don't cry

Qu Yu deliberately concealed it, and Jing Rong stopped looking at her.

For the remaining half of the class, he pretended that no one was sitting next to him, listened to the professor's explanation carefully, and wrote it down on a sticky note.

As for the two pieces of paper that Qu Yu handed over, he didn't move at all.

Qu Yu didn't seem to care. Seeing that he didn't move, he didn't take it back. He just put it between the two of them and didn't disturb Jing Rong's class.

An open class came to an end quietly.

When the professor said that the get out of class was over, some of them started rushing towards the front and back doors quickly, and some of them, like Jing Rong, were not in a hurry to clean up slowly.

This time, Jing Rong was sitting on the left side of the back row, so he had to go out from the right side, and there was Qu Yu standing next to him, no matter how he thought about it, he felt that the other party came to the class with some malicious intentions.

Therefore, he didn't intend to confront the other party head-on. Anyway, it wasn't that tight in the morning. If the other party wanted to block him, he could continue to stay here to read and study. It wouldn't affect him that much.

Jing Rong slowly packed up his things. He didn't put out too much, but there were a few books in his schoolbag, which he read a lot recently and needed for class today, so although he planned to procrastinate for a while, he quickly There is nothing left to fix.

His eyes fell on Qu Yu who was still sitting firmly, and his brows unconsciously drew together.

The other party seemed to have just noticed his gaze, and turned his head to look at him: "Are you in such a hurry to leave, senior?"

I'm not in a hurry, I just don't want to see him again.

Jing Rong nodded: "Go in a hurry."

"Are you in a hurry, or do you not want to see me again?"

Qu Yu spoke slowly, as if what he asked had nothing to do with him, "Senior manages his facial expressions very well, but his eyes can't always deceive people. A light glance can make people understand the senior's mind."

Jing Rong frowned even more: "Do you have to say everything clearly?"

He doesn't like to speak too aggressively, so even if he is upset, he won't show it too obviously. Although Qu Yu always has a way to make him can't help but make a few sharp words, most of the time he is still polite and distant.

"I want to clarify the reason for everything, and the senior knows it well. Since the previous tactful behavior caused us to have conflicts, it doesn't matter if we speak more clearly in order to rebuild our friendship." Qu Yu said. Speak frankly.

Jing Rong laughed angrily at his rhetoric: "Re-cultivation is good? Qu Yu, where do you have the confidence to think that I will forgive your actions? Why didn't you consider that this would break us when you lied to me before?"

Most of the people in the lecture theater had already left, and only a few people remained, but they were still a little far away.

Although Jing Rong was angry, his voice was not raised, but his face looked more indifferent and alienated, and his tone was a little annoyed.

He doesn't get angry easily, but when he is really angry, it is not easy to calm down, just like a hedgehog with all its sharp spikes erected, ready to stare at the enemy.

Qu Yu was silent, and slightly lowered her head: "I'm sorry."

The hedgehog paused, and his anger was suppressed a little.

Jing Rong still stared at him displeasedly: "Last time I also said that your light apology is not enough to make up for your mistakes."

"So why don't you punish me?" Qu Yu looked at him firmly, "You don't dare to get entangled with me anymore, don't you, you are afraid that you will forgive me if you are soft-hearted, and that you will really reconcile with me."

"You're scared, aren't you?"

Jing Rong's eyelashes trembled slightly, and gradually became a little chaotic under his increasingly aggressive battle.

Qu Yu's words were like a thorn, directly poking the hedgehog's soft and fragile belly, which was carefully hidden, and boldly poking a few more times, which made the hedgehog panic.

That handsome and jade-like face finally showed some cracks, showing a little helplessness.

"enough."

Jing Rong stood up suddenly, his height advantage made him look down at Qu Yu with a natural sense of oppression.

But the other party didn't realize it, and still stared at him closely, as if he wanted to see the low, turbulent and churning waves through his calm surface.

"These are just your self-indulgent sentimentality. You want to provoke me and give you a chance to atone for your sins, and then you will have more reasons to continue pestering me." Jing Rong's fingertips trembled slightly, and his voice was no longer stable.

He suddenly felt some soreness in his eyes, but he endured the discomfort, his eyes were firm and sad: "If you really care about this relationship, if you really care about me, why did you hide it from me from the beginning? You can confess many times, obviously you can use other methods, but you chose to lie to me."

"Especially that absurd lie about getting drunk on Monday. You obviously didn't have to set up a trap, but you chose to lie to me. You lied to me. Why do you want me to believe you now? Why do you?"

"Tell me, why are you saying this now?"

Jing Rong couldn't hold back his emotions. After such a long time, he finally couldn't bear it in this ordinary morning, and said all the words that had been lingering in his mind.

He didn't have any close friends, and he didn't want his family to worry. After he separated from Qu Yu, all the grievances, dissatisfaction, and doubts were all suppressed in his heart, which made him a little out of breath.

But he was afraid of being discovered and looked at with pity, so he tried his best not to say anything, going to and from school like a normal person, and going about his daily life.

But no matter how much you suppress your emotions, there will be a moment of explosion.

Because he said all the words, the heavy feeling in Jing Rong's heart dissipated a little, but he still couldn't be relieved, his eyes were a little red, like a desperate little beast, gnashing his teeth to face the betrayer.

There were only the two of them left in the classroom. Occasionally, people passed by outside the front and rear doors, casting slightly curious eyes, but they walked away quickly.

Jing Rong's fingers were clenched together, because of too much force, the neatly manicured nails sank deeply into the palm of his hand, which was painful.

In fact, some people lied to him before, how could there be no deception in life, but after calming down, he analyzed and found that the main reason for his anger on Qu Yu was that he did not expect Qu Yu to be like those people.

He thought that in Qu Yu's heart, he was different, just like Qu Yu was someone who could be completely trusted in his heart.

But it happened to be his most trusted pillow person, who caught him off guard and realized that he had been living in a cage of lies carefully woven by the other party, like a little bird whose eyes were blinded and whose wings were broken, allowing the other party to watch and play.

— This is not what he expected.

Qu Yu is not unforgivable, but Qu Yu should have never done anything wrong, cheating him again and again.

It is true that he has not completely let go of this relationship, but he knows how to protect himself after being injured. If the other party will only hurt him continuously, then no matter how reluctant he is, he will not keep the other party.

Jing Rong took a slow breath and exhaled again.

After venting, he calmly adjusted his state and gradually revealed his stable side.

He shook the straps, his voice low and hoarse: "Get out of the way, don't be my way."

Qu Yu, who had been silent since he questioned him repeatedly, also stood up.

They were a little closer, because Qu Yu was a little taller, so they had to look down at Jing Rong slightly.

His smiling expression just now subsided, replaced by rare seriousness and uncontrollable tension.

"I don't care about you, I don't care about this relationship, I care too much, so I'm afraid you will leave me like them."

"I know I'm selfish, and I know I'm unreasonable, but I just want to be tied to you forever, even if I try my best, even if the method is not so moral, as long as I can have you, as long as I can be together, I No regrets."

Qu Yu was a little depressed: "But now I know that this will only push you further and further away, so I regret it, and I want to correct it. I know it is selfish to say this, but I still want to ask you to give me a correction." Chance, I can take all the punishment, but I don't want you to disappear from my life forever."

He usually loves red eyes, and looks like he's crying because of grievances, but now he's only left with panic, even his eyes are slightly watery, but he doesn't shed tears, and he looks extremely helpless.

He obviously didn't cry, but Jing Rong felt that he was already crying, as usual, looking at him like a poor little rabbit.

Jing Rong suppressed the pity rising from the bottom of his heart, and looked at the other party quietly.

Qu Yu said so many words, he can't be sure how much the other party is sincere, and he can't guarantee that he won't get hurt again after giving the other party a chance.

But after the other party finished speaking, he turned sideways to make way for him.

"I won't block your way, but I hope you can leave me another place on your way, this time I won't push you to the opposite side again."

Jing Rong didn't speak, and walked towards the door without looking sideways.

He just went out the front door, and he stood in the hall. The people coming and going around him had nothing to do with him, and he felt a little dazed for no reason.

It seems that he has never been able to blend in with the public, and is always separated from others by a layer of distance.

Qu Yu was the only one who crossed this distance to come to him, and that time was romantic and gentle.

Jing Rong hesitated again.

He paused for a while, left the campus, and took a taxi at the school gate to the city library.

Everyone has a slightly different way of pastime after encountering troubles. When he is upset, reading is the best way.

Jing Rong picked out a thick book, sat in the corner and read it quietly.

It's just that this method doesn't seem to work that well today, his mind is still chaotic, Qu Yu's face flashes occasionally, and every bit of that beautiful day is clearly engraved in his mind.

He thought he had forgotten it on purpose, but he never expected it to be blurred.

Seeing that the method didn't work, Jing Rong didn't force himself any more, put the book back to its original place, and carried the bag out.

This time seemed inappropriate to go anywhere, he paused at the door of the library, and chose to go back to his new residence.

It's just that after entering the community, the feeling of being followed came again.

He was not in a good mood today, because he was probably sure that the other party's target was him, so he didn't try anymore, and simply chose 16.

When he got out of the elevator, he didn't immediately unlock the door to enter, but stood outside the elevator door and waited quietly, watching the elevator slowly rise from 1 to 16 again, and finally opened slowly in front of him.

"It was you a few days ago." Seeing the visitor, Jing Rong said firmly.

Qu Yu didn't seem to be surprised that he waited on the sidelines, walked out of the elevator, stood still in the corridor, and said with deep eyes, "You were very angry just now, and I was afraid that something would happen to you."

"And before that?" Jing Rong continued to press.

Qu Yu's eyes flashed, and she seemed a little guilty: "I want to see you more."

Jing Rong was choked by his answer, unable to say anything for a moment.

Quiet, Jing Rong thought of something, and asked again: "So you live in 1601 now?"

To his surprise, Qu Yu shook his head, as if he was even more guilty, but he still felt a little uncomfortable taking out his mobile phone under his unwavering gaze.

The sound of the keys of the combination lock and the announcement of unlocking came out from the mobile phone, obviously it was the recorded audio.

Jing Rong had a slightly surprised expression on his face, but soon regained his composure.

"I'll tell you whatever you want to know, and I won't lie to you again." Qu Yu pursed her lips, seeming a little uneasy, her thick eyelashes fluttering.

Jing Rong thought for a while, and found that the other party seemed to have not lied after the reunion, even if it was deliberately designed, it would tell him the motive, and the speed of confession was much faster, as if he was afraid that he would get angry again.

Jing Rong looked at Qu Yu with complicated eyes.

Qu Yu didn't know what to think of, she lowered her head a little discouraged, "Then I'll go first."

He didn't wait for the elevator, turned around and prepared to go down the stairs.

But Jing Rong suddenly had the urge to stop the other party.

He paused: "Are you sure you won't lie to me again?"

Qu Yu's footsteps stopped, and it took two seconds before she turned around, her moist peach eyes blinked, as if she couldn't believe what he said.

But only surprised for a while, Qu Yu thought for a moment, hesitated: "To be honest, I'm not sure, I can't predict the future."

Jing Rong breathed a sigh of relief, realizing that the other party probably really understood.

He was silent, as if he was making a decision, and Qu Yu was also quiet and did not disturb him.

"I'll give you a chance," Jing Rong raised his head slightly, "the last chance."

The author has something to say: the next chapter will start to be sweet again (shock sound)

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Damn, I will take the high-speed train to school tomorrow, I don’t want to start school orz

In the future, it is estimated that I can barely make it to six days. This chapter compensates everyone with red envelopes, and there is no second change, because I have to pack my luggage for the last time and go to bed early and get up early (￣ー￣)

感谢在2022-02-2423：15：59～2022-02-2622：31：09期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 541052961;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: eat 5 bottles of biscuits; 3 bottles of Xiaoyan baby;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!