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"Jiang Jingchi, did you meet Mr. Robert when you were studying at M University?"

It didn't take long to put the luggage, but it took a lot of time to walk from the gate to the dormitory. Li Li simply asked his doubts on the way.

"Yes, Mr. Robert is old and no longer takes care of students. I also met him when I was in the library."

"That's right." Li Li nodded to express his understanding, "That's a coincidence, Mr. Robert and I also met in the library, did you also meet him in the library's work-study program?"

"No, I raised money in country M while I was studying at M University and started a company."

"That's it." Li Li nodded to show he knew, but felt more and more sad in his heart.

He is just a student. Even in this status of a student, he has done his best to do his best, but his grades are always a bit thin in this world that needs to look at money and power.

Neither Li Li nor Yan Qinghe could help Jiang Jingchi at all, and it took him a long time to return the several months' salary he got from Jiang Jingchi.

Destiny blesses the once-famous stock god and young entrepreneur who founded a company on the Bufors rankings, but there are very few young entrepreneurs. The uneven life in the past tells Li Li that he will not be the lucky one.

A small path soon came to an end, Jiang Jingchi carried his luggage and went upstairs with Li Li.

"Just put it here, thank you."

Jiang Jingchi put away Li Li's luggage. In fact, he had already seen the closed door outside Li Li's room, which must be Li Li's roommate.

Undergraduates at M University have always been dominated by two people. This is something he knew before he stepped into the dormitory, but he couldn't help but feel jealous. It's been a long time since the last day when he and Li Li shared the bed. 130 days have passed, not long, but for him, the days are like years.

Li Li's voice of thanks reached his ears, making him feel alienated for no reason.Li Li was deliberately widening the distance between them, this was something he had keenly noticed when he heard Li Li call him Jiang Jingchi's full name just now.

"Qinghe, why don't you call me Ah Wan?" Jiang Jingchi turned around and looked at Li Li lonely.

I don't know if it was his illusion, but Li Li saw that Jiang Jingchi's eyes were filled with disappointment and prayer.

"Jiang Jingchi, let's go see Mr. Robert." Li Li preferred to avoid the topic, he believed that Jiang Jingchi's intelligence was enough to understand what he said.

"Qinghe, why didn't you call me Ah Wan." This time the tone was calmer than the previous one.

Some people say that the first person in the world to use a girl's red face like an apple is a genius, while those who come later are mediocre, and even more stupid.

Jiang Jingchi said the exact same thing twice, of course he understood what Li Li hadn't finished saying, but he didn't want to understand, he would rather be a fool than Li Li to tell him clearly.

"Okay, you must know why, then I will grant your wish." Li Li looked into Jiang Jingchi's eyes and said word by word, "Jiang Jingchi, you are Jiang Jingchi now, Sheng Wan was a long time ago, In the same way, I am Li Li, the most ordinary person, not the Yan Qinghe who you used to look up to see. The halo that your memories gave me has been broken, and soon you will realize that I am not The Yan Qinghe you want, instead of hurting each other again at that time, it is better to make a break now. Ah Wan, this is the last time I call you Ah Wan, that Yan Qinghe is already gone, you know? "

"I don't know, Qinghe, you believe me, I never gave you the aura you said, and you don't need the aura, no matter what you are, I will, I will love you, and I will prove it to you watch."

Jiang Jingchi never knew what love was.

Before Li Li and Yan Qinghe overlapped on one person, he only thought that his nostalgia for Yan Qinghe was the companionship of his youth, and he couldn't ask for it. He had a firm liking for Li Li, but he didn't think it was love.

But when he knew that Li Li was Yan Qinghe, those unspeakable delusions in his youth suddenly had a name. Why did he feel like he got him when he first saw Li Li, even though the way was too inappropriate? The person couldn't raise a good impression, and was even suspicious and awkward everywhere, obviously he thought it was the boy who had the same memory as him at the time.

Now there is an answer to everything. What he is nostalgic for is not a certain identity, a certain memory, or a certain name. More precisely, it is not the memory, but the vivid person in the memory.

He loves Li Li, loves Yan Qinghe, and loves that person, not the name, nor the body, no matter what the identity and appearance of the other party become, whether it is the young master who is not stained with dust, or he does not know who is separated by many years. Hey, Li Li, who is standing in front of him, is no different to him, as long as it is that specific person, all external conditions are not important.

"Forget it, Jiang Jingchi, you have to insist that I don't stop you, and you will leave me soon. You don't need to rush me. After meeting Mr. Robert, you can go there. Jiang's group must have a lot of things waiting You handle it, don't force it to stay with me."

Jiang Jingchi insisted, and Li Li would not stop him. He said very firmly that Jiang Jingchi would definitely leave him, and he didn't show any concern on his face.

But Jiang Jingchi knew how sad he was, the more Li Li belittled himself, Jiang Jingchi felt unbearable, two severe pains were exerted on his body.

One is because of Li Li's pain, and the other is because of his absence all these years, and what he did after meeting the other party, so Li Li can only adopt such a method that is almost self-destructive to avoid external pain, boundless self-sufficiency Responsibility welled up in Jiang Jingchi's heart.

This heart-wrenching pain was something he was eager to endure, and he could not blame others, but it just made Li Li feel sad.

"You don't want to see me, I'll go back to China tomorrow, but I won't give up on you."

Jiang Jingchi said this sentence firmly, but he only said this sentence. At this moment, he can't do anything more.

Jiang Jingchi's box is temporarily stored in Li Li's bedroom, and he will take it away when he leaves tomorrow.

He and Li Li went to meet Mr. Robert, and the old man saw that they came together, and Jiang Jingchi had always cared about Li Li, so he knew it in his heart.

When the topic of conversation came up, Mr. Robert seemed to inadvertently asked Li Li if he had already had someone he liked after coming to M University for so long.

Jiang Jing was looking forward to it and knew that his expectation would come to nothing.

Sure enough, Li Li didn't mention his name, but fortunately he didn't say anything else. Li Li said that he didn't have anyone he liked.

In a blink of an eye, it was lunch time, and old Mr. Robert hurriedly separated from them. The other party had to go to their house for lunch before a quarter past twelve, but he ignored Li Li's persuasion, said goodbye in a hurry, and left.

"Is there a meal waiting for you at the old man's house? There is still an hour, you can sit down again." Li Li also wanted to treat Mr. Robert to a meal, and thanked him within his ability Take care of yourself these days.

It's just that the other party smiled and said that no one cooks at home, but he really wants to go back now.

After Mr. Robert left, only Li Li and Jiang Jingchi were left. After the conversation just now, the atmosphere between them was indeed a little stagnant. Fortunately, Jiang Jingchi took the responsibility of unfreezing.

"Mr. Robert went back to make lunch for his wife." While walking to the restaurant with Li Li, he answered Li Li's doubts.

Li Li suddenly realized, "I heard Mr. Robert mention that he and his wife met at a banquet. The lady must be very beautiful to make the old man so considerate. I really hope to have the opportunity to meet."

"It's impossible to meet each other." Before Li Li could ask, Jiang Jingchi took up the topic and continued, "Mr. Robert's wife has passed away for many years, and he should have not seen her for more than 30 years. The wife is suffering from illness. Stomach cancer, she loved food the most during her lifetime, but Mr. Robert was always busy with academics. He was the most dazzling financial star in country M and even the world at that time. The wealth he earned could even buy the entire University of M. He couldn't stop On the one hand, his footsteps are because of his reputation, on the other hand, he always wants to give his wife a better life. When his wife was found to be ill, he realized that no amount of money can buy life, and the lady who loves food has already There is not much time left to taste the craftsmanship of the old man. The old man accompanied his wife through the last journey, then faded out of the academic and financial circles, and has since become a librarian, because it is far away from their home. , the closest to the place where they met, for more than 30 years, he always came home on time to cook, and ate to a set of unused tableware. Although there is no scientific basis, he always feels that it is because of himself that Mrs. Suffering from gastric cancer under nearly ten years of irregular diet, he has not escaped from this self-blame for a day."

The story is not long, and it can be summed up in a few words, but Li Li felt boundless regret and sentimentality.

He still remembered Mr. Robert's expression when he mentioned that he met the most beautiful girl at the banquet. That should be the best time in his life that he most wanted to go back to. There was no disease. The young and handsome Mr. Robert and his wife were in the It was love at first sight at the banquet.

No wonder the old man always told him to cherish his youth, and even showed regret when he said against his will that he had no one he liked. He must have seen through his poor disguise long ago.

He suddenly remembered that Jiang Jingchi arrived in Country M this morning. He should be leaving for homework. He didn't know if there was any meal on the plane.

"Jiang Jingchi, have you had breakfast this morning?"

Hearing this, Jiang Jingchi laughed briskly, this was the purest and simplest smile since he saw Li Li this morning.

He said yes, he said don't worry, Li Li, Qing He, whatever the name doesn't matter, but we will grow old forever.

He was so determined that Li Li almost lost his mind when he said that I hope too.

But he still held back, it's not that he doesn't believe in Jiang Jingchi, it's just that he doesn't believe in his mediocre self.