After amnesia, monopolized by paranoia

"I have malice towards him?!"

Yun Xiuchun's eyes widened with anger, and her sharp voice almost pierced Qi Rang's eardrums: "Do you know what Qi Yuebai did before?

"He pushed me downstairs, trying to get me to have a miscarriage! Not just this time, he's trying to kill you all the time! He pushed you into a rosebush, and you were five years old, bloodied, sitting on a rosebush I almost fainted from crying! If I hadn't been paying attention to him and carried you out in time, maybe Qi Yuebai, who is insane, would do something to you!"

"Qi Yuebai has always harbored ill intentions towards you, why don't you trust me, your mother, and would rather trust an outsider! Would I still harm you?"

Qi Rang quietly moved a little to the side, and at the same time withdrew the hand that was hurt by Yun Xiuchun's grasp, and asked, "Since you hate him so much, why do you still agree to our marriage?"

"I didn't agree!"

Yun Xiuchun's eyes were red with anger, especially when he thought about the marriage, he was even more angry and sad, and a few tears rolled down his cheeks.

She has always known that Qi Yuebai has bad intentions for her Rang Rang, how could she agree to Rang Rang to marry him!

It's all old lady, she's really crazy... bent on getting them married.

The old lady has been vigorous and resolute for most of her life, and she always felt that it was easy to handle an orphan. At that time, she still didn't believe that Qi Yuebai would really grow up to the point where he could threaten her back one day.

Facts have proved that she is much better than the old lady in judging people.

She has known for a long time that Qi Yuebai is not some idiot who can be manipulated by others, he has ambitions and at the same time has the ability to support his ambitions, sooner or later, he will bite off the necks of those who try to control him.

Now, this "sooner or later" has begun.

It's ridiculous that the old lady is still confused and can't see clearly, she always feels that Qi Yuebai is still the orphan with nothing back then, and the rein in her hand is already crumbling.

Qi Rang didn't know that there were so many twists and turns hidden behind Yun Xiuchun's sadness, he thought Yun Xiuchun meant that she didn't agree, but he and his brother secretly got married and married Chen Cang.

No wonder his mother hated his brother so much now, if it was what he thought, everything would make sense.

Qi Rang felt that since he was the source of the conflict, he should also shoulder a little responsibility for resolving the conflict.

He considered it carefully and said, "Actually, my brother did mention you and Dad last night."

Yun Xiuchun raised his eyelids fiercely, with an expression of 'I knew it was like this', and asked: "What did he say about me?"

"He said that he was not his own. It is natural for you and your father to be worried. He advised me to think from your perspective and understand you."

"Impossible! How could he, Qi Yuebai, be so kind!"

"It's true! What I said is true!"

Yun Xiuchun's hatred for Qi Yuebai is deep-rooted, and she is completely immersed in her own logic regarding Qi Yuebai's matter.

"Qi Yuebai can't be so kind, you don't have to lie for him!"

"I'm not lying, my brother really told me these words himself, and he reminded me again before going out this morning. You, you temporarily abandon the idea that your brother must be a bad person, wouldn't it be good to get to know him again? "

"I know exactly what kind of person he is. I have acted in so many plays and met so many people, and I have never lost sight of him!"

"Can you stop being so stubborn?"

"Let Rang! Don't talk about him anymore! I don't want to hear about him again!"

"But……"

"Qi Rang!" Yun Xiuchun called out Qi Rang's full name for the first time, and his sharp tone obviously completely refused to communicate this matter, and if he continued to talk, it might cause any adverse effects.

Qi Rang had no choice but to shut his mouth, turned his head to the side, and silently watched the people and cars passing by outside.

Yun Xiuchun didn't speak any more, the atmosphere in the car suddenly became extremely solemn and oppressive, the driver was watching his nose and nose, and didn't dare to glance at the rearview mirror the whole time, for fear of offending her by accidentally looking at Yun Xiuchun.

After driving all the way in silence, after about forty minutes, I arrived at the Chunxin Psychological Clinic where I made an appointment.

"The clinic is here." The driver reminded the two cautiously.

Qi Rang and Yun Xiuchun didn't speak, they just got out of the car one on the left and one on the right, and walked into the clinic together with about half a step behind.

After the front desk came to inquire about the appointment, he took Qi Rang to the consultation room on the second floor.

The psychiatrist is a middle-aged woman who looks very gentle and intellectual. She introduces herself as Qiu, and after gently reminding Yun Xiuchun to wait in the lounge, she brings Qi Rang into the consulting room alone.

As soon as the door of the consulting room was closed, Yun Xiuchun's straight back visibly weakened to the naked eye.

She looked at the light blue wall without focus, and suddenly felt an indescribable sense of sadness.

Rang Rang didn't understand her and blamed her for targeting Qi Yuebai.

The husband also always said that she shouldn't get angry with the old lady. The old man is old, and everything is actually for the sake of making things better.

However, she knows that only she herself is the one who really loves giving up, and only her actions are right.

This unique sobriety made her feel lonely, and after learning that Jean had lost his memory, this loneliness even turned into pain.

It is becoming more and more difficult for her to control her temper, and she is always easily provoked to point sharp spears at everyone.

This kind of feeling will make her feel that she has kept the only truth, but after the incident, she will fall into infinite loneliness again.

Yun Xiuchun could only clenched his fists and told himself over and over in his heart: what I did was right, it doesn't matter even if you let me complain, one day he will understand that everything I do is for his own good, only I am really love him.

At the same time, Qi Rang in the consultation room was completing the test questions that Dr. Qiu had prepared for him.

The content of the questions is fairly simple, mostly common questions about what to eat, what to play, what to play, Qi Rang can choose the answer at a glance, and he can complete a six-page test in less than 10 minutes.

While reading his answers, Dr. Qiu asked some simple questions, about daily life after amnesia, and about his views on relatives. Qi Rang was able to answer them quickly.

"Well, judging from the test questions and your answers, you're fairly well adapted to life after amnesia, and your mental state is also positive." Doctor Qiu commented.

Qi Rang nodded. He had done a psychological examination with his brother before and received similar evaluations, so he was quite satisfied with himself.

"However," Dr. Qiu changed the subject, and his tone became more calm, "I have to remind you, from your description of amnesia, the reason for your amnesia should be too much stimulation, the brain's self-emergency protection system I made a judgment that you should lose your memory, which led to the sudden loss of your memory when you woke up. So, it is very likely that you have experienced some unpleasant things before."

"Yes." Qi Rang still nodded.

"You told me just now that you have lost your memory for more than two months and have never had a flashback. This is actually not a good thing. The stricter the protection, the more vulnerable you are. If the cause of your amnesia The relevant information of that incident was captured by you again, maybe it's time for you to restore your memory."

"This situation is actually very dangerous for you, because the information you once couldn't process and accept, and the sudden recovery of memory will only cause you too much psychological pressure."

"So my suggestion is to go to places you have been to before, try to retrieve some memories first, and create a psychological buffer zone for yourself."

"I understand."

The places where Qi Rang stays most now are his home and company, and there will be another school in half a month, all of which are places he is familiar with. At this point, he feels that he has done a good enough job.

It was almost an hour after these chats, Doctor Qiu got up to send Qi Rang out, and by the way, he said a few words of reassurance.

As soon as he reached the door of the lounge, Yun Xiuchun greeted him and asked Doctor Qiu about Qi Rang's situation.

No matter how you say it, Yun Xiuchun came up from the bottom step by step by herself. Although it is always difficult to control her emotions when facing Qi Yuebai, when facing others, her emotional intelligence in social aspects is really nothing to say .

With just a few words, she established the image of a mother who is worried about her child, which caused Dr. Qiu to unknowingly complete the content of the conversation just now when he comforted her.

Simply Qi Rang didn't feel how shameful the content of the conversation was, so he stood silently by the side without interrupting the two of them.

Yun Xiuchun got the information almost done, so he pulled Qi Rang over, thanked Doctor Qiu, and left.

"It's already 10:30, why don't we find a place to eat first?" After going out, Yun Xiuchun suggested.

Qi Rang had no objection: "Okay."

"University C is nearby. Do you want to go to the university town? The doctor said that going to familiar places will help you recover your memory."

"Row."

After waiting at the door for about three or four minutes, the driver drove over to pick them up.

The University Town is not far away, only about 10 minutes away. It looks like a pedestrian street, with dense restaurants lined up on both sides of the street, but it should be because the school has not started yet, there are not many diners, and it looks a bit deserted.

The driver put the two of them at the entrance of the pedestrian street, and drove to find a parking space. Qi Rang and Yun Xiuchun walked through the middle of the pedestrian street.

Yun Xiuchun probably wanted to help Qi Rang recover his memory, and talked a lot about Qi Rang's school days along the way, and there was no Qi Yuebai in those ten years, so she was quite happy talking.

Qi Rang didn't pay special attention to listening, his eyes kept falling on the surrounding restaurants.

He really felt that riding in the car was a waste of energy, and he didn't eat much in the morning. Now he was so hungry that his chest was on his back, and his mind was only thinking about cooking.

When passing by a snack bar called Pangda Yangyu, Qi Rang's soul was completely taken away, not to mention how tempting the sweet and sour spicy Spicy Spike Potatoes on the signboard looked, the rich hot and sour taste alone It made him salivate non-stop.

Qi Rang interrupted Yun Xiuchun's eloquent narration: "How about we go in and have something to eat first?"

Yun Xiuchun glanced at the palm-sized shop, frowned slightly, and asked, "Are you hungry?"

"A bit."

"If you are hungry, we can go to the restaurant in front to eat. This kind of small store is not clean."

"I think it looks pretty clean."

"That's just a look. Look at the fryer they use. Everything is put in it. I don't know how many times the oil has been used. Can it be cleaned? Listen to me, don't eat here."

Qi Rang: "..."

"Let's go, let's go."

The main reason is that the people next to them all gave them surprised looks, and he really couldn't stay here any longer.