As your white moonlight, I don't want to fall off the horse

Mei Yingze didn't stay in the house to listen to what they had to say, but went straight back to her own room, Mei Qi was having the door repaired.

"Master, are you back?"

"Is it fixed?" Mei Yingze asked.

"It's almost there, just find someone to reinforce it during the day tomorrow." Mei Qi said.

"If it's difficult, get back first. By the way, my yard is well guarded. Don't let anyone come in casually." Mei Yingtao said.

Mei Qi nodded slightly, thinking that if Patriarch Qin wants to enter, someone must stop him.But even if this is the case, we need to find someone to guard the yard first.

Mei Yingze entered the room and looked at Xia Mushu who was sleeping on the bed. She couldn't express the feeling in her heart.

Reaching out to unlock Xia Mushu's acupuncture points, Mei Yingze gently touched his face, seeing that he still didn't respond, she gently moved his shoulders back.

"Hmm..." Xia Mushu opened his eyes and looked at Mei Yingze, then subconsciously looked at the bedside, but didn't see Qin Chaoyuan and Xing Baifeng, so he rubbed his head.

"Did you guys go talk about something?"

Mei Yingze nodded, not hiding anything from Xia Mushu, then rolled onto the bed and pressed the person under her body to watch.

"What's wrong?" Xia Mushu asked a little puzzled. At this moment, Mei Yingze's breathing was a little heavy, as if she was suppressing something.

"You're medicine, right?" Mei Yingze asked looking straight into Xia Mushu's eyes.

Xia Mushu frowned slightly, not knowing what it meant: "What do you mean?"

"Xinggu said, you are medicine." Mei Yingze repeated.

Xia Mushu didn't think clearly just now, when he heard this sentence, he was slightly stunned, but then he relaxed a little, Xinggu probably didn't specifically mention Guiluan.

"I used blood to detoxify Xinggu back then, didn't you know that? Do you think that if Xinggu appeared this time, if I want to help her heal, I need bloodletting?" Xia Mushu thought that Mei Yingze was concerned about this matter. .

"It's okay, it won't take much, and the treatment is over, I have to give Xinggu the pulse again before I know what to do?"

"It's not Aunt Xing, don't try to hide it from me anymore, it's Gui Luan!" Mei Yingze never expected that Xia Mushu is still lying to herself.

Xia Mushu was stunned for a moment. She really didn't expect Xinggu to tell this matter. Even if Xinggu knew about it back then, didn't she say nothing?Why would you choose to speak out now?

However, it may be that her identity has been exposed, and there are too many people involved now, so there is no need for her to hide it for herself, not to mention that her relationship with Qin Chaoyuan is somewhat different at first glance.

"Yes, I'm medicine, so what?" Xia Mushu said as casually as possible.

"What's the matter? Xia Mushu, you just keep this kind of thing from me? You hide your identity, your body, everything. What do you think I am?" Mei Yingze asked in pain.

"Gui Luan brought me back to practice both medicine and poison. Did I hide this from you? Do you think he would really practice this out of curiosity and fun?" Xia Mushu asked back.

Mei Yingze didn't say a word. She had thought about it back then, but Xia Mushu didn't say it clearly, so she had some luck in this matter.

"I don't tell you because it doesn't make any sense. It's the same thing if I say it, and it's the same thing if I don't say it. The fact is like this. Maybe my only negligence is that I didn't expect that there would be so many things after leaving Yunxiu." Xia Mushu actually Also a little helpless.

If he had known that there would be so many things, he would definitely not have come out with Mei Yingze.

Mei Yingze swallowed, opened her mouth, and thought for a while before saying, "Is it because of this that you have not accepted my feelings? Are you afraid that you agree to be with me at this moment, and there is nothing I can do later?" Facing your death?"

Xia Mushu stared straight at Mei Yingze, not knowing that he would link these two things together, and sighed slightly: "Actually not, I really don't like it."

Mei Yingze's face changed instantly, really don't like it?

"Mei Yingze, you are the most special existence to me, you know?" Xia Mushu actually couldn't tell what he was feeling in his heart.

In fact, since the Xia family was destroyed, Xia Mushu has completely isolated himself from the world, and always looks at everything coldly, as if he has nothing to do with him.

But Mei Yingze is the most special existence here, because his position in Xia Mushu's heart is unquestionable, but Xia Mushu still wraps himself tightly.

"If I liked you, I would definitely not keep it from you." Xia Mushu raised his hand to touch Mei Yingze's cheek.

Mei Yingze closed her eyes in pain, but opened them unwillingly, looking at Xia Mushu's cheek: "You must be lying to me, you don't even dare to say that you are Xia Mushu, would you say you like me? You You've been lying to me until now."

Xia Mushu shook his head. He did not say that he was Xia Mushu at first because he had his own selfish motives. First, he felt that Mei Yingze might not remember him. Second, he felt that he was going to die in the future, so why make him sad again.

In Mei Yingze's heart, Xia Mushu had already died. After so many years, he was used to this kind of pain. Why should he let him taste this kind of pain again after so many years?

But these are not hidden because of liking.

"Mei Yingze, I was able to survive back then. In fact, there was a lot of luck in it. The reason why I have persisted for so many years is because I met you when I was young. You taught me many principles that I didn't understand at the time. But as I got older, I tasted, learned, and pondered slowly, and I seemed to understand a lot.”

After Xia Mushu recalled the past, the happiest time in the past was really remembering Mei Yingze. Only when he thought of him did he feel that he was still alive.

"The day you came to Yunxiu, I was really surprised when I saw you. You seemed to be different from what I remembered, so I was a little curious and a little bit reluctant, so I wanted to go out with you to see look.

This can be regarded as a madness before my death, and I think it will be very happy that this madness can follow you. "

①Athlete No. [-] Yu Yan

"I'm sorry." Mei Yingze suddenly felt distressed. In fact, she had never done anything for Mu Shu's younger brother.

"Why do you have to apologize? You don't have anything to say sorry to me, do you know that? If I had met you when I was young, I would not have worked so hard, I would not have endured hardships, I would not have been so tenacious, and without these me, He must have died a long time ago." Xia Mushu's eyes were slightly red.

"The only thing I regret now is that I didn't control myself in Yunxiu. Why did I come out with you? I still remember that I asked you the day I came out. You said that you were getting married soon, and the family had already started seeing each other.

If I hadn't followed you, would you be married now, would you even have a child in your belly? "

Mei Yingze covered Xia Mushu's mouth at once. Hearing him say these words seemed to make people feel more sad than knowing that he would die.

Xia Mushubi didn't struggle, but let Mei Yingze cover her.With Mei Yingze's status, it must be easy to say goodbye.

Mei Yingze didn't know how to refute. It was true that the family wanted to marry her at that time, but in fact, she didn't have much intention of resisting in her heart, after all, life is like this.

If there is no matter of Yiting City, I may not be able to taste the fact that I like Mu Shu's younger brother in this life, or it is not because of Yiting City, but because I have the company of Shumu by my side.

Mei Yingze sighed slightly: "Look, even God can't stand it anymore, knowing that my life shouldn't be so muddled, so I quickly sent you to my side, and tell me who is the most beautiful person in my life. Important person."

Mei Yingze lowered her head and touched Xia Mushu's forehead lightly: "Look, I fell in love with you at first sight when I was young, and I fall in love with you when I grow up. It's been you all my life. Think about it, I'm actually quite lucky, right? ?”

Xia Mushu exhaled slightly, but he couldn't really explain why.I like Mei Yingze's hug, I like to act like a baby with him, I like to see him pampering me, I like to talk about things with him, I like to watch all the joys, sorrows and joys of this person.

He even liked to touch him. Although some things felt wrong, he still didn't refuse.

If these things are changed by another person, even if he dies, it is impossible for the other party to succeed.

But under Cheng Huan, Xia Mushu always felt that this matter was not right. He couldn't say what was wrong, but he just felt that he shouldn't do this.

At this moment, it's like I'm competing with myself, no matter how twisted it is, it's not right.

Xia Mushu looked up at Mei Yingze's eyes on him, raised his arms and hugged his neck, propped himself up, and pressed against his cheek.

"Brother Yingze, I like you, but I don't seem to like you in that way. However, you are the light of my life, the person I care about the most in my life, and the person I will follow in my life. If it is possible, I want to I will follow you all my life.

As long as I can follow you, I will be happy in everything I do. As long as I can see you every day, I will be happy every day.I don't know what you mean by like and love, but I didn't lie to you. "

This kind of Xia Mushu directly hit the softest part of Mei Yingze's heart. He raised his hand to support Xia Mushu's back to make him more comfortable, and said softly: "Do you just don't want Cheng Huan to be under him? I can. Like I said before, I don't care about that."

Xia Mushu's body froze instantly, I can't do it, okay?

"No, I really didn't think about it, I just don't feel that way about you, do you understand?" Xia Mushu said a little aggrieved, why does this person always want me to do indescribable things to him?