Devil's Canary

Yan Xu's life has always been well-regulated. He is excellent, gentle, sensible and obedient. Everyone thinks that he is impeccable. Only Yan Xu knows that he often suffers from insomnia at night and sees piles of homework. He also has a headache and wants to vomit. When he can't bear the pressure, he can only hide in the quilt and cry.

After falling in love with Shen Yiminzhi, he seemed to feel that he was finally not so controlled by others.

Shen Yimin was stunned by his confession for a long time.

Yan Xu's only sliver of sobriety left him feeling ashamed.

He waved his hand and said sadly, "I'm sorry, I'm drunk."

But Shen Yimin took his hand, pushed him to the wall of the bathroom, and then kissed him forcefully. He was so strong that the tip of his tongue touched Yan Xu's teeth. The strong smell of alcohol was in their breaths. When he kissed him, the scent was more intense and fragrant. Yan Xu couldn't stand it, so he had to follow him how to kiss, even his body couldn't help trembling.

When the kiss made him almost limp, Shen Yimin "let go" of him.

Yan Xu gasped for breath while leaning on the wall, and woke up a little bit from the passionate kiss.

Shen Yimin looked into his eyes, in the dim light, he couldn't see clearly what was in Shen Yimin's eyes.

It's just that he heard Shen Yimin say word by word, if they like it, they will be together, why should they leave?

Yan Xu looked at Shen Yimin in disbelief, and was speechless for a while.

After a long time, Yan Xu kissed Shen Yimin again.

At that time, Yan Xu really thought that he had found true love. Even though this feeling was deformed and contemptible in the eyes of the world, Yan Xu was extremely excited. He could feel that he was passionately in love with Shen Yimin.

Extremely like it.

Shen Yimin didn't allow Yan Xu to talk about the two of them being together, and Yan Xu agreed.

Later they went to Qingbei to go to school together, and the love in the school was also very hidden. Sometimes Yan Xu would communicate with Shen Yimin by writing letters. What he couldn't understand was why Shen Yimin didn't allow anyone to know about them Relationship.

But Yan Xu chose to be obedient, he felt that as long as he could be with Shen Yimin, these trivial things didn't matter.

Later, the two of them did it once, at Yan Xu's home.

Originally it was Shen Yimin who sent Yan Xu home, but the two kissed at the door, Shen Yimin teased and groped, and his words were so nice.It just so happened that the people from the Yan family went to Beijing to bid. Under the burning fire, the two entered the room unconsciously. Shen Yimin took off his clothes one by one. He kissed every part of his body, and Yan Xu sincerely bowed down. Lower body, head buried between his legs, licking his organs like a believer.

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After the presumptuousness, the two fell into a deep sleep.

"I love you so much." Yan Xu said to the sleeping Shen Yimin.

Shen Yimin frowned, something seemed to happen to him in his sleep.

"Xiao Yue..."

He heard murmurs in his dreams.

Xiao Yue... Yan Xu felt a little uneasy.

Later, something happened to the Yan family, that is, the bidding in Beijing ended in failure, and the Shen family got a piece of development land.

The Yan family couldn't understand why the later Shen family could get this land.

Yan Xu, who is in love, is not in the mood to care about so much, he doesn't even have the heart to study, and he is all on Shen Yimin.

As the first semester of freshman was coming to an end, Shen Yimin asked Yan Xu for one thing. He hoped to see the internal ledger of the Yan family. Yan Xu naturally knew the importance of the internal ledger, so he refused.

Shen Yimin smiled disappointedly, and said, I can't help you.

He has been sluggish and sad.

Yan Xu felt distressed, and when the business of Yan's first quarter was about to end, he gave the account to Shen Yimin.

Yan Xu thought that an account that was about to end would not go wrong.

But later because of this bill, some assets of the Yan family were checked.

Yan Xu asked Shen Yimin why.

At this moment, Shen Yimin's face was cold.

"You gave it to me."

Yan Xu had a big fight with him.

But what followed was Shen Yimin's ignorance and indifference, he seemed to think that this fight was the end of the two.

In the end Yan Xu couldn't bear it anymore, and wrote to Shen Yimin in the usual way.

It was the first time that he, who was always proud, apologized in such a humble way, expressing that he was wrong, and hoped that Shen Yimin could have a chat with him.

But Shen Yimin didn't reply.

In fact, what Yan Xu didn't know was that Shen Yimin's goal of approaching him had already been fulfilled, and getting what he needed also caused the Yan family's business in Shorewind to decline.The heirs of the Shen family were all fighting openly and secretly at that time, just like more than ten years ago, when Shen Yimin's father used means to bring down the Xu family, and only then did he become the director of the Shen family. Unfortunately, he was killed not long after. .In order to obtain the direct inheritance right of the Shen family, Shen Yimin tried to get close to him. Unexpectedly, Yan Xu was indeed interested in him, so Shen Yimin started the next plan more smoothly. The evidence of the Yan family's bribery was discovered, which made the Yan family fail.

Now that the task is completed, Shen Yimin feels that there is really no need to entangle Yan Xu anymore, he can go after Xu Yue properly, after all Xu Yue is the person in his heart.

Yan Xu was beaten by Yan's father for the first time because of this incident. In front of all Yan's seniors, he was beaten with thirty lashes. Yan's mother kept crying beside her, asking angrily, "You Why on earth did you give out our family's account, and who did you give it to?"

Yan Xu didn't say anything, he pursed his lips, buried his head deeply, and tears fell down.

That day, he called Shen Yimin with injuries all over his body.

"Have we broken up yet?"

Shen Yimin's indifference made Yan Xu feel cold, he cried hoarsely and tried to persuade him to stay: "Amin, I didn't break up with you, I don't want to break up with you!"

The other party hung up the phone.

Yan Xu fell into the abyss.

He began to suffer from insomnia every night, often looking at Shen Yimin's letters and text messages with himself, until dawn.

However, in just one month, he lost about ten catties. The originally bright and gentle person suddenly collapsed.

Later, he met Xu Yue.

A well-behaved boy with a very delicate appearance.

When he saw Xu Yue teaching Shen Yimin how to do the questions, he said aggrievedly, "You asked me to teach you how to do the questions when you were in the third year of high school, but now you still want me to teach you when you are in college. Do you know that I am about to take the college entrance examination?"

Shen Yimin smiled, looking at him with gentle eyes.

"I know, but haven't you already booked Beiqing? Our Xiaoyue can only take the exam in Beiqing, and you have to study with me."

Yan Xu began to feel extremely resentful in his heart. The long-term insomnia had already caused his nerves to be unstable and his spirit was unbearable. Seeing this scene, he unconsciously felt hatred. He felt that it was Xu Yue's appearance that made Shen Yimin not want him.

At this time, when he was graduating in the first semester of his freshman year, Yan Xu failed his class for an unprecedented time, and the pressure of studying was so overwhelming that he couldn't breathe.

The people of Yan's family began to be disappointed with Yan Xu, they didn't know why Yan Xu became like this.

Yan Xu started to take sleeping pills at night, and he often had to use self-harm to force himself to forget things about Shen Yimin and Xu Yue in his mind.

He still insisted on writing letters, but still didn't reply, he finally couldn't bear to ask Shen Yimin face to face.

"You might as well tell you directly that I am with you because of the Shen family's business. Now that the business is complete, the two of us can naturally separate." The last straw.

"Is it because of the promise?"

"I said it because you are worthless." Shen Yimin turned around impatiently, "Don't bother Xiao Yue."

——Don't bother Xiao Yue.

Yan Xu's heart ached. At this moment, he was just worried that he would bother Xu Yue?

He had no idea how much this matter had hurt him.

After this day, Yan Xu stopped writing to Shen Yimin.

He lives as usual, but sometimes he tends to be in a daze. He often sits on the roof at night, and it is dawn when he sits.

He also secretly went to see Xu Yue, this boy was really nice, well-behaved and good-looking, but Yan Xu didn't know how he was inferior to him, which made him hate him even more.

Yan Chenfan was very worried about Yan Xu's health, and asked him what happened, but Yan Xu didn't say a word, but said to her gently, Xiaofan, if one day, my brother can no longer protect you, and the Yan family treats you badly, You just leave and find a wider world.

When Yan Xu committed suicide determinedly, it was a sleepless night.

What Shen Yimin said kept echoing in his mind - don't bother Xiao Yue.

You don't allow me to bother him, I just want him to live in my shadow.

Yan Xu wrote the last last letter to Shen Yimin.

Still no reply.

Yan Xu's heart died, and he refused to even reply to his words of persuasion.

On the day Xu Yue finished his college entrance examination.

Yan Xu walked up to the top floor of Anfeng High School step by step, and the cold wind on the roof swept his clothes.

Everyone looked at him in horror.

Yan Xu didn't know his mood at this moment, his mind was extremely chaotic, and the only thought in his mind was to make Xu Yue and Shen Yimin regret it, and regret it for the rest of their lives.

Xu Yue, who had finished the college entrance examination, was also standing downstairs looking at him.

Yan Xu roared: "Xu Yue, I want to make you miserable for the rest of your life!"

"You live with my nightmare!"

Yan Xu resolutely jumped down from the upstairs. He felt that his whole life was extremely ridiculous. He was strictly controlled by his parents since he was born. He had no chance to breathe. He never had his own ideals and future. people, just to get close to him, for their own benefit.

He seemed to be alive without any meaning.

Severe pain swept through his body, and he knew he was going to die.

He saw Xu Yue standing beside him, and Yan Xu stared at him, as if trying to tear him apart.

Xu Yue looked at him helplessly, tears were about to fall.

This was his hatred for Shen Yimin, but unfortunately, he never saw Shen Yimin until his death.

It seems that some things are not as simple as just a word of hate. He knew that it was not Xu Yue's fault, but at that time he could only think of such a decisive way to take revenge on him.

Yan Xu slowly closed his eyes and never opened them again.