After amnesia, monopolized by paranoia

Qi Rang was determined to leave at the beginning. In fact, he never gave up imagining what kind of conversation would happen between them if his brother came to find him.

The fantasy he made the most was that his elder brother had gone through all kinds of hardships to find him, but he was emaciated, disheveled, and haggard but insisted on asking him to go back.

As for him, he didn't want to go back very much, and then had a big fight with his brother, but in the end he couldn't resist his brother's strength, and was reluctantly taken back.

Then, they repeated the same mistakes, tortured each other, and could not die well.

However, in fact, his elder brother is neatly dressed and has a dull expression on his face. Everything is the same as when he left. The first sentence he said when he saw him was not an angry or sad question, but a plain and somewhat indifferent sentence. of:

"Rang Rang, how are you doing recently?"

He almost forgot that his elder brother has always been like this, he can keep his expression on even when the sky falls, and he will never cry because of someone's departure. Even when he used such decisive and crazy methods to control him, Qi Rang often couldn't Peeped into the brother's slightest fear of death.

Qi Rang was forced to calm down, and without any hysteria, he replied peacefully: "It's pretty good."

Qi Yuebai opened the wallet and took out a well-preserved thin piece of paper, even tiny fibers could be seen rustling down from the old creases.

"Rang, let's go home."

Qi Rang took the note, and the immature font came into view——the wish ticket.

It was given to his elder brother when he was in elementary school, and now he has completely remembered it. When he accidentally fell into a rose bush while fluttering butterflies, his mother severely punished his elder brother for this. A wish ticket for my brother.

However, before those wish coupons could be used, my brother went abroad, and for the next seven years, the two of them did not see each other again.

The first time Qi Yuebai used the wish coupons was after Qi Rang had successfully rehabilitated drugs. At that time, Qi Rang had completely forgotten about it. When he saw his brother take out the complete wish coupons he wrote when he was a child, he agreed regardless. Brother's request for marriage.

As everyone knows, because of this thin piece of paper, the fate of the two people has been tightly bound together since then.

Qi Rang was unexpectedly calm, glanced at Li Xiang and said, "Take him with you."

Qi Yuebai didn't ask any questions, and replied: "Okay."

"There is also a child named Bao Ranran next door. He was abducted. I want to help him find his biological parents."

"can."

The whole thing ended in such a strangely calm conversation. When Qi Rang got into the car, he still couldn't help thinking, why did he follow his brother back so plainly?

He should be angry and noisy, but he didn't show that emotion.

Qi Rang even fell asleep on the way.

If I have to say something different from the previous one, there is an extra Li Xiang in the car.

Before departure, Qi Yuebai led Li Xiang to find Bao Ranran and said goodbye. With Qi Yuebai here, Aunt Bao didn't raise her eyebrows at Li Xiang anymore. Instead, she told Li Xiang to come back more often to see Ranran with red eyes. .

Li Xiang touched Bao Ranran's head, and said warmly: "I will definitely come back to see Ranran."

Qi Rang couldn't help but looked at Li Xiang twice at that time, always felt that this gesture was unspeakably familiar, but he couldn't figure out when he saw Li Xiang talking like this, he could only blame him for seeing him. After arriving at my brother, my mind is not sober.

It was nearly two hours' journey from Tai'an back to City C, Qi Rang fell asleep halfway, and did not wake up when he got home.

Qi Yuebai bent down and hugged Qi Rang out, Qi Rang woke up a little bit, was confused for a while, and wanted to struggle out of Qi Yuebai's arms.

"We'll be there soon." Qi Yuebai comforted in a low voice.

Qi Rang leaned against Qi Yuebai's chest. When the other party spoke, he could feel the vibration coming from his chest. After a while, Qi Yuebai had already pushed open the bedroom door with his arms in his arms.

"I don't want to sleep here."

Qi Rang struggled again, and Qi Yuebai took him back to the room where the two of them lived together before. Although he followed back very plainly, it doesn't mean that he can really pretend that those things never happened.

"Go to bed first, it will take time to clean up the other room, I won't come in tonight, I will arrange what Li thinks, don't worry."

Qi Rang also wanted to ask him how he knew Li Xiang's name. After he was put on the bed, the familiar smell of ebony and aloes enveloped him, and his mind became more and more drowsy. He fell asleep without asking anything.

In fact, when they first got married, they had a good time, at least for Qi Rang, those days were very good.

Qi Yuebai's gentleman and thoughtfulness are engraved in his bones, whether as a brother or as a lover, he is absolutely beyond reproach.

He clearly remembered every small anniversary, and he knew Qi Rang's tastes and preferences like the palm of his hand. Qi Rang had just successfully quit drugs at the time, and he was very depressed and had no appetite, but under Qi Yuebai's meticulous care, his body and mind, They all gradually recovered.

Qi Rang felt very happy at first, but gradually became dissatisfied later.

He doesn't want his elder brother to treat him like a porcelain doll, that's no different from being a younger brother, he hopes to be as close as an ordinary couple with his elder brother.

In fact, since they were married for half a year, my brother thought that his physical condition was not suitable for sex and love, so the two had no further contact other than kissing and hugging, and even kissing was a quick touch.

Qi Rang once secretly asked his aunt to make hot dishes and delivered them to the door, and his brother could calmly push him away. After a long time, Qi Rang had to admit that his brother was still just his brother, but there was an extra book of marriage between them. Certificate.

Until Jiang Shuixin intervened in their lives, as if a stone had been thrown into a calm lake, causing ripples. Qi Rang asked for a divorce, and then said that he and Jiang Shuixin had slept together, and successfully saw each other. The brother was furious.

It was their first time and it was very unpleasant.

The next morning, Li Xianglai asked Qi Rang to have breakfast.

Qi Rang was getting bored to death. He had stayed in Tai'an Village for more than ten days. It can be said that he did not sleep well at night. As soon as the bedding was put in the room, it immediately became damp again, and Qi Rang had to toss and turn for a long time every night before falling asleep.

So when he finally came back and slept on a warm quilt, Qi Rang's exhaustion accumulated for several days surged up, and he couldn't sleep enough for one night.

Qi Rang rolled up the quilt and covered his head, "I won't eat, don't bother me."

"It's already ten o'clock. If you sleep for too long, you will feel uncomfortable."

"You don't care about the adult's business."

"Brother Qi asked me to call you."

Qi Rang just had a dream last night about Qi Yuebai, who was getting annoyed, so he simply blocked his ears and stopped talking.

He hasn't figured out what to do in the future, and it's too strange to continue living here, but if he wants to move out, he doesn't feel so determined in his heart.

Now I can escape for a while, for a while.

Not long after, before Qi Rang fell asleep completely, another footstep sounded from far and near.

The sound of footsteps was really special, unhurried, and the interval between each step was as consistent as carefully calculated, as if there was a special rhythm.

It was his brother who came up.

Qi Rang's head, which had almost fallen asleep, suddenly woke up, and he was extremely sober. Immediately afterwards, his stomach, which hadn't eaten for most of the day, quickly felt a burning hunger.

Qi Yuebai stood by the bed and said: "Rang Rang, don't stop eating just because you're angry with me."

Qi Rang originally planned to go out to eat, but when he heard his brother say that, how dare he say that he wanted to eat? Wouldn't he seem too spineless.

He simply wrapped the quilt tighter to express his determination not to eat.

"I've already bought a house near the school. If it's hard to live here, I can move there." Qi Yuebai paused for a moment, then continued.

Qi Rang: "???" He hasn't even decided whether to move out yet!

Qi Rang was a little confused, everything that happened from yesterday to now made his thoughts more and more confused.

The development of all this was very different from his expectations. His brother would rather let him get addicted to drugs for the second time than to keep him. Before he was found, he had already prepared for a long time. Prepare to torture each other.

But the reality is that the current elder brother is so open-minded as if he is laughing at his self-indulgence.

He said so, even if Qi Rang didn't decide whether to move out at first, but now he is determined to move out no matter what.

Qi Rang packed his things in the afternoon and was ready to leave. Qi Yuebai refused his request to find a house alone, and took Li Xiang to drive him to an apartment near the school.

Without saying a word, Qi Yuebai ran several times to move all Qi Rang's things to the door, even Li Xiang was running up and down to help.

Qi Rang stood by the car, looking at them like this.

After moving all the things, Qi Yuebai returned to the car and told Qi Rang in a steady voice: "The school matter has been settled, I found evidence that you didn't take drugs on your own initiative, and it has been handed over to the school for announcement. You can go back to school whenever you want, and no one will give you strange looks."

Qi Rang almost couldn't help asking him what he was going to do, and whether he still loves him now or not?Did you love him before, or didn't you love him?If they all love him, why did they change?

He also wants to ask himself, what exactly do you want?Do you want your brother to love him without trapping him?That's why he cut off contact and left quietly.Isn't that the best situation he wants now?Why is he still dissatisfied?

Qi Rang couldn't ask these words in the end, and he went upstairs alone after confessing to Li Xiang.

He didn't bring Li Xiang with him. Li Xiang's student status and admission procedures need to be handled by experienced people. He is obviously not the material for such a thing.

Qi Rang cleaned up the room by himself for a long time, and finally made the room look livable. He poured himself a glass of water and drank it on the balcony. He glanced down casually, and accidentally found that Qi Yuebai's car was still in the house. Parked downstairs.

Qi Yuebai was leaning against the door, biting a cigarette, her gaze vainly falling in his direction.

Qi Rang couldn't see clearly, but he always felt that their eyes were actually touching each other. He closed the curtains and leaned against the corner of the wall in a daze.

Didn't he offer to let him live out?Why are you staying downstairs with him now?

Qi Rang found that he still couldn't understand his brother as always.

After falling asleep for another afternoon, Qi Rang secretly lifted a corner of the curtain, and the silver car was no longer in its original position.

I don't know whether he was relieved or lost, Qi Rang collapsed back on the bed, ordered a takeaway, and pulled Jiang Shuixin out of the blacklist by the way.

[I'm back, do you have time to meet?I will return the card and money to you. 】

[Just give it to the monitor, I will get it when I have time. ] Jiang Shuixin quickly replied.

Qi Rang looked at the "The other party is typing..." on the top row, and was a little distracted. After a while, Jiang Shuixin sent the second message:

[I accepted an invitation from a gallery and am going to Italy. 】

[Oh, congratulations. 】Qi Rang replied dryly.

The top of the dialog box becomes "The other party is typing..."

Qi Rang waited patiently until the line of small characters disappeared, and Jiang Shuixin didn't send any more messages.

He could feel that it was really over, and what Jiang Shuixin wanted to tell him didn't seem to be that important.

In late November, Qi Rang, who had disappeared for a month, reappeared in the classroom.

Gao Yuanyi saw him as soon as he entered the classroom, and hurried to Qi Rang and said, "Rang Rang, you are finally back! Last time you ran away without saying a word, I have been very worried about you!"

Qi Rang said with a smile: "I'm fine, it's just that I just recovered my memory and my mind was a bit confused, so..."

"You have recovered your memory! Then do you remember who I am?"

"Of course, we've known each other since high school."

"Great, you finally remembered me." Gao Yuanyi changed the subject, looked around at the people around, and comforted in a low voice: "Rang Rang, don't worry about Lu Bei, the school has already clarified, We all know that you are not to blame for that incident. I never thought that Lu Bei would be that kind of person, and you have always regarded him as your best friend before."

"It's okay, it's all over, anyway, I still met a lot of people who love me."

Qi Rang is not a person who insists on making things difficult for him. Most of the time, his anger comes and goes faster.

"You're right to think so," Gao Yuanyi rubbed his head and laughed, "I'm just one of you who loves you very much."

The classmate next to him heard Gao Yuanyi's words and made a loud "yue" jokingly, "Gao Yuanyi, why are you so disgusting!"

"Go away! I'm telling the truth!"

"shameless……"

Everyone was fighting and taking care of Qi Rang's emotions tacitly, so Qi Rang felt that there are still many good people in this world.

Qi Rang's solitary life gradually got on the right track, and his first draft of his final project was submitted, which was highly recognized by the teacher.

Half a month later, he heard from Li Ayu on WeChat that Shiba got pregnant for some reason and gave birth to a litter of cubs, two of which were thin and unable to be sent out, and she had no money to raise them, so he didn't know what to do , and took the two little things over.

The father of the two cubs is obviously also a garden cat. They don't have the characteristics of breed cats, and their coat colors are also very mixed, but they have a good personality. As soon as Qi Rang stretches out his hand, they will stick to it and meow.

"You are really popular with cats." Li Ayu sighed enviously.

Qi Rang rubbed the heads of the two kittens resignedly, "Maybe they are related to each other."

"These two cats are the thinnest, but their coat color is not regular at all. No one is willing to adopt them. I originally planned to raise them by myself, but the burden of raising three cats is a bit too big for me. , Fortunately, you are willing to adopt them."

Speaking, Li Ayu suddenly remembered what Qi Rang said to her before, and asked: "Doesn't your brother not like cats? Why did he suddenly agree with you to keep cats?"

Qi Rang paused, and replied: "He didn't agree, I moved out, I don't need his consent."

After he moved out, his elder brother would often go downstairs to him and smoke cigarettes in silence for a long time. Qi Rang would refrain from talking to him every time, and pass him by without looking sideways on purpose.

Qi Yuebai would not take the initiative to say anything, only occasionally seeing Qi Rang holding something heavy, he would take the initiative to help Qi Rang carry it upstairs.

They tacitly maintained a lukewarm relationship like this, but a week ago, my brother suddenly stopped coming.

Thinking of this, Qi Rang couldn't help becoming a little irritable again. He refused to admit that his annoyance was because his brother didn't show up again, and it was impossible for him to take the initiative to call and ask why his brother didn't come anymore. He wanted to save face.

Li Ayu still remembers that the two wore the same ring on their hands, and they called each other brothers, but in fact they must be a same-sex couple.

She comforted: "Although I have only met your brother once, I can feel that he really cares about you. He obviously hates cats so much, but he still comes with you to give away cats. Did you have any misunderstandings before? It’s good to talk about it, communication is very important.”

Qi Rang didn't know how to answer, the things between him and his brother could not be explained clearly in a few words.