Why can't the main male protagonist get rid of it?

Qi Chen stood there at a loss, staring straight into Ye Xingze's eyes in a daze. There was no playfulness and smile that he was familiar with, only indifference.

"I'm not going out..." Qi Chen took a small step forward, Ye Xingze's eyes did not change, Qi Chen took his steps back again, his hands kept clutching the corners of his clothes, his words were filled with tears, choked up As he spoke, his eyes became blurred, and he could only repeat in a low voice, "I won't go out...Brother..."

don't look at me like that...

Ye Xingze turned his gaze slowly, lifted the quilt without saying a word, and prepared to get out of bed, "Then you stay here, I'll go out."

The pain in his leg could clearly feel the twitching of the surrounding muscles, but Ye Xingze seemed not to notice it, as if he wasn't the one who whined and yelled about leg pain two days ago.

The gauze on the leg had begun to ooze blood.

"Don't move!" Qi Chen was startled, wiped his face indiscriminately, took a step forward and stopped, "Don't move, I'll go out..."

Ye Xingze watched Qi Chen leave the room dejectedly before readjusting his posture and lying down. He knew what Qi Chen was thinking, he understood, but he didn't accept it.

For Ye Xingze, between "being together" and "breaking up", there has never been such a term as "being apart for a while".

It's obviously not that serious, and if something happens, two people will face it together, instead of letting the other person "uneasy" avoid it in the name of "protection".

"A period of time", how long is it?Want to wait?Why should I persist in a love that only makes me wait and regress?

Ye Xingze looked in the direction of the door, and he could see the boy standing quietly outside through the glass on the door.

He could imagine Qi Chen's pitiful expression now, but Ye Xingze made up his mind to teach Qi Chen a lesson...

wrong.

Ye Xingze suddenly realized that he seemed to have put too much energy into this relationship.

What is he doing?He is trying to influence another person's perception.

According to the past, Ye Xingze would just say goodbye to people who disagreed with him, and never tried to influence them. Ye Xingze thought that this was a time-consuming and laborious job that might not be thankful. There are so many people in the world, why bother Own?

He even put himself in a dangerous place between the two of them. Even if Qi Chen was left behind, Qi Chen would not die. He still let Qi Chen play the role of finding rescue in the whole plan, but he didn't want Qi Chen Chen was hurt.

Ye Xingze began to shrink back. He didn't think there was anything wrong with it. He realized the "danger", so why couldn't he shrink back?

The more energy one puts into a relationship, the more he will only be hurt if the relationship fails or the other person leaves.

Ye Xingze lowered his eyes. Originally, he was just dissatisfied with Qi Chen's way of handling the problem. He didn't want to see him for a while, but now...

Since Qi Chen wants it, it's not impossible.

Although Qi Chen's reason for letting him back away was inconsistent with his own, the result was the same.

Qi Chen didn't realize how much his impulsiveness had hindered his relationship. He still felt that as long as he coaxed him well, Ye Xingze would let him stay by his side.

Qi Chen encouraged himself as if he had found some backbone, and left in a hurry.

The setting sun slowly moved to the side of the window, casting a warm but not glaring light. The sun on a snowy day always makes people feel warm.

Qi Chen slowly opened the door of the ward.

Ye Xingze looked up and saw him, and smiled.

Qi Chen didn't feel relieved, on the contrary, he felt a lump in his throat, "Brother, do you want to have dinner?"

"Yeah." Ye Xingze still smiled nicely, but Qi Chen's heart was beating more and more restlessly.

He looked at Ye Xingze who was eating quietly, and tentatively said, "Brother, in the afternoon..." What I said was not my intention.

"Well, I just wanted to say, I think what you said makes sense, we can separate for a while." Ye Xingze interrupted Qi Chen, and said calmly.

Qi Chen's heart fell to the bottom.

"It's not a breakup, it's just a temporary separation..."

"It doesn't matter to me."

The conversation in the afternoon reverberated in Qi Chen's heart.

So... my brother wants to break up with me...

"No!" Qi Chen realized that he was choked up when he said it.

"Why? Isn't this what you expected?" Ye Xingze didn't stop his hands because of Qi Chen's reaction, and continued to eat slowly.

"I was wrong, brother, I was wrong..." Qi Chen wanted to touch Ye Xingze's hand, but didn't dare, so he just stayed in the air awkwardly, "I won't break up..."

"I'm full." Ye Xingze put down the bowl and chopsticks, lay down slowly, turned his head and closed his eyes, as if refusing to communicate.

"Brother, I don't agree..." Qi Chen only whispered behind Ye Xingze. The plan to coax Ye Xingze that he had thought about earlier was thrown away, but now he is just repeating these two sentences, "I was wrong. ...I won't break up..."

Hearing the suppressed crying behind him, Ye Xingze felt a little pain in his heart, but he calmed down and told him: long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. You are in severe pain now, and it will only hurt more in the future.

He never held out long-term hopes for any relationship.

He had actually been in love with the same person for so long.

It's so irrational.

It's just a task.

The task subject is ignorant here, only he is deeply involved in it, and when the task is over, the other party leaves, leaving him alone in place.

not like this.

Qi Chen behind him seemed to have cried enough, Ye Xingze could hear the sound of him tidying up the dishes, and the sound of Qi Chen standing up and kicking the chair.

It took a few seconds before I heard the sentence "I didn't agree, we didn't break up".

There was uncontrollable crying in the voice.

Ye Xingze's legs are getting better day by day, Qi Chen will bring three meals on time every day, and finish eating with Ye Xingze. During the period, he will always try to stir up topics, but he is really not very good at this.

Clumsily used the previous method to make Ye Xingze happy, but when Ye Xingze looked at him, he realized that in the past Ye Xingze would always be teased by him with a smile on his face, just because Ye Xingze was willing to cooperate with him.

Actually he doesn't know anything.

He doesn't even know much about Ye Xingze's work, but Ye Xingze can always help him answer questions and solve problems in his work.

Only then did he realize that in his relationship with Ye Xingze, he seemed to have nothing but love. He always felt that he liked Ye Xingze more than Ye Xingze liked him, but what he paid was far from enough.

"Chen Chen," Ye Xingze still called him as before, but both of them knew it was different, "The doctor said that I was about to be discharged from the hospital, and I booked a ticket to the south, and I wanted to go play. I just left."

"... When will you be back?" Qi Chen asked softly, shaking his hands uncontrollably.

"Xiaoyu, let's get married, I'll come back and take a look." Ye Xingze thought for a while.

"I won't come back later, will I?" Qi Chen only lowered his head to pack his things, and raised his head when he heard his words, revealing his red eyes, he hadn't cried in front of Ye Xingze for a long time.

"Brother, don't you like me at all?" Although Qi Chen is sad these days, he can see Ye Xingze every day, making him feel that the two of them are just arguing, but now Ye Xingze is leaving.

"I like it..." Ye Xingze chewed on these two words, "There are more, no, I probably like it."

Ye Xingze has always been frank when facing this kind of problem.

"But you don't want me anymore..." Qi Chen was stunned when he heard this answer, and finally wept uncontrollably.

He finally understood where he was wrong.

He had planned a long time ago, the plan to invade Ye Xingze's life without being noticed, was realized by Ye Xingze when he was about to completely succeed.

He caused it himself.

……

Ye Xingze arrived at his destination in the afternoon. This place is facing the sea, and there is a beach outside the hotel. Unlike the severe cold in the north, it is warm and warm here. The sun shines on the sea, and there is a layer of golden light, which makes people feel cure.

Ye Xingze went to blow the sea breeze in the early morning, watching the sun jumping above the sea level, he felt the long-lost feeling of refreshment.

After playing for a week, and getting to know most of the people here, Ye Xingze participated in a social event organized by the hotel. In the dark blue sky night, all kinds of people strolled on the beach, and everyone had a flower in their hand. You can give it to your loved ones.

Ye Xingze turned all the way down and harvested a handful, which were so colorful and beautiful.

When he was about to be given flowers again, his hand was held,

"Sorry, he has a boyfriend."

Ye Xingze had no intention of paying attention to the young man who left after apologizing, and only looked around in surprise.

"How did you come?"

"I'm here to look for you," the dusty Qi Chen looked in a good mood, his eyes firm and soft, "I'll go wherever you go."

"But your work..." Ye Xingze forgot to let Qi Chen let go of his hand for a while.

"It's all arranged, if something goes wrong, then don't." Qi Chen gently shook Ye Xingze's hand, which he hadn't held for a long time.

"You really..." Ye Xingze was at a loss for words for a rare moment, he pulled out his hand and walked towards the hotel.

Qi Chen was not discouraged, and ran up.

He was also very depressed at first, when Yu Yu came back and asked Ye Xingze, he could barely explain, but he was still detected by the little girl's sensitive radar.

The little girl hates iron but not steel: "You go and chase it back!"

Qi Chen suddenly realized.

He has never been an impatient person, but it may be a little cumbersome to repair the 80.00% of the plan, but it will never be more difficult than the beginning.

As soon as Ye Xingze got out of the elevator, he found Qi Chen's luggage at the door of his room, "What's the matter?"

"There are no spare rooms in the hotel during the peak winter vacation season." Qi Chen kept in mind Yu Yu's guidance: "Big brother can't let me sleep on the street."

"Who taught you?" Of course Ye Xingze knew what Qi Chen was planning, so he laughed angrily, and before he could answer, he came back to his senses, "Oh, Xiaoyu came back early?"

"Yeah." Qi Chen felt a little nervous, he stared nervously at Ye Xingze swiping his room card, not daring to move.

"Come in, or go to sleep on the street."

The author has something to say:

In the small world, it is the male protagonist who has always been insecure, but in fact, it is Ye Xingze who is extremely lacking in security and rejects the sense of security given by others.

Fight for the next chapter to end this world~

So the next chapter might be longer...

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