Da Da ran with me

As a child who is only about ten years old, what should I do when there is obviously a problem with the relationship between my parents?

If you ask Xiao Yu, he will probably say, don't do anything.

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It was summer, and I just remembered that the weather was not so hot at that time.Walking on the street, the heat wave in the air is clearly visible.

Even the wind that blows across the face is hot.

On Thursdays in primary school, children are usually dismissed very early.Xiao Yu packed her schoolbag, walked to Qin Baisan's classroom desk, gave him a look, and the two of them walked out of the classroom tacitly.

Because it was too hot, Xiao Yu couldn't resist the temptation of the cold, and bought two popsicles at the canteen outside the school.

"Xiao Suan," Xiao Yu walked back to Qin Baisan, handed him a popsicle, and said with a smile, "Eat one, it's so hot!"

"..."

The child's dark eyes stared at the mint-flavored popsicle, and he couldn't help swallowing.But he didn't know what to say now.

So he gave Xiao Yu an accepting look.

But who knows that the other party smiled awkwardly, scratched his head and said: "Sorry Xiaoan, you bought popsicles without asking..." I don't know if Xiao Yu was too sensitive, and he threw the unopened popsicles directly Into the trash can.

Qin Baisan: "?"

Is that what he meant by the look in his eyes just now?

But when Qin Baisan looked at Xiao Yu again, he saw that the other party no longer had a silly smile as usual, but felt a little more vigilant and inferior.

The child is no longer as confident as the sun before, but his face is covered by thick dark clouds, and his brilliance is lost.

All the way home afterwards, Qin Baisan didn't hear the trifles that Xiao Yu kept whispering in his ear.He took a peek at Xiao Yu, and saw that he was holding a popsicle stick in his mouth, his bright eyes dimmed, and he seemed to be hiding something in his heart.

Entering the community, Qin Baisan couldn't help asking in a low voice, "Xiao Yu, do you have something to hide from me?"

"Eh? No..." Xiao Yu was taken aback, and the wooden stick in his mouth fell to the ground, "Ah, we're downstairs. Bye bye Xiao Suan, I'm going home first."

"..." Qin Baisan looked at Xiao Yu's back in a hurry, feeling powerless in his heart--don't they both live on the same floor, why did Xiao Yu go up one step ahead of him?

After returning home, Qin's mother saw Qin Baisan and asked suspiciously, "Huh? Sour, you came back so early today?"

No wonder Mother Qin was surprised.Because he used to come home late every Thursday, and the reason was, "Didn't you hang out with Yuyu today?" Whenever this time, Xiao Yu would bring Qin Bai, who didn't talk much, Sour went to many places to play, and would not return home until dinner time.

"No." Qin Baisan replied simply.He went back to his room to put his schoolbag, and after some struggles, he opened the door and went to the kitchen, found Mother Qin, and asked in a low voice, "Mom... What's up with Xiao Yu recently?"

Qin's mother, who was chopping vegetables, said with a smile, "Did you quarrel?"

"No." Qin Baisan immediately retorted, "I always feel that Xiao Yu is different recently..."

"Oh. We have finally learned to take the initiative to care about Yuyu's affairs." Qin's mother put the kitchen knife, wiped her hands casually on the apron, and squatted, "But it's best to ask yourself this question. I think, Yuyu must need someone to talk to now."

The gentle words pierced into Qin Baisan's ears, and he always felt that something started to sprout deep in his heart.After listening, Qin Baisan said to Qin's mother, "I'm going out for a while", put on his shoes, and went straight to the next room on this floor.

He knocked on the door, and soon, someone opened the door for him.

But this person was Father Xiao whom he hadn't seen for a long time.Qin Baisan greeted politely, but was stared at by Xiao Haoran inexplicably.

"..."

Immediately afterwards, he heard a piercing female voice, "Go away! I will sign the letter! If you are capable and have no money in the future, don't pester us again!"

Although Qin Baisan at that time had a vague understanding of what Xiao's mother said, he still had an intuition that something bad had happened.He heard Xiao Haoran say "burning money essence" very loudly, and then he directly pressed the elevator and went downstairs.

Even though Xiao Yu, who was wearing indoor slippers, ran out, crying and shouting "Dad, don't go" to Xiao Haoran in the elevator, the man never gave him a look or said a word.

In the end, Qin Baisan took Xiao Yu back to Xiao's house, Qin's mother came out to check the situation, and finally dealt with the matter.

That night, Qin Baisan spent at Xiao Yu's house.He and Xiao Yu were lying on the same bed, holding Xiao Yu's cold little hand, listening to the other party's suppressed cry.

Qin Baisan, who didn't know how to comfort him, had no choice but to touch Xiao Yu's back all the time, gently, gently, telling him that I was by your side.

On the next Friday, Xiao Yu took a leave of absence.

After coming back in the afternoon, Qin Baisan went to see Xiao Yu, only to realize that Xiao Yu had already started to be afraid of people at that time, and started to be afraid of acting in front of others.

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"So," Qin Baisan helped Xiao Yu throw away the paper bag of chicken rolls, came back and sat by Xiao Yu's bed, and asked softly, "At that time, what happened on the day you asked for leave?"

It was that day of Friday, where Qin Baisan did not see, Xiao Yu definitely experienced something that had a great impact on him.

"..." He lowered his head, as if he didn't want to speak.

Qin Baisan's heart suddenly felt sore, and he stretched out his hand like that night, gently stroked Xiao Yu's thin back, and said softly, "Say it, Xiao Yu. I want to know."

"Xiao Suan..." With a crying voice, Xiao Yu's back shook up and down, "Thank you." Since he was a child, he has been by his side so tenderly.

Although I still can't figure out why Qin Baisan used to look disgusted, and the way he spoke was full of annoyance, but Xiao Yu could feel Qin Baisan's gentleness in his heart.

Qin Baisan responded silently.

"Xiao Suan," Xiao Yu finally raised his head, took a breath, looked at Qin Baisan, and asked, "Am I really bad?"

Qin Baisan shook his head.

"Is it because I didn't behave so well that my father abandoned me? Is it because I was too stupid to make money, so my father disliked me?" Xiao Yu hovered on the verge of collapse, tears could not stop, but But trying to hold back, his voice was hoarse.

"So, after knowing that I will make money by myself, Dad came back again." Xiao Yu grabbed Qin Baisan and exerted a slight force on his hand, "Xiao Suan, is it just like what my mother said, because we have too many shortcomings That's why Dad will leave us at that time?"

He was too afraid to behave in front of people.

He was afraid, afraid that they would discover his shortcomings, afraid that after they knew the real him, they would just clap their hands and turn away.

So, he hid himself.

—— Confined to a small circle, so that no one can find out or come in.In this way, others will never notice him, and he will never be abandoned.

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