just not compound

Act.7

Li Yichuan sat down next to Jin Xiao without changing his face, muttering inwardly.He turned his face sideways, half leaned on the soft sofa cushions to play with his mobile phone, and didn't look at what the other party was doing with his computer.

About 10 minutes later, the person next to me, who was not sure whether it was a psychotic patient or the president surnamed Wang, finally ended the meeting, closed the computer, and at the same time became aware of his presence: "Why are you still here?"

Li Yichuan paused: "...This is my home."

"Oh," Jin Xiao nodded, propped his head and looked down, and suddenly realized, "Is this your computer?"

"…………Yes."

Jin Xiao seemed to have a headache.He blinked, rubbed his face against the palm of his hand vigorously, and said after a while, "Sorry, I've been too busy recently, and I drank a little wine today, and my memory is a bit confused, can I bother you?"

Li Yichuan looked at his wet eyelashes and his flushed face, for some reason he felt a little flashy, so he tilted his head and said, "No, it's not too troublesome."

"Not too much?" Jin Xiao froze for a moment, then smiled.

Li Yichuan kept tilting his head: "...well, not too much."

Jin Xiao's smile suddenly became meaningful.

He squinted his eyes, crossed his legs, and leaned back on the sofa like a big cat, revealing half of his lean waist. He stared at Li Yichuan aggressively and motionlessly, and asked coldly for a long time, "Are you gay?"

Li Yichuan: "..."

This question came without warning, and Li Yichuan didn't know how to answer it at all.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Jin Xiao thought it was acquiescing, and he snorted and groaned: "Really?"

Li Yichuan came back to his senses: "...I'm not."

"No?" Jin Xiao smiled slightly, reached out and pulled his collar, and whispered in his ear, "Why didn't you hug me?"

Li Yichuan: ".........!?"

Li Yichuan had goosebumps, subconsciously wanted to push him away, but hesitated strangely.

Jin Xiao regarded him as a refusal to welcome him, lowered his head, and lightly bit his collar, his voice was low and deep, revealing an ambiguity to the bone: "Your collar is stained with soy milk, It must have accidentally rubbed against me while hugging me, right? A duplicity little villain."

Li Yichuan: "………………………………"

Li Yichuan was in a trance, in a trance, his inner world seemed to be swept away by the turbulent waves like a big wave washing sand.

After a long time, his consciousness, which had been intimidated for nine days, crawled back bit by bit, with great difficulty, and rebuilt the broken Three Views.

He thought to himself word by word, I, just, day.

However, before sunrise, Jin Xiao suddenly loosened his collar, lay back on the sofa with his arms folded, raised his eyebrows and said, "But I don't really like being with people who are taller than me, and it would be shameful to take them out." Don't say it, it's still a pain in the ass."

Li Yichuan "..." again.He endured it, but couldn't hold back: "You think too much, really."

"Really?" Jin Xiao's long legs trembled, and his tone was full of "Come and hit me", "Maybe it's because you are too gay, that love can block you~ no~ hold~ "

Li Yichuan was silent, silent, and then silent, and finally said those two words after dozens of seconds: "My day."

Then for the first time in his life, his face turned black, he grabbed Jin Xiao's collar, dragged him to the door without looking back, and threw him out viciously.

Since that day, I don't know whether Li Yichuan's throwing action was too bold and hit Mr. Jin's cuteness, or his voice was too magnetic when he said "my day", which made Jin Xiaolian unforgettable.In short, for several days in a row, as soon as Li Yichuan opened the door, he could see Jin Xiao's affectionate eyes.

Li Yichuan was deeply disturbed (and disgusted).

He tried to reason with the other party, telling him that he was not gay, but the other party didn't care at all, and instead shamelessly agreed: "Really, I'm not either."

Li Yichuan: "..."

Jin Xiao: "Since everyone is different, let's make friends."

Li Yichuan: "...hehe."

In this way, day after day, month after month, year after year, Jin Xiao swayed in front of Li Yichuan all the time, rain or shine, until one day he didn't come, and Li Yichuan couldn't help the pain in his heart, feeling that something suddenly took advantage of him. Pour it into hot water.Only then did he know that something was wrong.

Habit is something more stubborn than nature - Jin Xiao obviously knows this well.It took him a whole year to get Li Yichuan used to it, and then he pulled out mercilessly, which was a hundred times deeper than saying "I love you" to him directly.

Li Yichuan had no room to resist at all, he was already in deep trouble.

Fifteen days later, fully dressed, Jin Xiao reappeared in front of Li Yichuan.

This is a very delicate time point: before this, the miss is not deep enough, after this, the memory is too long.Jin Xiao chose to appear at the most suitable time to appear on the stage, with a confident and affectionate smile, waiting for the embrace of his prey.

Then...he got his wish, um, was hugged.

When he woke up the next day, Mr. Jin, who was cunning and thoughtful, not only felt unprecedented back pain, but also deeply resonated with Li Yichuan a year ago-"My day!"

In any case, the two finally came together, and they have been together for several years.

In the past few years, Jin Xiao, who is naturally playful, has never had any signs of empathy, but he was suppressed by Li Yichuan calmly, and the most serious one was also blocked by him with the matter of coming out of the closet go back.

Li Yichuan was broken up by Jin Xiao. This incident has always made Jin Xiao feel sorry for his family, so after Li Yichuan came out, he settled down a lot, stopped messing around, and concentrated on living with Li Yichuan.

But the burden on Li Yichuan's heart is getting heavier and heavier.

He felt that he was extremely despicable for using this method to keep Jin Xiao, and he also felt that he was extremely unfilial and used the method of hurting his family to keep love.

Every time he meets his mother, the stone in his burden will become heavier.

The incident at the birthday party three years ago was the last straw that broke the camel's back.

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It may be easy to confuse here. Think of Chapter 5 and Chapter 6 as the plot of a time period... The timeline after Chapter 00 of [-] is after Jin Xiao gets drunk and before he gets up. The whole story is flashbacked from Li Yichuan's perspective. When Jin Xiao's timelines overlap, the whole story ends.

Expect the finale tomorrow or the day after tomorrow!Good night girls, sweet dreams! =3=

Act.8

After that, Li Yichuan's mood was always in a state of tension, not up and down.

It was as if a tired traveler crossing the cliff alone, finally stepped on the ground when climbing over the cliff, and fell suddenly with a strange sense of relief, but at that time, he just grabbed a hard rock, so he had to hold on. Hanging awkwardly on the edge of the cliff, contemplating whether to live or die.

If it is born, how can he be born?

If it was death, didn't he look too cowardly, not dignified and prudent at all?

Li Yichuan didn't come up with the answer, or he was tired of coming up with the answer. He chose the most conservative and powerless method - continue to hang on the edge of the cliff, wait for the rock to open up, and "let go" by himself.

Then one hang is three years.

For three years, Li Yichuan wrote letters almost every day, and almost every letter was related to the breakup, but he handed over none of them to Jin Xiao.

Maybe it's hard to make up your mind, maybe the rock is too firm.

Li Yichuan was suppressed and tense like this, and three years passed.

However, there is a saying - "Doubt is a seed", what it needs most is the nourishment of time and the watering of fear.

So no matter how depressed and tense Li Yichuan is, this seed will eventually germinate, just like a camel carrying the last straw will eventually fall.

This is the consequence that no one can violate and change under the influence of the antecedent.

Li Yichuan broke up with Jin Xiao.

After bringing it up, he was completely relaxed, and his body and mind were suddenly lightened. In a trance, he felt that everything had returned to the original point—he didn't go out for a morning run eight years ago, and Jin Xiao didn't pass out drunk at the door of his house.

He once again lived an ordinary life without having to carry burdens.

But what is ordinary life?

Ordinary people's life will be turned upside down because of Jin Xiao's words?

Ordinary people's life will become equally volatile because of Jin Xiao's emotions?

It wasn't until this moment that Li Yichuan suddenly realized that he didn't fall off the cliff, nor did he return to the original point, but just changed his way and grabbed the rock more forcefully.

And, this time, he had no room to let go.

So he said to his mother, "I'm sorry."

And my mother didn't say anything, she seemed to know that Li Yichuan had no possibility of "going back".

She had no choice but to criticize indiscriminately, as proof of her compromise, and drove Li Yichuan who was going to take her to the airport to get off the car, and went to the airport alone without seeing or worrying.

Li Yichuan was left holding a lot of souvenirs, and walked back home slowly.

Along the way, he thought a lot, including whether to wait for Jin Xiao to finish brushing his teeth before giving him a deep kiss.

The moment he walked to the door, he felt that he couldn't wait.

So he opened the door with a feeling of happiness that was almost like the rest of his life.

Immediately afterwards he heard Jin Xiao say: "Sorry, I just answered the phone call from the company - you can make an appointment, please tell me a time."

about?

About what?

For a moment, Li Yichuan only heard a soft "click", the string of reason in his brain suddenly broke, and the seed of doubt in his heart grew wildly along with it.

His eyes sank, he dropped the big package in his hand, walked towards Jin Xiao step by step, and grabbed his phone.

"Don't go."

***

Jin Xiao woke up immediately, squinted his eyes, looked him up and down for a long time, returned to the sofa and raised his legs: "Why?"

Li Yichuan's expression tensed, his Adam's apple moved slightly, as if he wanted to say something.

Jin Xiao folded his arms and interrupted him: "We've already broken up, you don't have any reason, and you don't have any position to control me, you know?" I asked someone to come to my house to play cannons."

Li Yichuan was startled, lowered his eyes and lowered his voice in a hoarse voice: "Fire?"

"That's right, my ex-boyfriend asked me out." Jin Xiao said with a slight smile, thought for a while, stood up again, and slowly narrowed the distance between the two, "Speaking of which, you are also me now." ex-boyfriend...you can come too."

Li Yichuan slowly clenched his fists, and there were veins on his forehead.

Jin Xiao put his arms around his neck, pressed his face tightly against his, and asked coquettishly, "Come on~"

"...What if not?" Li Yichuan asked suddenly.

"What if not?"

"If it's not—" Li Yichuan suddenly closed his mouth again, swallowed all the unfinished words back into his throat, turned his face away in silence, and said nothing more.

But Jin Xiao understood his meaning with a tacit understanding: What if it wasn't his ex-boyfriend?

He couldn't help but think smugly: Sure enough, I still have something in my heart. If I hadn't said it earlier, it would be over. I have to lure it out word by word. It's really~pretentious~love~

He intentionally showed an incomprehensible look on his face, let go of his hand, faced him, and stared closely at his eyes: "What do you mean?"

Li Yichuan didn't say a word.

Jin Xiao turned his face and said with unprecedented patience: "You have to say it before I can understand."

Li Yichuan still didn't say a word, in his downcast and heavy eyes, it seemed like a steep cliff was sinking.

Jin Xiao was a little impatient.

His fingers gradually tightened, and his strength gradually increased. The other hand was also clenched into a fist and raised and lowered repeatedly, as if he was suppressing his temper, but also as if he was looking for a suitable place to beat down hard.

One second, two seconds.

three seconds...

Five seconds.

Li Yichuan always faced each other in silence.

Jin Xiao finally couldn't bear it anymore, his liver was aching from the anger.He grabbed Li Yichuan's shoulder with his backhand and threw him on the sofa suddenly, punching his chin with a punch: "Damn it's been a long time! Speak, talk!"

Li Yichuan's head was knocked to the side unexpectedly, his expression was a little dazed, his previously impenetrable eyes revealed a little fragility, but he quickly took it back, his voice was as calm as ever: "What are you talking about?"

Jin Xiao felt that his state was a bit wrong, and was about to ask something, when he suddenly heard him say: "By the way, don't you want to know the reason for breaking up?——I'll tell you."

Li Yichuan slowly stood up, took advantage of Jin Xiao's posture, and pressed back: "Three years ago, you told a man at a birthday party that the reason you were with me was because I used the word "coming out." threatened you... right?"

...Damn it!

Where does this follow!

When had he ever said such a thing to someone!

Jin Xiao's face was gloomy and unhappy, and he frowned and stared at him. He wanted to press back with his hands, but suddenly remembered something, and he was stunned, and he couldn't help but loosen his strength.

Li Yichuan was very sensitive to the change in his expression: "Remember?"

Thinking about it, but... "I didn't mean that."

He remembered that a man seemed to come to strike up a conversation and asked him why he was with someone like Li Yichuan for so many years. Because he was very dissatisfied with the man's frivolous tone, he replied impatiently: "He used Coming out threatened me, of course I want to be with him."

The key lies in the word "threat". He originally wanted to show his affection!

Why did Li Yichuan understand so strangely?

Li Yichuan said softly: "It doesn't matter if it means that or not."

Jin Xiao felt a tight pain in his chest: "Why is it not important!"

He obviously never thought about it that way...

Li Yichuan didn't answer, but closed his eyes, loosened his grip on Jin Xiao, hugged him, and rubbed his head against his neck. After a long while, he said in a low voice, "I'm very uncomfortable."

Jin Xiao was stunned.

The combination of these two sentences is: it doesn't matter whether it means that or not, I feel very sad.

He subconsciously turned his face to look at him.

Li Yichuan pinched his chin, not letting him look: "I've been very uncomfortable since you started chasing me."

Jin Xiao didn't move, let him pinch his chin, and put his originally stuffy and cold tone very softly: "Why?"

"I don't know why you like me."

"that's it?"

"No... there are more."

"Speak, I'm listening," all the anger, dissatisfaction, and depression disappeared inexplicably at this moment, Jin Xiao's heart became very soft, and he repeated, "I'm listening."

Li Yichuan was silent for a while: "I don't know if we break up, should I like men or women."

This is indeed a bit difficult to answer, Jin Xiao thought for a while, rubbed his face against his palm, kissed his fingers, and said, "Continue to like me."

Li Yichuan was startled.

Jin Xiao said, "Just like now."

Li Yichuan was stunned for a long time, and after a long while, he followed Jin Xiao's tone and said, "But in case you don't like me..."

"Will not."

"just in case."

"...Really not."

"just in case."

"... Really, really not! Not now!"

Li Yichuan said: "That's because I dumped you."

Mr. Jin thought that I was making me angry by rubbing it. He turned his head vigorously and was about to bite Li Yichuan when his neck suddenly became hot, as if something had dripped on it.

In an instant, Jin Xiao seemed to be pinched seven inches, unable to move.

After 1 minute, he turned his face away, poked his chin back into Li Yichuan's palm unwillingly, and pressed hard: "Then you'll just dump me from now on."

Li Yichuan paused, and said "um" with a nasal voice: "And..."

"and also!?"

"..."

"...you tell me."

"You often cheat mentally, I don't want to take out the cabinet and threaten you again."

Jin Xiao: "........."

Mental cheating?

Essence, spirit, out, track?

Jin Xiao wanted to blow up again, this time he was not so angry that his liver hurt, but so angry that his heart hurt: "Why have I ever cheated?"

Li Yichuan: "You have."

"There's a fart!" Mr. Jin couldn't help it anymore, he could only bump his face into his palm, and his voice became a little aggrieved, "I never did! It's not that I think you're hypocritical, what you just said I'm All, not, thought, passed!"

Li Yichuan didn't speak.

Jin Xiao was angry for a while, but still sullenly compromised: "Forget it, I don't care about you-I love you, and I have only loved you for so many years, so do you feel happy?"

"……Happy."

Jin Xiao held his breath: "Then do you have anything else to say?"

Li Yichuan thought about it, but he didn't forget that ex-boyfriend: "Are you going to have sex later?"

"not going!"

"That--"

"Are you trying to say no to breaking up?"

Li Yichuan nodded, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"No, why, what!" Jin Xiao said with a stern face, "But I don't want to get back together."

Li Yichuan was a little stunned: "Why?"

"Because I don't! Happy! Happy!" Mr. Jin, who was forced to sign a series of treaties for the loss of power, said with a bad expression.

"..."

However, if there is no doubt because of this, then even if you feel disgusted in the future, you will have nothing to worry about and will not be separated.

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