Temperament

Shen Qinglan didn't answer, which is why he delayed coming here to read the accounts until today.When I met Zhou Yunlei in the mansion, his silence was also because he really didn't know what attitude to use to face this person who didn't have a deep relationship with him but played a key role in the turning point of his situation. .

When he was found by Zhou Yunlei and Zhuo Xin on the back mountain before, he said that he was coming back, and he did not forget what he said had nothing to do with anyone, but so many things happened after that, now he, after letting go of Zhuo Xin After Tianyi's tit-for-tat confrontation, he realized how difficult it is to truly achieve the four characters of willingness and willingness.

I have to admit that he is still unwilling. Even if he can accept the current situation, those beautiful pasts, those few critical moments that missed the beautiful past, have not been forgotten after all.

Zhou Yunlei saw him tidying up the things in his hands silently, and felt bitter in his heart, no matter how careful he was, he would definitely touch it, and the pain couldn't be helped.

He looked at the few strands of hair fluttering slightly in the wind on Shen Qinglan's forehead, and said with difficulty: "I know, this kind of question is hypocritical, if you don't want to answer it, I really can't help you at all... But, I really hope You can live a better life. I don’t know how to persuade you... In fact, brother is not a bad person, but he is used to being overbearing and tough, and he is not considerate. If... If you can obey him, he will treat you very well OK……"

Shen Qinglan bowed her head in silence, and she didn't stop tidying up the books and ink.Zhou Yunlei finally couldn't continue. It was very inappropriate for him to say such words, and he knew that it would not have any effect.But if he didn't say it, he really couldn't do it.

He can see the changes in Shen Qinglan during this period, whether it is Shen Qinglan who was stretched like an arrow a while ago, or Shen Qinglan who always responds to him with silence and indifference when encountering him in the mansion, or the person in front of him. Shen Qinglan, who was alienated and dull, was far from the calm, indifferent and strong look he had seen in the past three years.

Due to his status, he couldn't get too close to him, and he couldn't find a chance to talk to him. Only once a month, he had a little time to express his concern.It's not that he doesn't feel Shen Qinglan's attitude. Maybe to Shen Qinglan, it doesn't matter whether he hears these words or not, but to him, it makes a big difference whether they are said or not.

Shen Qinglan's silent appearance made him feel very unbearable and sad, as if he was lobbying for Zhuo Tianyi.He didn't know Zhuo Tianyi's attitude towards Shen Qinglan in private, but he had seen all the rough and tough times in the public, and Shen Qinglan's unhappiness, so if he persuaded him like this again, he would follow the suffering master It's like interceding for a murderer in front of you, full of guilt.

But if he didn't say anything, he felt sorry, because the sufferer was still suffering, and the murderer was still at ease.

"Perhaps you think it's selfish for me to say this, because I'm from the Zhuo family." He looked at the account book on the table, shook his head slightly, and said, "But, please believe that what I said came from From your standpoint, I hope you can live a better life...Of course I know that this kind of good, for you, certainly cannot be compared with going back to Meng's house, but under the current situation, maybe this is already The best ever."

Zhou Yunlei spoke slowly and sincerely.Shen Qinglan let out a breath, was silent for a long time, and then said hoarsely: "Thank you for telling me this, I appreciate it."

"Don't say thank you, I owe you." Zhou Yunlei looked down at Shen Qinglan's hair hanging over his shoulders, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

Shen Qinglan shook her head, "Don't say that. As I said, you belong to the Zhuo family, but based on this, you don't have to say sorry."

"But I also..." Zhou Yunlei raised his head hastily, and when he saw Shen Qinglan looking up, he suddenly noticed something, and stopped talking in a daze.

The four eyes met, relatively speechless.

After a short pause, Shen Qinglan turned her gaze away, packed up the things she brought in her hands, stood up and said, "I should go."

An inexplicable emotion flashed in Zhou Yunlei's eyes, and his lips moved, but he had nothing to say at this time, let alone any reason to keep him.He could only stand up, looked at the thin and frail man in front of him, and said "OK".

When Shen Qinglan went downstairs, Zhuo Xin ran forward and took the book in his hand. When the two got into the carriage, Zhou Yunlei took the sword and whip and walked up, "It's getting late, I should go back too, let's go together let's go."

He took the reins from the servant, got on the horse, and followed beside the car Shen Qinglan was sitting in, like the few times Shen Qinglan had gone out in the past three years, riding outside the car, very close to Shen Qinglan.

Speechless all the way.

The curtain of the carriage would open a gap from time to time during the vibration of the carriage, and Shen Qinglan's slightly profiled back would appear in that gap, and occasionally his quiet face could be seen, half hidden under the hair around his face, It is like the sky at dusk in autumn, the only constant color in the alternating light and shadow.

It's just that the color is now covered with gray, and originally, he should be the brightest.

Zhou Yunlei's heart once again had the complex feeling of regret and regret that had appeared countless times in the past so many days, and at this moment, it seemed that many new feelings had been added, sour and sad.

Perhaps the most suitable distance between him and him is what it is like now, one is in the car and the other is on the horse. When they reach the gate of the mansion, they will separate and maintain a longer distance.

But now, he suddenly hoped that this road back to the mansion could be longer and longer, so that he would have time to clarify the new feeling in his heart.

Zhou Yunlei was immersed in his own thoughts, and unconsciously returned to the gate of Zhuo Mansion.

The porter opened the door and let Shen Qinglan's carriage in.When Zhuo Quan stopped his horse and handed the pedal to the door of the car, Zhou Yunlei had already dismounted.

Zhuo Xin got down from the seat next to Zhuo Quan, and ran to the door of the car to lift the curtain for Shen Qinglan. A boy of thirteen or fourteen years old, whose height could barely reach the curtain, was standing on tiptoe with difficulty to lift the curtain , a hand stretched out in front of his hand, and opened the car curtain.

It was Zhou Yunlei who, like he did in the past, handed the other free hand to Shen Qinglan who was about to get up inside the door.

That hand was steady, full of trust and selflessness. In the past three years, it was the only hand that would appear outside the curtain of the car every time he wanted to get out of the car. The walk is safe and steady.

Shen Qinglan didn't think much, stretched out her hand and put it in that hand as before.Immediately, the hand exerted force, allowing him to pull himself up from the seat, and then supported him to let him step out of the car and step on the pedals.

Zhou Yunlei did it very carefully, perhaps this was the most considerate move he could do for Shen Qinglan, although it was only a few steps, insignificant.

But it was precisely because of the seemingly insignificant section of the road a few months ago that completely changed Shen Qinglan's fate.If he can make up for it now, then he can only allow himself to provide him with some useful help within the scope of his ability, even if it is only a few insignificant steps.

When Shen Qinglan raised his foot and was about to step on the pedal, Zhou Yunlei looked at his feet out of the corner of his eye, and caught a glimpse of a tall and straight figure standing a few feet ahead.As soon as he raised his head, he saw Zhuo Tianyi standing on the open space in front of the main hall with his hands behind his back, his eyes were on the hands he was holding with Shen Qinglan.

Zhou Yunlei's eyes widened. At this moment, he seemed to hear a bang in his heart. Many complex feelings rushed into his heart in an instant, shaking his whole body. Even the hand supporting Shen Qinglan felt a little trembling.

But it was only a short moment, so short that Shen Qinglan, who was holding his hand, didn't even notice it, Zhou Yunlei stabilized his hand and heart.

In any case, he couldn't let go at this moment when Shen Qinglan trusted him, it would make him fall down and hurt more.

Zhuo Tianyi probably wouldn't let him let go at this time, if he really wanted Shen Qinglan to be well.

When Shen Qinglan's feet were on the ground, Zhuo Tianyi had already walked in front of them. "Brother." Zhou Yunlei let go of Shen Qinglan's hand and called out.

"Old Six." Zhuo Tianyi's eyes swept over his face, his tone was calm, and he couldn't hear any waves.

Shen Qinglan stood between the two of them, silently.Zhuo Tianyi reached out to take his hand, turned around and walked towards the backyard.

Zhou Yunlei held his palms, looked at the backs of the two walking away, remained silent, his heart was deserted, and he couldn't express his feelings.

Zhuo Tianyi pulled Shen Qinglan, and as soon as he walked to the place not far from the dining room, he heard a rush of footsteps behind him, accompanied by Zhuo Shi'an's hurried shout, "Less be the master, be less the master, it's not good !"

Zhuo Tianyi stopped and turned his head, seeing Zhuo Shi'an running so embarrassed that sweat was on his forehead, he said impatiently, "What's the matter?"

Zhuo Shi'an glanced at Shen Qinglan on one side, hesitantly, "...well, this...he winked at Zhuo Tianyi vigorously while murmuring.

Seeing the situation, Shen Qinglan turned her face away sensibly, and tried to walk away, but Zhuo Tianyi held her hand tightly, so she had to turn her eyes away and wait on the spot.

Zhuo Shi'an was still playing tricks, Zhuo Tianyi was so annoyed by his appearance, he shouted: "Speak quickly if you have something to say, and let go if you have to fart! If you hesitate like this, get out!"

Zhuo Shi'an scratched his ears and cheeks anxiously, "It's not Shi'an's intention to be the master of the family, really, Shi'an dare not say..." As he said, he was still poking at Shen Qinglan's back and winking at Zhuo Tianyi.

Zhuo Tianyi was furious, and shouted violently: "Young Master Shen is not an outsider, who are you showing your awkward appearance?! I will spare you! Tell me!"

"I'll say it, I'll say it right away!" Zhuo Shi'an cried and said, "That's right, Jin Ximei, the bustard of Zhu Bifang outside the gate, brought a husband named Bi Yuan to ask to see the Young Master, saying that it was..."

He wiped off his sweat, looked up at Zhuo Tianyi's increasingly tense face, and gritted his teeth, "Say that Bi Yuan is a showman but not a person, so don't be in charge yesterday... broke their rules... Now that Bi Yuan can no longer Staying in Zhubifang, I have no choice but to join the young master..."

The author has something to say: Love is actually very lonely, Shen Mi is to Mr. Meng, Mr. Zhuo is to Shen Mi, Xiao Zhou is to Shen Mi, and Jiang Mi is to Mr. Meng.If you can see through the eternal point of loneliness in love, maybe love will not be so tiring, but most people tend to fall into the expectation that the love they give will get an equal return, so there will be so much they wish for. Pain arises, Shen Mizhuo and Jiang Mi are all like this.Love may be just a journey of heart, no matter how far the distance is or how long it takes, you will only understand it if you walk down-to-earth.

Everyone has their own way to go, and has their own ups and downs to go, and the scenery on the road will be different.

Well, the elder brother is out looking for fun, causing a commotion, the sister-in-law and the younger brother-in-law talk to each other and walk hand in hand, your circle is really chaotic!

The author escapes with the top of the pot...