Diary of a sick child in captivity

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At night, She Feng couldn't fall asleep repeatedly, so he simply got up and leaned against the head of the bed, still brooding over that sentence in his heart.

He hesitated with his hands on the phone with the screen turned off, and couldn't think of better words to apologize for his slip of the tongue.

"Ahhh! You can't climb on the bed!" Annoyed, he propped his forehead with one hand and was a little mad, his mind was full of the contents of the books sent to him by his cousin.

But how could it be applicable to his situation, and Gu Mingxi didn't want to be sleepy as he said at all, his eyes and behavior clearly meant that he wanted to sleep.

She Feng, who couldn't think of a solution, lay flat on the bed and looked at the ceiling...

Thinking back to him in high school, he was also full of youthful vigor, but Gu Mingxi looked like the protagonist picked out of a horror game. No one wanted to play with this shadowy person who could only learn.

The two who thought they would have nothing to do with each other were tied because of grades...

At the corner of the aisle, She Feng covered his face with his horrific report card, and the teacher's words echoed in his ears: "If your grades continue like this, Wen Quxing will be difficult to teach!" '

Can this be his fault? !He was always weak and sleepy in winter, making him unable to listen to lectures, and even more sleepy when it came to exams. For so many years, he wondered whether he had some genetic disease.

Those with good grades in the class were busy teaching their younger sisters, or studying and studying. No one had time at all, but...he aimed at the person who was firmly at the top of the list.

She Feng cheered herself up silently: "It's just that his personality is a little dark, and if he has a good relationship, no matter how dark he is, he can bloom flowers for him!"

Crouching on Gu Mingxi, he fumbled in his school uniform pants for a while, and finally touched the candy he bought to please the girl. Although Gu Mingxi is not a girl, he doesn't need to be so clear to please.

Gu Mingxi, who was lying alone, also did not sleep, the wound on his left shoulder felt a little itchy, and She Feng's snake teeth pierced too deeply, and the feeling of medicine flowing into it was very uncomfortable.

Regarding the matter of that diary, he never blamed She Feng, if he wanted to blame, he could only blame his impure thoughts...

Such a clean and beautiful person suddenly stood in front of him from the corner, with a lot of colorful candies in his open palm, and handed it over as if coaxing a child.

"Hee hee, is Gu Mingxi free to make a friend?" The lazy tone was as soft as a spoiled pet, and no one could refuse it.

Gu Mingxi put his hand in his pocket several times and wanted to take out the fawning candies, but after thinking about it, he is still a child of the Gu family after all, and it would be too cheap to compromise for a few candies.

After all, he didn't answer, but bypassed She Feng and left silently.

But She Feng is determined to have a relationship with Gu Mingxi, since the other party doesn't like this way, then use another way that is more manly!

Gu Mingxi, who had only walked a few steps, suddenly felt a heavy weight on his back, and his neck was strangled again. The person behind him was shorter than him, so he had to lean back.

The strangling person didn't have the slightest sense of alienation, and started talking to himself, "Don't be so alienated, we are classmates after all, many friends and many paths, in case something happens in the future."

"...Let go, let go." Gu Mingxi frowned uncomfortably and wanted to break the man's arm.

Seeing that Gu Mingxi finally spoke, She Feng hurriedly let go of his arms, and Gu Mingxi who was freed immediately bent over and coughed uncomfortablely.

She Feng looked at his hands and apologized in embarrassment, "I'm sorry, it's strange that I forgot my strength."

Although he can't lift the others, he is very proficient at twisting the neck, as if it came naturally.

"...Ahem, whoever doesn't make friends with you will be strangled like this? You are really dangerous." The winter fog made Gu Mingxi's glasses blurry, and he bent over to look at She Feng through the glasses. Smiling is like adding a layer of soft light filter, obviously he is just a boy but has a natural charm, maybe because She Feng has a bit of a girly look.

Being accused, She Feng had no choice but to pretend to be innocent and then took out the candy and handed it over, "Uh huh, that's right."

Since the other party already thinks so, he doesn't intend to explain it. There is a misunderstanding to start. He is determined to rely on this person, otherwise it will be difficult for him to survive under the nose of the head teacher.

Gu Mingxi angrily grabbed the candy and stuffed it in his pocket, he recognized this 'friend'.

Seeing that it has already started, it will be much easier to handle.

In order to save the sugar, Gu Mingxi was stalked by She Feng, and the other party came to bother him all the time, he was fine during class, but came over to read his notes after class.

Just looking at it and yawning, as if saying how boring the notes he made were, once he wanted to take them away, he was held tightly, looking at him pitifully with those beautiful long and narrow eyes, " Don't... let me take a shortcut, I haven't figured it out yet."

Every time, she will let go of her hand softly and let She Feng continue to watch.

After going back and forth, She Feng simply asked for a change of location, and now they were together even in class, and Gu Mingxi's peaceful life was completely broken.

There is always someone who likes to doze off by his side. It can be said that he is a scumbag among the scumbags, but this scumbag still relies on himself to ask for help to make up lessons.

There was also boredom and rejection, but they dissipated under She Feng's obedient flattery.

In a class, there must always be someone who fits in to survive, and Gu Mingxi is the one who doesn't fit in. When he was single before, he was forced to be with other people, and the feeling of disgust grew stronger.

Gu Mingxi, who was already used to being isolated, was pushed away by She Feng, "Come on, I'm by your side."

A seed called throbbing is buried in the icy soil, waiting to break through in the spring.

After leaving the winter, She Feng really didn't have the problem of dozing off, and his academic performance gradually improved, and he kept getting up to the top positions.

With a proud face, She Feng waved his new grades in front of Gu Mingxi's eyes, "Hmm~ I'm not hard to teach, right? As soon as the winter is over, my intelligence and intelligence will show up~"

Gu Mingxi didn't say much, just hummed.

From spring to summer, the climate is the most pleasant, and it is also the period when She Feng is active. At this time, She Feng is no longer the person who sleeps softly on the table at any time.

No one can reject a cheerful and lively person, especially if that person has a good appearance.

When Gu Mingxi realized that She Feng didn't seem to be exclusive to him, several people were already surrounding him.

Those people took She Feng to play together, leaving Gu Mingxi to sit there alone.

At that moment, he felt that his things were taken away by others. He was not She Feng's only friend, but just one of them.

As time went by, the desire to monopolize became stronger and stronger, almost suffocating and destroying him, but he couldn't say it, the only way he could think of was to write it out.

The longer we get along with She Feng, the crazier the content in the diary, in the end even he himself didn't know what he was writing, only knew that after writing it, he was powerless, he could only write and hide.

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"Gu Mingxi... where do you keep your notes?" Before the exam, She Feng came back obediently again, begging for a shortcut.

Looking at She Feng hanging on his body, Gu Mingxi turned his head and pulled him down, "There are several books under the desk, there are labels and categories to find."

"...You've been so cold lately." She Feng pursed her lips, feeling as if her sunbeams were blocked by a parasol.

Gu Mingxi lowered his eyes and refused to deny it, but turned and left.

Looking at Gu Mingxi's back, She Feng put his hands in his pockets and couldn't figure out why. Could it be that his approach made Gu Mingxi disgusted?

All the answers were displayed in the diary, and everything was marked with labels, but the black one had no marks, which aroused She Feng's curiosity.

As the saying goes that curiosity killed the cat, She Feng bit his lower lip and hesitated a few times before picking up the diary furtively.

Opening it is full of madness... Roughly flipping through the pages, they all express love, and a few pages are roughly crossed out in the middle of writing, like the owner's struggling heart.

"Hi! She Feng! What are you looking at?" The sudden pat on the shoulder frightened the guilty She Feng and let go.

There were many other people in the class who took a quick step to pick up the diary before She Feng.

"Give it back to me!" She Feng said inwardly that it was bad, but he couldn't run as fast as the man holding the diary.

The man laughed loudly as if he had discovered a new world, climbed up to the desk with hands and feet, opened the diary and read aloud: "I like him! Why doesn't he belong to me~ Oh? Why is it him beside the herringbone?"

The man found something was wrong while reading, at this time other people's eyes were also attracted, and he quickly turned a few pages regardless of She Feng's fight, "Here! Wow! Everyone, come and see! wind!"

it's over...

Even if it wasn't by She Feng's intention, the news had already spread. For a while, Gu Mingxi was labeled as a homosexual, and the teacher in charge told them to separate as far away as possible.

Good students are rumored to have problems with their orientation, which undoubtedly embarrasses the class teacher, and often calls Gu Mingxi to the office for education, hoping that he can get back on the right track.

Isolation, criticism, malice, and negative emotions eat back Gu Mingxi's life.

She Feng was held back by a 'kind-hearted' classmate and asked him not to get close to Gu Mingxi, an outlier.

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Someone once said that getting drunk relieves a thousand worries, even during the intense study period, he can still find time to hide on the roof and drink, maybe he found a reason for himself to jump down when he was drunk.

The moon and the stars were getting brighter, and there was no one in the school. He was sitting in the corner of the roof with no image, and several beer cans were upside down in his hand. Under the influence of alcohol, he got up with difficulty and stepped on the soft ground to the railing. walk around.

"...So you want to jump down?" She Feng stood at the entrance of the rooftop with arms crossed, looking at the dizzy Gu Mingxi.

Seeing that Gu Mingxi's already gloomy surroundings were covered with a layer of death, as if there was nothing to love in life, he kept his eyes open, and sure enough, he saw people going to the rooftop.

She Feng did not appear in front of Gu Mingxi immediately but hid at the door of the rooftop, he was afraid that Gu Mingxi would blame him for looking at things randomly, after all all this happened because of him.

He could hear the sound of soda cans being ripped open, one can after another, and the smell of alcohol wafted over with the wind, making him realize that Gu Mingxi was drinking.

Gu Mingxi, who was delirious after drinking, looked back at She Feng at the door, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "What are you doing here? Are you making fun of me as a homosexual? That's right, it should be disgusting for you to be liked by me, It's okay, I won't like you soon."

As he spoke, Gu Mingxi staggered and wanted to walk to the side.

She Feng didn't care too much, and ran over quickly, hugged Gu Mingxi and dragged him back, shouting while dragging: "You are free to whoever you like, Gu Mingxi, are you stupid for reading?" ? Who can interfere with your liking, I have never said I accept it or dislike it, and your liking does not hinder other people. Why should you pay for your life for others?!"

This shouldn't be something they have to undertake at their age, nor should it be a problem.

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Even after a long time, Gu Mingxi's liking turned into enthusiasm, so enthusiastic that She Feng couldn't bear it, and he didn't regret the boy who stopped him from jumping.