The substitute always wants to be Bai Yueguang

After Shu Yuan came to his senses, Lu Yingchuan had already rushed out. He was stunned for a moment, thinking that Lin Yanbei's expression was really bad.

Even if they didn't become lovers, they were friends from childhood to adulthood, so he didn't think it was unusual for Lu Yingchuan to be so anxious because of Lin Yanbei, and when he came to Shuyuan, he also admired Lin Yanbei, so naturally he wouldn't be much think.

It's just that he was genuinely worried about Lin Yanbei's situation.

Shu Yuan went back to his room and changed his clothes, then he put on some comfortable clothes and went out.

He plans to find some more relaxed jobs. He is still stable now, and he plans to save some money to learn some crafts, so as to shorten the distance with Lu Yingchuan, even though Lu Yingchuan doesn't care about it.

Thinking of Lu Yingchuan, the corners of Shu Yuan's mouth curled up slightly. He firmly believed that only a love that is evenly matched can be regarded as a good one.

......

Lu Yingchuan never thought that Lin Yanbei would commit suicide. If Zhou Xiao hadn't found out, he would feel like breaking out in a cold sweat just thinking about it.

It took Lu Yingchuan only 10 minutes to get to the hospital at least an hour away.

He was still being rescued when he arrived at the hospital, and Zhou Xiao leaned against the door of the operating room with his hands folded and a solemn face waiting.

Seeing Lu Yingchuan, anger welled up in Zhou Xiao's eyes, but thinking that this was a hospital, he resisted the urge to fight.

He walked over, suppressing his anger and said:

"Isn't Yanbei with you?"

Lu Yingchuan ignored him: "How's the situation?"

Seeing that he ignored it, Zhou Xiao wiped his face in frustration. Although he was angry, Lu Yingchuan was also his brother, so he put these things aside for the time being, and said:

"It's not clear, but it's not particularly good, but fluoxetine and sertraline were found in the apartment where he was staying."

"Depression?" Lu Yingchuan's pupils trembled.

Zhou Xiao nodded. He felt the same for Lu Yingchuan's accident. You must know that Lin Yanbei has the best personality among the three of them. He is sunny and positive. Such a person suffers from depression, which is unexpected.

A few hours later, the doctor broke the solemn atmosphere. He looked at Lu Yingchuan and Zhou Xiao, and said:

"The patient has escaped from danger, please rest assured, but the condition of the child in the pregnant woman's womb is not particularly good, and further observation is needed."

When this sentence came out, a thunderstorm exploded in the ears of the two of them.

First, Lu Yingchuan reacted first. He looked at the doctor and frowned deeply:

"child?"

The doctor saw his doubts and thought they hadn't noticed, so he explained:

"Well, one and a half months, who is the patient's husband? Sign it."

In the end, Lu Yingchuan signed as a friend.

Lin Yanbei was transferred to the advanced ward of the ward and has not yet woken up.

Zhou Xiao leaned against the window of the ward, looking at the pale Lin Yanbei on the hospital bed, with mixed emotions in his eyes:

"Why didn't he tell us anything..."

They were in an iron triangle relationship before, and they never gave up looking for him in the past six years, and finally found him, but the old friends who finally came back kept everything from them.

While Zhou Xiao was angry, he couldn't help but feel a little sad.

Lu Yingchuan's deep eyes looked at the gauze on Lin Yanbei's wrist, and finally his eyes fell on the abdomen under the quilt. After several seconds, he said:

"He didn't want to say that he should have his reasons."

Minutes and seconds passed, and Lin Yanbei finally woke up at eight o'clock in the evening.

Lu Yingchuan quickly rang the bell.

After all the checks were stable, the ward became quiet this time.

Lu Yingchuan stepped forward and said:

"Are there any discomforts?"

Lin Yanbei looked at Lu Yingchuan's face, closed his eyes deeply, two tears fell into his hair in an instant, and not long after, a subdued cry came from the ward.

Neither Lu Yingchuan nor Zhou Xiao bothered. It took some time before Lin Yanbei calmed down.

He asked Zhou Xiao to shake the bed, and said with red eyes:

"sorry......"

Lu Yingchuan fetched some water for him and said:

"We'll talk when you feel better."

Lin Yanbei shook his head, his voice was very soft:

"I don't want this kid, I've tried many ways but he just won't go..."

Zhou Xiao couldn't hold his breath in the first place, but he couldn't help it after listening for a long time. He gritted his teeth:

"Where's his father?!"

Hearing this, Lin Yanbei's expression gradually became painful, and his body trembled slightly, as if recalling a very painful memory.

"Zhou Xiao." Lu Yingchuan reached out and patted Lin Yanbei, looking at Zhou Xiao with a hint of warning in his eyes, "Go and buy some porridge and come back."

Zhou Xiao clicked his tongue and wanted to push back, but he also knew that he had said the wrong thing, so he took a look at Lin Yanbei and walked out.

After Zhou Xiao left, Lu Yingchuan reached out to move the quilt to Lin Yanbei:

"Wait until you want to talk about it. The child's matter will be decided after the inspection results tomorrow."

Lu Yingchuan's voice was cold and unwavering, as was his eyes.

But Lin Yanbei gradually calmed down in his voice, but he felt ashamed because of it. He actually wanted to make Lu Yingchuan a scapegoat...

At this moment, Shu Yuan in Xiangshan was still sitting at the dinner table waiting for Lu Yingchuan.

He looked at the phone countless times with his head propped up. On weekdays, if Lu Yingchuan came back late, he would usually send a message, but today there was no message.

Shu Yuan was a little worried, but he was also afraid that his phone call would disturb Lu Yingchuan.

Time passed by every minute and every second, at ten o'clock Shu Yuan couldn't take it anymore, turned on the phone and thought about it, but he didn't call but sent a message.

--Are you done?Are you coming back tonight?

The message notification sounded suddenly in the ward. Lu Yingchuan glanced at Lin Yanbei who was holding his hand tightly, and stretched out his hand to reach for the phone.

Seeing the message from Shu Yuan, Lu Yingchuan felt better after a day of depression.

He wanted to talk back, but he glanced at Lin Yanbei who finally fell asleep again, and tapped his fingers:

——The situation here is unstable. I won’t come back tonight. You should eat and sleep well, and cover yourself with quilts.

Shu Yuan guarded the phone, and soon the message came over. Seeing the second half of the sentence, he laughed twice:

—Okay, then I won’t wait for you, my husband.

After sending it, Shu Yuan looked at the title, his ears suddenly felt hot, and he slammed down the phone.

His heart was beating non-stop, and he felt ashamed and sweet. He went upstairs to the bed without eating, and took a deep breath of Lu Yingchuan's breath while hugging Lu Yingchuan's pillow.

The faint mint flavor dilutes the dryness and heat, but what follows is the miss of Lu Yingchuan.

For more than half a month, Lu Yingchuan has basically slept with him, but now he is still not used to it...

Seeing Shu Yuan's title, Lu Yingchuan was stunned for a moment. It was hard to imagine what kind of expression Shu Yuan was typing. After all, he had seduced and yelled on the bed before that he would rather die than surrender.

Unexpectedly, he actually yelled honestly now, the corners of Lu Yingchuan's mouth raised, and his heart was itchy like being scratched by a cat's paw.

The urge to hug Shu Yuan was very strong, and it took him a long time to restrain himself before he would leave Lin Yan and leave.

Suddenly Lin Yanbei woke up with a start and sat up.

Lu Yingchuan was startled, thinking he had woken up, but found that Lin Yanbei's eyes were closed.

Before Lu Yingchuan could react, Lin Yanbei curled up trembling, begging for mercy.

"Let me go... let me go..."

It took Lu Yingchuan a moment to realize that Lin Yanbei was sleepwalking.

He didn't wake Lin Yanbei up, but just observed his behavior, and he felt relieved when he found that there was no self-abuse.

But what he said made Lu Yingchuan silent again. What happened to Lin Yanbei?

After finally surviving until dawn, Lu Yingchuan immediately called a psychiatrist to test Lin Yanbei's psychology.

The test results came out soon. Lu Yingchuan looked at the professional words in the report and frowned deeply:

"What do you mean?"

"The patient's psychological condition is very bad. Combined with other physical examinations, moderate depression and post-traumatic stress disorder, it is quite difficult, so I would like to ask if you know the source of his trauma?"

There was a gap in their understanding of Lin Yanbei for five years, and he didn't say anything, so Lu Yingchuan could only shake his head:

"He was in the military before."

The doctor raised his head:

"It turned out to be like this. Maybe he encountered something unacceptable during the war. If you actively communicate and understand the reason, the treatment will be relatively easy."

Lu Yingchuan nodded. After returning to the ward, other examination results came out. The most important one is that Lin Yanbei's current physical condition does not allow the child to be removed.

After Lin Yan got it, he stared numbly at his abdomen, and after a while he said in a hoarse voice of despair:

"If you can't take it off, you can't take it off, Achuan, I want to ask you one thing."

Lu Yingchuan pursed his lips: "Say it."

"This child... didn't come clean," Lin Yanbei's eyelashes trembled slightly when he said this, "I don't want my parents to know, so can you help me?"

Lin Yanbei noticed Lu Yingchuan's hesitation, he smiled wryly and said:

"Don't worry, I know that you and Shu Yuan are together, we are regretful after all, it's just that A Chuan sees that we have known each other for so long, A Chuan, help me hide it, don't tell anyone, I beg you... ..”

Looking at the tears on Lin Yanbei's face, Lu Yingchuan felt mixed emotions in his heart. Although Lin Yanbei had a good personality, he was also a very proud person, but now he begged for help.

"I see." Lu Yingchuan responded.

Shu Yuan hasn't seen Lu Yingchuan for the past two days, and he only chats with each other for a few short sentences every day. Although he is melancholy, he is not idle.

Finally, I found a coffee shop with good working hours and salary and not too far from Xiangshan to work as a waiter, but the manager said that I can learn to make drinks for free, which is also a kind of learning for Shu Yuan, so the two sides are very happy Happy to settle down.

After confirming the working time, Shu Yuan happily took a taxi back to Xiangshan. When he saw Lu Yingchuan's car at the door, Shu Yuan narrowed his eyes slightly.

He rushed in three steps at a time, and before he had time to hang on Lu Yingchuan's body, he saw Lin Yanbei sitting on the sofa reading a magazine.