The substitute always wants to be Bai Yueguang

Lu Yingchuan's defensive line was completely torn apart by these words, and he said in a trembling voice:

"What psychological preparation? What psychological preparation do I have to do?!"

His voice was almost forced out.

The little nurse took a deep breath, and the indifference she was trying to maintain was a little chapped:

"The pregnant woman drank the stimulant, but the amniotic fluid broke the cervix but did not open. He tore it apart abruptly, and the placenta did not flow out completely, causing postpartum hemorrhage..."

The nurse didn't know Shu Yuan well. She had seen too many lives and deaths in the operating room, but this was the first time she saw such a miserable one.

After she finished speaking, she realized that she was too talkative, and she shouldn't be the one to tell these things. She didn't know what Shu Yuan had gone through, and she just felt pitiful, saying:

"Hurry up and sign, we have done everything, but the delivery man has no sense of survival."

After the nurse walked in with the notice, Lu Yingchuan couldn't hide his eyes and cried.

no sense of survival...

Why no sense of survival?Is it because there is nothing left to miss in the world anymore?

It's him, it's Lu Yingchuan himself who created all of this. If he could send some people by Shu Yuan's side, would the result be different?

But Lu Yingchuan understands that without ifs, he is the executioner who creates everything.

He shouldn't be like this, when Lin Yanbei was pregnant with a child, he was willing to spend more manpower and material resources to take care of Lin Yanbei, but why was he unwilling to relax a bit when he came to Shuyuan, all kinds of haggling?

He loves Shu Yuan, but in the end it is not a reason to hurt Shu Yuan.

Lin Yanbei is his disguise. Lin Yanbei has a good family background, so he can't lose the generosity that a child of an aristocratic family should have in front of him.

As for Shu Yuan, he grew up and walked to Lu Yingchuan's side. He has nothing, not even a relative who loves him, no one to support him, no one to complain to him. One of Yu Wen died...

So he was bullying him because Shu Yuan didn't do anything, he felt that he was Shu Yuan's last retreat, that's why he was like that.

Shu Yuan only has him, which Lu Yingchuan has believed in for so long, but when he found out that Shu Yuan still had Li Feng, he temporarily showed Shu Yuan the worst side of his character, petty, suspicious and distrustful, Show Shu Yuan his imperfect side to his heart's content, and hurt that man who has nothing at all.

Lu Yingchuan was forced to face the dark side of his character and the viciousness that he himself did not want to admit.

Suddenly the door of the emergency room was opened, and a doctor in surgical clothes ran out, saying:

"Who is his lover? Go in and have a last look."

Lu Yingchuan froze for a few seconds, rushed in, knelt by the operating table, and grabbed Shu Yuan's cold hand:

"Shu Yuan...I was wrong, I was wrong..."

Shu Yuan lifted his eyelids weakly, and glanced at the man he loved, tears fell from his eyes, what's wrong?

Was it the fault of not loving him that much or the fault of hurting him?

He slowly withdrew his hand and said weakly:

"Lu Yingchuan...don't worry...I won't blame you...you don't like me and I don't like children...then I'll take them away , I just... don't give it to you..."

He thought about it and thought that if he was gone, Lu Yingchuan would not agree to raise his child, how pitiful that child is, they are still young, and they can't do without their father...

"I like whoever said I don't like it, as long as you are born, I like it, please...survive..." Lu Yingchuan broke down in tears, with tears and snot running down his face, he bent over Go down and imprint the trembling lips on Shu Yuan's lips.

Shu Yuan couldn't see Lu Yingchuan clearly, two tears couldn't be stopped, how could he like it?If you like it, how can you lock him up and give him medicine?

Why did he say he likes it?Is it because you feel pity when you see yourself in such a mess?

The corner of Shu Yuan's mouth hooked slightly, and said:

"You will have children in the future. You will not lack children. In fact, I thought you could take your children to play together in spring, watching spring rain and winter watching white snow, and teaching them skills. The father is kind and the son is filial and happy... But... ...why not..."

"Okay! When you get better, I will marry you back. We don't care about it. I will treat you well in the future. I won't be an asshole anymore. I only want you..."

Shu Yuan's eyes were staggered from his face, looking at the lamp above his head, his heart felt warmer after all, if you lie to him, just lie to him, since the last moment of your life doesn't matter if it's true or not.

His eyes became more and more blurred, and he gradually couldn't see clearly, as if he had returned to the way he saw Lu Yingchuan for the first time seven years ago.

The other party just glanced at him indifferently, and he was out of control. When he saw Yingchuan, he missed his life...

The corner of Shu Yuan's mouth curled up, and he took the moon in the sky into his arms. After he was in his arms, he realized that the moon was too cold.

He was tired, so he didn't cover it anymore.

"Lu Yingchuan... wish you happiness..."

Lu Yingchuan froze, and in a blink of an eye, he saw the beeping sound of the machine on the instrument, which slowly formed a straight line.

He broke down and shouted, pulled the doctor over, and shouted:

"save him......"

The doctor sighed, and just as he was about to speak, the tall man in front of him knelt straight down, with a helpless expression like a child who could never find his beloved toy again.

"Save him..."

The doctor glanced at him and said to the others:

"Prepare for defibrillation."

Lu Yingchuan watched Shu Yuan being clicked on the hospital bed, his breath was choking, his heart was empty, if Shu Yuan couldn't wake up, it wouldn't be able to fill it anymore.

At this time, the head nurse rushed in with the child in her arms. The two children seemed to realize that their father was about to pass away, and both cried loudly.

Even the second child, who hadn't hummed since birth, was crying.

The two children were crying miserably, and the whole corridor was filled with their cries.

These high-pitched cries were like sharp swords stabbing at the bottom of Lu Yingchuan's heart, and he walked by holding Shu Yuan's hand tightly:

"You can't leave them to me...they can't be without daddy, you can't be so selfish..."

"They're still young, they won't grow up without you here, and even if they grow up, they won't have enough food and clothing, don't you feel pitiful?"

"Shu Yuan...wake up...I will do whatever you want..."

The nurse put the child by Shu Yuan's hand and let Shu Yuan's fingers touch the child. The child stopped crying after touching Shu Yuan's cheek.

Seeing this, the head nurse couldn't help but get wet, and tears fell down instantly, don't want to look at it at first.

At this moment, accompanied by the last shock of the defibrillation, the heart rate monitor beeped, and the flat line fluctuated again.

Seeing this, Lu Yingchuan covered his eyes, tears fell down but did not make a sound.

Well, he came back, he didn't leave with misunderstandings, and he didn't leave the child alone.

Luckily...he still had the chance to make amends and explain.

Shu Yuan came back, but he lay on the bed for a month without waking up.

Lu Yingchuan lived in the hospital directly, so all affairs were handled in the hospital.

Lu Zhili was also sent to prison by him in spite of his family's opposition.

He looked at Shu Yuan who was lying on the bed, pursed his lips and walked over to moisten his dry lips with a little water.

Lu Yingchuan hasn't given the child a name yet, and he wants to wait until Shu Yuan wakes up before picking it.

But it's been a month...

Lu Yingchuan stretched out his hand to stroke Shu Yuan's hair, and said softly:

"Is that why you don't want to see me again?" But there was only silence to answer him.

At this moment, Assistant Xiang walked in, looked at Lu Yingchuan, pursed his lips and said:

"Mr. Lu, now the young master's father-in-law is making trouble in the company. The chairman asked me to ask you to solve it. The vice president of Jiangnan said it's time to close the net."

Lu Yingchuan paused for a moment, he motioned to the assistant, got up and moved the quilt for Shu Yuan, and walked out.

But I don't want him to leave, and it will be four years before we meet again.

After Lu Yingchuan left, Shu Yuan opened his eyes and pursed his lips. He had been awake for two days.

In the past two days, as soon as he closed his eyes, he was full of all the things he encountered in the dark room, and on the way to the hospital, he begged Lu Yingchuan so hard that he refused to have a child.

He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, but he hadn't got out of bed for a long time, his steps softened when he got out of bed, and he held on to the table so as not to fall to the ground.

He walked out of the ward, saw the security guard at the door, paused, and said:

"I'll go and see the child, and I'll be back right away. You guys are here to guard, and there are very important documents in it."

Seeing that he was weak, the security did not suspect him, and never thought that a person who had just narrowly escaped from death would run away.

Shu Yuan didn't expect it to be so smooth, he looked back and smiled wryly, Lu Yingchuan, let's be like this for the rest of our lives.

You walk your Yangguan Road and I cross my single-plank bridge. I will not be your burden, let alone your responsibility.

He can take care of the child by himself.

Shu Yuan backed away slowly, even though his heart felt uncomfortable, it was no longer as vigorous as before.

When he walked to the infant care unit, the condition of the children was very stable. Although they were born half a month early, all organs had basically developed.

Shu Yuan took a deep breath, took the two children from the nurse and put them in his arms.

The two children have already grown up, and they are not like Zou Zou Baba when they were just born. Their skin is fair and clean, and they are lovable.

He put the baby in the stroller and took the elevator straight down to the first floor.

Shu Yuan's spirit was tense, he didn't have much time, he didn't have any money on him, he hesitated for a while and went back to the rental house to get the card.

He walked towards the alley with his head down, took a taxi and planned to go to the bus station to find a scalper to buy a ticket that did not require an ID card. When he met the old man who played the cello in Tongzilou before.

The other party looked at him with a smile and said:

"Xiaoyuan? I thought I was wrong. You said you would move away without telling me, an old man. I was still thinking about introducing you to my grandson. Now that I think about it, that bastard is not worthy."

Shu Yuan smiled in a low voice, but there was still a hint of vigilance in his eyes, and said:

"It's you. I was in a hurry to move so I didn't have time to tell you."

Mr. Lu understood it a little bit, and didn't say anything:

"Where are you going?"

Shu Yuan pursed his lips:

"Going on a trip."

Mr. Lu patted his legs violently, and said with a smile:

"That's just right. I also want to go on a trip together. If you don't dislike it, can I go with you?"