Pandora's Box

I turned off my phone, and I tossed and turned all night.Feeling sour and awkward, another voice said coldly: "Isn't that a matter of course?"

"That's right, that's Zhuo Wenyang."

"What's so sad about him having a crush? Does it have anything to do with you?"

"If he likes women, it's none of your business at all."

"Even if you don't like women, what can you do?"

"Is it your turn again? You just want to fart."

"Toad wants to eat swan meat."

I was poked into a sieve by the voice in my head every word, and I didn't fall asleep listlessly until it was almost dawn.

When I woke up at noon the next day, my whole body was still in a state of half-soul flying. I got up to wash up in a daze, and then followed my survival instinct to go to the living room to find something to eat.

Ke Luo was sitting at the table working on his laptop. When he heard the movement, he looked up at me, then said "Yo", and said, "What's wrong with you, you look like an old dog that was run over by a car."

"..."

Ke Luo spends less and less time at home these days, feeling very busy, and sometimes stays out at night.

Mostly because of seeing sex and forgetting friends.

In contrast, I look more and more miserable.

I sat down at the table distractedly, pulled over the plate with fried dough sticks and pancakes, and ate them tastelessly.

Ke Luo looked at me: "What's the matter, your face is so gloomy, and you lost the game all night?"

I chewed the fritters numbly.

Cold fried dough sticks taste like my broken heart.

"Where's Uncle Chen?" Cheng Yichen probably needs the food cooked to keep me warm.

Ke Luo said, "Uncle Lu and the others went out and asked us to order takeaway at noon."

"...What did you do?"

"On weekends, what else can I do, not just eat and watch movies, there must be some time for the two of us," Ke Luo said, "You are at home every day with a light bulb as big as you. It's not like me, I know how to avoid it, and I'm sensible."

I didn't agree when I heard this: "Are you sensible? You're just out there looking for fun and not wanting to leave."

"..." Ke Luo immediately showed the embarrassment of being said.

I can't help being three points sad and seven points lonely.

Is it because I am the only one left in this room with no love life?

"Who are you hanging out with recently? Is it still that Xiaohong?"

The embarrassment on Ke Luo's face grew stronger.

"Damn, I didn't say you," I hated iron and steel, "Why are you still dragging your feet? I've analyzed it for you! Why don't you listen!"

Just fell in love over there, and became an emotional mentor here.The essence of human beings is to be good at cooking and being a teacher.

"I don't know," Ke Luo let out a long breath, "I planned to break up with her, and I said a lot of cruel words." He scratched his head: "But somehow, I can't break it off, just Can't let go."

Big sister is really poisonous!

Ke Luo said: "A while ago, I invited her to watch Xu Yan's concert together."

"??" I was a little angry, "Xu Yan didn't bring me to the concert?"

"There are only two VIP tickets in total. If I bring you, I won't be able to bring Wen Yang."

I immediately relieved: "Okay then."

Ke Luo thought back, and there was a boyish trance on his face: "It feels pretty good, like a date."

"So you guys are dating?"

"No." Ke Luo frowned again, "I think she still regards me as a tool to solve her desires. But I seem to be willing to be her tool, am I out of my mind?"

I said sourly: "I don't know if my brain is bad or not, but it sounds pretty happy."

It's not like me, I have been empty for so long, and I already feel like a virgin.

Ke Luo shook his head: "I don't know what our relationship is. Sometimes I think that the reason why she is still interested in me is partly because of her physical needs, and partly because she is unwilling..."

I immediately said, "Because of Xiaobai?"

Ke Luo looked at me: "You think so too, don't you? Sometimes I really think so. For example, after making out, the atmosphere is very good, shouldn't it be lingering normally, a little romantic idea or something. But she will Suddenly asked me, which bed is better, she or Xiaobai."

Yo, the goddamn desire to win.

"So she just wants to win," I shook my head. "You're her trophy for proving your charisma!"

Ke Luo frowned: "Maybe..."

"Do you still dare to be serious like this?" I clicked my tongue, "It's too sad to offer your heart and then be nailed to the wall as capital to show off?"

"My first reaction was the same at the time," Ke Luo said, "so I also declared to her that this is not a relationship, we are just friends and bed partners. In the end, she was very generous and laughed at me for thinking too much."

"You just think too much, and they are right." It's so sad.

"What are you going to do?"

Ke Luo was silent for a while, then said, "I plan to invite her over for dinner on the eve of the winter solstice. Do you think it's appropriate?"

"????" I stared at him, "Isn't it? After analyzing for a long time, this is it?"

Ke Luo showed the panic of being reprimanded by the teacher for a poor student who never changed his mind.

"No, it's just, it's the festival. There are so many people. Anyway, she has no relatives here, no reason, and nowhere to go."

"Excuse!"

Ke Luo was quiet for a long time before he said unconfidently: "It doesn't matter if you have a meal, just add a pair of chopsticks..."

"How can it be okay? Can anyone come to this place?" I have already left behind my previous "broken place" and "exile" on the right, "This is a breakthrough! Don't talk about Yuan Keke Ah, the nature of bringing classmates and old iron back for dinner is different. You are an ambiguous object, and it is very relevant to bring it home!"

"..." Ke Luo said, "It's lonely for her to spend the holidays alone."

"No," I said earnestly, "I said buddy, last time Xiaobai came, we didn't let her come to our house, Xiaohong, why did you invite her home instead?"

When Xiaobai came to T City, the reception was quite big, and it was said that it was very grand and luxurious.But I didn't go, and Xiaobai didn't come to the house, but went to Lufeng's mansion instead.

Although the courteous treatment has been added, in my opinion, this is still a difference between closeness and estrangement.

"..."

"Xiaohong's treatment is better than Xiaobai's, is that appropriate?"

Ke Luo asked, "Is there?"

I let out a long sigh: "You are biased towards Xiaohong and don't know it."

"..."

"You are finished, you are hopeless, such a straight hook can catch you," I was heartbroken, "I despise you, I don't want to be brothers with you anymore."

Ke Luo, who was looked down upon by me, was lost in thought while looking at the ceiling, and a message popped up on my phone to remind me that Zhuo Wenyang had sent me a photo.

I immediately forgot about the hopeless Ke Luo, and quickly clicked on the phone message.

Originally, I was imagining what it would be like to take a selfie, but what caught my eye was a pair of sneakers.Zhuo Wenyang is asking me: "Are these pair good-looking?"

While scolding myself and thinking about farts, I replied: "It's pretty good, the color matching is very tense."

It turned out to be a reference for me to buy shoes.Not bad, at least it means that my aesthetics are recognized.

"Really, that's great," Zhuo Wenyang said, "I bought it for you, I'm afraid you won't like it."

"..." I said, "Why did you buy this for me? Did Uncle Chen ask you to buy shoes for me?"

"No, I saw it when I passed the window just now, and I thought it was very suitable for you," he said, "Because I was in a hurry, I bought it without asking your opinion."

"..."

He is so kind, and he is so kind to me.

He just doesn't know what kind of person is worthy of living in his heart.

While I was happy, I was also a little depressed, and despite that depression, I still felt very happy.

Well, I'm not much better than Ke Luo, let's continue to be brothers.