The substitute always wants to be Bai Yueguang

His hair has grown longer and longer in the past four years. The long hair is casually draped behind him, and a few strands fell to the front with the movement. When the light hit him, the hair showed a faint golden color, adding a touch of softness to him. .

Even though he was far away and couldn't see his facial features clearly, Lu Yingchuan was able to outline his every expression.

Seeing Shu Yuan's figure gradually overlapping with the figure in his memory, an unprecedented shock hit him.

All kinds of emotions rushed into my heart for a while, melancholy, missing, nervous, afraid and guilty...

In the end, I stayed in the bitterness, but this bitterness is already considered good compared to the inability to fall asleep every night for the past four years.

How much he wanted to step forward and hug Shu Yuan tightly, and when this thought was about to overwhelm his reason, he twisted himself forcefully, not to disturb Shu Yuan.

Lu Yingchuan watched Shu Yuan engrave every move on stage into his mind greedily.

The people on the stage have not seen each other for four years, and they have become a little strange. He stood openly in front of so many people and played exciting music.

Confidence exuded from all over his body, and he had to admit that Shu Yuan, who left his side, became better and better.

This knowledge once again stabbed Lu Yingchuan in the chest. He smiled wryly, and still looked at Shu Yuan deeply, knowing that the audience applauded loudly, and he would never see that person again, just like losing his soul Sitting back in the chair.

As soon as Shu Yuan stepped down from the stage, he was presented with a large bouquet of flowers. He looked up and saw that it was Yunzheng.

A large bouquet of pink roses bloomed beautifully.

Shu Yuan looked at Yunzheng in confusion, who smiled embarrassedly:

"How long have you been learning the cello?"

Shu Yuan replied: "Four years."

"Four years!" Yunzheng was surprised, and her gentle tune rose slightly, "You are very hardworking and very talented."

Shu Yuan was a little embarrassed by the praise, and said thank you with a smile.

Yunzheng hesitated for a while, then said:

"Are your two babies okay?"

After speaking, he hurriedly said: "I don't mean anything else, just..." His eyes were dim, he could no longer have his own children, so he just liked children very much.

Shu Yuan smiled lightly and said:

"Someday when you are free, come and play with me, and you can see for yourself."

Yunzheng nodded again and again: "Okay, I will go alone then."

After Yunzheng left, Shu Yuan glanced at the large bouquet of golden roses in his arms, a little depressed, he always felt that something was wrong.

I felt it when I was on the stage. I always felt that there was a particularly hot gaze looking at him. Before stepping off the stage, he took a look upstairs and didn't see anyone he shouldn't see... ..

Are you thinking too much?

Shu Yuan didn't think about it any more, and immediately went back to his room to pack his luggage and rushed back to Zhenyuan after the game.

However, what he didn't know was that as soon as he checked out, Lu Yingchuan's call came to the front desk in the next second, saying that he would continue to stay.

Lu Yingchuan opened the door of Shu Yuan's room, stroked like a pervert bit by bit any place that Shu Yuan might have touched, and finally lay down on the bed, rolled up the quilt to cover himself tightly.

The tip of the nose seemed to be able to smell Shu Yuan's unique scent, with a milky smell, probably because the child was given too much milk, and it got a little wet over time.

Lu Yingchuan greedily ingested Shu Yuan's remaining breath, filling up the pain of the past four years.

At night, he walked out of the room and met Zhou Xiao and his wife head-on. Yunzheng looked at him with a complicated expression.

Lu Yingchuan didn't mind either, and said, "Have you sent the flowers?"

Yunzheng nodded.

Zhou Xiao sneered, feeling annoyed at the thought of his daughter-in-law giving flowers to others:

"Fault."

Lu Yingchuan didn't speak, and went back to City Z the next day.

After returning, he thought that he could continue to bear the miss like the past four years, but he was wrong.

Missing is like a gambler infected with a gambling addiction. After tasting the sweetness, he will not be out of control. He can't help it no matter what.

He looked at the same room as four years ago, but in the end he took out his mobile phone and asked Aunt Fan, who was by Shu Yuan's side, to package and send over the videos he had taken in the past few years.

There are a lot of photos, almost a thousand.

Lu Yingchuan sat on the sofa and flipped through them one by one, not missing any details.

He watched Shu Yuan's hair grow halfway to his waist, and watched the two children go from crawling to walking.

Lu Yingchuan looked at the children smiling at the camera, and his heart was moved. These two looked too much like him, and there was no trace of Shu Yuan on their faces. He was a little disappointed about this.

It would be nice to be like Shu Yuan... But no matter who he looks like, he likes it.

At this moment, Aunt Fan sent a text message. He glanced at it and froze after just one glance.

Aunt Fan said, "Mr. Lu, how long are you going to be absent from the world of the two children?"

Aunt Fan didn't know what happened between them, but this question touched Lu Yingchuan's heart.

In other words, it gave him the courage to get out of the current state. He trembled to drink water, but accidentally dropped the water glass on the ground, and the porcelain cup instantly shattered.

He hurriedly bent down to pick up the fragments of the cup, his fingers were scratched and he didn't feel anything.

After packing up, Lu Yingchuan took out his mobile phone and gave instructions to his assistant, and handed over the work to the vice president, while he immediately left for the small town in the south of the Yangtze River where Shu Yuan lived.

It was a long way from Z City to Zhenyuan, and it took Lu Yingchuan a whole day to arrive.

Along the way, he was uneasy, he didn't intend to face Shu Yuan, but wanted to live in a city with him.

Four years...enough.

Shu Yuan didn't want to see him, so he just hid and looked at them, it should be fine.

Lu Yingchuan looked forward to it when he came, but when he actually arrived in Zhenyuan County, he was still nervous and scared.

Standing in front of the train station, I dared not go any further.

At this moment, Aunt Fan saw him and walked over:

"Mr. Lu."

Lu Yingchuan quickly collected his emotions and followed her forward.

After thinking about it, he said, "Is everything arranged?"

"Don't worry," Aunt Fan said, "You live far away from Xiaoyuan and the others."

Lu Yingchuan nodded, and felt relieved a little.

"child......"

"I'll find a chance to bring it here for you, don't scare the child."

Lu Yingchuan didn't speak, and turned his head to look out the window. The pace of life here is very slow, and old people walking can be seen everywhere on the roadside. It is surrounded by mountains and rivers, and the air is fresh. It is an excellent place for retirement.

Lu Yingchuan was not in the mood to appreciate these things now, so Aunt Fan took him to the residence and went back to bring the two children out.

It has been four years since the three of them met for the first time, and it would be a lie to say that they are not nervous.

Will the kids like him?What to say?

Lu Yingchuan was sitting by the small amusement park that children loved, and the man with a net worth of tens of billions seemed to be in a hurry at this moment.

On the other side, Aunt Fan walked into Shu Yuan's store, saw that Shu Yuan was busy catching a new batch of orders, and said:

"Busy? I'm not busy today. I'll take the kids out for a walk."

Shu Yuan raised his head and looked at the two little ones on the sofa, holding the doll Lu and staring at him eagerly.

His heart softened, and he said softly: "Go, don't bother Grandma Fan too much, do you hear me?"

Yao Nian will come, see Neng can go and climb onto Shu Yuan's lap, kiss Shu Yuan on the face with a slap, and say sweetly:

"There is still a banquet every year, and I will go back!"

Shu Yuan laughed, and patted him: "Go quickly."

Grandma Fan held a child carved in pink and jade in one hand, earning enough envious eyes.

As she approached the playground, she bent down and asked:

"Niannian and Yan'er, do you miss your father?"

Yao Nian nodded quickly. He read in picture books that a family needs a father, but he only has a father. Although he likes his father the most, he also wants a father:

"I think about it every year."

Aunt Fan turned her head to look at Yan Qing:

"What about the banquet?"

With a broken face, he just shook his head without saying a word.

Aunt Fan sighed when she heard the words, she clearly saw the expectation in the child's eyes.

She said:

"Grandma Fan will take you to see your father, okay? Let's keep it quiet and don't tell Dad, or Dad will be sad."

Yao Nian widened Yuanyuan's eyes: "Really? Can Grandma Fan really take Nian Nian to see her father?"

Aunt Fan nodded and led the child into the amusement park.

The two children saw the man sitting on the chair from a long distance.

Seeing Aunt Fan and the two children behind her, Lu Yingchuan stood up abruptly, his heart trembling uncontrollably.

The weather was hot, and the two children were wearing bib shorts, showing their round legs and hands, with their hair softly lying on their heads, hiding behind Aunt Fan curiously and expectantly looking at themselves timidly.

Lu Yingchuan's heart was so soft that he walked over with the gift, but he didn't want the two children to burst into tears at the same time as soon as he walked over.

This crying wiped out all the lines that Lu Yingchuan wanted, so he froze in place and didn't know what to do.

Aunt Fan guessed the current situation, bent down to hug Yao Nian, and said:

"Boss Lu, please coax me."

Lu Yingchuan quickly picked up Yan'er, and just hugged him, the baby's soft touch and the same milky fragrance as Shu Yuan's came out, completely melting his heart.

The look in his eyes softened, and he hugged and coaxed the child self-taught.

The child cried for a long time before stopping for a while. Lu Yingchuan took out two big Transformers, and the child saw that the tears hanging from his eyes were completely gone.

Yao Nian sat beside Grandma Fan and looked at Lu Yingchuan curiously. He and Yan'er's father were so tall, even taller than the biggest strong father in the kindergarten.

Nian Nian looked at it for a while, her cheeks were flushed, and she said embarrassingly:

"Are you really the father of me and Yan'er?"

Lu Yingchuan nodded.

"Why weren't you here before?" Nian Nian asked curiously.

The child's voice was immature, and some words were not even pronounced clearly. The child was just out of curiosity, but it pierced into the bottom of Lu Yingchuan's heart like a knife, which was painful and astringent:

"Because of my father, I did something wrong and dare not meet your father."

The child was young and didn't understand how serious this mistake was. He thought it was the same mistake as his disobedience and stealing sweets to make his father angry, so he said in a childish voice:

"Dad is very talkative, Nian Nian did something wrong, as long as you apologize to Dad, Dad will kiss Nian Nian again!"