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In the early hours of the morning, when most people were still asleep, Li Yuan had already changed into women's clothes. With the help of his bride, he helped the drunk Gu Wanwan into the carriage, and turned around to look at his sweet wife with apology, "Zi Yan" , don't worry, Brother Gu and I will come back when we arrive in the capital, you wait for ten days, I...I" Li Yuan struggled for a while, he didn't know what to say, what should we do if we leave her alone after three days To deal with relatives and friends, hey!

"Sir, no, don't worry, Mr. Xiang, I will wait for you to come back with peace of mind." Although Hu Ziyan said so, her face turned dark. After a good wedding, she couldn't laugh anymore. up.

After sending Gu Wan and the two of them to find the uncle and return to Beijing together, it was about breakfast time. Hu Ziyan remembered what Gu Wan asked her before drinking last night, and ordered the servants to prepare the carriage. bag and two letters, and walked outside the guest room.

The door of the room was not closed, Hu Ziyan gently opened the door and walked in, called "Sister-in-law" and came to the bed, but found something strange, the person on the bed seemed to be shaking, and there was a faint sobbing sound, "Sister-in-law, sister-in-law, what are you doing?" I'm not feeling well"

The person on the bed didn't respond, her body was still twitching, she turned around to have a look, her eyes were red and swollen, Hu Ziyan touched her forehead, it was terribly hot, her hand touched the quilt unintentionally, and the scar on her neck The large piece turned out to be wet, could it be tears?How long have you been crying? Suddenly, I remembered that elder brother Gu who wanted to get drunk last night. All of them are not worrying. Before I could think about it, I hurriedly ordered the maid to find the doctor.

"This lady was just frightened and even caught a cold. After the old man prescribes a few doses of medicine, she will recover within three days, but this..." The old doctor stroked his beard and predicted.

"Is there anything wrong with my sister-in-law, Doctor Liu, but it's okay." Hu Ziyan said anxiously. Could it be that this sister-in-law is suffering from other diseases.

"No problem for the time being, it's just that the old man's pulse diagnosis found that the patient seems to be stagnant, which should be caused by overthinking. If things go on like this, it will be harmful to the body and mind, and I'm afraid it will lead to a serious illness," Doctor Liu replied after deliberation.

"Then what should we do? Please do your best to treat the doctor, and I, Hu Fu, will reward you with a lot of money." Hu Ziyan solemnly bowed to the old doctor and replied anxiously.

Dr. Liu frowned when he heard the words, "Ma'am, you are serious. Saving the dying and healing the wounded is our purpose. I will try my best, but this heart disease still needs heart medicine. Let's do more to persuade the patient."

After sending the doctor out of the house and ordering the kitchen to make medicine, Hu Ziyan was so confused that she didn't know what to do.Gu Wan and his wife usually see that they should be affectionate. The problem should be yesterday. The key is what happened yesterday. Thinking of the letters left by Gu Wan, hey, my husband always taught her to respect others and not to touch others randomly. The thing, the idiot, it would be nice if he came back now.

In the middle of the night, in the side courtyard of the Hu Mansion, Liu Yin'er opened her eyes with difficulty. In her blurred vision, she saw the person sitting in front of the bed, "Xianggong", and felt something was wrong. She blinked her eyes vigorously to see clearly. It turned out that it wasn't ah.

With a soft call, Hu Ziyan came back to her senses, it turned out that the person on the bed woke up, "Sister-in-law, you're awake"

"Well, it's younger siblings, my husband?" Liu Yin'er, who hadn't been relieved yet, subconsciously and instinctively looked for Gu Wan.

"Brother Gu and Mr., oh, I'm going back to the capital with my husband-in-law. I'm afraid it will take more than ten days to come back. By the way, Brother Gu asked me to give this to you." Called Mr. Li Yuan, fortunately, I still haven't forgotten the business, so I put the letter and money bag on Liu Yin'er's bedside.

"This is... what?" Liu Yin'er looked at the things in front of her in a daze, and then remembered what happened last night, and the details flooded into her mind in an instant, so it was not a dream.

Hu Ziyan waited gossip for her to open the letter, seeing her unwillingness to face her for a long time, she had no choice but to order the servant girl to take care of her, and she went back first, because she didn't have a good rest these two days because of getting married.She didn't wake up until noon the next day after she fell asleep. After listening to the servants' report, she found out that Liu Yin'er left the house early in the morning and went back to the Liu Family Village. Shi, it's only been two days since she left, and she can't stop thinking about Mr.

The carriage swayed all the way, but the people in the carriage seemed to have lost their souls, sitting stupidly with their eyes out of focus, their thoughts still lingering on the contents of the letter. She was not very literate, so Gu Wan wrote even less. I saw two large characters: Divorce Letter. In the content, in order to prove Liu Yin'er's chastity, Gu Wan directly stated that she was originally a woman, and she had to pretend to be a fake couple with Liu Yin'er for so long. are you back.

There is another letter, but the content is even shorter, "Yin'er, I'm sorry, all the mistakes are my fault. From now on, find a good man to marry! Also, you can accept the money in the bag, and treat it as a gift for you. I don't worry, okay!" In just a few words, the past was broken, but can the past really pass like this?

But so what if you don't go, Xianggong is a woman, yes, she is such a gentle person.It turned out that it wasn't that she didn't like herself, but that she didn't like herself at all. Since she was a woman, why did she want to marry herself in the first place, and why did she have to be heartless when she became married?Where is her former wife?Is the woman who left hand in hand with her that night the so-called regular wife?They went back to the capital together, what about me?

Liu Yin'er's heart was full of turmoil, she couldn't figure it out, and the cuts were still chaotic, as if this kind of result was the most normal, one hit and two fell apart, each was happy.This is the best way to develop, right? Find a good man to marry when you go back, forget about your husband in the future, and then just find a man to live with.

Even though I thought about it this way, I also felt that the truth should be like this, but why?But her heart felt tense, Liu Yin'er stretched out her hand to touch her chest, and pressed hard on the position of her heart. There seemed to be a hole here, and the cold wind came from nowhere, and it was poured in. Her heart was so heavy and cold that she couldn't breathe, that's all she could do, otherwise, what else could she do.

The carriage stopped slowly, and the driver's voice came from outside, "Ma'am, Liu Family Village is here, are you getting off here?"

Liu Yin'er quickly wiped the tears off her face, and lifted the curtain on the car. It turned out that she had already arrived at the entrance of the village, and her father's house was in front of her, but she had no intention of stopping, so she ordered the driver to drive back home. Then he smiled wryly, there is no such thing as a husband, she has always been alone, but those days together, don't they count?

When Gu Wan woke up, she and Li Yuan had already been on the way to the capital for two days, remembering that night, although my uncle reluctantly accepted their decision to marry and live away from the capital, he still wanted them to go to the capital in person no matter what. Return to Beijing to plead guilty to their respective fathers, and must obtain the consent of their relatives before making such a plan.

Gu Wan has no objection, after all they also want to spend the rest of their lives with peace of mind, but she is a woman, and like Li Yuan, she disguised herself as a man and married a woman, but she had to hide it, and she didn't feel that she needed anyone's favor. Agree, the life you choose is like a person who knows the temperature of drinking water, so why bother with others.

In fact, she knew in her heart that most of the reason for doing this was because of what she had seen and heard in her previous life. Although many modern countries have legalized same-sex marriage, in her own country, such love still suffers a lot of criticism.

In her previous life, Gu Wan spent her college life in the south where the culture was relatively diverse. It was common to see same-sex couples on campus, and there was such a couple in my dormitory.

At that time, I adhered to the tenet of not agreeing and not criticizing, so I did not accept or reject homosexuality, but this does not mean that everyone can be like her.What's more, the ancient times where the thinking has been backward for an unknown number of years, as the saying goes, the ignorant are fearless, and the ignorant are terrible. They never consider what kind of harm their words will cause to others, even if others do not hinder their lives. But there are still many people who stand on the moral high ground, pointing fingers at other people's way of life, and even slandering and persecuting others.

In her previous life, she didn't have any feelings for men and women, and she has always been called frigid in her circle of friends. The reason is that although she had a few boyfriends during college, she never had any substantial development with them. , Every subsequent relationship broke up because of this reason. For a while, she even suspected that she had a physical contact disorder.

Now at such an age, I realize that I love a girl, maybe it has nothing to do with men and women, but simply fell in love with Liu Yin'er.Although Gu Wan wants to give her love aboveboard, there are too many ignorant and arrogant people in the world. If the exposure of her feelings brings harm and criticism, she would rather choose to remain silent. Sometimes, this may also be a kind of protection!

Thinking of this, Gu Wan felt a little funny, she was thinking about something in a mess, it's over, isn't it, that silly girl likes herself as a man.

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The author has something to say:

As I write this, I suddenly feel emotional: love and affection~

The life I want and the happiness that my parents think, why not, the world is safe and harmonious~