

Shang Yang: "...Don't be mad at me, it's a big deal for you to enter the headquarters?"

Jin Xu felt a little embarrassed, and said, "I'm not crazy."

Immediately said again: "It's a little crazy, does it bother you?"

Shang Yang laughed, the two walked to the elevator, and Jin Xu pressed the down button.

"You can be crazy." Shang Yang put his hands behind his back, and said in a tone of approval from his superiors and subordinates, "Comrade Xiao Jin, you are a little better than I imagined."

Jin Xu also laughed, glanced at the empty corridor, and said in a low voice: "It's been a night, and I just want to have a few words with you alone. I'm embarrassed in front of people, and I feel uncomfortable."

The elevator door opened, and the two entered. Shang Yang pressed the first floor and said, "What are you talking about? Tell me."

Jin Xu didn't speak, turned to look at Shang Yang, and Shang Yang also looked at him, Jin Xu's lips moved, but they were tense again.

The elevator descended slowly. At this time, there were no people on the other floors, and it went smoothly to the first floor without stopping.

"I'll leave if I don't say anything," Shang Yang guessed what love words he swallowed back, and teased him, "You can't say anything good. You have to hurry up and walk the puppy when you go back."

Jin Xu said: "It's almost 5 minutes of walking, go to bed early."

Shang Yang said: "Don't tell me? Then I'm leaving."

"It's going to change if you say it." Jin Xu said with a bit of annoyance, "Let's go, tell me when you get home."

After leaving the gate of the unit, she returned home in less than 10 minutes. Elizabeth was put on a dog leash, and rushed out of the house and into the elevator. Shang Yang held her with one hand and sent a message to Jin Xu with the other, telling him that she had arrived home.

Jin Xu: Good.

Shang Yang: Are you busy now?

Jin Xu: Take a rest, some are making instant noodles, some are drinking coffee and tea, waiting for the latest news below.

Shang Yang: Then you also rest for a while.

He led the puppy to the yard, let it lead the way, and walked around. It was past twelve o'clock, and there was no one in the yard. The cold wind in the first month made Shang Yang keep shrinking his neck. It's also cold, but seeing that Jin Xu's dialogue box is always "typing", I want to wait and see what he says.

After a while, Jin Xu's news came: I'm a little crazy today, isn't it annoying?I have been working for a long time and have never seen the world. On the first day you brought me into this unit, I was like a chicken in an eagle's nest. I was so nervous that I almost couldn't walk. After the meeting today, I found that I seemed to be I can also be an eagle, so I can't help becoming arrogant, don't laugh at me.

Shang Yang carefully read the news twice before saying: I am not kidding you, if I were you, I would be more insane than you.Was that what you wanted to say in the elevator?

Jin Xu: Pretty much. At that time, I really wanted to kiss you, but unfortunately there was a camera.

Shang Yang generously said: When this case is solved, you can kiss as you like.

Jin Xu: Is it okay to have a camera?Then I still want to be with you...

He said something that wasn't right, and Officer Jin thought it was quite exciting.

Shang Yang didn't care about the dirty words, he just warned him: If other people around see you tell me this, I will beat you to death.

After more than ten minutes, Shang Yang was about to take Elizabeth back, but Jin Xu didn't reply, probably busy with something.

Shang Yang came home, washed up and went to bed, put his phone next to his pillow, and just fell asleep in a daze, there was a WeChat message reminding him, he thought it was Jin Xu, when he touched it, the person who sent the message was Jing Jing, a high school classmate Xuan, asked him: Are you asleep?

Shang Yang didn't reply immediately, not sure what this person was looking for him for.

Jing Xuan: I want to talk to someone, but in such a big world, I can't find anyone to talk to.

After a while, he sent again: "Second Year High School Art Performance, I really heard you play the piano, you played Castle in the Sky, and you played it very badly."

Shang Yang still didn't reply to him, thinking, are you drunk talking about things from more than ten years ago in the middle of the night?

Jing Xuan: Later, when I went abroad to study, I found that I liked boys. The first person I talked to was a classmate of Chinese descent. The first time we met, he played the piano at a party, and he played very badly.

My grandfather fell ill last winter and urged me to find a partner quickly. He was so relieved. I told the people around me that I needed to find someone. They recommended you. I saw that it was you.

I saw your current photo, why haven't you changed at all?At that time, I always read your information, the more I read, the more familiar I became, and the more I read, the more I pondered. Why did I suddenly bend when I went abroad? How could I remember you so clearly when I didn’t know you well? Maybe you are me Sexual enlightenment people.

Shang Yang was shocked, isn't it, how could such a thing happen?The two don't know each other at all!

Fortunately, Jing Xuan’s next sentence is: Later I found out, it’s because you look like him, the familiarity is not because I remember you, but because you two are the same type, I miss him so much, from your photos When I get to the point where I look like him, I just think wildly, have hallucinations, and lie to myself repeatedly, I can fall in love with others, and I don't want to think about him anymore.

Shang Yang was so sleepy that he couldn't keep his eyes open, and he also felt that Jing Xuan's love affair was simply absurd, what kind of gay men's life-and-death relationship, what a soap opera.

Jing Xuan treats him like a tree hole, and continues to send new messages: I really miss him so much. After I came back yesterday, I kept thinking, is it because you police are joking with me and lying to me? How could he die? Ah, how could it be, he is still waiting for me to find our child, he likes children the most, he will be a good father, I lied to him, why is it not retribution on me, why is he the one who died.

You police lied to me, right? He must still be waiting for me in Guangzhou. When I can’t bear it, go to him first, so that he can taunt me face to face. I will let him taunt me. I will find our child, and I will never I won't make him angry anymore!

I swear, I will never make him angry again in this life, never again in this life.

This person seemed to have enjoyed himself and stopped harassing Shang Yang.

The phone was silent, Shang Yang's upper and lower eyelids were fighting, half asleep and half awake trying to read the crazy text, suddenly he opened his eyes, there was a subtle strangeness in his heart, something seemed wrong?He read Jing Xuan's news again, and then thought about Jing Xuan's behavior after learning the news of his ex-boyfriend's death at the city bureau yesterday... bad.

In the silent morning, the emergency department of the hospital.

A criminal policeman from the city bureau, two district policemen and monk Yang, waited outside together, while the doctors and nurses inside were still doing gastric lavage for Jingxuan.

This person swallowed half a bottle of sleeping pills, and he still lives alone. If it wasn't for Shang Yang's quick reaction, when he realized something was wrong, he would have called 110 immediately, and the police from the nearest police station would have rushed to check the situation. , When it is discovered, I am afraid that people will be cold.

The Municipal Bureau also received the notice and sent a criminal policeman who directly investigated the case of the delivery man.

"The doctor said it was delivered in time," Shang Yang said to the criminal policeman, "There should be no danger."

The old criminal policeman said: "Hasn't he broken up with that person for a long time? Why can't you think about it so much?"

Shang Yang said: "It's hard to say... Anyway, he must have something to hide from everyone, not telling the truth."

The criminal policeman looked troubled. Jing Xuan's suicide is a big or small trouble for the case being investigated. He said to Shang Yang: "I'll make a report to the superior."

Shang Yang nodded and said, "By the way, let me tell your leaders that this matter has been notified to the Criminal Investigation Bureau. The bureau means to keep quiet, and everything else remains the same."

The criminal police went to the side to make a phone call.At this time, the doctor came out and said that the patient had gastric lavage in time, and it would be better to rest for one more day, and the problem was not serious.

Shang Yang thanked him, took out his mobile phone, called back Jin Xu who had just called, and told Jin Xu and everyone in the headquarters: Jing Xuan is fine and safe.

Over there, Jin Xu said: "You can go back if you have nothing to do. Didn't the Municipal Bureau send someone there?"

Shang Yang said, "Ask the leaders for their opinions. I think it might be better if I come to Jingxuan to ask questions."

Jin Xu: "..."

"At least he trusts me." Shang Yang said, "People who have just committed suicide are either extremely fragile or extremely strong psychologically, and it is not easy for strangers to let him off guard."

Jin Xu consulted other criminal policemen for advice, and then said: "Okay, you can ask him. Before he wakes up, you should find a place to sleep for a while."

Shang Yang said: "Have you slept yet?"

"Slept for an hour." Jin Xu said in a more relaxed tone, "The net will be closed at dawn, and the results of this night have been outstanding."

Although Shang Yang was concerned about these cases, he also knew that now was not the time to talk in detail, so he said, "I'll greet you when I finish asking Jing Xuan."

Soon, Jing Xuan woke up, just as Shang Yang predicted, he showed an abnormal state, he was very resistant to the doctors, nurses and policemen who tried to get close to him, even a little rude, he yelled at them to leave, until When Shang Yang walked into the ward, he didn't know whether Jing Xuan remembered that he had left his "last words" to Shang Yang, or whether he was thinking about the friendship of his classmates, and he didn't go crazy anymore, but just looked at Shang Yang and tacitly allowed him to approach.

Shang Yang signaled the doctors, nurses and police officers to go out first, and he sat down on the chair next to Jing Xuan's bed, thinking about how to cut into the questioning.

Jing Xuan stared at the police button on his shirt collar, and suddenly said: "He also wanted to be a policeman when he was a child, but his grades were too good. He was the number one student in the college entrance examination in his province. His high school teacher instructed him to apply for a computer major. In their place He thought that computers would be easy to find a job, but he was ignorant of computers, fell in love with games by mistake, and became a game enthusiast... He said he was a problem solver in a small town with a genetic mutation, but he wouldn't let me Speaking of him like this, he can say that I am a Tianlong person, but I cannot say that he is a small town and a problem writer, is this fair?"

Shang Yang: "..."

Jing Xuan smiled, calmed down again, and said: "No one believes it, he doesn't believe it, and I didn't believe it for a while, but I know now, I really love him."

"So you want a child of his?" Shang Yang said, "Then why hide it from him?"

"Did I tell you yesterday?" Jing Xuan was puzzled for a moment, then suddenly said, "Oh, I told you, I lied to him."

They "placed an order" at the agency for a pair of twins, one of her boyfriend's and one of Jing Xuan's own, but one of the pair of embryos, the one with Jing Xuan's genes, withered shortly after being implanted into the mother's body. died.

Just when Jing Xuan was about to tell her boyfriend the bad news, the news about a certain female star's "abandonment" broke out. It was the first time that her boyfriend learned that this kind of transaction was not a pure "commercial act" through online science popularization. , subverted his certain worldview, and the joy of hearing that the fetus had been implanted and was about to take shape disappeared, and turned into moral torture, and even some mental anxiety reactions appeared.

Seeing this situation, Jing Xuan changed his words in a more eloquent way, saying that his boyfriend's "child" was gone and did not exist in this world, trying to reduce his boyfriend's sense of guilt.But what followed was that there was a problem with the agency, and the person in charge ran away with the money and could not be contacted. As "clients", they had no direct contact with the surrogate mother - the only "child" left, just lost like this .

The boyfriend reacted very violently, he must go to Jing Xuan to find both the surrogate mother and the child, even if the police file a lawsuit, he must find it, it is a child, not just throwing something away.

But this kind of "contract" is not recognized by law. If something is illegal, how can it be reported to the police?What kind of lawsuit can I file?

The two had quarreled several times over this matter. The boyfriend is a pure science guy with a bit of social fear, and he has a sensitive temperament, not as good-mouthed as Jing Xuan. Every time he quarreled, he would fight coldly, trying to use such an attitude Show that you will not give in easily.After coming down several times, Jing Xuan got annoyed, and on the last time he said something out of place, he said, "Who am I? I'm missing a child? It's just to get you twins to play with, so I'm doing this with you, and the only thing left is What's the point of finding one?" The boyfriend was stunned for a long time, and then broke up on the spot, Jing Xuan thought he was losing his temper, but he was playing for real, packed up his things, and immediately moved out of the house where the two lived together. Afterwards, he returned to Guangdong as if he had run away directly.

"He loves an embryo more than me." Jing Xuan smiled wryly, "The concept of passing on the family line in a small city is really scary."

Shang Yang: "..."

Jing Xuan quickly denied his last sentence: "He still loves me very much. He called me the last time before he died. He must have regretted it and wanted to ask me for peace."

"Maybe he just drank too much and was condemned by his conscience. He wanted to ask you if you found the child." Shang Yang said in a cold tone.

Jing Xuan was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't expect him to say such a thing.It was as if he thought that others would be moved by his love without regard for gains or losses.

And Shang Yang took a few deep breaths to calm down the nausea that was churning in his chest, and finally said: "This little love thing of yours is more important than the life you forcibly created, isn't it? Why does he love you? Do you really love me?" Worse than a placenta."