The substitute always wants to be Bai Yueguang

Looking at the bed covered in cold sweat, Lu Yingchuan kept thinking about Shu Yuan who didn't like him anymore, and clenched his hands on his knees fiercely.

When he was on the plane, he kept thinking about whether Shu Yuan's words were artificially synthesized, and why he didn't like him.

Now it seems...

Lu Yingchuan looked at Shu Yuan, pursed his lips tightly, and the wound on his thigh was also aching.

Seeing that Shu Yuan's salt water was gone, he stood up and rang the bell, and the nurse quickly came in to change Shu Yuan's dressing.

Lu Yingchuan kept his eyes on Shu Yuan:

"How long until he wakes up?"

"The fever is gone," the nurse glanced at, "I guess he will wake up soon."

As soon as the words fell, Shu Yuan woke up leisurely. Everything in the dream was real and tragic. After waking up, he sat on the bed and couldn't tell which was the dream and which was the reality.

When he looked up and saw Lu Yingchuan, he was taken aback for a moment, and then turned his gaze away like a soulless doll.

Shu Yuan thought to himself that he was really stupid, how could Lu Yingchuan be here.

He got out of bed, and just took two steps when he was pulled back by the infusion tube.

There was a tingling pain in his hand, and he came back to his senses and glanced around, only to realize that the decoration here is not at home at all, but in a hospital.

Lu Yingchuan also came back to his senses and saw Shu Yuan's bloody hand, he froze suddenly, and then carried him back to the bed:

"what are you doing?!"

Lu Yingchuan's familiar breath sprayed on the top of Shu Yuan's head, and he froze. The things he encountered in the past few days, since he was sad and helpless, he saw that Lu Yingchuan had finally calmed down, and his emotions rose again. The grievance was so extreme that he wanted to hold Lu Yingchuan and cry.

But Yu Wen's face flashed across his mind, and he abruptly stopped such thoughts.

He looked at Lu Yingchuan, and the appearance of the man in front of him gradually overlapped with that graceful and luxurious Qu Rongrong.

Shu Yuan pushed Lu Yingchuan away and closed his eyes:

"You go."

Lu Yingchuan's pupils trembled, and he could hear the indifference in Shu Yuan's tone.

How long has it been?Less than half a month.

He didn't believe that Shu Yuan would change his mind in such a short period of time. He grabbed Shu Yuan's shoulder and said in a low and hoarse voice:

"Are you confused? I'm Lu Yingchuan."

Shu Yuan's heart trembled, of course he knew it was Lu Yingchuan, even if it turned into ashes, it was impossible for him not to recognize Lu Yingchuan.

It's just that now he really doesn't know what kind of mood to face Lu Yingchuan, so he simply closes his eyes:

"Lu Yingchuan, you go, let's do it like this, we are not suitable."

Lu Yingchuan looked at Shu Yuan in astonishment, his heart and even internal organs suffered a turmoil.

During their most tormented period, Shu Yuan never showed such a broken attitude.

This time he was not hysterical, nor was he crying out of grievance or sadness.

It was calm, so calm that Lu Yingchuan was terrified, he panicked completely, and shouted:

"What's inappropriate? At this point you tell me it's inappropriate, why are we inappropriate? You take this sentence back, I don't like this sentence, let me tell you, I don't want to marry a woman, I swear ,You believe me."

"I went to country M during this time. I went to deal with some things. I didn't not answer the phone on purpose. I will finish it soon. Lin Yanbei is about to find him. You give me a week for a week. I really want to talk to that Women don't matter, I didn't touch her."

Lu Yingchuan kept looking at Shu Yuan. He explained so many things but did not see any fluctuations in Shu Yuan's expression.

Shu Yuan took a deep breath:

"Where are we suitable? Lu Yingchuan, it's not right to belong to the wrong family. Your family wants you to marry someone who matches your identity. I can't do it. Even if I don't want any title, I won't fight for anything or snatch anything. They can't tolerate it." Mine, I'm a stain on you."

Lu Yingchuan was stunned, he stretched out his hand to hold Shu Yuan, his deep eyes were confused and helpless, he didn't know why his lover who was still affectionate half a month ago suddenly changed his face:

"Shu Yuan, I didn't touch that woman."

Shu Yuan saw Lu Yingchuan's red eyes, and he looked away:

"It doesn't matter Lu Yingchuan, it doesn't matter whether you touch it or not, I don't care anymore."

"How can you not care!" Lu Yingchuan pinched his shoulders and shouted, his eyes were red, "You can't say that it's not suitable, we were not suitable before, why didn't you say it before?! You can't... ..."

"You can't..." Lu Yingchuan choked up, with a trace of paranoia in his eyes, he didn't know what he couldn't do, and finally choked out a sentence, "You can only love me..."

Shu Yuan closed his eyes, his head was in a mess now, he felt that his eyes were pitch black, and he couldn't get to the end.

He used to think that Lu Yingchuan was his lamp, as long as he was there, everything would be fine.

But now?His lights were forced to go out, and he couldn't help thinking why if Qu Rongrong was Lu Yingchuan's mother, it would be great if Qu Rongrong was not Lu Yingchuan's mother.

The name Lu Yingchuan is like a small sapling, it has already taken root deep in his heart, and Shu Yuan would feel unbearably distressed if he was hit by wind and rain.

But now Shu Yuan wants to dig out the well-cared-for sapling by himself, and there is a large piece of space where the heart belongs to the young sapling, and the bloody wound on the heart will not heal no matter what.

Shu Yuan opened his eyes, but found that the sound of breathing alone was trembling, he gritted his teeth:

"I was wrong before. I should be in the mud ditch, but I insisted on catching the moon in the sky. I crossed the line. I'm sorry, please forgive me."

Lu Yingchuan gritted his teeth, his mouth was filled with the smell of blood, he held Shu Yuan's shoulder tightly, so hard that it seemed to crush his shoulder:

"You're sick today, we'll talk when you get better."

After speaking, he let go of Shu Yuan and straightened up:

"I'm going to buy you something to eat."

"Lu Yingchuan," Shu Yuan stopped him and said hoarsely, "I regret it."

Lu Yingchuan froze, he felt that he should leave this place immediately, but his feet were very heavy, and he couldn't move them no matter what.

"I regret it, I regret meeting you, I regret being with you, if there is a chance to do it again, I must not know you."

Shu Yuan couldn't bear to look at Lu Yingchuan's expression, he just wanted to push Lu Yingchuan away now, he couldn't face Lu Yingchuan, as soon as he faced Lu Yingchuan, he would think of Yu Wen.

Lu Yingchuan clenched his fingertips tightly, he turned his head slightly stiffly, and said:

"You have a good rest first."

After speaking, he strode out of the ward, then walked into the fire escape and leaned against the wall as if he was exhausted.

With shaking hands, he took out a cigarette from his pocket, and the lighter failed to ignite even after a few strokes.

Lu Yingchuan slammed the lighter out. The lighter hit the wall and jumped a few times before exploding.

Accompanied by this explosion, Lu Yingchuan felt that the heart in his chest also exploded, and it was the first time he experienced this kind of pain.

There is no end to death, no end.

He slowly took out the cigarette from the corner of his mouth, his hands were hanging limply by his side, his left leg was slightly bent, the two wounds were new.

He hasn't changed his medicine since he was injured, and the wound is hurting badly at this time, but no matter how painful it is, there is no pain in his chest.

He really underestimated Shu Yuan before, looking thin and weak, he hurt people so hard.

Lu Yingchuan asked Assistant Xiang to buy porridge, and he stayed outside for a while before returning.

When I got back to the ward, I was taken aback when I saw the quilt folded on the bed, grabbed a medical staff member and said:

"What about others?!"

Seeing Lu Yingchuan's appearance, the nurse was stunned for a moment. If it wasn't for the frost on the man's face, she would be a nympho, and said:

"He was just released from the hospital a few minutes ago."

Lu Yingchuan's breathing became disordered, he was so anxious, didn't he want to stay by his side at all!

He was about to turn around and chase after the doctor came out with a list and said to the nurse:

"He still hasn't taken a checklist, so he's gone?"

The nurse glanced at Lu Yingchuan and said, "Who are you from that patient just now?"

"Boyfriend." Lu Yingchuan said coldly.

The corner of the doctor's mouth curled into a smile when he heard the words:

"In that case, congratulations to this gentleman, your lover is pregnant with twins."

Lu Yingchuan was overjoyed, and had some questions:

"Twins? I didn't find them in the previous inspection."

"In the early pregnancy, other doctors may not have noticed, but now the two fetal heartbeats are obvious, congratulations." After speaking, he stuffed the examination report into Lu Yingchuan's arms and turned to get busy.

Holding the inspection report, Lu Yingchuan looked at the picture on the report and stroked it lightly. This is...his and Shu Yuan's child.

He wiped his face vigorously, then folded the report and put it gently in his arms.

Instead of going home, Shu Yuan bought some fruits and went to the cemetery, where he placed them one by one in front of Yu Wen's tombstone.

If he said nothing, it seemed that every word he said would aggravate his sin.

I don't know how long he stood there, Shu Yuan's legs were already numb before he moved, stretched out his hand and gently stroked the head of the stele:

"Brother will see you tomorrow."

When Shu Yuan went back downstairs and saw Lu Yingchuan's car, he was stunned for a moment, pretending not to see it, and went straight past it.

Lu Yingchuan grabbed Shu Yuan's hand, his voice was already hoarse:

"Did you eat? Where did you go?"

Shu Yuan broke free from his palm, and said with a cold face that Lu Yingchuan had never seen before:

"This has nothing to do with Mr. Lu, this is my home, please go back."

Lu Yingchuan grabbed Shu Yuan and pushed him against the wall, gritting his teeth:

"You have two of my children in your belly, you said they have nothing to do with me?!"

"Mr. Lu remembered the wrong person." Shu Yuan looked directly into Lu Yingchuan's eyes, "Besides, we are not married, so how could the child in my belly belong to Mr. Lu?"

Lu Yingchuan was out of breath, he hugged Shu Yuan compulsively, and said in a low voice:

"Shu Yuan, are you blaming me for not marrying you yet? If you want the two of us to get the certificate right away, I beg you, stop making trouble."

Shu Yuan closed his eyes, if he had heard Lu Yingchuan say that before, he would have dragged Lu Yingchuan away long ago, but now it's not like before, there is still Yu Wen between them.

He couldn't push Lu Yingchuan away, so he stretched out his hand and twisted his leg hard, saying:

"Lu Yingchuan, I really don't care anymore, I've made my words so clear, do you want me to hate you and disgust you?"