This attack is too expensive and boring

14

Grandma Luo Chen was in good condition today, and when Luo Chen came, she was sitting and eating with the support of the nurse.

Very simple two dishes and one soup, the old lady eats with a smile.

When Luo Chen came in, the old lady looked very happy, and looked behind Luo Chen: "Isn't your mother here?"

Luo Chen habitually raised the corners of his mouth and smiled: "Mom made porridge and asked me to bring it over first, she said she would come over tomorrow."

The old lady glanced at Luo Chen: "That's what you told me last time."

Luo Chen was taken aback, he didn't expect the old lady to remember what happened last time, his eyes were a little surprised, the last time the old lady was conscious was last month.

"You really lied to me." The old lady was not happy. "Is your mother sick and afraid that I will know?"

"No." Luo Chen shook his head, changing the subject with a very natural expression: "Would you like to try the porridge made by mother first?"

The old lady was unmoved: "Is your mother's heart bad again? Hey... Xiaochen, what's wrong with me? I always feel as if I haven't seen your mother for a long time? Why did I go to the hospital when I was fine? It's gone..." As she spoke, the old lady's expression became a little dazed again: "How did I get here...I can't remember why..."

The old lady would ask this sentence every time she was awake, and Luo Chen still answered the eternal answer: "You caught a cold the first few days, and you will be discharged from the hospital in a few days."

The old lady suddenly realized: "Oh..."

With neither joy nor sadness on his face, Luo Chen served a bowl of porridge for the old lady.

The old lady lowered her head and took small sips. When she was halfway through the drink, she suddenly remembered something. She raised her head and looked at Luo Chen, who was packing up the underwear and socks that the old lady had put aside and wanted to wash them, and asked, "Xiao Chen, When did you come? Where is your mother?"

Luo Chen kept moving his hands, and turned his head with a smile again, with a calm face: "I just came, my mother made porridge and asked me to bring it over first, she said she would come tomorrow."

The old lady nodded and went back to continue drinking porridge.

When Luo Chen was washing clothes in the washing room of the hospital, he seemed to vaguely hear the auntie nurse who had been taking care of Luo Chen's grandmother chatting with the little nurse in the hospital.

"—he is the only one left at home, hey... what a big kid, he can support so much by himself."

——It was the same as the words I heard before, and the words I answered my grandmother.

Luo Chen was not going to listen to what was said there, but there were some words that could not be heard without wanting to hear them, so Luo Chen suddenly began to scrub vigorously, the sounds of water and clothes rubbing together, covering up a lot of misty noises outside .

How would those people know, how did the so-called older children start to support everything?

When his mother had just left, for 17-year-old Luo Chen, the whole sky fell apart.At that time, Luo Chen didn't know how to cook or wash clothes, and he couldn't lie to his grandma and cover up his emotions so calmly.

But when one day, after Luo Chen continued to lock himself in the room as if the whole world had forgiven him, with the sound of bang bang bang bang in the living room, after that day, that Luo Chen who knew nothing Chen, he suddenly knows everything.

At first, I thought you couldn't make it through, but when the bad news piled on, you suddenly became able to make it through anything.

On the first day after Grandma Luo Chen woke up, after she no longer knew Luo Chen, Luo Chen updated this sentence in her personal space: Life is like one test after another, one extreme after another.Sometimes all you need is not to catch your breath, but to be drowned for a while.This way, you can breathe better again.

Xiao Mo has been standing in a place where Luo Chen can't see, quietly observing him.

This person looks exactly the same as the smiling young man next to Jimo Yu, but he looks so different.When he lied to his grandma while bending his eyebrows and smiling, did he really let go of the four years that had passed?

21 is old.

Jimo Yu is 21 years old and just like a fool, he only knows to hang around behind Ye Fan every day.

And Luo Chen, you standing in the water room with scars on your face and forbearance, and you standing next to Jimo Yu with a warm smile on your face, which one is the real you?What purpose are you standing beside Jimo Yu?What is the secret hidden in you?

call……

When Luo Chen returned to Jimo Yu's place, Jimo Yu woke up at some point, and was talking with Xiao Mo who was sitting on the sofa in a low voice. Seeing Luo Chen walk in, both of them stopped talking .

Jimo Yu looked at Luo Chen indifferently, while Xiao Mo seemed much more enthusiastic than before.

Luo Chen didn't care, seeing that there were some more things on the ground, Luo Chen picked up a fruit basket and said to Xiao Mo, "I'll wash some fruit for you."

Xiao Mo waved his hand: "No, don't bother. Just as you come back, let me tell you that Ayu wants to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow."

"Tomorrow?" Luo Chen was surprised. "It's only a few days since I was discharged from the hospital. Don't you have to change your dressing every morning, let alone what if at home—" Luo Chen paused, feeling a little unlucky, and instead muttered: "I don't understand what's wrong, what to do."

Xiao Mo smiled: "It doesn't matter, anyway, A Yu can be discharged from the hospital in a week anyway. Cheng Xin will go to change A Yu's dressing every morning. The hospital smells like disinfectant, and A Yu can't sleep well here at night. "

Hearing that someone helped Luo Chen relaxed, he looked at Jimo Yu inquiringly.

Jimoyu put on an expression of "why do you still look at me if the labor and management want to say that they are discharged from the hospital".Luo Chen turned his head away, really wanting to go home by himself today.

Xiao Mo had a smile on his face, but his eyes kept looking at Jimo Yu.

In other words, he has been observing Jimo Yu since yesterday, and it is undeniable that Ye Fan is a knot in Jimo Yu's heart, but it seems that when Luo Chen is around, Jimo Yu's expression will be more than usual.

Before it was changed, this was a very happy thing for Xiao Mo, Gu Chengxin, and even for Brother Jiu who hadn't played yet.But the situation is different now, if Luo Chen's secret is not found out for a day, Xiao Mo and the others will not be at ease if he is placed next to Jimo Yu for a day.

Xiao Mo cleared his throat, looked at Luo Chen and said, "That... Zixu, excuse me, I have something to tell you."

Obviously this was Xiao Mo's temporary decision, and Mo Yu didn't know that there was such a decision, so he looked at Xiao Mo with questioning and shallow worries.

Xiao Mo nodded to Jimo Yu calmly, and led Luo Chen out.

Across the corridor, there is a corridor facing the window.

The cleaning aunt seemed really reluctant to throw away the flower baskets, and put them all here, looking like a flower shop.

Luo Chen rubbed his nose and sneezed again.

"Zixu, while Ayu is going home, I want you to stay with me temporarily."

Luo Chen didn't expect Xiao Mo to tell him this, and his expression was involuntarily stunned.

Xiao Mo also felt a little sudden, but no matter whether the person in front of him was the real Luo Chen or the fake Lu Zixu, he still assumed Lu Zixu's identity now.

"Zixu, you see, although our cooperation with the Lu family has just started, it is progressing very quickly. If this momentum continues, we will be able to sign the contract by the end of next month. To be honest, Ayu made this decision at the beginning We were also very surprised when it happened, after all...it doesn't respect the Lu family very much, and you don't respect yourself..."

Luo Chen didn't listen to what Xiao Mo said later.Xiao Mo stood opposite him, opening and closing his mouth, with a sincere attitude and a calm expression.But it’s still because of that reason: You see, you are sent by the Lu family, even if I really trust you, Ayu, I can’t really trust you, even if Ayu really trusts your company, I can’t help it I really trust you, not to mention you have to leave sooner or later.I have noticed your kindness to A Yu in the past few days, so at the same time, I am even more worried.

Luo Chen couldn't help but smiled habitually, and suddenly opened his mind and brought himself in.

You see, you are from the Qin family.You are from the Qin family, you have not yet been recognized, and you are still an illegitimate child.This looks more troublesome.

"it is good."

Luo Chen withdrew his endless thoughts, raised his head and agreed to Xiao Mo.In fact, what Luo Chen wants to say is that I also have a family and I can go back, but if I do that, I will lose my way.

Xiao Mo was surprised and confused when he heard this.

"Okay." Luo Chen said affirmatively again, looking at Xiao Mo with a calm and kind expression, as if he didn't understand what Xiao Mo meant at all, as if he was worried that Xiao Mo would feel embarrassed: "I will go back tonight Pack your luggage." After waiting for a while, he realized that Xiao Mo had nothing else to do before he said, "Then I'll go back first." Laughing, he turned and went back to the ward.

Xiao Mo silently looked at Luo Chen's back, and suddenly felt that he, who had always been quite eloquent, was at a loss for words and didn't know what to say.

In fact, Xiao Mo also knew how obvious what he said, and even said it was a bit too much.Luo Chen is not a fool, how could he fail to understand what he meant, but he didn't expect Luo Chen to agree so simply, so easily, as if he was agreeing to something unrelated to himself.

"Have you always been so submissive?" Xiao Mo's expression moved slightly, and he suddenly blurted out at Luo Chen's back.

Luo Chen didn't understand, turned back to look at Xiao Mo: "What?"

Xiao Mo was stunned, and found that he had just said what he thought in his heart. While he was secretly shocked, he looked at Luo Chen with a calm expression on his face and asked, "If I ask again, you don't have anything to worry about." Want to ask me something?"

Hearing this, Luo Chen lowered his head, struggled a little, bit his lip and asked, "Is this what you mean, or...his mean?"

Xiao Mo was ready to answer "Why are you targeting me", "Do you think it's interesting to play with me like a doll?" and even "Don't forget that I am from the Lu family, how dare you treat me like this", but Unexpectedly, Luo Chen's last question would be such a sentence.

Two answers, two outcomes.Xiao Mo suddenly didn't want to answer.

Seeing Xiao Mo's silence, Luo Chen seemed to know something, smiled lightly: "It's okay." Then he turned around and continued walking to the ward.

He clearly knew that Luo Chen had misunderstood something, but Xiao Mo didn't want to explain, he couldn't say why.

Luo Chen walked slowly to the door of the ward, his face looked calm, but his fingers trembled slightly.

"Huh..." Luo Chen closed his eyes and took a deep breath. The secret love failed, and the open love failed.

It's over.

It doesn't seem too difficult to explain.Maybe it's because I didn't think it was possible for two people to be together at the beginning, but I was given such a chance later, so I didn't want to meet each other like this, so I wanted to try it.

Now the result is not much different from the original guess, so even if it is a little sad, it should be fortunate that it is within the acceptable range.

but……

Luo Chen raised his hand, but the moment he was about to open the door, he suddenly lowered it and couldn't help but sat on the blue stool next to the wall. He couldn't help but fold his legs, hugged his knees and buried his head.

The unnamed father, the mother who always pops up in the mouth of grandma, the grandma who can't remember who she is, the job she lost, and Jimo Yu who I always wanted to meet and finally met...

I will be sad, I will be reluctant, and I want to say it.

Luo Chen shook his shoulders slightly, and hugged his knees deeply.

I really wanted to speak up too, to find someone, to speak up.