That day, Lin Luoluo chatted with the girl's mother for a long time.

Ever since she heard Lin Luoluo's words "We are friends", the girl's mother seemed to have found someone to confide in, to tell all about the past.

From the girl's mother, Lin Luoluo heard a more vivid and complete image of the girl - Nannan is not a nickname, but a pet name for their favorite child.

The girl has beautiful black hair, big eyes, double eyelids, looks like classical beauty; she has a gentle personality, a little introverted, well-behaved in school, and is a typical good student; although she is introverted, she is willing to help others, and she is a good student in school. If a classmate needs help, she will always be the first to lend a helping hand...

From the girl's mother, I learned that the boy who pursued the girl without turning back rumors was a "senior" from the same school who was one level higher than the girl. The boy's family was considered wealthy in their locality. The boy grew up smoothly. There was almost no "frustration".

The girl was harassed after refusing to pursue her, so she immediately informed her mother.Mother told her to study hard, don't talk to her, and don't waste time for these people.She listened to it, studied with peace of mind, and imagined a beautiful university life in the future.

——The girl's grades are very good. If this incident hadn't happened, she might have been admitted to the best university in Kyoto.

However, her ignorance shattered the boy's paper-like glass heart.

On the way out of school, they surrounded the school with people. If the containment failed, they filled the school with people and spread rumors. The rumors in the school were not enough, and the rumors had to be spread to all the middle schools in the city...

After listening, the story told by the girl's mother was even more uncomfortable than the girl's private letter.The expression full of love when referring to the girl, the words full of nostalgia, in the mother's heart, maybe the girl is still alive.

Hang up the phone, it's already twelve o'clock in the middle of the night.Lin Luoluo walked to the window, looked out at the street that was silent after the street lights went out, and raised her hand to touch the cold glass window.

Looking down from the fifteenth floor, cars are like ants.High altitudes always bring fear and palpitations, what was she thinking before jumping off?Will you be afraid?

Xi Lingyu came out of the kitchen, looked at the back by the window, walked over, and hugged him in his arms: "What are you thinking?"

"She's not even afraid of death, why is she afraid of living instead?" Lin Luoluo looked at the car downstairs parked on the side of the road, and drove away after a while, with a somewhat dazed tone.

"She is sick. In the world of the sick, death is not pain but relief."

"Is that so?" Lin Luoluo lowered her eyes, watching one or two cars passing by downstairs from time to time.

"That's right. It's impossible for us to fully understand what a patient is thinking." Xi Lingyu let go of her, grabbed her shoulders and turned her around, "Go and eat something."

"kindness."

Lin Luoluo sat quietly at the dining table and ate, like a puppet.

Knowing that it would be difficult for her to get out in the short term, Xi Lingyu didn't say much, just sat by and watched her eat.

Seeing that she seemed to continue to get two buns after eating, Xi Lingyu realized that the problem seemed a little serious.

Stopping her hand from continuing to get the buns, Xi Lingyu said: "It's time, eat less, or you will feel uncomfortable later."

"En." Lin Luoluo who was stopped had no other reaction, but put down the chopsticks obediently.

"Wash and sleep?"

"it is good."

Seeing the little girl going to the bathroom to wash up, Xi Lingyu took the phone and sent Qu Qianxing a private message.

Even though it was already late at night, Qu Qianxing's message was quickly replied, and he was probably not in the country at this time.

Looking at the contact information sent in the chat box, she replied thank you, and Xi Lingyu added that person as a friend.

I thought that the friend application would not be approved until tomorrow, but within 2 minutes, it was passed.

【Qianxing told me that you are her friend?What's the problem? 】

Xi Lingyu recounted the little girl's situation: [Even if she encountered those things before, she never did this. 】

There was a quick reply: "Probably death has brought too much mental shock to her. She shouldn't be old, and she hasn't experienced death, right? It sounds like there is no problem communicating with you for the time being, so don't worry about it." I'm too worried, I'll wake up and see what's going on tomorrow. If it doesn't work, you can consider asking me to talk to her."

After replying with a thank you, Xi Lingyu looked at the time, the little girl has been washing for 5 minutes, why hasn't she come out yet.

Putting down the phone, I hurried to the bathroom, and saw the little girl holding a toothbrush with toothpaste squeezed on it, but standing blankly in front of the mirror, without moving.

"Luo Luo?"

"En?" Hearing the voice, Lin Luoluo finally made a movement, looked at the toothbrush in his hand, and then stuffed it into his mouth and began to brush his teeth.

Looking at such a person, Xi Lingyu felt that no matter what, she needed to have that counselor talk to her tomorrow.

When Xi Lingyu proposed to talk to a psychological counselor by herself, Lin Luoluo felt that she was making a big fuss.

But when Lin Luoluo was drinking her salted milk tea, she realized that she really needed to talk to someone.

Although the three of Li Cencen sent countless messages to themselves, and Fang Qiyan also sent a long speech, Lin Luoluo seemed to be unable to read or listen to it at all.

The counselor's voice sounded very kind, like a grandmother.

"What are you thinking about now, can you tell me?"

The counselor's voice is very gentle, making people want to let go of their guard against her unconsciously.

Lin Luoluo said: "I don't know either. I feel that my heart is very confused. They all said that her death had nothing to do with me, but if it wasn't because of me, she wouldn't be seen by them."

"Then have you looked at the things that those people usually post?" The consultant said softly, "If you read it, you may find that whether it's you or that girl, you two are just them. One of the objects who wantonly vent their emotions on the Internet. Besides you, there are other people who will be the objects of their violence. It’s just that they just found a certain connection between the two objects of violence.”

Lin Luoluo suddenly felt that these words seemed to make sense.

Hearing her silence, the counselor knew that she had begun to listen to the words in her heart, and continued: "I heard that it was your enlightenment that night that gave her the idea of ​​wanting to survive."

"No... I don't know."

"You have actually done a good job." The consultant continued, "As a layman, you can comfort her when she is most vulnerable, which is already better than most people!"

"But she still..."

"As a counselor, I can tell you frankly that in the situation the next day, even I may not be able to save her." The counselor said, "Depression is not what most people think. , It’s just a simple mental illness. Depression patients are also sick physically, just like tumors and cancer, they are really sick. You have done your best to do the best you can.”

"really?"

"Really." The consultant continued, "Even if it were someone else, it would be difficult to change the outcome of that day."

……

After chatting with the counselor for two hours, Lin Luoluo felt a little more relaxed.

Flipping through the messages sent by her friends, Lin Luoluo replied "Thank you for your concern" one by one, and then saw the message from the monitor.

[Your wife came to school to ask you for a week off, are you okay? 】

Although there are not many classes this week, Xi Lingyu asked herself a week off?Lin Luoluo was a little surprised.

After replying to the squad leader that she was fine, Lin Luoluo left the bedroom, looked at the study with the closed door, hesitated for a moment, and knocked on the door anyway.

Soon, the door of the study was opened: "Are you finished talking?"

"En." Lin Luoluo nodded, "The teacher said that depression is not a simple mental illness. Although I know it, I still feel a little sad."

"It's normal to be sad." Raising her hand and touching her head, Xi Lingyu said, "But don't think about it anymore. What can I do for you?"

"You asked me for leave?"

"En." Xi Lingyu said, "Seeing that you don't have many classes this week, so I took a week off for you to go out and relax."

"I want to... see her off." Lin Luoluo whispered.

The author has something to say: the second update

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感谢在2021-09-2520:19:04~2021-09-2521:41:57期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Xiaotai;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard

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