Delay first love

Just as Zhong Ye finished his breakfast, he received a piece of good news and a piece of bad news.

The good news is that the doctor said that he is recovering well this week, and the gauze can be removed in two days, and his eyesight is estimated to take three to six months to recover.

The bad news is that Lu Yue came to the hospital today, but he ran into Yao Yan at the door. Yao Yan was eager to protect the calf, and almost had a fight, but he refused to let Lu Yue in. Zhong Ye was a little shocked when he found out, and asked Yao Yan: "Mom, How dare you confront her head-on?"

Yao Yan helped Zhong Ye fold the clothes, "Why don't you dare? A few years ago, I saw her hurt and pitiful, and I was grateful for her taking care of me. I could bear her temper, and now the more I think about it, the more angry I get."

"She just took it out on me."

"Why? Yan Xu is the one who did the wrong thing."

"Right now, Yan Xu is being severely punished by Lu Jincheng's uncle abroad. Lu Jincheng said that he found someone to beat Yan Xu a few years ago, and he stayed in the hospital for half a year with a broken bone."

"You deserve what you deserve, and it's not a pity to die," Yao Yan spat, even cursing: "Your father deserves it, it's not a good thing!"

"What the hell did you say?"

"Say that Lu Jincheng already has someone who is well-matched to talk about marriage, and the past is over."

"Is she all right?"

"It's fine to talk and walk, but you haven't seen her face. In the past few years, Lu Yue has aged by more than 20 years. Her face is full of wrinkles and her hair is also white. Think about how beautiful she was before. Maintenance You have to look like you are in your early thirties, such a perfect strong woman, now..."

Zhong Ye felt a sharp pain in his heart, but he couldn't turn this pain into a sense of guilt and force it on himself. He could only say that creation tricks people. He thought of Zhong Jiaming in the prison.

He sat on the edge of the bed, twisted the pencil twice in his hand, and suddenly asked, "Mom, do you regret getting married?"

"Regret," Yao Yan blurted out, but touched the dark sweater in her hand, she sighed again: "But having you is a comfort."

"If... If Lu Jincheng and I were together, would you disagree?"

Zhong Ye waited for a long time but did not get Yao Yan's answer. He thought Yao Yan would be furious, and was about to say something to change the subject, but Yao Yan said, "I can't stop it even if I want to. Washing the mark, the words are almost broken, have you talked to me? He comes every day these days, and your face is getting ruddy every day, do you think I can't see it?"

Zhong Ye was embarrassed.

"Since you like it so much, why did you break up in the first place?"

To Lu Jincheng, Zhong Ye was able to express the reason in a way of venting his emotions, but in front of Yao Yan, Zhong Ye couldn't say it, because he and Yao Yan were not in a relationship that could be honest and honest. During the helpless time, all his mother gave him was pressure and suffocating love.

"I don't want to deal with the relationship with his mother, and I don't have the energy to calm his emotions. When he first took over Boya, he suffered from bipolar disorder. He had a bad temper and unstable emotions. I was very depressed around him."

"What about now? Doesn't he still have bipolar disorder? I don't want you to suffer in the future."

Zhong Ye was silent for a long time, not knowing what to say, but when he felt Yao Yan's hands arranging his clothes suddenly stop, Zhong Ye asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

"No, it's nothing." Yao Yan coughed twice, then put the clothes into the closet, and said, "A bird just parked outside the window."

"Oh."

Yao Yan looked at the lonely back of Lu Jincheng leaving, with mixed emotions in her heart.

Zhong Ye put down the pencil, and said frankly: "It's not the first day I know that he has bipolar disorder, I don't care, anyway, I am much stronger than five years ago, and I have enough endurance to accompany him. It's just that I don't know how to deal with the relationship with his mother, and Lu Jincheng may not be able to help me, I hope he can pave the way ahead of time."

Yao Yan said, "Lu Jincheng probably didn't think of this, that child... is quite selfish."

Zhong Ye didn't want to say that Lu Jincheng was bad in front of Yao Yan, so he picked up his pen again and started to draw, and by the way, he began to conceive the plot of the next season of comics.

After Yao Yan left, Zhong Ye groped for his phone, hesitating whether to call Lu Jincheng. Lu Jincheng switched his phone to auxiliary mode and set himself as an emergency contact. Called Lu Jincheng, but he hesitated for half an hour.

Because he didn't understand why Lu Jincheng suddenly became estranged. He didn't remember what he had said that was too much, but Lu Jincheng retreated out of the limit for no reason. Now he comes every day to take care of Zhong Ye for breakfast, then pour tea, Zhong Ye went to the bathroom and left after finishing.

Zhong Ye didn't even have a chance to talk to him.

The day before yesterday, he fell while taking a shower in the bathroom. Fortunately, he was not injured, but his tailbone hurt a little. Lu Jincheng rushed in, and regardless of the water on Zhong Ye's body, his clothes were all wet, so he hugged him on his lap and rubbed him. to his sore spot.

Zhong Ye was naked at the time, and was a little shy at first, but it didn't take long before his heart beat faster due to the heat in the bathroom and the pheromones on the back of Lu Jincheng's neck. He put his arms around Lu Jincheng's shoulders, and talked to him. Neck hugging, after five years of skin-to-skin contact, Zhong Ye couldn't help but take the initiative. He rubbed his cheek against Lu Jincheng's side neck, and his lips almost touched.

But Lu Jincheng didn't seem to feel it, and kept asking Zhong Ye: "Does it still hurt? Do you want a doctor to check it?"

Zhong Ye lost interest, and curled up in Lu Jincheng's arms listlessly. After Lu Jincheng helped him take a shower and put on his pajamas, he carried him to the bed, and held up the hair dryer to blow Zhong Ye's hair. Zhong Ye summoned up his courage again, One hand squeezed the button of Lu Jincheng's shirt, and then deliberately reached in, touching Lu Jincheng's lower abdomen.

Lu Jincheng's action of blowing his hair was obviously paused. He finally felt Zhong Ye's initiative this time. After Zhong Ye's hair was completely dry, he put down the hair dryer. Zhong Ye looked up at him. Lu Jincheng couldn't help but leaned over and pressed him On the bed, warm breath fell on Zhong Ye's neck, Zhong Ye was so itchy that he dodged for a while, and Lu Jincheng suddenly stopped.

Then he didn't continue, he helped Zhong Ye cover the quilt, and turned to deal with the water stains on the bathroom floor.

"...Is it because I rejected him too simply when he mentioned the child last time?" Zhong Ye thought for a while.

The nurse knocked on the door and came in, "Mr. Zhong, Mr. Lu specifically asked you not to add sugar to your afternoon tea."

Zhong Ye was puzzled, "He ordered? When did he come here?"

The nurse recalled: "It's past ten o'clock in the morning. He was walking towards the ward. Didn't you see him?"

Zhong Ye was stunned. Wasn't he chatting with Yao Yan at ten o'clock?A thought suddenly came to his mind, and he quickly called Yao Yan, "Mom, did Lu Jincheng come over this morning?"

Yao Yan said hesitantly, "No."

"You tell me the truth!"

"...Come here, when you were talking, he just walked to the door of the room, just in time to hear you say that he just took over Bai Ya's bipolar disorder, and he left."

Exactly as Zhong Ye expected, he suddenly had difficulty breathing, and he couldn't suppress the unbearable discomfort even holding his hands on his chest. The nurse came up to ask him about the situation, and he waved his hand and said it was all right, "Thank you, you have worked hard, put your things away." Here, I'll eat later."

The nurse turned her head three times and looked at Zhong Ye worriedly.

Zhong Ye clutched the phone tightly.

No one knows better than him the harm that sentence has done to Lu Jincheng. The last thing Lu Jincheng wants to admit is bipolar disorder. These three words have run through Lu Jincheng's entire teenage years, casting a huge shadow over the first 20 years of Lu Jincheng's life. .

And what did he say this morning?

——When he first took over Bai Ya, he had a bipolar disorder attack, his temper was very bad, and his mood was very unstable. I was very depressed around him.

Zhong Ye was the one who pushed aside the shadows to save Lu Jincheng, but what he said sounded like Zhong Ye was no different from those who read jokes and threw trouble.

He wanted to see Lu Jincheng immediately, and wanted to hug and comfort his little lion immediately.

"The number you dialed is temporarily unavailable."

Zhong Ye hung up helplessly, and tried again after a few minutes, but it was still the same notification tone.

Zhong Ye lost his mind for a while, and panicked as if he was squatting at the door of Changming's apartment waiting for Lu Jincheng to come home. I don't know how long it had passed, and when the nurse brought in the dinner, Zhong Ye hadn't even taken a bite of the dessert on the dining table.

"Mr. Zhong, are you okay?"

As soon as the nurse finished speaking, the door to the outer room was suddenly pushed open, and the sound of hurried footsteps was getting closer and closer. Zhong Ye sensed the strong pheromone of the man, and subconsciously moved towards the bed. The next second, his hand was crushed. Lu Jincheng held it, and Lu Jincheng asked eagerly and nervously: "What's wrong? Why did you make so many calls? Did you fall down or your eyes hurt?"

Seeing this, the nurse lady left.

Zhong Ye stayed for two seconds, and the moment he heard the outer door close, he reached out and hugged Lu Jincheng. This time, he buried his face in Lu Jincheng's neck instead.

He just sobbed softly at first, and when he felt Lu Jincheng's arms hesitantly encircling him, his crying became more aggrieved.

"Why doesn't your phone work?"

Lu Jincheng bent down and hugged Zhong Ye, rubbed his thin shoulders, and explained: "I'm on the plane, there is something wrong with Mingcheng."

Zhong Ye asked in a daze: "Then if you rush back immediately, will it delay your business?"

"No, it's okay, it's nothing important."

Zhong Ye was still sobbing a little. Lu Jincheng leaned against the bed and held the limp Zhong Ye in his arms. He saw the dessert on the small dining table and the dinner brought over by the nurse, "Haven't you eaten yet?"

Zhong Ye leaned on Lu Jincheng's chest and nodded. Lu Jincheng just wanted to get up to feed Zhong Ye, but Zhong Ye held him down, "Did you hear something that made you unhappy this morning?"

Lu Jincheng didn't say anything.

"I apologize to you," Zhong Ye hugged Lu Jincheng's waist tightly, "I didn't mean to criticize you in that sentence, you have to believe me, I don't care if you have bipolar disorder or not, we are in Changming Apartment You know what I mean by the time you spent there."

Lu Jincheng took Zhong Ye's hand, "Well, I understand."

"You know you won't leave without saying a word, you just blame me in your heart."

Lu Jincheng rubbed Zhong Ye's face helplessly, "I didn't. Your mother is in the room, so it's not easy for me to go in. I just have something to do in the afternoon, so I'll leave first."

Zhong Ye was at a loss for words, and asked bravely, "Then why have you been so indifferent to me these past few days?"

Lu Jincheng hesitated for a moment, "I thought you didn't want me to get too close. The gauze will be removed in a few days. You are already very nervous, and you have to do painting exercises every day. I'm afraid of disturbing you."

Zhong Ye flattened his lips, "You're making me even more nervous."

Lu Jincheng kissed him on the forehead, "I'm sorry, I won't do it in the future."

The room was dimly lit, Lu Jincheng turned on the wall lamp, he carried Zhong Ye to the dining table on the other side, and then passed the dinner one by one, Zhong Ye asked him: "Have you eaten yet?"

"I had an airplane meal."

Zhong Ye pushed his own bowl, "Let's go together."

The last plate of cold dessert went into Lu Jincheng's stomach.

Although the atmosphere was very harmonious, even though Lu Jincheng was obedient and caring for him, Zhong Ye still felt that Lu Jincheng had something on his mind.

Zhong Ye's cell phone rang the time. At ten o'clock, Zhong Ye sat by the bed and swallowed. Lu Jincheng took the initiative to carry him to the bathroom, and asked him, "Can I stay tonight?"

Zhong Ye pursed his lips, and Lu Jincheng said again: "It happened that I brought a suitcase on a business trip, and there was a change of clothes inside."

Zhong Ye burst out laughing, "Oh."

After washing, Zhong Ye lay on the bed, listening to the sound of water in the bathroom, Lu Jincheng was taking a shower, and after 10 minutes Lu Jincheng dried his hair and came out, before going to bed, Zhong Ye stretched out his hand to him.

He held it and rubbed it in the palm of his hand.

"You're still unhappy." Zhong Ye said sullenly, leaning on Lu Jincheng's shoulder.

Lu Jincheng's body froze, "No, I never thought I could meet you again. This month is like a dream to me."

"I often dream about the days in Changming's apartment."

"Good, or bad?"

"Together with you," Zhong Ye approached, and said softly, "It's a very good time."

Lu Jincheng held Zhong Ye's hand tightly.

Zhong Ye fell into silence. He felt that Lu Jincheng had something on his mind, but he couldn't figure it out.

Because Lu Jincheng never defends himself in front of him, he can always see through all of Lu Jincheng's emotions at a glance. This kind of unpredictable feeling at this moment makes him go back to five years ago in an instant. His little lion makes him feel strange and even panic .

He withdrew his hand and was about to turn his back, but Lu Jincheng's palm was suddenly empty, and a slight chill came over him, and his heart was also suffocated, as if Zhong Ye had left that day without looking back.

He pushed Zhong Ye back into his arms.

"I want to ask you—" Lu Jincheng stopped speaking.

Zhong Ye couldn't see his expression, but he could imagine through his tone that he held Lu Jincheng's face with both hands, "What are you asking?"

"Do you still have a place for me in your heart? Second or third is fine. I just want to know, do I still matter in your heart?"

Zhong Ye was stunned.

"Actually, I never understood why you couldn't pursue a career when you were by my side. Until that day when I saw you standing with your two little fans, and at that moment you were shining, I suddenly understood that what you want is not to leave me, but It’s about having a space where dreams are more important than love.”

"I sincerely accept..."

"You were very disappointed when I gave up my academic research and took over Bai Ya, right? I became smelly of copper and said in front of your face that as long as I succeed, it doesn't matter what I do. You were very disappointed at that moment, weren't you? ?”

"A little."

"now what?"

"When I came back, I went to Boya Mall. You took care of Boya very well. It really exceeded my expectations. Sincerely, I was naive at the time, and my definition of success and ideals was too narrow. brooding."

Lu Jincheng buried his face in Zhong Ye's chest, and asked again: "Am I still important to you?"

The central air conditioner blew soothing warm air, the clock on the wall was ticking, and the sound of heartbeat was staggered. Zhong Ye touched Lu Jincheng's face, but he still couldn't lie to himself after all.

Originally, he wanted to wait until his eyesight recovered before dealing with the relationship with Lu Jincheng, but when Lu Jincheng was wronged, he felt terribly distressed.

He wrapped his arms around Lu Jincheng's neck, pulled him down, then leaned into Lu Jincheng's ear, and answered him: "In the mind of the breeder, the cub is always the most important."

In the next second, Lu Jincheng sealed Zhong Ye's lips, sucked vigorously, and stirred as if venting his anger, as if wanting to snatch everything from Zhong Ye. Zhong Ye responded to him for a while, and gradually felt exhausted, sobbing and begging for mercy. Lu Jincheng separated slightly, Before Zhong Ye could recover, he kissed him again.

He also licked Zhong Ye's dimples with the tip of his tongue, and it was so itchy that Zhong Ye could only hide under the blanket, but Zhong Ye couldn't see anything, so he hid and slipped into Lu Jincheng's arms.

Zhong Ye could only touch Lu Jincheng's shoulder, and said softly: "My eyes hurt, Jin Cheng, my eyes hurt."

Lu Jincheng stopped immediately, and he hugged Zhong Ye to the pillow again and lay down. Zhong Ye lost his strength and let him manipulate him. Lu Jincheng lay down beside him and pulled up the quilt. Zhong Ye's pajamas were still open, and his chest It was full of hickey marks, Lu Jincheng stretched out his hand to fasten the button, Zhong Ye turned sideways, making it easier for Lu Jincheng to move.

Soon the atmosphere became ambiguous again, Zhong Ye sighed heavily, raised his hand and touched the back of Lu Jincheng's neck, his fingertips passed through Lu Jincheng's hair, tolerant of all Lu Jincheng's bad behavior.

At the most groggy moment, Lu Jincheng forced Zhong Ye to repeat what he just said. Zhong Ye was extremely sleepy, and hid under the blanket, he said softly, "You are the most important."

Lu Jincheng was satisfied.

Falling too fast, Zhong Ye thought, Lu Jincheng will propose in a few days, and then he may stay in Wangcheng, and the work after that will be handled remotely, which is common in comic studios.

As for Lu Yue, as Lu Jincheng often said, wait for time to solve it.

"Huh? You want me to go with you and talk to your mother? Your mother's white eyes can kill me." Zhu Siyu was about to hang up the phone.

"I'm going to propose to Zhong Ye, but before proposing, I have to make it clear with my mother."

"You two are reconciled?"

"Ah."

"Forget it, forget it, the two of you have suffered a lot, so I will give up my free time for the time being. What are you confessing to your mother? We have no feelings at all, and we have never been together?"

"Okay, you can come to my house for dinner at noon today."

"Okay, I'll be there around eleven o'clock."

After Lu Yue finished his massage, his eyes lit up when he saw Zhu Siyu and Lu Jincheng walking in side by side, "Siyu, why are you here today?"

Zhu Siyu looked at Lu Jincheng in embarrassment, and Lu Jincheng also cut to the chase, "Mom, I brought Siyu here today, mainly to tell you something, I am going to propose to Zhong Ye."

Lu Yue frowned quickly.

Zhu Siyu took the initiative to say: "Auntie, I also came here today to apologize to you. Jincheng and I have never been together, because the parents of the two parties have been urging the marriage, so Jincheng and I acted as shields for each other. I don't have feelings for each other, and I have someone I like now, Auntie, I'm really sorry I didn't tell you the truth before."

"You two, do you just have the heart to see your parents chill?"

Lu Jincheng said: "I don't want to make you sad, but marriage is my own business."

"Let me ask you, how do you want me to face Zhong Ye?"

"Mom, Zhong Ye is innocent."

"Lu Jincheng—"

"Mom, it doesn't matter if you don't agree, anyway, I won't like others, Mom, do you really want me to be happy? Do you remember what you said ten years ago? Before my college entrance examination, you came to Changming Apartment , I said I don’t want to take over your company, but you smiled at that time and said, it’s okay, if you don’t want to, then Xiaoxi will join, and if Xiaoxi doesn’t want to, mother will choose another successor.”

Lu Yue avoided Lu Jincheng's straight line of sight.

Lu Jincheng continued, "Tell me, as long as my child is happy, mother doesn't have any requirements for you."

Lu Yue closed his eyes, looking in pain.

"I will stay in Boya and make the business you started a big one. I will continue to take care of you and Xiaoxi without a single complaint. But my marriage can only be decided by myself, and my other half can only be Zhong. Ye."

……

Lu Jincheng and Zhu Siyu were almost kicked out. Zhu Siyu stood at the door and said with a smile: "When I watch soap operas, I always feel that this kind of dilemma between love and family is too exaggerated. I witnessed it with my own eyes today, which is quite shocking." .”

Lu Jincheng opened the car door, "Thank you."

Zhu Siyu waved his hand, "What's there to be thankful for? If you accompany me to my parents' training some other day, won't that cancel it out?"

Lu Jincheng smiled.

On the day Zhong Ye removed the gauze, Lu Jincheng didn't go to the company, but stayed by Zhong Ye's side, more nervous than Zhong Ye himself.

Zhong Ye patted Lu Jincheng's hand, telling him not to walk around, which was annoying.

The doctor untied the last circle of gauze, Zhong Ye felt a tingling pain, and couldn't open it for a while. After a long time, he tried to open it slowly, but his eyes were hazy, only a faint figure.

"Combined with some nerve-nourishing drugs, it will recover slowly. Don't worry." The doctor comforted him.

Zhong Ye's life in the hospital for more than two months has worn him out, and now that his mind has calmed down, he nodded, "Okay, thank you doctor."

Among a group of blurred figures, Zhong Ye accurately pointed at Lu Jincheng, curled up his mouth and stretched out his hand towards him, and Lu Jincheng held it.

After the doctor left, Zhong Ye raised his head and said, "I want to go back to Changming's apartment."

Lu Jincheng put his arms around him, "It's been arranged a long time ago."

With Lu Jincheng here, Zhong Ye didn't have to worry about anything. He finally left this stuffy and cramped ward. As soon as he returned to Changming's apartment, Zhong Ye walked around every room in the apartment following his memory and blurred vision. .

As soon as he entered the studio, he stopped, and Lu Jincheng hugged him from behind.

Bite his shoulder.

"It doesn't matter if you want to go back to the capital in the future, I will often go there to accompany you."

Zhong Ye smiled and pinched Lu Jincheng's nose, "Don't play tricks."

Lu Jincheng pressed Zhong Ye on the small sofa, kissed Zhong Ye's eyes, "Get well soon, my little breeder."

Although Zhong Ye protested many times, he felt that doing it in the studio was a very disrespectful thing to art, but Lu Jincheng ignored him.

Zhong Ye communicated the script with his assistant while taking the medicine, and spent the first month of the recovery period.

Lu Jincheng was going to propose, but Zhong Ye said that he couldn't even see the wedding ring clearly now, so Lu Jincheng postponed it until he recovered his eyesight, and Lu Jincheng agreed.

After a while, Aunt Wang from the Lu family suddenly came to the door and brought freshly boiled fish soup, as well as many nutritional products, "Madam asked me to bring it here."

Zhong Ye was stunned, "Madam?"

"Yes, if you have time, go and see her. She has a better temper now."

Zhong Ye quickly said, "Okay, I'll go tomorrow."

But after Aunt Wang left, Zhong Ye had just opened the insulation cover filled with fish soup to taste, but the fishy smell that hit his face made his stomach twitch. He couldn't help it, and ran to the bathroom to retch.

There is no problem with the fish soup, and this is not the first time Zhong Ye has retched recently.

Zhong Ye supported the sink, and a thought suddenly occurred to him.

No way……

Didn't Lu Jincheng take measures?

No, on the day when it was discovered that Lu Jincheng was going to propose, Zhong Ye got excited and drank some wine, and Lu Jincheng was also a little tipsy, and made a fuss until midnight.

Zhong Ye raised his forehead, no way...

He called Lu Jincheng and said angrily, "Go home now and take me to the hospital!"

The author has something to say:

[Hey, I found out that my comfort zone is raising cubs, rubbing my hands and looking forward~]

I’m used to writing short stories before, the kind that starts with a question. It’s the first time I try to narrate, and it’s obviously a bit of a failure, but I’m still very grateful to all the little angels who followed up. I love you, and I will continue to work hard!