white feathers upstairs

His consciousness gradually faded, and he didn't care whether he was dead or alive. He only saw a ring not far away shining brightly in the sun, which was extremely dazzling.

He stretched out his bloody hand, his eyes were suddenly blood red, he couldn't feel the existence of his body, and he no longer had the strength to crawl over to pick up the ring.

The memory has been polished, folded, and covered with dust. I still remember that day in country M, he said: From knowing you to now, I have never seen you smile. "

Sean said perfunctorily: I don't like to laugh very much.

You don't get along well with people like that.

I know.

will be out of gregarious.

I know.

It can be misleading.

I know.

I want to see the way you smile.

Sean, can you have a smile?

……

Four years ago, in the underground garage, Sean told him: Honestly, if we are together, we will only cause harm to others, and there is no point in it...

I've only ever said it to you - I love you.

But I just wanted that one and wanted to put it on him myself.

Platinum has witnessed the firmness of love, and in the name of God, it is a lifetime promise, and its meaning is a lifetime covenant...

In the ear, he could no longer hear the noise around him, and the blood red in front of his eyes gradually turned into darkness. He didn't know whether it was not a serious collision or he had lost consciousness from the pain. Anyway, he hardly felt the pain, and he didn't feel the existence of his body. Eyelids are too heavy to open.

Heartbroken, dreams broken, love parting, the struggles of the floating world exhausted his mind, and finally at this moment, he was relieved——

……

A month later.

The sky was gloomy and gloomy that day, with occasional breezes, dark clouds came from all directions, and the sky fell into darkness, indicating that a heavy rain was coming.

Under the cover-up of his assistants and father-in-laws, Bai Jinhao still knew the truth, where the beating heart in his X cavity came from, and that Gu Yuhan had suffered a serious car accident and was no longer alive.

But during that time, he has been in a coma.

Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, under the dim light, he read the last words over and over again: Brother Hao, this is my own decision, don't blame me, let alone yourself, I am very happy every day in these four years To be precise, after I met you, I found my ideal. Maybe no one will understand, maybe in the eyes of others, I am not the same, but we are not here to live for others to see, nor to watch others live. For me It's really enough to say, no regrets, you live well, finish this life for me, remember, I love you.

It seemed that every word was a steel needle, piercing into his heart. He raised his heavy hand and placed it on the X's mouth. The beating heart now belonged to him, and it was he who sacrificed his life for it.

"Xiaofeng..." He silently said the name, feeling lost.

That day, Bai Jinhao stood in front of the French windows for a long time, until his legs were sore and the servant brought the medicine before he sat down.

Bai Jinhao didn't drink any medicine or rice all day long, refused to see guests, and was either in a daze or sleeping in the room, as if he had lost his soul.

The servants are very careful, they have to open the door to check every half hour, for fear that he will not think about it and do something stupid.

Fortunately, after half a month of worrying like this, nothing bad happened. Although Bai Jinhao was depressed and looked like a walking dead, it was just like what Xiaofeng wrote in his last words: live well.

The continuous rain for half a month has caused a layer of water to accumulate on the road. The sky of the entire city of xx has not seen sunshine for a long time. It is obviously the weather in August, but the air is brewing with a cold taste.

A corner of the sky was reflected in the puddles on the ground, which was crushed by his foot, causing slight ripples.

The fine raindrops fell on the black umbrella cloth, making a continuous muffled sound.

Stepping up the steps step by step, the tombstones lined up in front of you are very depressing.

Feng Yize was buried here forever.

Looking at his name written on the tombstone, he felt a throbbing pain in his heart, and gradually lost strength in his hands. The black umbrella fell to the ground, and water soon accumulated.

The torrential rain was endless, and the cold raindrops hit him, soaking his clothes and blurring his vision.

Bai Jinhao tremblingly stretched out his fingers to caress the tombstone, it was hard and cold.

But he knew that there was a past buried in it.

There used to be thousands of words, but now I saw him, but I couldn't say anything. He pressed his thin lips tightly and closed his eyes in pain.

He didn't know how long it was raining, but then the rain suddenly "stopped". He opened his eyes and saw that it was Shen Xintong who was holding the umbrella for him.

Gu Yuhan's cemetery is nearby, and she also came to see him.

"It's all over," she said.

"When I woke up, I was separated from him."

"it's not your fault."

His pale face was covered with drops of water, which fell silently, whether it was rain or tears, he said in a hoarse voice, "But in the end, I failed him."

"Sometimes—it feels like people are not as good as grass and trees, and suddenly they disappear."

"Why did I get this disease? Why didn't I wake up?" He questioned himself, his nails scratched the hard tombstone and embedded it, and his knuckles turned white.

Although everyone told him that it was not his fault, how could it not be his fault?

"Did you know? Sean also committed suicide." It wasn't the first time Shen Xintong mentioned this name, but it was the first time that she didn't get angry, but with an extremely painful heart.

"I know that after his death, the entire academic world is mourning for him, and Jason also returned to country Z—it's really over."

Then Feng Yize and Shen Xintong remained silent.

"Don't you feel uneasy? Although you and him are a legitimate couple, we both know in our hearts - the person he loves has always been Sean."

"I……"

"It's over, tell me the truth—is Mengchen his biological daughter?"

Shen Xintong didn't expect him to ask this question, her face turned pale, and she said in a daze, "What are you talking about?"

"It's a coincidence, isn't it?" He turned his head and looked at her coldly. "When I went to your house that day, you lost control of your emotions and were still drinking heavily. Can you drink alcohol when you are pregnant? Pregnancy checklist, paternity test, and those circles Yes, I’m afraid I’m already familiar with it—Meng Chen only got it after breaking up with him, right?”

He didn't say these details before, because his relationship with the Gu family had broken down, so he didn't say it. The more chaotic the Gu family, the better for him.

Unexpectedly, perhaps it was the original decision that created this tragedy.

After a long time, Shen Xintong had a half-smile but not a smile: "You guessed it all, why do you still ask me?"

Bai Jinhao knocked off her umbrella heavily, and rolled down the stairs, while the two of them were exposed in the pouring rain, with nowhere to hide.

"Who is Mengchen's father?"

"Is it still important?"

"After lying for so long, it's time for the truth to come out."

She took a deep breath: "My ex-boyfriend, Wang Junke."

"Wang Junke is really your ex-boyfriend?"

Bai Jinhao was very surprised. He thought that all the hot searches during that time were just for hype, but he didn't expect that the popular actor Wang Junke really had an affair with her.

"Look at your current appearance," he said without emotion, "do you still have the shadow of the Queen of Heaven? Basically, you are a selfish person."

She sneered a few times: "Why are you pretending to be a good person? Didn't you make the Gu family into what it is now? Compared with me, you are no different. "

Bai Jinhao's eyes turned cold a little bit. He knew that what he had done could not be forgiven, and he was not qualified to question her.

It's ridiculous, it's extremely ridiculous, it turned out that everything was just a conspiracy, Gu Yuhan, who was so proud all his life, didn't even know he was being calculated when he died.

In the final analysis, Gu Weijie committed too many crimes in his previous life, ended up in jail, and was neglected.

"What are your plans for the future?" he asked.

"After Gu Yuhan's death, his mother was in a trance. You are right, it was all caused by me, so I plan to stay in Gu's house to take care of her. When Dad is released from prison, the family can live a good life." No matter how many big lies you have told before, At this moment, Shen Xintong's eyes are sincere.

Bai Jinhao nodded: "That's fine, I decided to change Yishi Feiyang to Gu's Group. As long as I live, this empire will not fall."

"Bai Jinhao, let us use our whole life to redeem our sins."

……

Maybe there really is an afterlife in this world, maybe there will really be reincarnation after a hundred years, at that time they may forget everything, and maybe keep the memory of the previous life.

In a certain corner of time and space, he has been waiting for his beloved to put the ring of the cross on him with his own hands, and tell him what he could not say in his previous life: "Sean, let's get married."