Not full and boring

It took a long time for Wen Yiyan to get Zhao Yuebai's reply.

Zhanyue Chenxiang: Yes

Can't eat enough: I'm at ease

Zhanyue Chenxiang: What can there be?

Not getting enough to eat: I know there is usually nothing wrong with it

Not getting enough to eat: Am I just worrying about it?Didn't sleep much yesterday, waiting for you until seven o'clock in the morning

Can’t eat enough: I just want to see you come back and send me a text message saying it’s okay or nothing

Can’t eat enough: Forget it, you’re fine anyway, so don’t talk about it

Wen Yiyan sent four sentences in a row, and she thought this was probably the limit of what she could do.In the past, it didn't matter if Zhao Yuebai didn't tell these things, but now he said it out, still in such a pitiful tone.It was almost as low as the dust, Wen Yiyan raised her hand to cover her eyes, and she gave a wry smile.

Before this, Wen Yiyan had never succumbed to anyone, even when his parents were about to divorce.But now, for Zhao Yuebai, her lover who has been together for more than four months, she has achieved a level that she can't even imagine.

Zhanyue Chenxiang: What are you waiting for me...

Wen Yiyan read this sentence for three seconds, and his smile widened.How would she answer this question?Does she still need to answer?What can I do waiting for her? At most, I hope to report my safety and say good night?What else could there be?Wen Yiyan hesitated for a long time, but closed the dialog box without saying anything.Biting her lip, she was silent for a while, and finally she clenched her fist and slammed it on the table, feeling sullen and finally turned into a "fuck".

She and Zhao Yuebai got it by asking for it, but Zhao Yuebai got it and lost it to her.Probably this was the feeling, Wen Yiyan rolled onto the bed with her mobile phone, and when she saw Zhanyue Chenxiang from the nearest contact, she turned it on and off repeatedly, and finally removed Zhanyue Chenxiang from the nearest contact without saying a word. delete.

Opening Weibo, Congratulations to Fenghua Xueyue for winning the top ten drama clubs in the country, as well as a personal analysis of the members.Wen Yiyan also received a lot of private messages from the government, but she just glanced at them and ignored them all.

Clicking into the space, Wen Yiyan was surprised to find that Huguang Qiuyue and Jiu Que were no longer couple portraits... Wen Yiyan clicked into Jiu Que's space to look, but he didn't see a similar breakup speech, so he felt relieved and poked for Jiu Que Que asked what was going on.

Can't eat enough: I saw that you and your tree have changed their avatars, what do you think?

Jiu Que: Ah Luo, we split up

Can't eat enough: ...

Wen Yiyan felt that she must have opened the world in the wrong way, so she was silent for a long time before carefully sending a message.

Can't eat enough: Did you quarrel?

Jiu Que: It’s not a quarrel, it’s just that a few days ago A Shu said that I was too serious and told me not to be so serious, she was very stressed

Can’t get enough to eat: If you’re not serious about talking about a fluffy relationship, it’s fine to get rid of loneliness and go out for a date

Wen Yiyan complained without thinking.

Jiu Que: That’s right, don’t talk about a fluffy love seriously... Serious people are the best, you and Chen Xiang are so sweet

Wen Yiyan paused for a while, then remembered that he hadn't told Jiu Que about her and Chen Xiang's recent situation.But right now is not to say that when the situation is getting worse, if you don't take it seriously, you can't get the desired ending, but sometimes you can't get to the end if you take it seriously.

Happiness is not something that can be obtained so easily.

Can't eat enough: what did you say

Jiu Que: What else can I say, I didn’t say anything.In fact, I think what she meant was nothing more than saying, Jiu Que, I don’t like you that much, and you shouldn’t like me that much either.

Can't eat enough: ... is also abuse, don't cry

Jiu Que: I'm done crying

Can't eat enough: ...

Jiu Que: I cried for a long time yesterday, but I'm still sad woo woo woo woo

Can't eat enough: Who of you mentioned the breakup...

Jiu Que: Me.

Can't eat enough: ...

Jiu Que: Am I very brave, Ah Luo?

Can't get enough: rub it and don't think about it.Since the fate is not enough, then don't force it, it's meaningless to waste it like this, isn't it?Now that you have made a decision, don't regret it

Jiu Que: Well, the eyes are sore, sad

Can't eat enough: Hug you, don't be sad

Wen Yiyan didn't want to say anything more, at that moment she clearly felt how fragile words are.Even if she can build a castle with words, she can't give Zhao Yuebai happiness.

When Zhao Yuebai was sad, when she was sick, and when she was tired, Wen Yiyan couldn't be by her side.I can even hope that Zhao Yuebai can say a few words with me, and hope that she can be with me all the time... Isn't this kind of thinking very selfish?Wen Yiyan felt that her eyes were a little sore, but she knew that this kind of thinking was selfish and she couldn't stop thinking about it. In love, her willfulness was beyond her imagination.

Probably Zhao Yuebai is also tired, having been with such an immature self for so long.Wen Yiyan closed his eyes, since Zhao Yuebai couldn't propose a breakup, then let her propose——

When the idea of ​​breaking up flashed through her mind, Wen Yiyan couldn't think about anything for a while, but she calmly let the idea take shape in her mind.When she finally made up her mind, the tears couldn't stop streaming down her face.

In fact, this should have been the expected ending.

The name of happiness is very tempting, but its essence is just the bits and pieces of the simple and unpretentious life connected in series, which needs to be drawn by the red thread that two people maintain carefully.Bewildered by the appearance of happiness and recklessly squandering the limited trust and care given to each other-long-distance love can indeed make people ignore the distance between time and space when the passion is the most intense, but when the heat cools down, when you want to hold on When you are hugging or kissing, 1000 million words of "I love you" are not as good as a person who is actually living by your side.

And Wen Yiyan also naively thought that as long as two people hold the same heart and work hard in the same direction, they will meet sooner or later even at the two ends of the earth let alone thousands of kilometers away.But Wen Yiyan ignored a very real problem, that is, none of them had a set path.

This world is so big, filled with mist, if you are not careful, you will lose the figure of the other party.

This world is so beautiful, and the wind is so loud, you will lose the other party's voice inadvertently.

Whether it is beautiful or ordinary, it is invisible.Neither happiness nor sorrow can be heard.

Maybe we all thought that we were working hard towards each other, but the joke of the god of fate made us go the other way at a certain moment.Going further and further away without books, I can't blame other people in the first place.

To be in love requires only overflowing love, but to live there is something else.

Even if he has a good relationship with Jiu Que, Wen Yiyan can't blame Lu Ze'an for this incident.Nothing hurts the most about a breakup than the two parties whose relationship broke down, and what other people say is a bit ridiculous.

And the comfort that Wen Yiyan can give is also extremely limited.

Can't eat enough: If you want to cry, cry a lot, and keep moving forward after crying.I believe that no one wants you to live a happy life more than Huguang Qiuyue

And this happiness is precisely what she can't give.Wen Yiyan added in his heart.

Analyzing Lu Zean's reasons, it's not that she can't understand, Jiu Que has graduated for a long time, and her job is not easy.And Lu Zean is a student party with jet lag, she can't give up her studies and reverse her schedule to accompany Jiu Que, and she can only accompany him on the Internet.Similarly, it is even more impossible for her to ask Jiu Que to give up this career to cooperate with her.Jiu Que really likes to do radio dramas, it has nothing to do with fame and fortune, this is where she can devote her energy and enthusiasm.She wants to be the best, and even defeating Mofeng is actually an incidental result. This is just an additional result of her moving forward in her ideals. Her goal has never been to defeat anyone, but to be on the road of radio dramas. where to go.

In a sense, Jiu Que is actually a romantic, but more subtle than Wen Yiyan.

All the romantics in this world have a little bit of innocence that exists in their bones until death, but it is this kind of innocence that makes this kind of people shine.

Most of the shining people will lose something because of their brilliance, sometimes they are themselves, sometimes they are love.In such a game, Chen Jiuque did not give up on herself because of love, so she lost love.

And Wen Yiyan doesn't seem like someone who would abandon himself.

It’s not about being obsessed with protecting certain qualities in oneself – some qualities are harmless if lost, but are just stages of growth or maturity that one has to go through in one’s life.But what Wen Yiyan is obsessed with is protecting those parts of his personality that make Wen Yiyan Wen Yiyan.Without those parts, Wen Yiyan is no longer Wen Yiyan.The premise of love is the individual. When the individual no longer exists, then the most beautiful love is meaningless.

Life is like this, you will always understand some obvious truths after experiencing heart-piercing pain.Wen Yiyan cried silently for a long time, only to realize that even though there was a hollow feeling in his heart, it was not that he couldn't live anymore.

After accepting this result, this is not a very difficult thing to do.

Can’t eat enough: Xiaoqianli, I plan to wait a while, if there is no change in the status quo between me and Chen Xiang, I will propose a breakup

Qianli Beacon: What's wrong?Are you all right? Falling strings...?

Can't eat enough: I seriously thought about it

Luo Qianli was silent for a long time before replying.

Qianli Beacon: No matter what, I support your decision

Can't eat enough: Well, touch it, I'm going to take a shower

Wen Yiyan's thoughts were withdrawn by a shaking window on the screen, and it was sent by Xiaoqiao Liushui.Almost two hours had passed since her last reply to Xiaoqiao Liushui, and the other party asked a few more questions during the period, but Wen Yiyan didn't reply because he was in a daze.

Xiaoqiao Liushui: God of falling strings?

Can't eat enough: Sorry, I was a little busy just now.

Xiaoqiao Liushui: Sorry to bother you!

Can’t eat enough: It’s okay, it’s okay, it’s my fault that I didn’t say anything

Wen Yiyan took a deep breath, and couldn't help but laugh out loud when he recalled how he felt at that time.Deciding to break up with Zhao Yuebai is indeed not that difficult, the real difficult moment starts from the moment of breaking up.

To think that making this decision is the most difficult thing, is really a fool.

The author has something to say: Ah, life is also lonely as snow

When guessing, I always thought that as long as I was serious, I would be invincible

like being together

Another example is breaking up

It's actually so difficult

I'm tired, keep doing my homework