I walk the career line in dog blood
Chapter 37
In order to protect the privacy of the guests, the program team prepared a room without monitoring for the guests. Now An Yinong was sitting in it, and he pressed the call button: "Is it Aran?"
"Mr. Ke, it's me." But there was an unfamiliar voice from the other end, which was full of fear and bewilderment.
"Who are you? Where's Tao Ran?" An Yinong stood up.
The person at the other end quickly explained: "Please don't get me wrong, I am Tao Ran's manager."
"What happened to Tao Ran?"
"It's precisely because of this that I came to you..." He hesitated for a few seconds, then lowered his voice, "Can Mr. Ke explain to A Ran? He...he is not in a good mood right now."
An Yinong immediately thought of the few long and thin scars on Tao Ran's wrist, which were the marks left by cutting his wrist.
"What happened?"
"It's inconvenient for me to say more about this matter, please talk to Aran." The manager came to the ward with his mobile phone. There was only one bed in it, and Tao Ran had a needle inserted in his arm on the bed.His face was as white as paper, and his eyes were empty, making one suspect that this was just a shell.
"You shouldn't be looking for him." Tao Ran looked at his manager, "He's at work, don't trouble him."
"You're already like this, don't worry about it." The manager's eyes turned red, and he handed the phone to Tao Ran.
I don't know when, Tao Ran has fewer and fewer friends, and the only family member is this kind of virtue. After much deliberation, the manager found that An Yinong was the only "Tao Ran's friend" he could find. Stimulate his desire to survive a little.
Tao Ran looked at the words 'on call', his face turned pale, he dared not answer, but wanted to answer again.Finally, he picked up the phone: "Yinong..."
"Did you hurt yourself?" This was the first sentence of An Yinong who had been waiting there for a long time.
Tao Ran's breathing stopped suddenly, his heart was pounding, he was afraid of hearing voices accusing him of not cherishing life, and he was also afraid of hearing careless comfort.
But the man just asked, "Does it hurt? ... I said something stupid, it must hurt."
Suddenly feeling this purposeless concern, those things that made him feel painful seemed to have a vent, but Tao Ran suppressed this impulse: "I'm sorry."
He can't die all the time, and he keeps causing trouble to the people around him. It's normal for a person like him to have no friends.
"It is said that the pain we can feel is the signal from the body - danger, leave, save me. Your body has not given up on you."
"I'm sorry." Tao Ran covered his face with his arms, his body trembling slightly.
An Yinong listened to the suppressed crying, and lowered his eyelids: "You can tell me the unhappy and painful things, how uncomfortable it is to carry it alone. Have you forgotten, we are friends."
"Don't come close to me, you will become unlucky." Tao Ran's voice was very low, "I don't know why, I always bring misfortune to the people around me, my mother died when I was born, and my aunt who loves me the most on my birthday because she went to get the cake , there was a car accident..."
"Nonsense, you helped me and saved that little girl before." An Yinong guided him, "You forgot, did we make an appointment to see her together?"
Tao Ran was silent on the other side, and An Yinong didn't urge him. He talked about their past in the "I'm Really a Star" variety show, which aroused Tao Ran's memory, and recalled the content of the plot.
In the plot, Tao Ran also attempted suicide.That was because...
"System, please check to see if Tao Ran's father, a gambler, was lured to Macau City by Zhao Ze's people and lost 500 million bets?"
The system asked in surprise: "Why do you think so?"
"...the plot."
In the plot, Tao Ran's father owed 500 million yuan in gambling debts, which was the last straw that broke the camel's back.Unfinished gambling debts, a disease with very low hope of recovery, and a hopeless future... Tao Ran committed suicide.
After he was rescued, Zhao Ze appeared "just in time" like a hero and lent him 500 million.
Because of the 500 million, Tao Ran, who had been rejecting Zhao Ze, had no choice but to accept Zhao Ze's existence.So An Yinong suspected that this was a trap aimed at Tao Ran, just like the original owner, and the perpetrator was Zhao Ze.
To love someone, one must cut off all his social relations, including family and friendship, and only socialize within the scope allowed by oneself. This is Zhao Ze, and the "love" of those powerful people.
They take everything from their prey, and give him a little tenderness when he breaks down.
If the chosen prey shows a little bit of mental weakness, he will seize the opportunity to invade life and achieve the purpose of psychological control.
Those who long to be controlled by others will probably be very happy, especially Zhao Ze, who is considered tall, rich and handsome, is the one who is most likely to impress Mu Qiang.But neither Tao Ran nor An Yinong are characters with a lack of personality.
"When are we going to see that little girl?" An Yinong continued to talk to Tao Ran, his voice was very gentle, like the evening wind blowing on his face.
"I heard from Brother Guo (I'm really the person in charge of the celebrity program group) that the parents of that family are a little confused and don't know what's going on now. The little girl has no other relatives. What if they treat her badly?"
Tao Ran was attracted by the topic, and also thought of this matter.
"If we can visit often, will things be better? After all, we rescued the child, right?" An Yinong said again, he was adding 'responsibility' to Tao Ran.
He didn't know what could leave a person wanting to die, but whatever it was, he wanted to try.
His mood seemed to be felt by Tao Ran over there. After a long silence, Tao Ran finally revealed his situation: "Yinong, I am sick. Even if I am cured, I may not be able to continue working and become a useless person."
"What did the doctor say?"
"The doctor said, unless there is a miracle, it will be like this in the future."
An Yinong thought for a while, then raised his head: "You know, the doctor told me the same thing a year ago. He said that it is unlikely that my voice will be cured. Even if it is cured, I will not be able to sing in the future unless There are miracles."
Tao Ran was slightly taken aback.
"Look," he said, "isn't there a miracle here?"
Tao Ran froze there, neither of them spoke, and the air became quiet.
"Host." The system appeared again.
"Let's talk." An Yinong was very calm, "Is that him?"
"It's him."
An Yinong closed his eyes, and for a moment he even felt nauseous.
"Host? You..."
An Yinong raised his hand to make it quiet.
He thinks of those who intend to control his life, drug him, use human nature to set traps, hurt people around him, destroy his career, and alienate his relatives and friends...
Even if An Yinong is strong enough, there will be times when he becomes discouraged, so what about Tao Ran?He is not such a strong person.
"I now suspect that in the plot, the reason why Tao Ran has no news after leaving the country is not because he finally let go, but because he disappeared."
An Yinong calmly analyzed the possibility: "There are multiple reasons for Tao Ran's misfortune, but Zhao Ze is definitely the cause of his misfortune. If the cause exists, the nightmare will always exist. If a person is determined not to live, no one can stop him." Hold him."
"No way? Are you saying that Tao Ran died after going abroad? Didn't you mean that the first phase of the operation was successful? Isn't the original plot a brainless sweet love drama?"
"Brainless sweet romantic drama?" An Yinong looked at the system, "Do you believe it?"
The system feels creepy.
"Sorry. I've calmed down now, and I won't do stupid things anymore." Tao Ran's voice appeared again.
However, An Yinong knew that this was just his comforting words, if he was really just impulsive, he would not have the idea of committing suicide again and again.
If the core of despair in Tao Ran's heart is not eliminated, he will never be able to get rid of this predicament.
"System, can you really find no evidence that Zhao Ze drugged the original owner?"
The system checked: "Now his remorse value has reached 76, and the aura of the protagonist has faded, but there are special personnel around him to clean up the traces. They are very cautious, and it has been a year, so there is no evidence to convict. Zhao Ze The family is a typical government-business marriage, and ordinary people can't afford to mess with him."
"Then when the remorse value reaches [-], will his aura of the protagonist disappear?" An Yinong asked suddenly.
The system was startled: "You want to do this?"
An Yinong keenly sensed something was wrong: "You don't seem to want his remorse to reach one hundred."
"The host..." the system hesitated again and again, "If his remorse value reaches one hundred, our mission will be over. The pursuit of perfection does not necessarily mean happiness.
"Sorry, because of some 'rules', I can't say too much. But please think about it carefully, we must have other ways."
The system has secrets, but An Yinong is more concerned about Zhao Ze's affairs now: "I can't find any evidence for too long, so what about the evidence that led Tao Ran's father to take a big gamble with usury?"
"Through the hands of three or four people, it is useless to find out, and there is no legal conviction."
"Heh," An Yinong smiled, "So this is the treatment of the protagonist, powerful and lawless, really amazing."
An Yinong was smiling, but murderous intent was brewing in his eyes.
This is the first time the system has seen a host who hates scumbags so much. Even if those hosts didn't like it, they would still soften their attitude towards the scumbags who fanatically pursued them.It's just the opposite for the host, the more fanatical, the more disgusted.
"I haven't congratulated you yet on entering "Singer and Composer". It's very suitable for you." Tao Ran's pale face was a little blush with excitement, as if seeing An Yinong soaring high.
"If you like it, how about taking a look?" Even though his heart was full of anger, he still restrained himself when facing Tao Ran, and only treated him with a peaceful attitude, without deliberately being careful.
"Are you inviting me?"
"Yeah," An Yinong tilted his head, trying to make his voice more relaxed, "The work will be accepted on the third day, and I will go to the studio that day, and there will be a lot of audience. I hope Aran can come and cheer for me ,May I?"
"……it is good."
Tao Ran put down his phone and looked at his manager: "I'm hungry, is there anything to eat?"
The agent's eyes widened, and he almost wept with joy: "Yes! I have everything! What do you want to eat? I'll go buy it now."
And An Yinong over there walked back silently all the way.
Bei You, who met on the road, said happily: "The arranger teacher said your piece is very good, and I look forward to hearing the complete piece."
But An Yinong just forced a smile and didn't answer.He returned to the room where he wrote the song, looked at the song he had written on the table, and after a long time, picked it up and tore it up.
"I want to change the song."
"Mr. Ke, it's me." But there was an unfamiliar voice from the other end, which was full of fear and bewilderment.
"Who are you? Where's Tao Ran?" An Yinong stood up.
The person at the other end quickly explained: "Please don't get me wrong, I am Tao Ran's manager."
"What happened to Tao Ran?"
"It's precisely because of this that I came to you..." He hesitated for a few seconds, then lowered his voice, "Can Mr. Ke explain to A Ran? He...he is not in a good mood right now."
An Yinong immediately thought of the few long and thin scars on Tao Ran's wrist, which were the marks left by cutting his wrist.
"What happened?"
"It's inconvenient for me to say more about this matter, please talk to Aran." The manager came to the ward with his mobile phone. There was only one bed in it, and Tao Ran had a needle inserted in his arm on the bed.His face was as white as paper, and his eyes were empty, making one suspect that this was just a shell.
"You shouldn't be looking for him." Tao Ran looked at his manager, "He's at work, don't trouble him."
"You're already like this, don't worry about it." The manager's eyes turned red, and he handed the phone to Tao Ran.
I don't know when, Tao Ran has fewer and fewer friends, and the only family member is this kind of virtue. After much deliberation, the manager found that An Yinong was the only "Tao Ran's friend" he could find. Stimulate his desire to survive a little.
Tao Ran looked at the words 'on call', his face turned pale, he dared not answer, but wanted to answer again.Finally, he picked up the phone: "Yinong..."
"Did you hurt yourself?" This was the first sentence of An Yinong who had been waiting there for a long time.
Tao Ran's breathing stopped suddenly, his heart was pounding, he was afraid of hearing voices accusing him of not cherishing life, and he was also afraid of hearing careless comfort.
But the man just asked, "Does it hurt? ... I said something stupid, it must hurt."
Suddenly feeling this purposeless concern, those things that made him feel painful seemed to have a vent, but Tao Ran suppressed this impulse: "I'm sorry."
He can't die all the time, and he keeps causing trouble to the people around him. It's normal for a person like him to have no friends.
"It is said that the pain we can feel is the signal from the body - danger, leave, save me. Your body has not given up on you."
"I'm sorry." Tao Ran covered his face with his arms, his body trembling slightly.
An Yinong listened to the suppressed crying, and lowered his eyelids: "You can tell me the unhappy and painful things, how uncomfortable it is to carry it alone. Have you forgotten, we are friends."
"Don't come close to me, you will become unlucky." Tao Ran's voice was very low, "I don't know why, I always bring misfortune to the people around me, my mother died when I was born, and my aunt who loves me the most on my birthday because she went to get the cake , there was a car accident..."
"Nonsense, you helped me and saved that little girl before." An Yinong guided him, "You forgot, did we make an appointment to see her together?"
Tao Ran was silent on the other side, and An Yinong didn't urge him. He talked about their past in the "I'm Really a Star" variety show, which aroused Tao Ran's memory, and recalled the content of the plot.
In the plot, Tao Ran also attempted suicide.That was because...
"System, please check to see if Tao Ran's father, a gambler, was lured to Macau City by Zhao Ze's people and lost 500 million bets?"
The system asked in surprise: "Why do you think so?"
"...the plot."
In the plot, Tao Ran's father owed 500 million yuan in gambling debts, which was the last straw that broke the camel's back.Unfinished gambling debts, a disease with very low hope of recovery, and a hopeless future... Tao Ran committed suicide.
After he was rescued, Zhao Ze appeared "just in time" like a hero and lent him 500 million.
Because of the 500 million, Tao Ran, who had been rejecting Zhao Ze, had no choice but to accept Zhao Ze's existence.So An Yinong suspected that this was a trap aimed at Tao Ran, just like the original owner, and the perpetrator was Zhao Ze.
To love someone, one must cut off all his social relations, including family and friendship, and only socialize within the scope allowed by oneself. This is Zhao Ze, and the "love" of those powerful people.
They take everything from their prey, and give him a little tenderness when he breaks down.
If the chosen prey shows a little bit of mental weakness, he will seize the opportunity to invade life and achieve the purpose of psychological control.
Those who long to be controlled by others will probably be very happy, especially Zhao Ze, who is considered tall, rich and handsome, is the one who is most likely to impress Mu Qiang.But neither Tao Ran nor An Yinong are characters with a lack of personality.
"When are we going to see that little girl?" An Yinong continued to talk to Tao Ran, his voice was very gentle, like the evening wind blowing on his face.
"I heard from Brother Guo (I'm really the person in charge of the celebrity program group) that the parents of that family are a little confused and don't know what's going on now. The little girl has no other relatives. What if they treat her badly?"
Tao Ran was attracted by the topic, and also thought of this matter.
"If we can visit often, will things be better? After all, we rescued the child, right?" An Yinong said again, he was adding 'responsibility' to Tao Ran.
He didn't know what could leave a person wanting to die, but whatever it was, he wanted to try.
His mood seemed to be felt by Tao Ran over there. After a long silence, Tao Ran finally revealed his situation: "Yinong, I am sick. Even if I am cured, I may not be able to continue working and become a useless person."
"What did the doctor say?"
"The doctor said, unless there is a miracle, it will be like this in the future."
An Yinong thought for a while, then raised his head: "You know, the doctor told me the same thing a year ago. He said that it is unlikely that my voice will be cured. Even if it is cured, I will not be able to sing in the future unless There are miracles."
Tao Ran was slightly taken aback.
"Look," he said, "isn't there a miracle here?"
Tao Ran froze there, neither of them spoke, and the air became quiet.
"Host." The system appeared again.
"Let's talk." An Yinong was very calm, "Is that him?"
"It's him."
An Yinong closed his eyes, and for a moment he even felt nauseous.
"Host? You..."
An Yinong raised his hand to make it quiet.
He thinks of those who intend to control his life, drug him, use human nature to set traps, hurt people around him, destroy his career, and alienate his relatives and friends...
Even if An Yinong is strong enough, there will be times when he becomes discouraged, so what about Tao Ran?He is not such a strong person.
"I now suspect that in the plot, the reason why Tao Ran has no news after leaving the country is not because he finally let go, but because he disappeared."
An Yinong calmly analyzed the possibility: "There are multiple reasons for Tao Ran's misfortune, but Zhao Ze is definitely the cause of his misfortune. If the cause exists, the nightmare will always exist. If a person is determined not to live, no one can stop him." Hold him."
"No way? Are you saying that Tao Ran died after going abroad? Didn't you mean that the first phase of the operation was successful? Isn't the original plot a brainless sweet love drama?"
"Brainless sweet romantic drama?" An Yinong looked at the system, "Do you believe it?"
The system feels creepy.
"Sorry. I've calmed down now, and I won't do stupid things anymore." Tao Ran's voice appeared again.
However, An Yinong knew that this was just his comforting words, if he was really just impulsive, he would not have the idea of committing suicide again and again.
If the core of despair in Tao Ran's heart is not eliminated, he will never be able to get rid of this predicament.
"System, can you really find no evidence that Zhao Ze drugged the original owner?"
The system checked: "Now his remorse value has reached 76, and the aura of the protagonist has faded, but there are special personnel around him to clean up the traces. They are very cautious, and it has been a year, so there is no evidence to convict. Zhao Ze The family is a typical government-business marriage, and ordinary people can't afford to mess with him."
"Then when the remorse value reaches [-], will his aura of the protagonist disappear?" An Yinong asked suddenly.
The system was startled: "You want to do this?"
An Yinong keenly sensed something was wrong: "You don't seem to want his remorse to reach one hundred."
"The host..." the system hesitated again and again, "If his remorse value reaches one hundred, our mission will be over. The pursuit of perfection does not necessarily mean happiness.
"Sorry, because of some 'rules', I can't say too much. But please think about it carefully, we must have other ways."
The system has secrets, but An Yinong is more concerned about Zhao Ze's affairs now: "I can't find any evidence for too long, so what about the evidence that led Tao Ran's father to take a big gamble with usury?"
"Through the hands of three or four people, it is useless to find out, and there is no legal conviction."
"Heh," An Yinong smiled, "So this is the treatment of the protagonist, powerful and lawless, really amazing."
An Yinong was smiling, but murderous intent was brewing in his eyes.
This is the first time the system has seen a host who hates scumbags so much. Even if those hosts didn't like it, they would still soften their attitude towards the scumbags who fanatically pursued them.It's just the opposite for the host, the more fanatical, the more disgusted.
"I haven't congratulated you yet on entering "Singer and Composer". It's very suitable for you." Tao Ran's pale face was a little blush with excitement, as if seeing An Yinong soaring high.
"If you like it, how about taking a look?" Even though his heart was full of anger, he still restrained himself when facing Tao Ran, and only treated him with a peaceful attitude, without deliberately being careful.
"Are you inviting me?"
"Yeah," An Yinong tilted his head, trying to make his voice more relaxed, "The work will be accepted on the third day, and I will go to the studio that day, and there will be a lot of audience. I hope Aran can come and cheer for me ,May I?"
"……it is good."
Tao Ran put down his phone and looked at his manager: "I'm hungry, is there anything to eat?"
The agent's eyes widened, and he almost wept with joy: "Yes! I have everything! What do you want to eat? I'll go buy it now."
And An Yinong over there walked back silently all the way.
Bei You, who met on the road, said happily: "The arranger teacher said your piece is very good, and I look forward to hearing the complete piece."
But An Yinong just forced a smile and didn't answer.He returned to the room where he wrote the song, looked at the song he had written on the table, and after a long time, picked it up and tore it up.
"I want to change the song."
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