Although she had already prepared lessons with Meng Jiaqi and the others on Sunday afternoon, Lin Luoluo couldn't help but feel uneasy when she thought that she was really going to teach people tomorrow.

Huddled under the blanket, Lin Luoluo, who was still afraid of the wind, sent a voice call request to Xi Lingyu.

The call was connected almost instantly, and Xi Lingyu's voice came from the earphone: "Are you still scared?"

"No." Lin Luoluo's voice was muffled under the quilt.

Xi Lingyu didn't expose her, but asked: "Then what happened today? It sounds very unhappy."

"I'm going to class tomorrow. This is the first time I've given a class," Lin Luoluo murmured, "From a student to a teacher all of a sudden, I'm so nervous."

"How are you going to arrange tomorrow? Which of you will go to class first?"

"Zhou Quan. It's that new friend." Lin Luoluo said, "I have the first class in the afternoon."

"Then can you go and listen to how they have class in the morning?"

"Well, that's the plan now. There are three classes in the morning, and one person just sits in on one class." Lin Luoluo said in a low voice, "But I'm still nervous, even more nervous than I was during the final week exam."

"Then how do you relieve yourself when you are nervous about exams?" Xi Lingyu asked again.

Lin Luoluo thought about it for a while and said: "It seems that I didn't do anything, I just finished the exam after being nervous."

"Then this time I was nervous and finished the class."

"It feels different. The exam is only for myself, but the lecture is for others." Lin Luoluo turned over, and the bed creaked, which seemed a little harsh in the silent night, "What if I mistake someone for my son?"

"Didn't you prepare your lessons carefully today? Since you have prepared hard, you must believe in yourself."

"But it's my first time giving a lecture."

"Everything starts from the first time, and only by taking the first step bravely, can we make little progress." Xi Lingyu felt that after the little girl went out, she seemed to become more sensitive||sensitive, and she didn't know if it was true Because the responsibility is getting bigger and bigger.

"En..." Although she was still chatting, Lin Luoluo was already drowsy.

After going up the mountain to collect firewood during the day, she fetched some spare water in the yard. Lin Luoluo was actually very tired, but because she was too nervous before, her spirit was in high spirits.

Chatting with Xi Lingyu now, Lin Luoluo's nervousness was slowly relieved, tired sleepiness flooded in like a tide, and at this time her eyelids had gradually sunk.At first, I could barely open my eyelids, but gradually, I almost lost the strength to open my eyelids.

Listening to the answer over there, Xi Lingyu started to get confused, so Xi Lingyu didn't talk to her about business, but hummed a song softly on the phone.Xi Lingyu didn't hang up the call until there was no sound on the phone.

Early the next morning, after Lin Luoluo's alarm clock rang twice, she finally opened her heavy eyelids from sleep.

Her whole body seemed to have been beaten by someone, especially her shoulders and back, which were so sore that she felt like soaking in a vinegar jar overnight. Lin Luoluo turned off the alarm clock, forced herself to sit up, and rubbed her extremely sore shoulders.

I fell asleep on the phone again yesterday... Lin Luoluo looked at the call log and sighed.I really wish I could have three heads and six arms.

"Good morning." The three of them had prepared breakfast and were waiting for her at the table, "Are you tired yesterday?"

"No." Lin Luoluo said bravely.

The three laughed at her: "It's all written on their faces. Why don't you catch up on sleep here in the morning?"

"No." Lin Luoluo shook her head, and went to wash with water, "I'm going."

"Come on then."

After washing up, Lin Luoluo took a cup of coffee and poured it on herself, then turned around and asked, "Would you like a cup?"

"No, we're already used to this routine." The three of them waved their hands.

While drinking coffee and eating breakfast, Lin Luoluo's yawning continued. It wasn't until she followed the three of them on the mountain road for half an hour to the school that she regained consciousness.

Although the dormitory is in this village, the school is in the next village.Children from three or four surrounding villages all go to school here. Because the children are not very old, they are scheduled to start class at 09:30 in the morning.

Lin Luoluo followed the three of them and arrived at the school before eight o'clock, ready to clean the five classrooms in total.

"Now that Luoluo is here, let's open another classroom after two days." Zhou Quan suggested while cleaning up the chalk dust in the groove under the blackboard, "In this way, we can divide those children with weak basic knowledge into separate classrooms." When you arrive in a new class, you don’t have to worry about them not being able to keep up.”

While talking, two more boys came in.

"Hey? The new little friend mentioned earlier has come?"

"By the way, I forgot to introduce you." Seeing Lin Luoluo's blank face, Meng Jiaqi patted his forehead, "These two are also here to teach, and they live in another dormitory."

The two introduced their names, and Lin Luoluo also said her own name.

Those two also consciously joined the cleaning: "What were you talking about just now?"

"I'm talking about opening an extra class. There were only five of us before, so we can only teach five grades, but the situation of these children cannot be divided into grades like this..." Zhou Quan repeated his thoughts to the two of them. , "So I want to ask Luoluo to teach those children who have poor basic knowledge."

"That's good." The two agreed.

But Lin Luoluo didn't think so: "Can I do it? I have no teaching experience..."

Meng Jiaqi patted her on the back: "Believe in yourself, if it really doesn't work, we can all adjust at any time."

"Don't you need the principal to decide?" Lin Luoluo asked.

"The principal of this school is concurrently the head of the village, and basically has no time to manage the school. Before, there was a teacher who served as the principal, but he fell from the mountain some time ago and is still recuperating, so the school's affairs will be handed over to the school. We decide for ourselves.”

Lin Luoluo originally planned to take the time to ask if there were any other teachers in this school, but there is no need to ask now, it seems that besides them, there is only one teacher in this school.

Even though she was still nervous, Lin Luoluo finally agreed to the proposal.

In the morning, Lin Luoluo attended the class of Meng Jiaqi, Zhou Quan and Xie Yin.The students in the three classes were full of curiosity about this new stranger.

During lunch, Lin Luoluo ate the lunch brought along with others on the steps outside the classroom, and many children surrounded her curiously.

"Are you the new teacher?"

"New teacher, are you also a college student?"

"Master, why are you here now?"

"Teacher, will you still go?"

When the last question was asked, the other children fell silent.

Although volunteers from the university come here every year to teach, but in the end, almost no one stayed.However, there are some teachers who stayed, and they all left after teaching for a year or two.

Looking at the silent children, Lin Luoluo felt very uncomfortable.She will go, she will definitely go, but facing those expectant eyes in front of her, she can't say this sentence no matter what.

Knowing her situation, Zhou Quan took over the conversation for her: "Don't worry, Teacher Zhou won't leave. After the summer vacation, Teacher Zhou will always be here with everyone."

The children's attention was easily attracted by Zhou Quan, but Lin Luoluo did not breathe a sigh of relief.

Before class in the afternoon, Lin Luoluo was very preoccupied.

Seeing her like this, Meng Jiaqi came over and asked, "Nervous?"

"En..." Lin Luoluo didn't say anything, it wasn't because she was nervous, but because she felt very uncomfortable after being asked such a question by the children at noon.

"Don't be nervous, I will watch you from below, and I will go back to review the video for you at night."

"Okay." It's useless to think so much now, Lin Luoluo sorted out her emotions, and entered the classroom with the lesson plan.

Meng Jiaqi had already told them in advance that this class would be taught by a new teacher, so as soon as Lin Luoluo entered, a group of children surrounded her with curious eyes.

The emotions that had calmed down became tense again, Lin Luoluo felt her limbs stiffen as she walked to the podium, imitating their appearance in the morning, and began to give lectures.

When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Lin Luoluo realized that her legs were already a little weak from tension.

Coming out of the classroom, Lin Luoluo let out a deep breath of relief.

Meng Jiaqi gave her a thumbs up with a smile: "Don't be nervous, you've spoken well."

"really?"

Nodding, Meng Jiaqi said: "Really. You can try to teach two classes tomorrow. Let's not talk about it. I'm going to prepare for the next class. Let's go back and talk about the rest."

Lin Luoluo nodded, followed her into another classroom, and continued to observe and study.

The afternoon ended sooner than expected. After making sure that the children in each class had left school and went home together, Lin Luoluo followed the three of them back to her dormitory.

From today onwards, it was her turn to cook with Zhou Quan. Lin Luoluo, who hadn't learned how to make a fire, was in charge of choosing and chopping vegetables.

Seeing that she was absent-minded, Zhou Quan asked, "Still thinking about the question they asked you today?"

"Ah? Ah..."

"Don't take it to heart." Zhou Quan comforted her, "They don't mean anything else, they just look forward to having a teacher willing to stay here."

"I know," Lin Luoluo skillfully chopped vegetables, "I just suddenly felt that I was actually a hypocrite. Maybe it's better to leave after giving them hope than not giving them any hope in the first place?"

"You can't think like this," Zhou Quan said, adding firewood to the stove. "You have given them the knowledge when you come. Even if you leave, the knowledge has already been left to them. Perhaps for them, It's a blow for you to leave, but it's better than having no one to teach them and leaving them trapped in the mountains for the rest of their lives, right?"

"Is that right?"

"That's right." Zhou Quan said, "If you must think this is a kind of cruelty, then coming and leaving is far less cruel than completely ignoring their existence."

Passing the dishes over, Lin Luoluo looked at the dishes tumbling in the big iron pot, thoughtfully.

"Besides, everyone's life is different. It's great that you are willing to give a part of your life to strange children far away in the mountains." Zhou Quan's voice was amidst the sizzle of oily smoke. It seems a bit far away, "When these children grow up, they will understand the choices of the teachers who left. For them, being grateful for your arrival is far greater than complaining about your departure."

作者有话要说:感谢在2022-03-0623:24:44~2022-03-0723:43:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 24 bottles of Yunxia; 4 bottles of Chu Hanci;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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