[Bungo Stray Dogs] On the Compatibility of Reaper and Black Slime

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Osamu Dazai was thrown down by me, hit the ground, and was pressed under me again, he grinned in pain: "Get up, I'm dead."

I apologized, got up and helped him up at the same time, watching Dazai Osamu rubbing his back while talking about the pain, my heart, which was pounding due to the sudden outbreak, gradually stabilized.

"I pursue death, but it's not okay to be thrown to the ground by a man." Osamu Dazai muttered, looking at me with resentment.

What, isn't Osamu Dazai afraid of pain?

Then why do you repeatedly commit suicide in front of me?

My forehead suddenly bulged and bulged, and a few fragmented pictures flashed in my mind. I forcibly suppressed my emotions and asked Osamu Dazai.

"Why pursue death?"

Osamu Dazai looked at me, and he also showed a puzzled expression: "Do you think life is meaningful?"

"No." I shook my head, shook the pain away, and after returning to normal, I told him my thoughts: "It is meaningless for a person to live, but when a person dies, someone will feel troubled because of your death."

Such as relatives and friends, or classmates, colleagues.

Maybe it's heartbreak, maybe it's because your death made it impossible to do a job.

Different people occupy different positions in society, and no one can avoid contact with others.

Since there is contact, there must be a bond, and the sudden disappearance of a person will cause the bond to be unable to continue, and will cause trouble to others.

"It sounds good to commit suicide without causing trouble to others." Dazai Osamu felt that what I said made sense, and he squinted his eyes at me.

"However, when I die, there will be a lot of relief and cheering, and I don't think anyone will be troubled by my death."

I corrected him: "Mr. Dazai is a reserve cadre of the port mafia, so there must be partners, subordinates, and bosses, right? Mr. Dazai is dead. It is difficult for your partner to find someone to work with in a short time, and it is also difficult for your subordinates." Get used to a new boss, and it will be difficult for your boss to find comfortable subordinates, right?"

Osamu Dazai refuted me: "My partner is a dark dwarf. When I die, he will be happy to drink red wine to celebrate. The subordinates are trembling under me. If I can change their boss, they must be very happy. Boss, Mori My husband is terribly afraid of me, and he will be very relaxed when I die."

I am speechless. I have many friends and can always make friends easily. To be honest, I did not expect Dazai to be such a failure in life, but out of selfishness, I wanted to persuade Dazai, so I asked: "Mr. Dazai drink wine."

"drink."

"Do you have a drink with friends?"

"Friends...not friends, there is a low-level member who drinks together."

"That's a friend."

I breathed a sigh of relief, it is good to have friends, so I gave him an example: "If Mr. Dazai dies, the friends you drink with will find new people to drink with, but it is difficult to find drinking friends who can talk to you. If your friends are unhappy drinking and chatting at night, they will be unhappy at work during the day, you see, this is the trouble that sudden death brings to others.”

He suddenly stopped and looked at me: "Wait a minute, if you are a friend, shouldn't you be happy for me for fulfilling my death wish?"

"The threshold for friends is not that high, and they are good friends who can sit and drink together." I told him, "The ones you said can understand each other's ideals are true friends, and I don't think a person who pursues death can Get best friends."

Two people who pursue death, as close friends, die in love hand in hand?

"I think Mr. Dazai and I can be regarded as friends, but I can't understand that you want to commit suicide."

"Are Chisato and I friends?" Osamu Dazai seemed surprised by my judgment, pondering over the word "friend".

"The definition of a friend is very simple. Those who have common hobbies and can sit and chat together are friends."

In fact, I don't care much about friends. At school, I am popular and can chat with everyone, but I know in my heart that I don't like making friends.

But in school, a person who has no friends to chat with is a heretic.

I have no choice, I can only cater to the appearance that my peers like, talk to them, play with them, in order not to become a heretic.

As far as I am concerned, as long as it is not an enemy, it is a friend.

"Dazai-kun and I are friends, right?"

Osamu Dazai stared at me for a while, and reminded me helplessly.

"It's a pity, Qianli, I'm your boss, and the mafia is the one who pays attention to the relationship between superiors and subordinates."

I am about the same age as Osamu Dazai, so I subconsciously treat him as a peer. Now that he said this, I am a little at a loss, and I can only say one thing in the end.

"But I want to make friends with Dazai-kun." Because you are really good-looking.

Of course, I didn't say the latter sentence.

"And Dazai-kun doesn't seem to be a person who pays much attention to these things."

"Really." Osamu Dazai replied to me lightly, as if he was thinking about something.

"As a friend, Qianli, what do you think of death?"

I thought about it and told him.

"Death is nothingness. No matter what you do, you can only accomplish it by living. Perhaps for a smart person like Mr. Dazai, he has too much insight into the world, so doing everything will be boring. However, people live in the world and occasionally look at it. , the flowers on the side of the road are blooming, and they are quite beautiful.”

When Osamu Dazai faced Kikuraguchi, his eyes were full of longing for death, right?

A person is so impulsive that he doesn't want to live anymore, he can die no matter what, but Osamu Dazai is still alive because of his hidden heart, he wants to live, he wants to find something worthy of living.

I don't understand these smart people who see through people's hearts and the world, but I think it must be painful to see everything too thoroughly.

For example, the fun of reading a novel is to explore new things. A smart person can see through the ending at a glance. What's the point?

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The author has something to say:

Set the timeline as before the Dragon Head War, Chuya just joined the Mafia for half a year

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