Bamboo horse let's go home

Looking at the snowy sky outside, they leaned together quietly.

Feng Zi lay flat for a whole day, almost recovering. On Tuesday morning, she suddenly received a call from Senior Sister Cong Lu, who had already finished her freshman year, saying that when it was snowing outside, she went out and broke her leg.Looking at the timetable, Feng Zi found that there were no self-study classes with a teacher in the morning, so he secretly greeted Wang Hao, telling him to remember to lie for himself.

Wang Hao looked at Feng Zi and nodded, because Feng Zi was going to steal a meeting with Luo Jiangkai, so he patted his chest loyally as a guarantee.Feng Zi had a dark face. Since Monday, when he and Luo Jiangkai kept their distance at school, most of the people who had a good relationship would mysteriously walk in front of him and say to him, "Feng Zi, I support you!"

What kind of trouble is going to happen, can you be more reserved?Why do you feel that after he and Luo Jiangkai kept a distance, this group of people has no lower limit to flirt?

Slapping the cranky Wang Hao away with a palm, Feng Zi tidied up the table lightly, quietly exited the class, and immediately slipped out of the school to the address Cong Lu sent her.

Fengzi Road is still wondering, why did my little senior sister send me the address of a hotel, and why are you squatting in the hotel if you don’t go home during the university holidays?Senior Sister Cong Lu's grandma's home is in Dishi. According to how much the old man loves Senior Sister, Senior Sister will not come to Dishi and stay in a hotel?But the question is the question, Feng Zi rushed over at the fastest speed, Cong Lu loved her very much like a young lady, which made her master helpless, and her precious daughter loved her little apprentice, making herself very jealous and swollen. ?

But when Feng Zi ran to the hotel and saw Cong Lu sitting next to a chair in the lobby with a plaster cast on his right foot and a set of waitress clothes beside him smiling brightly at him, Feng Zi had a feeling of turning around and looking back. The urge to leave immediately, every time the little senior sister smiles at him like this, nothing good happens!

When Cong Lu saw Feng Zi was coming, she smiled and waved for Feng Zi to pass, and even sighed and patted the snowflakes on the outside of Feng Zi's down jacket, "Oh, you little lunatic is really good, do me a favor!"

Feng Zi looked determined, "Don't tell me that you are a waiter here, and you even want me to lead the class for you!" He is a third party in high school, shouldn't he spend all his time reviewing?How can I help her be a waiter in the hotel for a while?Feng Zi, who obviously wasted a little time, didn't mind, suddenly became a good student, and couldn't help but justly refused.

A slap was slapped on the back of Feng Zi's head, and Cong Lu gave Feng Zi a cold look, "People who text me back in seconds and even chatted with me secretly for a while are not qualified to say that they are busy with their studies!" Feng Zi pulled her down and gave her a wink, "Do me this favor! Please, please~ It's only one hour, and my leg fell, but I can't continue this class once I ask for leave, please help me Okay, let me treat you to hot pot? Barbecue? Just for one hour!" Cong Lu explained seriously, trying to impress Feng Zi.

With a bit of doubt, Feng Zi looked down at Cong Lu, "Little sister, you are not short of money, why did you come to work?" And with this strange excitement, why does it feel like there is no purpose!

"Uh, don't worry about such details! I'm bravely moving towards love, and I need this job to make my presence felt. Help me!" Cong Lu always had a strange blush on Queen Fan's face, Let Feng Zi shudder and nod helplessly, and stop by to see if he can find the person who made the little senior sister start to fall in love!

Feng Zi, who happily received the task of finding someone, put on the waiter's clothes, talked to the foreman and went in.Feng Zi rubbed his nose, carefully checked the name of the hotel, so can lead a class so casually?But seeing Cong Lu who was sitting happily chatting with the foreman, Feng Zi seemed to suddenly understand something.

Well, this foreman is young, good-looking, tall, doesn't seem to like to laugh very much, and seems to have a good relationship with the little senior sister. Seeing this matter?Feng Zi glanced at it twice, then silently turned his attention back to his work. His work was actually very simple.

There is a tea hall next to the lobby of the hotel, many people sit there to discuss business or talk about things, Feng Zi only needs to bring the tea ordered by the guests and pour the first cup, and there is no need to show any tea art, Just be quiet and don’t disturb others. After all, many people who come here have full tea-making skills, and they don’t even look down on the waiters’ skills. _(:з」∠)_

Feng Zi only had to stand here for an hour, and it was over soon. He also secretly recited two chapters of English vocabulary. When the hour was about to end, he was taken aback, as if he saw someone he knew!

Squinting his eyes, the one who just sat down was Luo Jiangkai's mother, Zhang Fang.Feng Zi took another two steps, and saw two men facing Aunt Zhang Fang, uh, their postures were very intimate, their eyes suddenly widened, what, their postures were very intimate? !

You can't look like everyone just because you are the same!Feng Zi spit on himself first, then observed carefully for a while, although he couldn't see the facial features clearly, but the two men sitting together were tall and short, and the short one bumped into the tall man from time to time. Frequent small gestures can definitely prove that these two people are a couple!

There weren't too many people in the teahouse, so Feng Zi was a little curious. Could it be that Aunt Zhang Fang was discussing business with others, and when she came back to collect a teacup, Auntie Zhang Fang would give Feng Zi a meal. What the hell, the tall man and Luo Jiang Kay looks alike!It is simply a juvenile version, a mature version!

Don't gossip about some things, Feng Zi silently retreated, guessing that the tall man should be Luo Jiangkai's uncle or father, wait a minute, father?

Facing two men alone, Zhang Fang's voice, which was originally at a normal volume, suddenly increased. Feng Zi could see Zhang Fang's expression quite clearly. Although Zhang Fang still looked very strong, Feng Zi felt that Aunt Zhang Fang Today's state is a bit wrong, his face is frighteningly pale, and he hurriedly walked over two steps.But before he walked over, Zhang Fang slapped the table and splashed the water in the cup on the faces of the two men opposite.

Fuck, this is hot water for making tea!

Sure enough, the two men got angry immediately. They stood up and wanted to push Zhang Fang, but Feng Zi forced a bar to fight back, "Sir, please don't be rough on the lady."

Zhang Fang was also taken aback when she saw Feng Zi appearing, she pursed her lips and still stubbornly looked at the two men opposite, "Get out of here quickly! You scum!"

The short man whose wrist was almost broken by Feng Zi glared at Feng Zi angrily, making Feng Zi's hair stand on end, this kind of sissy middle-aged version is so scary!The tall man ignored the direct eye contact between the short man and Feng Zi, just looked at Zhang Fang, paused, and left with the short man.

Feng Zi didn't understand what was going on, turned his head and hadn't spoken yet, when he saw Zhang Fang trembling suddenly, as if crying?

Ah, auntie, don't scare me!Why is the strong woman suddenly crying and swollen?

Feng Zi was a little flustered, and it was time to replace Cong Lu. After returning the clothes to the hotel, she chased Zhang Fang out. Zhang Fang's expression was very wrong just now, as if she would faint in a second.Xin Hua's health was very bad, and his face was like this every time he couldn't recover. It was still so cold outside, Feng Zi was afraid that something would happen to Zhang Fang, so he ran over without wearing his down jacket.

Sure enough, Zhang Fang was carrying a bag, and instead of driving in a trance, she bypassed the underground passage and went directly to the nearest park.Now there is snow everywhere, and there are no people in the park. Zhang Fang is alone in a black leather jacket, and she finds a bench covered with snow to sit down very stiffly.

Feng Zi ran over, handed the hand warmer from the hotel to Zhang Fang, and asked cautiously, "Auntie? Are you okay?"

Zhang Fang swayed, the paper bags in her arms were scattered all over the floor, she ignored Feng Zi, curled up by herself and slightly shrugged her shoulders, obviously crying.

Something must have happened, Feng Zi picked up the bag scattered on the ground, it was the hospital's medical certificate, clearly saw Zhang Fang's name, and the word "advanced gastric cancer".At this moment, Feng Zi was also stupid. He would rather not learn a lot of medical knowledge after his father passed away.

Just because advanced gastric cancer is also called advanced gastric cancer, if the treatment is not optimistic, there is only about three months.

The author has something to say: I have lost my code these two days, hehe

I'm off to work for two days, will be back soon!

PS: The stupid author is crying and fainting, please don’t use papapa anymore, others will misunderstand me as a small and fresh person

Chapter 47

Apart from the fact that life and death are nosy matters, this broad-minded and indifferent attitude towards life is a realm that most people can hardly achieve in their lifetime.Not to mention, the medical certificate from the hospital has already told you that you still have a few months to live. This situation where the death scythe is hanging above your head is counting down. Feng Zi opened his mouth and felt that his throat was extremely dry. Any consolation now seems hypocritical and disgusting.

Zhang Fang is the kind of woman who is stubborn to the core, even if she breaks down and cries uncontrollably now, she will hug herself tightly to prevent others from seeing her weakness.

The snow-covered park is eerily quiet. Occasionally, fat gray sparrows flap their wings to startle the snow off the bare branches. The sounds of pedestrians passing by in the distance become more silent after being weakened by the snow.Feng Zi really didn't know what to do, it was so cold outside, it was impossible to leave Aunt Zhang Fang here alone.

Not to mention whether Zhang Fang is Luo Jiangkai's mother, but just to say that Feng Zi meets any aunt he knows sitting here, and it is impossible to leave him here alone.Although Feng Zi knew that Zhang Fang had always been very strong, but when he encountered such a sudden and serious illness, he still worried that Zhang Fang, who was in despair, would do something stupid.

Because the temperature was too low, the hand warmer was already frozen through. Zhang Fang held his stomach tightly with one hand, and his whole body began to tremble. Feng Zi was about to take Zhang Fang away forcibly when he heard Zhang Fang's cell phone It rang.Zhang Fang, whose face was full of tears, wiped his face indiscriminately, and turned on the phone in a hurry. Feng Zi was sitting next to Zhang Fang. He was taken aback when he heard "my son's text message, yeah, my son's text message", and saw Luo Jiang unsurprisingly. A text message sent by Kai to Zhang Fang.

【Mom, go home early, I'll make porridge for you. 】Very concise is Luo Jiangkai's consistent style, but Feng Zi quickly took a look at it and realized it.No wonder Luo Jiangkai came to ask him how to make millet porridge yesterday, because people with a bad stomach drink porridge to nourish their stomachs. Feng Zi often dragged Luo Jiangkai to drink porridge when he was free at home. It was the first time Luo Jiangkai asked in detail how to cook millet porridge. Feng Zi thought he was going to cook for himself in the future, but it turned out that he was cooking for Aunt Zhang Fang!

Zhang Fang took a few breaths, warmed his frozen hands, and quickly replied to the text message, [Well, be careful of burning. 】After sending the text message, as if he realized something, he was about to put away the medical records on the ground, but he was a little stunned when he saw Feng Zi beside him, "Feng Zi?"

"Uh, hello, Auntie." Feng Zi nodded a little stiffly, always having a bad premonition in his heart.

Sure enough, Zhang Fang looked at Feng Zi for a long time with complicated eyes. She looked at Feng Zi holding the medical certificate in her hand, didn't say much, just stood up slowly and left.

Holding the medical certificate, Feng Zi gritted his teeth and silently followed.Although his body was also very cold, his hands seemed to be very hot, and he could barely hold the thin medical certificate.

The two entered a beverage shop, Zhang Fang entered a box and sat down.Feng Zi followed in, sat opposite Zhang Fang, didn't say much, and quietly waited for Zhang Fang to speak.Didn't Zhang Fang's actions just now mean that he had something to say to him?

After the waiter came in, he was taken aback by the quiet confrontation. After a pause, he politely asked the two what they wanted.

Zhang Fang subconsciously said, "A cup of black coffee and a cup of fruit juice."

Feng Zi hurriedly stopped, "Two cups of oatmeal without sugar."

The waiter was embarrassed, let's give a unified conclusion!It's very difficult in every line of work right now, so don't make it difficult for him!People just want to be a quiet waiter! _(:з」∠)_

Black coffee is a sacred product that hurts the stomach, Feng Zi really dare not let Zhang Fang drink it, how dare he use his stomach to joke at this time.Zhang Fang, who was stopped by Feng Zi, didn't say much. After letting the waiter leave according to Feng Zi's wishes, she still stared at a corner without speaking.

Since Zhang Fang didn't speak, Feng Zi kept her mouth shut obediently. First, Zhang Fang was an elder, so Feng Zi had to correct her attitude to the younger generation. Second, Feng Zi was also a bit confused now. Her boyfriend's mother was terminally ill. It was difficult for him to accept for a while, so the two fell into silence again.

The waiter who brought oatmeal was once shocked by the quiet atmosphere, silently put the things on the table, and floated out softly on tiptoes, hoo~

After being silent for a long time, Zhang Fang suddenly said, "The tall man just now is Xiaokai's father, and he appeared again!"

Feng Zi was taken aback by this topic, raised his eyes in astonishment, and saw that Zhang Fang didn't look at him at all, as if he was looking for something in the air.Pursing his lips, Feng Zi didn't know what Zhang Fang was going to say to him, or if he needed a listener at this special time, so he didn't interrupt Zhang Fang's words, and continued to listen.

"The first time I saw him, I felt that my whole person had changed. At that time, I was only 19 years old. I was very similar to my father. He had a violent temper and was quick to do things. Even if there were suitors, he would be quickly scared away by my character. Zhang Fang gently blew on the steaming oatmeal, took a sip, and said with nostalgia.

"At that time, I still believed in celibacy. I felt that the existence of a man was not as important as a book to me. I lived proudly and contemptuously." Hearing what Zhang Fang said, Feng Zi could already imagine Aunt Zhang Fang's appearance when she was young, with outstanding looks and outstanding abilities, an enhanced version of a strong woman, who dismissed men, like a wild horse that cannot be tamed.

Thinking of this, Feng Zi almost smiled warmly, because didn't he feel the same way when he first met Luo Jiangkai in high school?The whole person is out of the crowd, but it is outstandingly eye-catching, like an unconquerable flaming horse, stimulating the curiosity of all those who are secretly watching.

As if he didn't care about Feng Zi's response, Zhang Fang even had a happy smile, "I have been in contact with the company and business with my father for a long time, and I think I have enough knowledge and I have enough ability to control myself Life. But unexpectedly, I met Xiaokai’s father. When he saw me for the first time, he gave me a rose with thorns, because he said that the flower looked like me!” Zhang Fang’s tone suddenly Some choked up, "Yeah, he always gave me roses with thorns, I thought it was only for me, until I found out that he would give the roses without thorns to another person with tenderness, I didn't know that it was just for me. It's perfunctory, not even bothering to remove the thorn."

After taking a sip of porridge, Zhang Fang's pale face was almost transparent, Feng Zi looked at Aunt Zhang Fang, and felt that what he heard next would be a little too loud.

"When he said he loved me, I felt like I was about to have a heart attack. From the very first sight, I felt like I had fallen, unable to extricate myself from my senses. To be able to put on a wedding dress and become his bride, I felt like I was about to die of happiness. He restrains his temper and grows long hair, and speaks softly in high heels, just because he likes it. Friends around me think we are a good match, and even some women try to seduce him, but he is unmoved. I I feel that I am the happiest person in the world, and I am full of hope to marry him and give birth to the crystallization of our love." When Zhang Fang said this, a dreamy light appeared on her face, beautiful but without realism.

Feng Zi looked at Zhang Fang's state with some concern, for fear that Zhang Fang in this state would suddenly faint or vomit blood.The hand that wanted to send a text message to Luo Jiangkai was held in his pocket and then released. Feng Zi didn't know why, but felt that it was Zhang Fang's greatest wish not to tell Luo Jiangkai about this matter.

Zhang Fang held his forehead, and his voice suddenly panted, "You know what? He helped me weave a dream, and then drowned me severely." The voice suddenly became a little hurried, "After getting married, soon With Xiaokai, I am a bit clumsy, but I try my best to take care of such a small Xiaokai, but his father suddenly ignores me and Xiaokai. I always thought that I was not virtuous enough, not a qualified person. His wife made him so indifferent, until one time, Xiaokai’s kindergarten was on vacation suddenly, and I took Xiaokai who was sleeping soundly home, and saw him so indifferent rolling around in my house with another man!”

Feng Zi shuddered suddenly, and could hardly believe what he heard.

"He's a gay, a gay who cheated on marriage, a gay who came out to get married because of family pressure! He can't even look at my gay without taking medicine or watching movies!" Zhang Fang became emotional all of a sudden, and her face turned even paler. , the voice was almost hoarse, "Can he lie to me because he is gay? Can he destroy me?"

Feng Zi looked at the blue veins on Zhang Fang's neck, and hurried to support Zhang Fang to calm her down.

Zhang Fang buried her face between her hands, "Do you know how disgusting I am? I want to cut my own skin with a knife, you know? I was so scared that the man under him even Whistled at me to invite me, really disgusting disgusting."

Talking about the incident at that time, Zhang Fang shrank herself in a corner, as if she was the little woman in her 20s who was full of hope and love when she was awakened by the truth, "I think I am a fool, Seeing those two people who didn't shy away from me, they went to the balcony to find sticks and beat them out. Many people around knew that Xiaokai's father was a gay man who cheated on marriage. They watched jokes next to our house, Talking sarcasm, there are even children throwing stones at Xiao Kai who doesn't know anything." This is not over yet, the man who left suddenly took away a large amount of property from Zhang Fang's family, and suddenly a good company appeared Zhang Fang's parents left here in anger, and moved to a small village that no one knew.

Because of that man's deceit, she seemed to have entered a situation that she could never get out of.After getting married, no matter how virtuous and hardworking you are, it is useless. Since my husband was kicked out by me, he has never been seen again. The damage that can be ridiculed and ridiculed all falls on her and Xiaokai. It seems that there is no end to the scene Hurt like tightly entangled her life.

"Even once, some children stuffed Xiao Kai's mouth with leaves and locked him in the toilet. If the cleaning aunt hadn't found Xiao Kai who had fainted, I don't know if Xiao Kai would still be alive now. Come down." Zhang Fang looked up, "But during that time, my mental state was also very unstable, and I often mistook Xiao Kai for that man, and once almost strangled Xiao Kai by mistake. Finally, my parents took Xiao Kai to I lived in a small village, and I received treatment for a long time before the situation improved."

Feng Zi is also a single-parent family, so he naturally knows how difficult it is for a woman to bring a child to survive in society, and even Zhang Fang's marriage turned out to be such a scam.People's words are terrible, sometimes the ridicule or ridicule of others will rub back and forth on your wound like salt, making you restless.Zhang Fang said such a simple sentence, and the situation improved later, but the difficulties behind it were definitely not that simple.

Zhang Fang's stomach still hurts all the time. She clutched her stomach and drank some oatmeal. After a long pause, Feng Zi suddenly asked Zhang Fang, "Auntie, why did he show up today?" Ask Quan, as for the growing uneasiness in his heart, Feng Zi no longer wants to face it squarely.

"Because he left suddenly, we still lack a divorce agreement. He is an idiot, and he wants to ask me for Xiaokai's custody. Doesn't he know that Xiaokai is an adult?" After so many years of hard work and hardship She has already trained Zhang Fang to be extremely strong and courageous. Her marriage with that man must be divorced. Even if she dies, all her property must belong to Xiao Kai. Even the man owes her and Xiao Kai. Also must come back!

Feng Zi saw that Zhang Fang had calmed down, and he might have already thought about how to deal with that shameless strange man.His heart sank, he didn't know why Zhang Fang said these words to him, was it as his son's good friend or his son's boyfriend?

As for how to kill that strange man who had the courage to come back, this is not something Feng Zi has to consider. Zhang Fang, who had already made plans in her heart, only took a serious look at Feng Zi at this time, and sighed for a long time. "Feng Zi, you are a good boy, Auntie is sorry for you." After speaking, he opened a software on the phone and handed it to Feng Zi.

Feng Zi suddenly felt a gust of cold wind blowing into the well-heated room, took the phone stiffly, saw all the text messages and call recordings between Luo Jiangkai and himself, and was very surprised, "Auntie, you monitor Luo Jiangkai's phone!" Otherwise, how did these things come from?It can't be that Luo Jiangkai showed it to her by himself!

Zhang Fang, who was pointed out bluntly, was embarrassed to turn her eyes away, because of the injury to Luo Jiangkai during the period when she was in a bad mood. Zhang Fang's feelings for Luo Jiangkai were once very complicated. Is this her son or a scene? The evidence of deception is actually a test of people's choice!

Although Zhang Fang, who received treatment, finally chose the former, but the rigid way of getting along with Luo Jiangkai still can't be changed. In addition, she is really busy with work, and she wants to give Luo Jiangkai the best life, but she also subconsciously ignores Luo Jiang Kai's growth.But Zhang Fang, who wanted to do her best as a mother, didn't know how to communicate with Luo Jiangkai, so she simply made a bad move and tampered with her son's mobile phone.

This text message and call recording was also found out after Zhang Fang found out that he was not at home, and Luo Jiangkai didn't seem to be at home very much.She has been in contact with Feng Zi several times, and she also knows that this boy is very good, and even knows that in this relationship, her son is the active party.

"However, I don't know if this kind of thing is hereditary, because of that man, I am very disgusted with homosexuality." Zhang Fang made it clear, standing in front of Feng Zi and pleading, "Auntie knows that Xiao Kai provoked you, but Please, I only have about three months, can you stop my husband and son from being the same kind of person, please!"

Zhang Fang knelt down in front of Feng Zi, with tears all over her face, she is not the kind of person who doesn't know right from wrong, Feng Zi is a very good child, if she just wants to be friends with Xiao Kai, then she definitely agrees and feels at ease, but homosexuality These three words were poking her heart, "Can you leave me these three months, please Feng Zi, even if Auntie dies, it doesn't matter if you are together again, can you wait?" After I die!"

It's impossible for Feng Zi not to respond when he said this. He helped Zhang Fang up, opened his mouth and didn't know what to say.And Zhang Fang just kept saying sorry, which made Feng Zi even more at a loss.

'Even if my aunt is dead, it doesn't matter if you are together again, can you wait after I die! As soon as these words were said, Feng Zi felt that his chest was pierced by a knife biu, stabbed quietly and bleeding quietly, it was as if he would lie down immediately after the big move and could never be revived again.

Feng Zi even held on to the edge of the table with some loss of strength, barely helped Zhang Fang up, and it took him a long time to recover his voice, "Auntie, you can take care of the treatment at ease, I, I will think about it again, okay?"

Zhang Fang pursed her lips and did not speak. It took a long time before she asked, "Why don't I send you back to school first?" way.It's just that she's already like this, and she just wants to make one last wish willfully.

Shaking his head and refusing, Feng Zi held the gloves and scarf in his hands, "I, I'm going first, let me think about it."

Zhang Fang didn't stop Feng Zi from leaving, but said at the moment Feng Zi was about to go out, "Can Xiao Kai not let Xiao Kai know about his father and I being sick? Can this matter end here?" Luo Jiang Kai has never known about his father, and she is enough to hurt him.

Nodded, "I won't say, don't worry." After Feng Zi finished speaking, he left alone.

Zhang Fang sat alone in the box, covering her face with her hands, "I'm sorry!" She is a selfish mother, but she is also an ordinary person with seven emotions and six desires.

Walking on the street, the thick snow on the soles of the feet creaked, Feng Zi silently huddled in her scarf, and walked towards the school.The cell phone in his pocket rang suddenly, Feng Zi took it out to check, in addition to a few missed text messages from Luo Jiangkai, there was also a message from senior sister Cong Lu.

Really unable to get up the energy to reply to the text message, Feng Zi checked Luo Jiangkai's text message, probably because he was not at school, Luo Jiangkai went home at noon, made millet porridge, and asked himself how long it would take.And Senior Sister Cong Lu's text message asked where she was, saying that she was going to treat her to dinner, put the phone back in her pocket, Feng Zi's nose felt cold, and he looked up at the sky, it turned out that it had started to snow.

Feng Zi had already missed the time for lunch after school, and when he returned, he would have class in the afternoon, even though he was very hungry, he didn't feel anything, Feng Zi, who seemed to be acting normally, was actually very disturbed inside.

It would be fine if he didn't agree to Senior Sister Cong Lu going out today, or don't be curious about Aunt Zhang Fang's situation, or don't worry about going out with Aunt Zhang Fang, or don't be so understanding and follow Auntie to the drink shop hear those words?Or don't want to be such a "holy father", just hold on to your love tightly, what do you think about so much?

Feng Zi was accumulating language notes in his hands, but he smiled wryly in his heart.Aunt Zhang Fang was right. He is indeed a good boy. Even if he knew the plot of today's incident in advance, he would definitely do it again.

In the final analysis, it was not because of today's incident, but because of the hidden danger that he had been worried about in his heart. Since Wang Dan threatened himself, the uneasiness in his heart was getting bigger and bigger.He even began to wonder whether he could persist, and what was the point of secretly falling in love with Luo Jiangkai at this time?

Negative emotions swept Feng Zi all of a sudden, all the bad thoughts in his heart came out, the pessimistic and helpless emotions made Feng Zi almost breathless, and finally made it to school, Feng Zi picked up his schoolbag and quickly left, For the first time, he left without talking to Luo Jiangkai.

Sitting alone in a small rental house, it was dark without the lights on, and the snow outside was getting bigger and bigger.Feng Zi hugged himself and looked out the window a little helplessly. The dark sky was covered with snowflakes the size of goose feathers, and a few street lamps were already lit in the distance. Feng Zi is now in a state of chaos, gray and doesn't know what to do.

The relationship between Luo Jiangkai and Zhang Fang is indeed very stiff, but Feng Zi can't fail to see how much Luo Jiangkai loves his mother, a strong mother who can't take care of him, a violent mother who absolutely loves him, Luo Jiangkai It's not a piece of ice, maybe it's not good at expressing, but it definitely knows Zhang Fang's feelings for him.Similarly, as a son, he is slowly learning to take care of Zhang Fang and lend Zhang Fang his shoulders.

what is love?Don't you want your loved ones to get better and better?Feng Zi rubbed the corners of his eyes helplessly. He had made great efforts to ease the relationship between Luo Jiangkai's mother and son before, but thinking about it now, he really couldn't laugh or cry.

The phone turned on again, Feng Zi took it over and opened it, it was a text message from Luo Jiangkai. [What's wrong, not happy today?Shall I tell you a joke? 】

Feng Zi, who was still a little confused, paused for a moment, thinking about his usual cheerful tone, 【Porn joke? 】

After a while, Luo Jiangkai sent a string of ellipses, [...well, a pair of male boyfriends, one named Qianqian and the other named Beibei, on a dark and windy night, they became Become obedient. 】

Feng Zi was amused, wiped away the tears she didn't know when, and replied, 【It's not funny at all, it's so cold! 】

Luo Jiangkai over there was not discouraged, and quickly replied, [Then I will tell you a love story that spans time and space. The protagonists are Huo Qubing and Xin Qiji. You see, they are both lovers! 】In fact, Luo Jiangkai doesn't know how to tell jokes at all. He definitely found these jokes on the Internet, and then pasted and copied them for Feng Zi to see, just to make Feng Zi happy.

Feng Zi sat on the sofa laughing and crying, and finally replied, 【It's too cold, let's break up! 】

Luo Jiangkai's phone call came directly, Feng Zi refused to answer, and texted back, 【What I said is true. 】

Throwing the phone aside, Feng Zi picked herself up, from the tears shed to crying, it seemed that the grievances were stuck in her chest, and her whole body was about to explode.

"No, Feng Zi, you can't be like this, you have to get active." Feng Zi was tearing and went to the bathroom nervously, took a rag and began to wipe the window sill and table, and said to himself, "It's okay, Feng Zi Azusa, it's not like both of you will die when you separate, there will be chances in the future, for sure!"

"Woo, but the world is so big, what if we just miss it?" Feng Zi, biting his lips and still crying, was still trying to convince himself, when he suddenly saw a person running downstairs from his house, Luo Jiangkai.

It's over, he must have come to ask him why they broke up, Feng Zi trembled in fright, washed his face, wrapped himself tightly with a scarf and put on a hat, grabbed the key and went downstairs in a panic.When he ran to the corridor, Feng Zi comforted himself in a low voice, "Don't panic, don't panic, don't cry, you're so sissy!"

The two happened to meet downstairs, Luo Jiangkai tried to grab Feng Zi's hand, but Feng Zi threw it away. "Feng Zi!"

Feng Zi gritted his teeth, and walked quickly beside the streetlight where there were fewer people, with his arms folded, he said with the most hypocritical acting skills in his life, "Luo Jiangkai, I said, I'm tired, let's break up!"

I was trembling hard in my heart, he couldn't tell Luo Jiangkai that your mother had advanced stomach cancer and was about to die, she begged me to let me break up with you first, can I do anything after she dies?Or, Luo Jiangkai, shall we be together again in three months?Because your mother was gone by then?So he is too brute.

Luo Jiangkai's complexion was particularly gloomy against the streetlights, he took two steps forward and grabbed Feng Zi's wrist, "What stupid things are you talking about, what's the matter, what can't you say well?"

Throwing Luo Jiangkai's hand away, Feng Zi felt that the expression on his face must be very cheap and awkward, "I'm tired of you, you know? What's the use of love without any sense of security, anyway, you have fucked me too No loss!" Every sentence and even every word was Feng Zi poking his own heart, and behind Luo Jiangkai's invisible, Feng Zi's hands were shaking unbearably.

Luo Jiangkai's face changed, "I don't lose anything, what are you talking about? Is our relationship like this? Feng Zi, what's wrong with you?"

Looking up, Feng Zi took every word very seriously, "Have you ever asked my opinion since the beginning? Now that I can't take it anymore, I can take the initiative to express my thoughts once! Break up!" Feng Zi I even prayed silently in my heart, let's have a blizzard now, or else an earthquake or the street lights suddenly cut off, as long as I can kill myself at this time.

Grabbing Feng Zi, Luo Jiangkai was about to be driven mad by Feng Zi's words, "What the hell are you talking about?! Feng Zi, you lied to me, right, tell me!" It seemed that he suddenly realized that his voice was too loud , Luo Jiangkai hurriedly hugged Feng Zi, his voice slowed down, "I'm sorry Feng Zi, I'm sorry, you are joking, right? Don't scare me, okay?"

Luo Jiangkai, do you know how much I don't want to let you go and leave this embrace?But we are not people living on isolated islands, we can't think about ourselves in everything, or what Teacher Hu said, people can't live too selfishly.So, I'm sorry, to fulfill your mother's wish, let's separate!

Can't wait