As your white moonlight, I don't want to fall off the horse

Looking at Mei Yingze's appearance, Xia Mushu couldn't help laughing, then stretched out his hand and pushed him: "I'm really hungry."

Mei Yingze nodded, she really forgot, she didn't even give him dinner.

"Is this solved?" Xia Mushu raised his foot and asked.

"Long enough." Mei Yingze directly refused.

When Xia Mushu heard this, he suddenly felt that he should have followed Qin Chaoyuan's words just now, because he would definitely help him remove the shackles.

"If I don't run away, are you still chaining me?" Xia Mushu asked with a frown.

"I said before that you are tied up because of your fair skin, so you look good tied up like this." Mei Yingze said, looking down at Xia Mushu's ankle.

Color ruffian!Xia Mushu was speechless immediately, but he still endured the dissatisfaction in his heart and said, "But it's too heavy, and I can't even lift my feet."

"I can carry you there." Mei Yingze also refused to budge.

"I mean, when it's holding your waist." Xia Mushu said with her cheeks blushing slightly.

Mei Yingze was taken aback, she never expected Xia Mushu to say: "It's okay, I'll help you."

"Mei Yingze, you just aren't ready to be a human anymore, are you?" Xia Mushu said directly.

"It's all tied up, do you think I still care how you scold me?" Mei Yingze said directly.

"I'll ask them to bring some porridge, and you cover the quilt so that you don't freeze."

"No, I want to just stand naked and stand at the door." Xia Mushu finally felt a little embarrassed, Mei Yingze was reluctant to let others look at her.

Sure enough, Mei Yingze took a deep breath, and just when Xia Mushu thought he was about to compromise, he heard him shout, "Mei Qi."

"Master."

"Have someone bring over some porridge and snacks. Just leave it outside the door, and I'll take it."

"Yes!"

"Mei Yingze!" Xia Mushu pushed the person in front of him, and shouted helplessly.

"Don't think about it, just tie it obediently." Mei Yingze said.

"How long?" Xia Mushu asked helplessly.

"Well...forever." Mei Yingze said while pressing Xia Mushu's forehead.

"Mei Yingze, as I said before, I am willing to follow you for the rest of my life, even if you don't have to tie me down. You don't know Gui Luan, he is very powerful, and it's useless if you tie me up." Xia Mushu said sullenly.

Mei Yingze nodded: "I know he is very powerful, it's not because of this."

"Know?" Xia Mushu asked.

"Yes, let me tell you?" Mei Yingze asked.

Xia Mushu nodded, and Mei Yingze told everything she had heard about Gui Luan.

"I only know that he wants to save his junior brother. I really don't know anything else." Xia Mushu nodded and said.

"Do you think he will spare your life?" Mei Yingze asked.

"Gui Luan is actually very easy to understand. He can't be considered a good person, but he can't be considered a bad person, but he's also an absolute villain. It just depends on what entanglement you have with him." Xia Mushu said with a smile.

"He only does what he thinks is right, and only protects the people he wants to protect. For a person like him, if you are protected, you must be happy, but if you are opposite him, you should die ugly."

Mei Yingze nodded knowingly, after all, it could be seen from what he did to his junior brother.

"Actually, I've always felt that Gui Luan was very contradictory. He probably felt that his junior brother had left, so forget it, and he didn't want to force him to come back.

Otherwise, like Gui Luan, if he really wants to stay, his junior brother won't be able to leave.His junior brother's ability to leave must be his acquiescence.But when I appeared, Gui Luan felt that everything seemed to be turning around again, so he began to look forward to this person's return, but his junior brother did not.

I think Gui Luan should always know where his junior brother is, otherwise after so many years, why would he think that the other party is still alive? "Xia Mushu exhaled slightly.

If it is said that Gui Luan will protect him, Xia Mushu actually doesn't know. For so many years, the relationship between himself and Gui Luan has never been far or close. He has never given Gui Luan any sincerity, so naturally he would not ask Gui Luan Be true to yourself.

Have you ever looked forward to it?In fact, never, because it doesn't matter whether I am dead or alive, but now that I have Mei Yingze, I start to look forward to it, I still want to live, I want to spend my whole life with this person, I want to see this person marry Wife and children.

But he shouldn't want to, right?

Do you really want to marry a wife and have children?I thought, Mei Yingze should lead such a life, why should someone like him be judged by others?For a person like him, I knew from the first time I saw him that he should be the most shining one in the crowd.

And I must not be the one who pulled him down the cloud.

But, I really liked the kiss just now, what if Mei Yingze kissed someone else like this?If you never hug yourself to sleep again, if you never care about yourself again, do you really think it doesn't matter?

No, I may not be sad, but I must be lost. Even when I speak normally, he recognizes others, but he does not recognize himself, and he is lost.

So do you like it?It's still the question of whether you deserve it or not, yourself, you don't deserve it.

Obviously there are not many days left to live, why do you want to stain this person's life?

"What are you thinking about?" Mei Yingze went out to get back the porridge and asked, looking down at Xia Mushu who was speaking.

"It's nothing." Xia Mushu hummed softly.

"Thinking again, right?" Mei Yingze patted Xia Mushu's forehead.

"Xia Mushu, do you remember one thing, I like you, I like you when you are alive, I still like you when you are dead, my liking will not change, and I will not dare to admit it because of your rejection, nor will I be afraid to admit it because of your refusal. Your rejection will be hidden behind others." Mei Yingze put Xia Mushu into his clothes and picked her up.

"Don't hug me like that." Xia Mushu pushed Mei Yingze's shoulder.

"Just hug like this, I just want you to be mine, so I just hug you like this." Mei Yingze said domineeringly: "I thought about it, I don't want to give you any freedom, I just want to squeeze myself hard into your life.

Whether you want it or not, even if you marry a wife and have children, I will follow you, watch you, and guard you. "

"I won't marry a wife and have children." Xia Mushu said helplessly.

"I'm just making an analogy. I won't let you marry a wife. Don't think about it. I can't let you see your male body. Are there any female ones?"

Mei Yingze put the person on the chair, arranged the bowls and chopsticks, and looked at Xia Mushu's face intently: "Don't think about things you shouldn't think about, you just need to know that I like you because I like you, not because I like you. You are wrong, do you understand?"

Xia Mushu didn't speak, just ate the porridge with his head down.

"Why do you think you were wrong for what I did?" Mei Yingze asked a little puzzled.

"Because, if I didn't show up..." Xia Mushu remained silent.

"If you didn't show up, it might be someone else. Do you think it's okay to be someone else? Xia Mushu, let me ask you if I fell in love with another man today. You can actually face it calmly?" Mei Yingze frowned. asked.

Xia Mushu was stunned, another man?

Mei Yingze looked at Daxia Mushu and nodded. She almost wanted to split this man's head open to see what was going on inside.

It's wrong to like him, and everyone else is right except him?

"Are you really not jealous at all?" Mei Yingze asked weakly.

"Yeah." Xia Mushu nodded, jealous, and he was not qualified at all.

"Are you not jealous, or do you feel that you are not qualified?" Mei Yingze suddenly felt that if he had always admired him, the relationship would not have been so difficult.

But now he is Xia Mushu who has not grown up and Shumu who has no childhood. He is already conflicted, how can I pull him out?

"Brother Yingze, I'm not that good." Although Mei Yingze had mentioned many times before that he loves him, what are his strengths that deserve him to like him so much?

"Fool." Mei Yingze rubbed his head: "I just like you, because it's you, so I like you, understand? You don't have to be good, because all your temperaments are unique in my eyes. And It doesn't matter, do you understand?"

Xia Mushu shook his head, not having anything to like.

Mei Yingze watched Xia Mushu holding the bowl aggrievedly, shaking his head weakly, with the rice still wrapped in his mouth, his whole body showed that he needed to be loved.

"What should I do with you?" Mei Yingze reached out and patted Xia Mushu's head.

"That is, what if one day you feel that you regret it?" Xia Mushu asked.

"Are you afraid of this? You may not survive to that day, so you still need to be afraid of this?" Mei Yingze asked directly, shouldn't she be more worried about Gui Luan now?

"I want someone to burn paper for me. I'm afraid you'll take someone to my grave and tell you that you're in love with someone else." Xia Mushu stared at the bowl and said.

Mei Yingze was taken aback for a moment, this scene seemed familiar.

"You knew the other day that it was Xia Family Tomb, how did you feel?" Mei Yingze asked.

"Sad, it seems that I haven't been so sad for a long time." Xia Mushu put the bowl on the table, and stretched out his hands towards Mei Yingze.

Mei Yingze bent down to pick him up, put him back on the bed, and looked at him with some puzzlement.

"When I was hiding that day, my father gave me a bag of broken silver, but I escaped, and it didn't take long before I was cheated out of most of it. Then, I began to spend the silver carefully.

But I've never been out, and I don't know where I can live.Sometimes I can find a dilapidated house or a dilapidated temple, and hide for a night, and sometimes I can only sit outside the courtyard wall and hug myself. Fortunately, it is summer and it is not very cold.

But I didn't have any clothes to change. Gradually, when I went to buy food, before I could stand on the sidelines, someone rushed me away, and I was chased by dogs at night.

Actually, I'm not afraid, really not at all. "

Xia Mushu sat on the bed, shrunk himself down, and said seriously.