[Bungo Stray Dogs] On the Compatibility of Reaper and Black Slime

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Sigma, Alice, and Ranpo Edogawa, the three children whose combined age is less than ten years old, went to experience the lunch at the orphanage.

I stood in the hall illuminated by the stained glass and watched the light fall, the shapes of the dust.

Is it the shape of dust, or the shape of light?

"I saw Dazai yesterday." Oda Sakunosuke didn't go to eat, I stood at the door, the whole auditorium was quiet, only the two of us: "He was sitting in a coffee shop and lost a lot of weight."

"Have you spoken to him?"

"No." Oda Sakunosuke shook his head: "I wanted to cross the road to find him, but as soon as the car passed by, he disappeared."

"..."

Oda Sakunosuke continued: "Thin leaves, I don't know what happened to you, Mr. Ranpo only told me that you fell out, but."

He told me seriously: "Dazai is a very good boy."

"I know." I know Dazai is a good boy, because no one likes him more than Chisato Susakuha.

But I am also afraid, I also have limits, I am afraid that if I reach out again, I will be shot off, so... When he was playing around, I chose to escape.

Because he knows that I love him, that's why he chooses such a nonsense way.

"Dazai is too smart. He is so smart that he sees far more things than us. He will be left alone in the long-term nothingness forever. This kind of disorder has been going on for a long time. He will do some "foreseeing" things, and then he will be saved again. Fear."

"Ango and I can stay by his side because we understand the loneliness that surrounds him, but we stand there and never interfere."

"You are different, Bo Ye, you are the only one who can hug him and resolve his loneliness."

I kept silent, raised my head, and looked at the shape of light, what light is, everywhere, nothingness that no one has.

I thought of my persistence in embracing that boy wishful thinking. Dazai was never light, he was an abyss, a despicable child who desperately belittled himself.

However, misunderstandings can only be solved by someone sacrificing himself, why is it me every time.

Why is it me who sacrifices every time.

I also want to be willful for a while and wait for his initiative.

A cold voice sounded in my ear, you left him for more than a year, you didn't even want to wait for his apology.

No, it was just a spur of the moment...

I closed my eyes, almost crying out of panic.

A hand touched my head, and I looked at Oda Sakunosuke in surprise.

"I'm sorry, Thin leaf, don't push yourself too hard." Oda Sakunosuke said in the tone of his father: "I'm not biased towards Dazai, I'm not here to accuse you, it's just..."

"Thin leaf likes Dazai very much, and Dazai also likes you very much, please give him some more time."

Give him a little more time, everyone is saying that, and Osamu Dazai himself has said it several times.

At the weather station that day.

The bandages scattered like snowflakes, exposing the boy's complete face, and he looked like a god under the light.

"Let me be greedy now," he said. "Whatever I do, forgive me, Qianli."

I've forgiven you a long time ago, I never hated you...just, this time, I don't want to give you time.

I want you to apologize to me personally.

Make you swear that you will never take risks on your own again.

I came to a home I haven't been in for a long time.

The last time I came here, I left in a daze.

This house is not big, but after I lost my home in Tokyo, I rented it at a low price with the secret help of Dazai.

Later I bought him, and Osamu Dazai and I have been living here.

The house is very clean, so clean that it seems that there are still people living here.

I stood at the door and saw the empty sofa beside the door.

The door of Osamu Dazai's room still looks like it was pushed open by me, only this room looks like it has been left unused, and there is dust in the bedside table.

The collar was still thrown there, I walked up and picked it up, the place where the transmitter was replaced hadn’t been moved for a long time, and the positioning embedded in it had long been invalid.

I hesitated, and put him in my pocket. The bells are all embroidered like this, so I don't want to wear them.

When I came to the master bedroom, the quilt was messy, and it could be seen that someone had slept here not long ago.

I pulled open the kitchen to find leftover bento boxes in the trash, along with a brightly colored mushroom, cut in half.

Poisonous mushrooms?

Did Osamu Dazai kill himself?

I've always known that Osamu Dazai has very low requirements for the quality of life and doesn't know how to take care of himself, but eating poisonous mushrooms?

suicide?

After all, no one would regard such a gorgeous thing as edible.

"A bowl of curry udon." I sat down at a nearby izakaya.

"Oh, little brother, you're back from studying abroad. It's been a long time since I saw you."

Study abroad?

I didn't expect the proprietress to remember me: "Ah, it's been a long time, you still remember me."

The proprietress saw that I was confused, and smiled lightly: "After all, they are two young, good-looking children with such a good relationship, and they often visit my shop."

I remained calm, took a cup of matcha tea, and gently stirred it with a spoon: "What about him, does he still come here often after I go abroad?"

"He comes to eat occasionally, but he doesn't seem to live there anymore." The proprietress cooked the noodles with a smile on her face: "The little brother said that he found a new job, and since you are not around, he will move to a place close to the company." gone."

From the company near?

Perfunctory the boss.

Where does this guy come from?

"It's been a long time, your curry udon." The proprietress brought the steaming noodles to me.

I ate the noodles quietly, remembering the days when we were eating supper together, Osamu Dazai would always order seafood udon, and asked me to order it too, and then grabbed what was in my bowl to eat.

Sometimes we are injured and cannot eat seafood, so I force him to eat tomato or curry.

"Please ask for a fresh shrimp udon." A male voice sounded, and a new customer came in. I sat with my back to the door, and I was not interested in turning my head to look.

"Okay." The proprietress turned around and went into the kitchen to cook the noodles.

"Can I share a table?"

Greetings out of the blue.

I shook my hands while grabbing the chopsticks, almost dropped the noodles into the bowl, and continued eating without looking up.

The man saw that I was silent, chuckled lightly, and sat across from me.

He was wearing a sand-colored windbreaker, a western-style black and white lapel shirt with a dazzling bolo tie, and bright blue gemstones shone with light.

The young man's figure is much thinner than a year ago, slender and well-proportioned, sitting opposite me with his chin resting on his back, with bandages leaking from his cuffs.

"You haven't answered whether I can join the table." He stubbornly stretched out a hand and grabbed my hand holding the chopsticks. I raised my head subconsciously and met his gaze.

His unbandaged face is handsome and picturesque, and there is something more in his iris-colored eyes than before, and something is missing. It is easy to give people the illusion that he is looking at you affectionately. The corners of his lips are raised, which is warm Erwen smiled gracefully.

I'm afraid no lady can say no.

A thought popped into my head.

Osamu Dazai... has been cleansed for a year, how many women have he had sex with, to have such, um, the temperament of a gentle scum?

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The author has something to say:

Chisato: I didn't expect to meet again after a long absence. My first reaction was that Dazai looks so bad, and he changed three girlfriends a day.

To say that he will never indulge again, or to create a suitable chance for him to repeat himself when he knows that he is being followed by the slaughter.

感谢在2022-03-0612:07:15~2022-03-0700:19:21期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of canned crab meat in Yokohama;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!