Why can't the main male protagonist get rid of it?

Li Su's glasses and mobile phone were broken that day, but he didn't go out, and he was only slightly short-sighted, and he didn't rely on the mobile phone, so he never bought them.

The glasses had a black and gold color frame, and they still had round lenses. Ye Xingze took the broken lenses and replaced them with ones of the same prescription. The phone didn't have to be so troublesome, and he just bought the latest models.

"Do you like it?" Ye Xingze has always been very generous, no matter in his previous life or in this life. He has given many things, most of which were given with heart. The carefully selected gifts, coupled with Ye Xingze's beautiful smile, can be sent to people's hearts.

"Well, I like it, thank you Xing." Li Su carefully took out his glasses and looked at them, then put them back.

Ye Xingze took it directly, and stretched out his hand for Li Su to put it on, "Put it away if you like it, just put it on!"

In order to make it easier for Li Su to put on glasses, Ye Xingze got a little closer, and didn't leave after putting them on. He took a look and nodded in satisfaction.

"I have good eyesight."

Then he returned contentedly.

He didn't care about Li Su whose heart was often out of rhythm because of his actions.

"By the way, I didn't tell you. I changed the day shift for you at the bar. From now on, I will go to work every Saturday and Sunday from [-]:[-] pm to [-]:[-] pm. At that time, I will have a little leisure time," Ye Xingze said. I won't bother you again, don't worry."

Ye Xingze's expression seemed to be saying.

You can safely say goodbye to your bad past.

Li Su was stunned.

Since he was born, his mother has suffered from the root cause of his illness because of giving birth to him, and he has been criticized because of his unknown background. His mother can't protect him, and his mother can't even protect herself.

He didn't blame his mother for giving birth to him, he understood that the woman was just soft-hearted and didn't have the heart to kill her.

He grew up under the strange eyes of the neighbors around him, and gradually learned how to ignore other people's advice. When he found that he was completely immune to those words, he was a little happy and felt that he was strong.

He told his mother about this, but his mother was not happy. She just stroked his hair with a distressed expression in her eyes.

He pouted at that time, thinking a little rebelliously, what's the use of being distressed?

Later, his mother became weaker and weaker, and the medicines he needed became more and more expensive. Li Su gradually became tough-hearted. He learned to wash dishes, hand out leaflets, set up stalls, make milk tea, and mix drinks. He has learned all the jobs that can make money.

Sometimes he thinks maybe God has mercy on him, he always does well when he learns these things.

When he is tired, he also thinks, since the gods are pitiful to him, why can't they be more pitiful and let someone help him?

Li Su also knew that this was a useless delusion.

But now, he looked at Ye Xingze who had just finished eating the last piece of potato chips and was still a little bit unsatisfied.

Maybe... that's not delusional.

It may be that God is so pitiful to him, it took a long time to create such a star-like person to save him.

The seed in Li Su's heart that he didn't know when to plant seemed to bloom.

The time in high school seems to pass quickly, and a year has passed in a blink of an eye.

Li Su also slowly got rid of that taciturn look, and gradually stretched his frowning brows and eyes, and he seemed to have confidence in his speech, and he often received love letters from girls.

Ye Xingze always laughed at him, saying that Ah Su was becoming more and more attractive.

Li Su would also smile with a good temper, and politely reject those girls.

He doesn't want to be liked.

He just wants to attract someone to like him.

Li Su's studies have also caught up, and he often competes with Ye Xingze for the first place in his grade.

Everything is going in a good direction, except...

Except for Li Su's secret thoughts.

It was probably the boy's first "sweet dream", which allowed the boy to recognize his own thoughts.

But Li Su only had a dream like that once.

Most of his subsequent dreams were of him watching Ye Xingze embrace a girl whose face he couldn't see clearly.

In the dream, he was very sour, but he still smiled and said "I wish you happiness".

Li Su always felt that he was not good enough for Ye Xingze, so he was never the protagonist in the dream.

In his dream, he made up a happy life for the person he liked, leaving only himself in place.

until that day.

It was Sunday, and the two of them slept late. After waking up, Li Su cooked a sumptuous lunch as usual, and Ye Xingze also expressed his appreciation as usual.

But the two of them haven't spoken properly for a long time.

There is no conflict, it's just that Ye Xingze is busy with art training. After he came to this world, he was also very interested in design. After accepting the memory in his mind, he painted a little more than the original owner who had never painted before. Aura.

"Ah Xing, are everything ready?" Li Su squeezed his chopsticks slightly, as nervous as when the two of them ate for the first time, but their mood was quite different.

"Well, I'll go directly to Nahai next week, and I'll come back about once every three months." Ye Xingze sandwiched a piece of sweet and sour pork, and Li Su would always put a little more sugar in order to take care of him, "A Su must study hard, I'm gone, but no one will compete with you for the first place."

"Nahai?" Li Su's voice raised slightly. After seeing Ye Xingze's suspicious eyes, he noticed his gaffe, and then covered it up, "Didn't you say you are in the next city? How did you become Nahai?"

"I didn't tell you?" Ye Xingze has been so busy lately that he doesn't care as much about the male lead as before. He has always been fun, and the male lead's development has always been on the right track, so he focused on experiencing life, "Next door The studio in the city was not very good, so it was changed to Nahai.”

Nahai is a coastal city in the south, named for its gorgeous scenery.

It's a three hour flight from here.

Li Su managed to maintain a calm face, but his heart seemed to be blown by a strong wind.

In fact, Li Su has already planned which university to study in, which is a school far away from here.

He tentatively asked Ye Xingze, Ye Xingze might stay here.

He has always wanted to get out of here.

It was for leaving the Shen family before, but now there is another reason.

He wanted to let himself go.

Just imagine that when he watched Ye Xingze get married and have children, he would feel so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe. He was afraid that he would do something that would hurt Ye Xingze.

He was afraid of being looked at by Ye Xingze with disgust.

So he especially cherished every day spent with Ye Xingze.

But now Ye Xingze is going to Nahai, and he can only come back once every three months.

For Li Su, who counted every day into the countdown, it was like a bolt from the blue.

But Li Su couldn't do anything.

The people he likes, he wants to do what he likes.

He has no reason to stop.

On the day of parting, he asked for leave to see Ye Xingze off.

Ye Xingze was still smiling, and in his familiar, teasing voice, "Asu, do you want a hug?"

Ye Xingze often mentioned this sentence, but Li Su always avoided it.

He was afraid that he would be indulging in the hug that he had thought about for a long time, and he would show his feet. He didn't want Ye Xingze to know his thoughts.

Ye Xingze always thought he was shy, so he never thought about it.

This time Li Su agreed in a low voice.

Ye Xingze raised his eyebrows in surprise, then opened his arms cheerfully, "Come on, brother hug."

Li Su walked up and wrapped his arms around Ye Xingze's back. He was still a little shorter than Ye Xingze, and he just buried his head in Ye Xingze's neck.

It was early summer, Ye Xingze didn't wear much, Li Su even felt that he had kissed Ye Xingze's collarbone.

Gently, with one touch, Ye Xingze didn't even notice it.

Li Su watched as Ye Xingze walked in with a group of people.

Still like the stars holding the moon.

That person was still dazzling, but I began to be greedy for that moonlight, always looking forward to it falling on me.

Then tell yourself self-harm that you don't deserve it.

Later, Li Su often went to secretly watch Ye Xingze.

Ye Xingze never found out.

He watched Ye Xingze make new friends, Ye Xingze's paintings were placed in the external exhibition hall, and Ye Xingze was still living wantonly there.

The flowers in Li Su's heart are bright and open.

Li Su didn't dare to approach.

I also don't want others to get close to me.

When Ye Xingze was flourishing here, he also paid attention to Li Su's recent situation. Li Su was talented and intelligent, but he was only a high school student, but he had already begun to try to get in touch with finance, and made a fortune by testing the waters.

Ye Xingze's older brother, Ye Tianze, also got close to Li Su a lot during this time, and taught Li Su a lot.

The hero is doing well under his care!

Ye Xingze, who was taken care of most of the time, thought brazenly.

Ye Xingze finished the training camp, passed the school exam of the top art school, and returned to school.

He only needs to pass the pass line in the culture class during the college entrance examination, which is not a problem for Ye Xingze, who was the first regular student in his grade before leaving school.

The person whose soul is almost 30 years old experienced a training life that he had never experienced before, and went back satisfied.

Ye Tianze didn't have time, so Li Su came to pick him up.

Tsk, Li Su seems to have grown taller again.

Ye Xingze sized up the boy who was striding towards him. He didn't confirm with satisfaction until he stood in front of him that he was still not taller than me.

Li Su didn't know what Ye Xingze was thinking, so he restrained himself and hugged Ye Xingze, then took the luggage from his hand.

Just as he was about to leave, someone called Ye Xingze behind him.

It's a boy, about 1.7 meters tall, with a baby face and fair skin, probably because he was chased by running, his small face is still red, his hair is naturally curly and fluffy, and he looks good to the touch .

"Ah Xuan?"

When Li Su heard Ye Xingze address the boy, he tightened his hands carrying the luggage.

"Ah... Ah Xing, I have something to tell you!" The boy named A Xuan blushed even more, as if he had made up his mind, he took out an envelope.

Li Su had an ominous premonition.

"Ah Xing, I have passed the exam for a top art school, if we can meet there, can you..."

Li Su's heart tightened suddenly.

"Can you consider staying with me!"

There was no other sound in Li Su's ear.

He looked at Ye Xingze as if he said something, but he couldn't hear it. He only saw that Ah Xuan lowered his head shyly, and Ye Xingze even hugged him.

Li Su realized a little slowly, am I going to be alone again?

Haven't you always been mentally prepared?

How can it be so sad?

He even regretted it out of control.

Why... can't I?