Pandora's Box

This mouthful was so choking, my nose and throat were burning, and I almost coughed to death.

It took me a while to recover, and I said angrily, "Ke Luo, you f*ck, you want to kill me!"

Ke Luo said seriously: "I'm serious. I'm not joking."

I was shocked.

In the silence of looking at each other, I suppressed my urge to veto, calmed down and tried to chew on his hypothesis.

Words not said never thought.But as soon as I was reminded and thought about it carefully, I suddenly realized that the similarities between Ke Luo and Lu Feng are indeed everywhere.

It's just that no one would try to figure it out in this direction on weekdays, to wake them up, because of the huge difference in their auras, they seemed to be covered in a thin layer of mist.

Now the cloud and mist were artificially blown away, and the outline they shared gradually became clearer.

Their eyes, noses, chins, and even the way they raise their eyebrows are actually exactly the same.

Ke Luo is like a young, bright and normal version of Lu Feng after removing the traces of blackening and applying a thick layer of youthful sunlight filter.Or Lu Feng who has not yet begun to metamorphosis.

Perversion here is not a curse word ==

"Don't you think?" he said, "I've thought about it for a long time. How can someone treat me so well, cultivate me so carefully, and keep me by my side for no reason? It's unreasonable. There will be no Showing affection for no reason. I asked him, and he said that because he knew my dad, my dad was his former..."

We looked at each other and said in unison, "A friend."

The essence of human beings is to make friends out of nothing, and this is really the truth.

I thought about it again: "But if you put it that way, Cheng Yichen has been nice to me for no reason."

He also thought about it: "Then maybe Cheng Yichen is also your father?"

"...==" What the hell I==

I picked up the computer and tried to hit him, but Ke Luo immediately raised his hand and surrendered: "I'm just kidding!"

Even if I'm kidding, I'm going to explode.

If Zhuo Wenyang were my younger brother, he would be a mess.

"But seriously, don't you hate him? In any case, he's been extremely reckless as a father. At least he owes you and your mother an apology, right?"

Ke Luo lowered his eyelashes: "How could you not hate it?"

"From the time I started to know how to think and hate, I hated him. Others dare not mention my dad, dare not answer all my questions about him, I can only piece together his appearance in my mind, and imagine the future Standing in front of him, how can I declare war on him, how can I retaliate against him."

"But when I actually meet him, it feels completely different."

He stopped talking, and there were some strange emotions on that young face that I couldn't understand.

After a long silence, he said, "Can you understand? Sometimes, the feeling of hating someone is not just as simple as hating."

I don't quite get it, at least not yet.

He sighed and said, "Just treat me as worthless. Sometimes I call him Dad in my dreams."

I suddenly felt sorry for him.

I never thought that his simple and cheerful body would hide such forbearing and complicated emotions.

"Why don't you talk to him about it?"

Ke Luo sighed again: "If he wants to recognize me, he doesn't need me to find him at all. If he doesn't want to recognize me, then it doesn't make any sense for me to go to him. It's just embarrassing myself in vain."

"..."

that's true.If you take the initiative to show your cards and admit your relatives, but the other party denies it, what is it?No one can stand it.

It's not a little tadpole looking for its mother.

Ke Luo leaned back on the back of the sofa, looking at the high ceiling: "He probably thinks I'm not worthy. I'm so far from him, maybe I'll never be able to be a man like him."

Me: "...???? Where are you unworthy?"

Why do you have to look up to Lu Feng, what is there to yearn for to be like Lu Feng, isn't it good to be an individual?

"I just don't deserve it," Ke Luo said lightly, "If a person like him has a son who is not qualified for him, maybe it's better not to have it."

"Don't think about it, you are good enough, I think he cares about you obviously, doesn't he?" I said, "Maybe he just feels ashamed and dare not confess to you?"

Ke Luo showed a slightly confused expression, and said after a while, "Do you think words like 'ashamed' and 'dare not' are appropriate for him?"

I was also confused immediately.

The two were relatively silent for a while, and after a while, Ke Luo smiled and said: "It doesn't matter, don't worry about me. Anyway, I have always failed."

"Huh? You still call it a failure?"

It is true to say that his childhood was miserable, but with such a face and such a figure, no matter where he goes, passers-by will stare at him with a fawning face. Thief is good, and he is a top student of T University. He has been to UCLA, and he still holds the shares that allow him to eat and drink without worrying about Koshi.If this is a failure, then I want to have this kind of failure too.

I said angrily: "What failure experience do you have, tell me about it. It doesn't count if we didn't get it when we played the claw machine."

Ke Luo smiled and said, "To tell you the truth, I haven't had a serious relationship until now."

"That's okay, none of us are single, and the singleness of a person like you is only because you look down on others, not because others look down on you."

Ke Luo shook his head: "No, it's really that others look down on me."

"Clam?"

"My first love was like this. The person I liked rejected me mercilessly."

I was shocked: "How high is her vision?"

"It's not bad about her eyesight. She pretends to be someone else in her heart," Ke Luo raised his eyebrows, "but the person she likes wholeheartedly, I think it's just average."

"Then how beautiful is she?"

Ke Luo smiled and said, "She is very, very gentle and kind."

I can roughly understand this.Children who grow up like us have no resistance to the characteristics of gentleness and kindness.

After a while, Ke Luo said again: "Actually, until now, I am still a little troubled emotionally. It may be a bit boring to talk about it. Would you like to listen?"

"Yeah!"

I'm in good spirits, I like listening to other people's love stories the most.

"When I was in LA, I met a person who looked very similar to her."

"Oh?"

"We met in a bar, that kind of bar, so..."

"Just got an appointment?"

"Ah."

I gave a meaningful "Yo".I can't see that this guy is having fun.

"I noticed her because she looks very similar to her. But in fact, she has no similarities with her except her face. She is very mature, experienced, very playful, and has a hot temper. And she is a very shy and introverted person..."

"Wait," I was a little dazed, "this is her, she comes and she goes, I can hardly tell who is who, you can give me a pronoun, so that I can distinguish."

This guy's storytelling ability is far worse than Zhuo Wenyang's!

Ke Luo hesitated.It can be seen that this is the first time for him to talk about this kind of secret mind with someone, and it is obviously embarrassing to use his real name, so he said: "Then, let's use A and B to refer to it."

"That's too bad," I said. "White roses and red roses? Lilies and red roses?"

Ke Luo looked at me blankly: "...This metaphor is inappropriate."

"Isn't it appropriate? Isn't one pure and one coquettish?" I have already imagined the old love of Bai Yueguang, which is delicate and reserved, and the new love of red rose, which is hot and glamorous.

Ke Luo was dumbfounded for a while, and reluctantly said: "Then, one Xiaobai and one Xiaohong?"

I suddenly dreamed of elementary school students' composition again.

"All right, all right," I gave up struggling, "Don't worry about the name, just keep talking."

He really has to learn a lot from Zhuo Wenyang and study hard.

"At that time, I was still in the mood of falling out of love. No matter how I resolved myself, I was still depressed and had nightmares almost every day. When I met her suddenly, it was like bumping into painkillers. Before that, I I was very depressed, and only then did I feel happy again, and the nightmares stopped. I couldn't help but keep looking for her," he said, "I was very happy during that time."

"Are you just dating? Or are you planning to date her?" I asked, "The relationship that starts with dating is usually a friend with benefits. You won't be serious, will you?"

He shook his head and said: "I don't know. In fact, Xiaobai had a serious talk with me. She and I are impossible. She also said that I am not actually in love with her. I just can't ask for it and can't let it go. She let me Find the right person, have a good relationship, and when I really experience love, I will understand."

He said: "I have always rejected this statement. But I couldn't help myself and kept wanting to find Xiaohong. I also felt very contradictory."

"It's okay," I said, as someone who has been here, "it's okay to have a date. Isn't that what a man is, the body and soul are separated. Of course, if you have a relationship for a long time, it will be more complicated." , need to have a good talk. But is she showing signs of being attracted to you?"

He thought for a while: "It seems not."

"Has she confessed to you?"

"No."

"And does she enjoy being with your, uh,?"

Ke Luo seemed a little embarrassed, and said, "It should be."

"Then there's no problem. If you get along well, get along first. Adults, mutual benefit, tacit understanding. Wait until the relationship develops, let it take its course."

"But one day, Xiaobai came to LA on a business trip and visited me by the way. Although I knew she was just bringing me some domestic specialties, she was still very happy. But I didn't expect that she would bring her boyfriend too," he spat He breathed a sigh of relief, "I understand everything intellectually, but some scenes are really harsh to look at, and some words with guns and sticks are really harsh to listen to. I was slapped again before the wound healed, and I felt really hurt. pain."

"And then you went to Xiaohong to relieve your pain?"

"Ah."

It sounds kind of silly, but now I seem to be a master of emotions, and I see things more transparently, so I said: "It's actually pretty good, if you can be with painkillers, it's also a kind of fate. People's life , isn’t it just waiting for a dose of medicine that can cure him? Look at Lu Feng, isn’t Cheng Yichen his medicine? As soon as the medicine stops, he goes crazy, and as soon as the medicine arrives, he recovers.”

Ke Luo said: "... You just rely on the big house, Uncle Lu can't hear you."

"Hey hey hey."