Once Fallen

When Mi Nan woke up, it was dark, the curtains were not drawn, and the neon lights in the distance were like colorful light strips, converging into a long river, bright and gorgeous.

The apartment they live in is in the city center of A, and it is located in a high-rise building. Looking out, they can have a panoramic view of half of City A.

Mi Nan looked at the ceiling silently for a while, then sat up sideways with difficulty.

He was changed into loose and comfortable pajamas and pajama pants. The clothes rubbed against his chest, and the puffs rose up slightly, causing a slight itching. The previous pain had completely disappeared.

He looked out the window quietly, the depression in his heart did not dissipate much, staring at the neon lights somewhere in a daze, feeling as if time had stopped.

With a "click", the bedroom door was opened.

Pei Chengran came in with a plate, put the dinner on the small table beside the bed, sat down by the bed, and held Mi Nan's swollen fingers, "Are you hungry? Have some food."

"Not hungry." Mi Nan made a short movement of pulling his hand, but he quickly held back.

He lowered his eyes, his thick eyelashes blocked the expression in his eyes, and he looked dull, not at all peaceful and carefree in the past.

Pei Chengran didn't speak, and Mi Nan didn't take the initiative to speak. The room was so quiet that they could even hear each other's slight breathing.

The food was steaming, and the aroma filled the air.

Mi Nan's Adam's apple rolled slightly, and his lips pursed slightly.

Pei Chengran stared at him for a few seconds, then leaned over to hug him, "I was wrong before."

Mi Nan remained silent and did not respond.

"I shouldn't take this as a joke and joke with you." Pei Chengran patted Mi Nan's back lightly, sliding it up and down like a puppy, "I'm sorry, it's my fault."

Mi Nan blinked, but still didn't speak.

Pei Chengran continued: "If you're not feeling well, you can tell me, I'll give you a good massage, and it won't happen again. Don't be angry, forgive me."

Mi Nan moved his fingers on his stomach, and after a long silence, he said, "I'm hungry."

Seeing that he was finally willing to take care of him, Pei Chengran let go of the tension in his heart, let him go to get the small table on the bed, and brought the dinner in front of Mi Nan.

The dinner was exquisite, braised prawns in oil, three shredded shark's fin and Buddha jumping over the wall, and finally a cup of light cucumber and egg soup.

While Mi Nan was eating, Pei Chengran peeled the shrimp for him with gloves on.

The meal was very silent, Mi Nan didn't say anything other than the two words just now, he ate his meal seriously, and it was quite delicious, but he didn't give the alpha next to him a look.

Pei Chengran: "..."

The slightly relaxed string in his heart stretched again, his expression was calm, but his eyes became deeper and deeper.

It's not good at all.

Mi Nan is not like this at all, he will always smile at him, and his eyes are full of smiles whenever he looks at him; he will be particularly dependent on him, wanting to kiss and hug him, with a bit of the pride of a young master , is submissive and gentle in nature, and acts like a baby from time to time.

Pei Chengran kept moving his hands, looking at Mi Nan.

If it was the past, Mi Nan must have noticed his gaze a long time ago, looked at him with ignorant eyes, and then asked with a smile why he kept staring at him.

After this crying, Mi Nan seemed to be a different person.

After apologizing, coaxing, and explaining, Mi Nan still hasn't calmed down, which made Pei Chengran helpless and didn't dare to speak rashly again.

After eating, Mi Nan wiped her mouth and leaned against the head of the bed to rest.

Pei Chengran went to wash his hands and cleared the dishes, "It's only 08:30, do you want to go for a walk?"

Mi Nan shook her head, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, "I want to draw."

Pei Chengran watched him walk straight out of the bedroom, his jaw line was tense, and it was the first time that the low-pitched aura suppressed by alpha was so thoroughly exposed.

He has always been good at everything, even when he knew that Mi Nan liked him, he could still hold back the feelings in his heart and chose to leave everything to God and time.

If Mi Nan is still single after returning to China, he will actively pursue her.If he is already married or has a boyfriend, he will bury this unrequited crush in his heart.

The feelings of adolescence are often fiery and impulsive. At the beginning, he was able to overcome his emotions rationally, but now he cannot accept that Mi Nan turns a blind eye to him.

With the intimacy before, the sudden change now made him have a strong gap.

He doesn't like Nan Nan being so indifferent, he likes to see his omega's smile and his dependence on himself.

For the first time since their marriage, the couple were doing their own thing and not talking to each other.

Mi Nan's unilateral cold war made Pei Chengran feel powerless for the first time. He knew that his wife needed to be coaxed and pampered. On weekdays, Mi Nan was easy to talk, occasionally had a little temper, and knew how to advance and retreat.

But this time he couldn't do anything.

After washing, Pei Chengran glanced at the closed door of the studio, hesitated at the door for a while, and finally resisted the urge to knock on the door, went to the balcony and called the pregnancy doctor.

"Hello? Second Young Master Pei, what's the matter so late?"

Pei Chengran leaned on the window sill, looking down at the flourishing roses, "It was said before that omega's mood would change a lot during pregnancy, what does this mean specifically?"

Doctor: "There is no specific direction for this. People who are usually gentle and gentle may become tough and unreasonable because of some small things that touch a certain point in their hearts; contrast."

Pei Chengran thought for a while, "Is there any way to relieve the discomfort in the pregnant husband's heart?"

The doctor asked plainly, "Is Master Mi's mood becoming unstable?"

"Ah."

"What's the specific reason?"

"..." Pei Chengran replied cleverly, "I've been emotionally unstable since I left the hospital today."

The doctor understood, "This is still acceptable. I was also abrupt today, and I just wanted to help him relieve his discomfort, without taking into account his mood. I am an intimacy stranger to him, and rashly doing this kind of behavior will hurt him." It made him feel offended. Coupled with the matter of milk/water, the acceptance of male omega is not very high, so...sorry, I was also wrong."

Pei Chengran raised his eyes and looked in the direction of the studio, "Will he be unable to come out because of this?"

"It's hard for me to say," the doctor hesitated. "Everyone's acceptance is different. Since he has a lot of emotional ups and downs, it shows that he still cares about this, so he can only take it slowly. If you look at it this way, if there is another Master Mi may not tell you about the uncomfortable reaction of swelling and pain, you have to observe carefully."

Pei Chengran hummed, and asked some other precautions before hanging up the phone.

After returning to the living room, Pei Chengran went to the study to deal with some official business. He had something on his mind and his efficiency was not high, so he checked the time repeatedly.

The short two hours became extremely difficult, and after reading three emails, it was not time for Mi Nan to fall asleep.During the period, he almost replied to the wrong email because he was distracted. Fortunately, he discovered the clue a second before pressing the send button and corrected it in time.

Pei Chengran simply turned off the computer, and pressed the space between his eyebrows in a daze.

——This state is not like him, and he has lost the calmness of an alpha.

Pei Chengran leaned on the back of the chair, watching his silhouette printed on the pitch-black computer screen, his mind went blank for a moment, and took out the cigarette case from the last drawer.

He doesn't smoke often, and occasionally smokes when working overtime or when encountering difficult projects. Since Mi Nan became pregnant, he has never touched it again.

Xu is against his anxious and helpless state, he needs to smoke a cigarette to calm down and think about how to coax Mi Nan.

Pei Chengran's fingers are very good-looking, with clear bones, without any extra sensuality, and there is some alpha sharpness in the smooth lines.With the smoke between his fingertips, the white mist made his stern face hazy, but there was a decadent sex appeal.

He put out the cigarette after only two or three puffs, and then went to the bathroom to take a shower.

The slightly cool shower washed Alpha's perfect texture and figure, probably because he was distracted, his glands were a little hotter than usual, and even the temperature of his whole body rose a bit.

Pei Chengran wiped his face and continued to turn the water temperature down.

When he got out of the shower, Mi Nan just walked into the bedroom.

Alpha casually wiped his hair with a towel a few times, "Do you want to take a shower?"

Mi Nan shook her head, went to the bed and sat down, "I washed it in the afternoon."

Pei Chengran suggested letting him soak his feet to get rid of the edema.

Mi Nan didn't refuse, got up and walked to the bathroom.

Pei Chengran was standing at the door of the bathroom, and when he saw someone coming, he took Mi Nan's hand and walked in, letting him sit on the edge of the spacious and smooth bathtub, standing in the bathtub to fill up the water, and helping him roll up his trouser legs.

The water level in the bathtub did not stop until half of Mi Nan's calf was submerged. The water continued to circulate in it, and the temperature also slowly increased.

Pei Chengran squatted in the bathtub, completely ignoring his wet pants and bathrobe, and focused on helping Mi Nan's legs.

From Mi Nan's perspective, he could only see the top of Alpha's head, the wet hair was randomly strewn and messy, but it couldn't conceal the man's handsomeness.

Mi Nan's eyes moved slightly, and he habitually touched his stomach, the light and shadow fell on his face, and the thick eyelashes left fan-shaped shadows on the eyelids.

"Brother Chengran." Mi Nan finally called him as usual.

Pei Chengran pressed Omega's leg moderately, and looked up to see Mi Nan's reddish eye sockets.

"..." Pei Chengran lost control of the force in his hands, and was forced to stop, feeling an inexplicable desire to release pheromones in his heart.

——Affected by emotions, this impulse comes violently and abruptly. If it is allowed to leak out, the pressure will be very strong. The impact on the pregnant omega is quite large, and it will directly affect the hormones in the pregnant woman's body .

Alpha tried his best to hold back his instincts, the veins on his neck bulged for a moment, and he responded calmly to Omega, "Nan Nan."

"I don't know what's wrong with me, I've become too much..." Mi Nan didn't notice Pei Chengran's strangeness, and said in a hoarse voice, "I didn't want to ignore you, but I couldn't stop the upset in my heart. I want to see you, I don't want to see you again...I know I shouldn't lose my temper with you, but...but..."

He was clueless, rubbing his stomach anxiously, as if trying to find a sense of security, as if he had fallen into a dead end and couldn't find a way out, his brain was frozen, and he had no intelligence. He only knew how to vent his dissatisfaction and gave up all the negative emotions the closest people.

Mi Nan was very confused, but he knew very well that he didn't want to be like this either.

It was just a very normal physiological phenomenon, but it caused him to collapse layer by layer like a domino.

"I know." Pei Chengran wanted to touch Mi Nan's face, but his hands were full of water, and it was inconvenient to stand up in the bathtub, so he went closer and kissed his swollen belly, "I don't blame you, you forgive me too. , okay?"

Mi Nan nodded, followed by shaking his head, his eyes were moist and bright, "I want to forgive you, but when I think about it, I will start to get angry again. I don't want to think about it, but I will think about it again and again..."

"It's okay." Pei Chengran said seriously, "Nannan is fine, I love them all."

Mi Nan's eyes were red, "Brother Chengran, can you come and give me a kiss? Maybe if you kiss me, I'll be fine."

Pei Chengran stood up, his broad figure enveloped Omega, making him completely in his own shadow, and leaned over to place a kiss between Mi Nan's eyebrows.

Mi Nan raised his head, tears rolled down the corners of his eyes and met Alpha's thin lips.

The author says:

Pregnancy is very hard, emotionally unstable, and there are great changes in body and life. Fortunately, Nan Nan has a husband who loves her.