My Bungo system is a little different

Eh……

Why bother with other people's fate so seriously?

His own body is still in Schrödinger's half-dead state-speaking of which, if one day he really saves up the main task strips and is resurrected, will he have to face the comprehensive medical examination as soon as he returns?

Thinking about it this way, it seems that I don't really want to be resurrected.

In the office where there was no one else, "Erasmus" looked completely dejected, and his expression was in sync with that of "Dante" on the other side of Yokohama.

I really want to mess it up...

Eliminate all the supernatural powers and mantras, will everyone stay out of trouble and write books when they should?

At this moment of mental turmoil, there is a danger of the mind slipping downhill...

After mourning for almost half a day, when the off-duty time came, all the uncharacteristic performances of "Erasmus" disappeared instantly, and the moment he walked out of the office, he changed back to the image of a gentle and firm priest .

There is no way, Yumeno Hisaku still lives with him now, if he shows negative emotions in front of this child, it may trigger some terrible accidents.

Thinking of Mengye, Chizhi finally felt better.

The cognitive transformation plan carefully designed by Akaeda and penetrated into life is going quite smoothly. Now Yumeno's mental state is basically stable. Even if he is sometimes taken out by the port mafia on missions, after returning, he mainly acts like a baby, and even learned Instead of pouring black mud on "Erasmus"—the boy developed a heart to protect adults.

Every time Yumeno was 'borrowed' away, people from the port mafia would pretend to ask Yumeno for leave, and send the child back to sell the leave.This approach is even more bizarre under the premise that the principal "Erasmus" is the actual parent of Yumeno Hisaku, so Akaeda guarantees that they can accurately see "Erasmus" every time they come. The expression of self-blame is so that the person in charge of Yumeno's handover always reacts with a guilty conscience even when he sees Mr. Principal.

While at home, "Erasmus" would confirm to Yumeno Hisaku again and again whether the use of the power was his own will.

As the answer gradually stabilized, Yumeno also gradually regarded using his abilities as a job, and no longer "wanted to play with everyone" at all times.

Thinking back on how he corrected the child, Akae suddenly realized about Akutagawa, so he could relax a little more. Did he spend so much time on Yumeno, did he expect children of this age to be of any help to his progress in the main storyline? ?At most, it is to eliminate some threats to social security in the future and reduce the difficulty of the task a little.

The same is true of Erasmus' actions in Yokohama, which mainly had an impact on the overall situation. It was impossible for him to directly use this vest to encourage Akutagawa Ryunosuke to write - "Erasmus" supports secular education, I will not take the initiative to let children from the slums eat the bad meal of 'writing'.

As for his influence on Akutagawa's fate, it can only be said that Akutagawa in the original book has not been arranged by Osamu Dazai in various ways. Now he just wants to slow down the progress of the main story, and the future cannot be determined by his actions.

Thinking of this, Chizhi cheered up again.At least try your best, and don't give up on yourself at the beginning.

In the past, he basically just asked the headmaster to stock Akutagawa, and he could easily exert literary influence on him.

Now that Akutagawa Ryunosuke has become Dazai Osamu's direct subordinate, it is much more difficult for Erasmus to exert influence on him.

But it is not impossible.

Chizhi thought for a while, and came up with a rather roundabout way.

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As expected, Ryunosuke Akutagawa didn't come to school the next day.

But Gin Akutagawa came to school on time, and asked her brother for an indefinite vacation.

Akaeda, who found that the situation was even better than he had imagined, was very happy to let Erasmus show that he was worried about the missing students.

The headmaster has been worried for several days.

And it's the kind of secretly sad, superficially strong version that I still feel pity for.

Before Yumeno Kusaku was about to assassinate the guy who made "Erasmus" sad, the man who gave the gift to the model worker of the port mafia finally had a close relationship with the principal naturally under Akaeda's design. time.

Of course, the favorability of "Erasmus" with him is also very high.

Therefore, the tool man who noticed the principal's strange mood took the initiative to ask the reason, and then the principal said naturally, "There is a student who doesn't know why he doesn't come to school, and he neither accepts help nor can find anyone" and then After describing the student's appearance without their names, Akutagawa's name was blurted out.

Mr. Tool Man was completely unaware that he was being induced.

Mafia members with professional ethics would naturally not tell Erasmus that Akutagawa Ryunosuke was picked up by the newly appointed Dazai cadre—this is a secret of the port mafia.

But his reaction alone was enough for Erasmus to reasonably guess where his student was going.

Then came another week of carefully prepared performances: the principal was worried about the top students who went to gangsters, the principal expressed a little anger at other staff members from the port mafia in the school, the principal gradually compromised, and so on.

In short, when the haggard-looking "Erasmus" handed Mr. Tool Man a plain-looking notebook and asked him to hand it over to Akutagawa, Mr. Tool Man agreed without hesitation with an inexplicable sense of guilt, and completely There is no question why Akutagawa's younger sister Silver is not directly handed over.

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About two weeks after leaving school.

One day, after completing the training requirements of Mr. Dazai, Ryunosuke Akutagawa took a plain notebook from his teacher with a strange and sympathetic expression.

His teacher called it a 'warm gift from the past' when he handed him the notebook.

A... sweet gift from the past?

He was going to answer immediately, "I don't have that kind of thing", but the figure of a tall man subconsciously appeared in his mind.

Akutagawa finally took the notebook without saying a word.

After returning to the dormitory where the port mafia lived, he hesitated for a few seconds before opening the book.

There are about a dozen pages in front of which are written in foreign languages ​​that he does not know, only the first three pages have what seems to be corresponding Japanese, and the rest are blank pages.

Inside the cover of the book is an additional piece of paper written in Japanese.

It says:

"Mr. Akutagawa, you don't seem to be living with your sister anymore, so I deliberately found someone to send this to you. This is one of the notebooks I used to copy poetry when I was studying at the University of Paris, and the rest have been deleted. I wrote it full, thought about it, and finally decided to give it to you. The poems are all in French, and the first three were translated by me after I came to Japan.

You are one of the most gifted in the classics I have ever met, and I think you have a fondness for it.I have no right to comment on what you are doing now, but since you came to see me that day, I will still advise you in the tone of a principal to a school leaver.Reading to cultivate your ambition, you might as well try to translate the remaining poems in your notebook into Japanese, even as an exercise for learning French-I think your current job is to learn some foreign languages.Alternatively, you can fill in the remaining empty spaces yourself.If there is a day when it is full, it should be returned to me.

Desiderius Erasmus"

Akutagawa finished reading this little note from the principal.

Without realizing it, he clenched his fists and then slowly loosened them, then carefully clipped the note back into the cover of the book.

There is a corner in Ryunosuke Akutagawa's heart clamoring that he should use "Rashomon" to tear this unknown gift to pieces. Maybe it was his old habit of cherishing paper and pen when he was still in the slums that stopped him. Maybe it's something else.

In the end, he just gently closed the book and opened it again.

Akutagawa's eyes lingered on the words 'incorrigible regret' under the unfamiliar French on the first page for a long time, and then he continued to read slowly, slowly.

……

That night, when the blurred sense of borders that filled the night of the city spread; when many people couldn't help but desire more warm and sticky blood, more gunpowder smoke, and finally left more difficult to wash on the ground. The pure stench of the hour; when, under the cold, benevolent gaze of the moon, the frosty ground is tinted the color of wine, and the swaying sea in the distance seems to fade away in almost the same tone.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke closed his eyes, lying on his bed where he could hear all the sounds outside the house, what lingered in his head was the voice mixed with "Erasmus" and his own voice:

"O Death, old captain, let us weigh anchor, the time has come!

We are weary of this place, O Death, let us sail!

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To hell or to heaven, what does it matter? "*