Temperament

Shen Qinglan lay on her back on the grassy slope, with a clear and clear sky in front of her eyes, a few clouds floating lazily on the light blue sky, as if she could touch it.

Close your eyes, there is a clear wind gliding across your face, and the soft green grass around you is fragrant in your breath, and time seems to be still like the few clouds that are standing still in front of you.

After an unknown amount of time, Shen Qinglan touched the arm of the person next to her with her hand, "Senior Brother," he turned over and leaned over to the side of the young man who was also lying on his back, "Are you asleep?"

Meng Huaiyuan didn't answer, but lay quietly, motionless.The face was illuminated by the sun, and the already upright and gentle face appeared more warm and healthy. Under the two handsome eyebrows, the eyes that always had a warm smile were gently closed. Under the tall nose, there were two different patches of Not too thick lips.Every time he called out his name, the lips always opened slightly, and then curved again, as if they were always smiling.

Shen Qinglan could see it clearly, this face could not be called handsome, but in his eyes, it was such an existence that was hard to ignore, exuding an irresistible magic power.His heart was beating fast, he held his breath, and bent his face inch by inch.

It was getting closer, getting closer, and his heart was beating faster and faster. He was secretly doing this shameful thing like a thief, but he couldn't stop at all, and he didn't want to stop.

But before they even came close to the face, the two lips opened and closed and made a sound, "Stinky boy, what do you want to mess with senior brother?" Immediately, the closed eyes also opened, brightly His eyes seemed to see through his unruly thoughts who were close at hand.

In a panic, Shen Qinglan leaned back abruptly, putting her hands on the grass, "I didn't!" He shouted aloud, and shifted the responsibility, "I just want to see if you fell asleep! Brother, it turns out You're pretending to be asleep!"

"Oh? If I really fell asleep, are you going to pull out grass and feed me like a white cloud?" Meng Huaiyuan teased with a sideways face and a smile.Baiyun is the name of one of his horses, and Shen Qinglan likes it very much.

"I didn't...I..." Shen Qinglan didn't expect Meng Huaiyuan to come to such a conclusion, but this seemed like a good opportunity to go downhill, "Well, I just thought about it that way, the weeds haven't been pulled yet, Just let you find out!"

"Haha, you, you can't hide anything from senior brother's eyes!" Meng Huaiyuan raised his finger and pointed at him.

Being looked at by such doting eyes, Shen Qinglan's heart couldn't help but feel a sense of loss, pervading her chest, she couldn't tell whether it was disappointment or discomfort, "Really? Senior brother, are you bragging?" The faint tone showed obvious loneliness .

"Little fool, what's wrong with you? Senior brother didn't blame you. Don't you always make trouble with senior brother?" Meng Huaiyuan smiled and gently pinched his nose, then pulled his arm, "Come down, accompany me." Brother, lie down for a while."

Shen Qinglan was caught off guard, and was pulled down by his side. When she lay down, her face brushed against Meng Huaiyuan's shoulder and stuck to his arm.

Intimate distance.

The disappointment in my heart was evaporated by the body temperature coming from my face through the unlined clothes in early summer, and immediately dissipated in the ensuing reverie.The heat was soaring, Shen Qinglan turned her head to one side and turned her face away.After a while, he moved back quietly again, the warmth of that arm reassured him, and he was really reluctant to leave just like that.

"Brother." He held a thin piece of grass in his hand and called softly.

"What's the matter?" Meng Huaiyuan closed his eyes and lay comfortably.

"In the future, you want to..." Shen Qinglan pursed her lips, not knowing how to ask this unspeakable question, touched her chest, squeezed the parchment through the fabric, and then hesitated: "I want to marry... What kind of girl... for a wife?"

"Little fool, why did you think of asking senior brother this?" Meng Huaiyuan opened his eyes and looked sideways at him with a smile.

After being sized up by his eyes, Shen Qinglan suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and after struggling for a long time, she gritted her teeth and said, "Master said, you are almost 21, and when he was your age, he was already married to his wife, so he I plan to find a suitable girl for you at the end of the year...you, yourself...what do you think?"

Finally, when the question came out, Shen Qinglan was like a child waiting for an adult to answer, she didn't dare to raise her head, she just pricked up her ears, anxiously waiting for the answer from the people around her.

"I..." Meng Huaiyuan turned his head and squinted his eyes to look at the sky.

"What do you think?" Shen Qinglan turned her head and looked at him nervously.

"I think……"

"Oh brother, you said it!" Shen Qinglan straightened her upper body, looked down at Meng Huaiyuan, and said anxiously.

"Qing Lan, why are you more anxious about this matter than senior brother? Could it be..." Meng Huaiyuan turned his eyes sideways and looked at him with a smile.

"What is it?!" Shen Qinglan was taken aback, her eyes widened, "I just want to ask when will you find me a sister-in-law?"

"Oh, I thought it was my junior brother Qing Lan who wanted to marry himself." Meng Huaiyuan suddenly realized.

"I am, it's still early!" Shen Qinglan lowered her head and pulled up a piece of grass, chewed it in her mouth, and after a while, muttered: "You are already 21."

"I'm still early. I've been busy negotiating peace with the Zhuo family for the past few years. I'm not very familiar with the affairs of the Meng family. I plan to wait another two years to get married." Meng Huaiyuan patted Shen Qinglan's head and looked Looking at him as if he breathed a sigh of relief, he smiled and said, "I answered you, are you satisfied now?"

Shen Qinglan hurriedly put away the relaxed expression on her face, pouted and said, "Whether I'm satisfied or not, that's your business!"

"However, in two years' time, you will be twenty, and it's time to get married." Meng Huaiyuan thought about it.

"I'm not married!" Shen Qinglan shouted anxiously, her eyes widened.

"Fool, how can there be any reason why a man can't get married when he grows up?" Meng Huaiyuan pinched his nose, put his hands behind his head, and raised his upper body, "Tell me, what kind of girl do you like? Senior brother will help you pay attention first." . If there is a suitable one, the brother will help you propose a marriage at that time."

"I really don't want to get married!" Shen Qinglan threw away the grass in her hand, and stared anxiously at Meng Huaiyuan, "Don't help me, I don't want to!" He turned his face away as he said.

"Okay, okay, if you don't get married, senior brother promises you, I will ask you what you think when the time comes, is that okay?" Meng Huaiyuan patted his head lovingly and comforted him.

Only then did Shen Qinglan calm down a bit, and after thinking for a while, she raised her eyes again, quickly glanced at the face that had been looking at him, and said in a jiffy: "Brother, if you want to get married, can you... tell me first, I'm fine... and I'm fine..."

"Would you like to get married with me?" Meng Huaiyuan said with a smile.

These words were so intriguing that Shen Qinglan blushed immediately, "I... am not..."

"Isn't that what you mean?" Meng Huaiyuan glanced sideways.

"..." Her heart jumped up, Shen Qinglan looked at those smiling eyes, gritted her teeth, "Yes, that's what it means..." Once the words were spoken, it seemed to let go of the big stone in her heart , he lowered his head, his mind was spinning quickly, and he said indiscriminately: "I didn't want to get married at first! But if you get married, senior brother, I will just try to be a random one, take the right, and sacrifice your life to accompany the gentleman!"

"Haha!" Meng Huaiyuan couldn't help laughing out loud, hugged him into his arms, and rubbed him hard on the head twice, "You really are my good junior, okay, then it's settled, until now Time, you accompany senior brother to get married together!"

Shen Qinglan fell on Meng Huaiyuan's chest, and his head was rubbed by his hands. Although she knew that he was treating her like a child, she couldn't help but blush.The phrase "get married together" made his heart both happy and astringent.

However, no matter what, he finally got Meng Huaiyuan's promise to inform the marriage plan in advance, so that when the time comes, he will not fall into a passive position because he is unprepared.

Although he is a man, but... this is beneficial and harmless to Meng Huaiyuan and even the entire Meng family. At that time... I will definitely not harm him and the Meng family if I am like this.

He thought about it carefully, and there was a burst of sweetness in his heart.After arguing for a while, when she lay down again, Shen Qinglan quietly pressed her face against Meng Huaiyuan's arm.Taking a peek, the face was gentle and serene, and the smile on his lips was extremely warm, just like the sunshine shining on the two of them at this moment.

The fragrance of the wind-wrapped grass flows over the face, the eyes are bright red, and the thoughts are like the weeds that grow wildly in summer, spreading and thriving in the wind.

"Getting married..." He silently said these two words in his heart, his face flushed, and many familiar scenes appeared in his mind, such as the bright red wedding dress, the figure of worshiping people, the high-fever red candle, and, that The bed with red gauze curtains, the brocade quilt embroidered with mandarin ducks playing in the water...

There seemed to be a sound of joy in his ears. He was sitting upright on the bed in red, and there was a soft knock at the door. He got up from the bed, suppressed his beating heartbeat, and walked towards the door.

The tall figure in the same red wedding dress was approaching, approaching, he felt uncontrollable excitement, "Senior Brother..."

As the figure approached, he tried his best to calm his breath and looked up, only to see that face changed quietly. The originally gentle and upright face instantly turned into a stern and proud face, showing undisguised sarcasm and fierceness. Cold hands ruthlessly wrapped around his body.

"You, you are not brother! Who are you?! Who are you?!" Shen Qinglan yelled and struggled, but her hands and feet were as heavy and weak as sandbags, and even her throat seemed to be blocked with cotton in an instant , The chest was so stuffy that I couldn't breathe.

Shen Qinglan struggled with all her strength, and finally, the force that restrained her disappeared, her eyes were blood red, and her mind was dizzy. He opened his powerless eyes for a long time to recognize, and finally recovered the interrupted memory and perception.

a dream.

It would be nice if I could never wake up again.

Gritting his teeth, Shen Qinglan slowly got up from the bed. As soon as he straightened his upper body, the pain in his lower body rushed straight to his forehead, and the sticky smell between his legs. He closed his eyes and moved his legs out of the bed little by little.

As soon as he stepped on the footsteps in front of the bed, he almost tripped. He looked down and saw that the clothes he was wearing before were scattered on the ground in front of the bed.Shen Qinglan supported the edge of the bed, endured the pain of being torn apart again, knelt sideways and squatted down, reaching into the underwear that had been torn from the skirt, and rummaged through it with difficulty.

Fortunately, the little piece of leather is still there, light in color and soft to the touch, falling into the underwear, as if it just accidentally dropped on the ground.Shen Qinglan stretched out her hand to hold it in her hand, but couldn't bear to look at it carefully, she closed her eyes and quickly stuffed the parchment book under the mattress.

The pain behind him was unbearable, so he carefully moved his knees, leaned his back against the edge of the bed and sat on his side for a while, until the pain gradually subsided, he reached out to pick up the clothes and continued to search.

Only when he lifted the coat that was also torn, the waistband appeared in front of his eyes.However, it is no longer the original complete appearance, a small corner left its original position and fell to the side.

Shen Qinglan leaned over, picked up the jade pendant and the broken pieces, and spread them in the palm of her hand.On the azure jade, Lian Lizhi remained the same, but the Meng character was left on the small piece away from the main body of the jade pendant.

It was as if the heart had been squeezed severely by a hand, and the oppressive pain spread throughout the body.He held the jade pendant tightly in his hand, buried his face in the crook of his arms, and sat huddled on the cold ground.

I don't know how long it took before Shen Qinglan got up from the ground, the slow movement made the back gradually become unbearable, and sticky, fishy hot streams gushed out.Gritting his teeth, he moved towards a bronze mirror half as tall as a person standing beside the screen at the end of the bed.

Finally, I walked to the mirror.The figure reflected in the mirror had disheveled hair, naked body, bruised and purple mottled inner thighs, streams of white turbidity mixed with blood stains slowly flowed down, and a few drops had slipped over the ankles and flowed to the ground.On both sides of the waist, two rows of blue and purple finger prints appear shockingly on the bloodless skin. Turning sideways, you can see half of the palm prints on the back waist, which makes people know that this body has suffered a lot before. what a treat.The whole body was dirty and messy, and the fishy smell rushed from the lower body all the way to the tip of the nose.

That's what that person did to him last night.

A feeling of nausea rose up in her chest, and her stomach was overwhelmed. Shen Qinglan suddenly covered her mouth, but before it was too late, she vomited on the bronze mirror with a wow.

The food of the previous night had an unpleasant sour smell that hit his mouth and nose. He couldn't bear it anymore, and he vomited until the sky was dark. Finally, he even vomited out yellow bile, and the last bit of strength in his body disappeared in the vomiting.

Shen Qinglan fell to the ground exhausted, as if she had died.

The author has something to say: the gap between beautiful memories, happy ideals and miserable reality is too huge, Shen Xiaomi really wants to die...

The author also misses SHI-SHI very much, and the comments for Mao’s collection are so bleak...